fear of intimacy

Because the screen CP was formed before, the heat has not yet passed, so when Ding Lan proposed to drive Chen Shu back, Chen Shu refused.For the time being, he has no plans to bind the hype of CP.

Today, Ding Lan thanked Chen Shu for the [-]th time to accompany her to see the consultant: "I never thought that hypnotherapy could be used today, and I am really sorry to let Brother Chen go for nothing."

Chen Shu didn't care: "You can trust me, it means I'm still a good person."

Ding Lan chuckled, and felt a little disappointed after laughing: "This matter is really hard to talk about, I dare not tell my friends around me. My parents also kept it a secret, in case they would worry. Obviously I only know a few of you, Brother Chen. Yue, but when I was desperate, I thought of you all at once, even I don't know why..."

This Chen Shu is understandable.Sometimes it is impossible to tell your heartfelt feelings to friends who are too close, and you need those acquaintances who nod to make people believe that you can pour out the negative aspects of life to them, and your unhappiness can disappear with these "friends" who passed by.

"It's certainly a way to confide bitterness to me, but I think the crux of this problem is the photos in your boyfriend's phone after all. If you don't delete those photos, you won't let go of them for a day." Chen Shu said.

Ding Lan smiled wryly: "The photos have been in his hands for so long, who knows how many backups he has kept. Besides, he originally wanted to use those photos to blackmail me. Once I do something to anger him, it is hard to guarantee that I will not hurt myself." Hundred."

Why don't you call the police?

Chen Shu pressed the tip of his tongue against his teeth, and swallowed the words back.Ding Lan's career is on the rise, so many eyes are on him. Once he calls the police, it will be as destructive as that bastard boyfriend who directly released the fruit photos.

The two were silent for a while.

"Forget it, we haven't come to a dead end yet, let's not talk about these unhappy things," Ding Lan smiled at Chen Shu, with a circle of black and blue eyes that did not hide his intentions, "You have to wait here for Xiao Peng Right? Then I'll be leaving first, the new drama I've received is about to start broadcasting, and there will be a welcome banquet in a while. See you, Brother Chen."

In the dimly lit underground parking lot, Levante's low-key and gorgeous metallic black slips through a layer of shimmer, and the classic Maserati-style front face emerges from the parking space, and it goes away amidst the roar of the engine that symbolizes a successful career.

It's really hard, Chen Shu looked at the taillights that were about to disappear at the turn, and it was too easy to lose if it was too early.

It took Xiao Peng nearly half an hour to arrive at the Red Star Building.Brother Chen, clutching his mask, took a lungful of exhaust fumes in the underground parking lot, and was about to pass out.

"Oh Brother Chen, look at my thoughtfulness, I even brought you lemonade!" Xiao Peng respectfully invited the boss's daughter into the back seat, and the car was well heated.

There was a printed book on the back seat.

"This is the script for tomorrow given by Sister Zhan." Xiao Peng explained to Chen Shu while driving.

"An audition and a script?"

"The director doesn't have it, but Sister Zhan does." Xiao Peng said in a tone of "you understand", "I'm sure I'll be more confident after reading the script and auditioning, Brother Chen!"

Chen Shu turned to the first page—adapted from Internet IP, the outline of the novel "Return to Zero".

Chen Shu: "..."

Is the co-authored script the outline of a novel?This still needs someone else to give it to me, can't I find it online by myself?

Chen Shu sighed, and muttered in a low voice, "I can't even bear to spend money on a paper book..."

"Return to Zero" is about the espionage war during the Anti-Japanese War. Xu Nanzhu was an underground party member lurking in the Tianjin Station of the Intelligence Department of the Wang Puppet Government. Because of the leak of intelligence, all members of the Tianjin Station were under investigation. Xu Nanzhu, the deputy head of the station, was arrested. Transferred to the headquarters of the Special Operations Division, work and life are fully monitored.And Xu Nanzhu, relying on his unisex beautiful appearance and charming bewitching skills, successfully survived the secret service headquarters and handed over crucial information.

What's wrong with experience, companions, and organization, even if it's luck?This male protagonist turned out to rely on his appearance and charm?

According to the description in the novel, although Xu Nanzhu is nearly thirty years old, he looks very tender. His appearance has the unique femininity of a young man, his facial features are beautiful and his eyes are clear. The childlike innocence contrasts sharply with the vicious temperament he has been in the intelligence station for many years. It has a fatal attraction to the group of poisonous snakes and rats in the gutter at the headquarters of the intelligence service.And because Xu Nanzhu is beautiful and self-aware, not only self-aware but also very good at committing crimes by preying on her beauty, which fascinated the people in the headquarters. Applause puppets.

However, not everyone agrees with him. Zhang Bosi, the director of the Special Operations Division, has always been sober.Zhang Bosi is the main person in charge of investigating Tianjin Station, and he also made the decision to transfer Xu Nanzhu to the headquarters to monitor closely, trying to dig out the big fish behind Xu Nanzhu.

Zhang Bosi's qualifications are older than Xu Nanzhu's, and his vision is also worse than Xu Nanzhu's. Xu Nanzhu failed to seduce him many times.

The content of the audition was that one day Zhang Bosi asked Xu Nanzhu to send invitation letters to the officers and wives who were invited to the dinner. Xu Nanzhu found that there was only one invitation letter for Zhang Bosi, so he asked Zhang Bosi, "Are you single all these years?" ? Or are you waiting for someone?"

A very seductive line fits Xu Nanzhu's character very well.

Perhaps it was because the tone of the scene was too obvious. The next day when Chen Shu arrived at the audition hotel, he met several familiar faces in the lobby, corridors, and rooms, all wearing pure and lustful youthful make-up.

The one I met in the corridor was Chen Shu's friend, who was walking towards the elevator, as if he had just come out of a play trial.Seeing Chen Shu was surprised: "Why are you sketching upside down?"

My friend is a star himself, with a good figure and a good face, even if he can't be called heroic, he is definitely not feminine, but today he brightened his skin and made his lips red and moist.

Chen Shu almost didn't recognize it.

Before I could answer, my friend said again: "But maybe it's better not to wear makeup. Look at the young man here today. If you don't know, you may think that the director is going to open a duck restaurant."

Xiao Peng was holding Chen Shu's down jacket next to him, holding back his laughter so much that he almost spit out his nose, and hurriedly covered the down jacket with his hands.

Chen Shu thought about the male-female ratio in the play: "Duck house? Isn't it a goose..."

Xiao Peng was so frightened that he quickly pulled Chen Shu's arm.

The friend wondered: "Goose?"

"...Goose goose goose," Chen Shu tried to squeal out of laughter, "You are so humorous."

My friend didn't bother to guess what Chen Shu wanted to say before, and was very unhappy: "Okay, I guess there is no hope. In fact, I am not suitable for this role. But let me remind you, in my opinion, anyone who tries to seduce Xin Hong Little goblins will be dismissed by the director."

Xin Hong?

This time it was Chen Shu who was puzzled.

The friend wondered: "Zhang Bosi has been cast by Xin Hong, don't you know?"

Well, now I know.Chen Shu sighed at his 2G internet speed.

Saying goodbye to friends, Chen Shu went into the room next to the audition and waited.

Because the audition time was staggered, there were not many people waiting in the room, only one acquaintance—Jiao Yuting.

When Chen Shu opened the door and entered, Jiao Yuting's assistant was standing in front of him holding a mirror and asking him to scratch his hair.

"Does it feel fluffy now? Is it still greasy?" Jiao Yuting lowered his head and rolled his eyes to look at the mirror, "I said use hair mud to scratch it, but what Cindy wants to use pomade, now it's fine, the refreshing boy has become a greasy uncle!"

The assistant comforted him: "It's okay, I can't tell." Turning his head to see Chen Shu coming in, he quickly said hello: "Mr. Chen Shu, good afternoon!"

Jiao Yuting was shocked, and quickly put down his hands and sat up straight: "Oh, brother Chen, it's so early, sit down quickly."

At this time, someone called Jiao Yuting came from next door.

Jiao Yuting also ignored Chen Shu, so he quickly put on another layer of lip gloss, and followed.

Chen Shu sat down on the sofa, and Xiao Peng took out a thermos from his bag and poured water.

"Brother Chen," Xiao Peng said in a low voice, "why don't we mess with our faces too, so that we don't get compared..."

Jiao Yuting's assistant stood some distance away from the two of them to pack the cosmetic bag, and he didn't even glance at him randomly.

The old God Chen Shu was drinking wolfberry tea soup on the ground: "I didn't hear people say it just now, and the random flowers are becoming more and more charming."

"Hey, no," Xiao Peng was a little nervous, "Brother Chen, according to my many years of experience with straight men, I usually see too many beauties with makeup, and if I look at those without makeup, it's not that my eyes are bright, it's that my eyes are dark!"

"Huh?" Chen Shu gave a rather dangerous look from above the cup wall, "Brother Chen, did my eyes dim?"

Of course not!

Even without foundation highlighter, Chen Shu's skin is white enough to glow, absolutely delicate and youthful skin.

Xiao Peng pouted in the direction of Jiao Yuting's assistant: "Brother Chen, let me find out about the military situation for you." After speaking, he ran to the little girl's side.

The two of them murmured together their heads, and Xiao Peng ran back happily: "Good news! She said that the two people who left before were all sent out by the assistant director with a dark face, and the assistant director took time out to smoke, and even kissed him. Tell Brother Jiao that there is no suitable candidate yet!"

Xiao Peng clenched his fists hopefully: "Brother Chen! You must strive for success!"

Chen Shu didn't know if the assistant director sent them out with a dark face. He only knew that the door of the room opened half an hour later.

Both of them had smiles on their faces, without the slightest hint of loss and gloom.

Xin Hong wore a gray double-breasted suit and a striped tie. He was formal and dignified. He wore the usual black plastic glasses on his face, and his hair was carefully combed. He was a mature, restrained and charming gentleman.

"Then I'll go back first," Jiao Yuting said lightly, "Thank you, Teacher Xin."

Xin Hong patted him on the shoulder, turned his head to see Chen Shu, and raised his left eyebrow: "Chen Shu? Is it your turn? Come on."

Chen Shu stood up slowly, took off his sweater, revealing the white shirt underneath.

Xin Hong was surprised: "You wear so little?"

Chen Shu didn't speak. He unbuttoned the top button of his shirt and folded the sleeves. Then he nodded to Xin Hong and walked out of the room.

Xin Hong followed behind him: "Is it cold, why take off your clothes? Do you want to fuck Zhang Bosi too?" The last sentence was filled with a smile, which had a very friendly meaning.

However, Chen Shu just glanced at him slightly from the side, his eyes were curved and cold, like the hostility hidden under the innocent face.Xin Hong was slightly taken aback.

Opening the door and entering is a scene of rough arrangement, a writing desk and a dressing stool are used as office tables and chairs.

When the director and producer saw Chen Shu, they all laughed in surprise.

"Young people are full of anger." The producer joked.

"Hurry up, don't let Xiao Chen get cold, hahaha." The director was also happy.

Xu Nanzhu sat down behind his desk, reading a newspaper.

Someone knocked on the door outside the office.

"Come in." Xu Nanzhu didn't lift his head.

The door was pushed open, footsteps stopped in front of the table, and a pair of bony hands clasped the table.

Xu Nanzhu's eyes moved from the newspaper page to those hands, and then climbed up his arms along the back of his hands, and saw Zhang Bosi's expressionless face.

He was slightly taken aback, then pursed the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to show a usual smile, but in the end he failed: "Zhang Chu, what's the matter?"

Zhang Bosi put a stack of invitation letters on his desk: "The invitation letter for the party the day after tomorrow, I have a delivery task for you."

Xu Nanzhu put the invitation letter in front of his eyes, tilted his head with one hand, and tilted his chin to read one by one: "Huijin Road... Gulou Road... This is the south of the city and the north of the city. It's so far away. Let me send it off alone." With a leisurely tone, he didn't even look at Zhang Bosi, but seemed to complain intimately.Then he turned to a letter of invitation that he paid special attention to, paused his fingers, and raised his head: "Zhang Chu, why are you the only one?"

Zhang Bosi looked down at Xu Nanzhu from a high position, his youthful and beautiful face was slightly raised, his lower jaw formed a graceful and smooth line, winding into the collar of his shirt, and the open collar revealed a delicate collarbone.He paused, his eyes shifted to Xu Nanzhu's rosy lips, and he heard Xu Nanzhu asking, "Where's your wife?"

"I'm not married." Zhang Bosi replied in a cold voice.

That's it.

Just at this sentence, the voice settled.

Xin Hong felt the sudden change in Chen Shu's temperament.The detached and indifferent temperament that appeared before entering the arena has changed.The ambiguous eyes of Xu and Snake subsided, and the tone of seeming refusal and welcome also changed. Xu Nanzhu finally showed a sincere smile: "Really? Then you have been single for so many years, who are you waiting for?"

Xu Nanzhu rested his chin on both hands, and tilted his head to look at Zhang Bosi. There was restrained and sincere joy in his eyes, but he didn't approach him. He just smiled at Zhang Bosi from across the table.

It was so clean, as if he had finally shown his sincerity, which he had worn so many false masks, but was careful not to hand it over to Xu Nanzhu, Zhang Bosi finally couldn't help it, and leaned over to hold him, which was exposed outside his cuffs. The thin and thin wrist bones are tightly wrapped in the palm of the hand to keep them warm.

"Card!"

The producer applauded: "Finally here is someone who has read the novel! The background of this paragraph is clearly that Zhang Bosi and Xu Nanzhu have been having an affair. After Xu Nanzhu learned that Zhang Bosi was married, he started a unilateral cold war. Those brats, all of them played in lively colors and fragrances, all of them want to touch their bodies. This is a reunion after resolving misunderstandings, not a duck restaurant to invite customers!"

The director was also very happy: "It doesn't matter whether it's a reunion or a reunion, it doesn't matter, the main thing is to get a character who can attract Zhang Bosi. Teacher Xin, this is Xiao Chen you chose yourself!"

Xin Hong had already switched states, sat half of his butt on the desk, put one hand in his pocket, and took the opportunity to rest for a while: "I chose it, and Chen Shu is the one. I've been spinning all morning, and I won't act anymore." After speaking, he smiled at Chen Shu: "Are you going to catch it? You have to catch it, or else your brother and I will have to go on several blind dates!"

The staff present all laughed.

Chen Shu also smiled, halfway through the laugh he began to shiver.

Xin Hong grabbed his shoulders, pulled him up and pushed him out of the door: "I'll send Lao Xu to get dressed first, don't let my good friend freeze to death."

There was another burst of laughter behind him.

Walking out of the threshold and closing the door with his backhand, Xin Hong felt the coldness on Chen Shu's shoulders under the palm of his hand while still in the quiet corridor.

Chen Shu couldn't even smile, and his teeth were chattering: "I saw Teacher Xin sending, sending Brother Jiao back, and I thought that if I didn't work hard, I would have no chance. It's so cold, so cold, so cold, so cold. ..."

Xin Hong exposed him: "Did you see it? Didn't Xu Nanzhu see Zhang Bosi? Take this opportunity to let yourself enter the psychological state of Xu Nanzhu's jealousy and cold war. You are worthy of being a child actor, and you have a lot of experience."

Chen Shu opened the door of the opposite room, and what greeted him was the heating system in the room and the down jacket that Xiao Peng opened towards him: "Where is it, I will ask Teacher Xin to teach me a lot in the next few months."