Physician and Food [Farming]

It was cloudy for several days, and the rain did not fall, but the dark clouds gathered and did not disperse.

This kind of weather itself is depressing and uncomfortable.

The Chen family's funeral was just on the second day, and in the afternoon, a group of people who had to pay the bills had just been sent away.

It was Chen Gouwa's elder brother who died. He went out with Fa Xiao from the neighboring village a month ago, and was found dead in a ravine dozens of miles away.I just pulled it back last night. Fortunately, the weather was cool and people didn't die.

The eldest brother was found, but there was no news from the younger brother.In addition, the eldest brother borrowed money to go out.Now that the person is being carried back, apart from the foreign debts, there are also his family members who are young to entertain.

It's normal for no one's family members to lose contact without knowing their life and death, and come here without worrying about asking for someone. Gou Wa has been arranging for his elder brother's funeral these days, and at the same time borrowing money from various places to collect money to pay back the money, and has to serve him The family members of important people.There is even a five-year-old nephew by his side to take care of him.

Such a big mess just fell on Gouwa's little shoulders, who are under 17 years old.

Today should be able to barely pass.Because someone sent money to Gou Wa to repay some foreign debts, and to appease Chen Dafa's young family.Of course, this money was not taken for nothing.

Gou Wa's marriage was retiring. It turned out that the father-in-law's family felt ashamed of him and sent some money.Even though Gouwa was unwilling in every possible way, he could only take money as an emergency at the moment.

When retiring the engagement letter, Gouwa also said something gracefully: "Actually, when my brother was around, he mentioned this matter to me. My family's conditions are not good, so I shouldn't delay the good girl. It's just that This kind of thing, the man brought it up, is harmful to the girl's reputation. In addition, my brother is going to go out to make a living, and he will make a name for himself after a while, and he will be able to eat. Now that my brother is gone, I am alone and have a nephew. It’s better to delay. Fourth aunt, this marriage certificate is for you. When you are free, you can send my marriage certificate back. I must be busy these days, so I won’t go to pick it up.”

The woman's family was anxious to send her daughter to be a girl in the city's house. In the house, the girls who had no engagement were more prosperous, so the divorce was a little urgent.Gouwa can understand, and can only understand.

This morning, there were troubles and troubles, and the marriage was called off.The courtyard was quite quiet, allowing the dead Chen Da to enjoy a moment of peace.

Gouwa stood in the yard looking at the gray sky, why can't there be a downpour now?In this way, even if he stood in the rain, no one would notice even if he cried a lot.

In fact, Gouwa himself couldn't remember how many times he cried in the past two days, but he only shed two tears and didn't even dare to make a sound.He is the only pillar of the little nephew Suo Tou, he cannot collapse, let alone fall down.

Suo Tou was kneeling in front of the grave, thin and small, at the age of five, he looked the same as two or three years old, with tears hanging down his cheeks.Gou Wa looked at the little paper money left, and touched the empty money bag.

"Gouwa, there is not enough paper money." A voice came from next to his ear, and Gouwa looked back, it was his second sister Lanzi who had been married for four years.

Gouwa pursed his lips and did not answer.

Lan Zi was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it for a while, he finally came to his senses. He counted out ten copper coins from the purse and stuffed them into Gou Wa's hands: "Go buy it. My brother didn't enjoy the blessings when he was alive. Now he is over there and has to support his sister-in-law." Sister Hehui, burn more."

With tears in his eyes, Gouwa shook his head and pushed back, saying: "No, sister, if my brother-in-law and the others find out about this..."

"What do you care about him? My brother sent it, so what if I pay some money? It's reasonable. Anyway, I gave birth to Brother Bao and Brother Xian for him. This little money is nothing. Go, sister first go to Zhang Luo Order some food. There are a lot of people in the house these two days, so you have to work harder. When it’s sent, come to my house with a lock to eat, and my sister will cook something delicious for you.”

Lanzi wiped away her tears, and pushed Gouwa out to buy something worthwhile.Turning around to pick up the lock that was still burning paper, the little baby cried again on Second Auntie's shoulder, rubbing her shoulder with tears and snot.Lan Zi sighed softly, thinking to herself that when she got married, the lock was just going to leave.The elder brother and sister-in-law were all there back then, and their eldest sister was also there.It's only been a few years, and the family is about to fall apart.

Gouwa went to the entrance of the village.There are no serious shops in the rural village, but there is a family in the village who raises cattle, and he goes back to the village every half month to buy something.Sell ​​it back to the villagers to earn some scattered copper coins. There are many and miscellaneous things sold, and the prices are not high, which is convenient for the neighbors.

Under the tree outside the family's yard, there was a large wine vat with a cover on the top, wine jugs and small dishes, and a few people sitting around.Now is the slack time for farming, and gentlemen who usually have nothing to do would like to sit here drinking and chatting.

"Brother Zhang, I'll buy some paper money." Gou Wa spread out his hand and counted out six copper coins from it.

Brother Zhang is in his thirties and has grown his beard. He looks good and is not a bad person.

He looked at Gouwa, wanted to speak, but finally sighed.There are never many people in this world who suffer from life and death, but seeing it before their eyes, they still feel distressed.

Taking an extra bundle for Gouwa, Brother Zhang put away the money and watched Gouwa turn around and leave.

After the people left, the quiet people continued to chat.

"He's also a poor kid. This guy is gone, leaving so much mess behind, let alone a half-grown kid, even a man in his 40s or [-]s can't stand it." A man with a mustache sat beside the wine tank. The man said with some pity.

Another man with a mane on his head nodded, and then lowered his voice and said: "You guys think, can he continue to raise that kid? I said earlier that the kid has evil spirits in his life, and he is not a good thing to support him. Now now Seeing that parents and sisters are killed, can it be good to raise them?"

Mustache shook his head uncertainly: "Who knows, that kid Gouwa is also an honest kid. His brother is just such a single seedling, so there is no reason why he should not keep him because of emotion and reason."

The skinny man clicked his tongue twice: "Who knows how long that child can be kept, after a long time, maybe that kid Gouwa will also be restrained."

"Shh!" The mustache reminded, looked left and right, and then said, "But Chen Da died really strangely this time. He has been away for a month, and the last time the news came back was still a hundred miles away. Died tens of miles away for no apparent reason? Looking at the direction, I don’t think it’s the way back from hundreds of miles away. No one can tell what I’m going to do.”

The skinny man thought about it carefully, and guessed: "Maybe the horse race team has gone? That makes sense. The horse team is tiring and dangerous, but there are plenty of gifts. Chen Da is going to raise two boys, and Gou Wa is here again." It's normal to be eager to make quick money at the age of marrying a wife."

Ba Zihu sighed: "Who knows."

In the corner, the young man who was sitting on a tree stump holding a tea bowl and eating tea listened to the gossip for a while, and finally drank a cup of tea soup that he had been drinking for half an hour. He took out a copper plate from his pocket, got up and put it on the tree stump, and Put the teacup on top, got up and left.

Brother Zhang took a look and saw that the man was dressed in white, with a cleanliness that is rare in the local area.It was rare for that person to sit there for a long while as long as he had tea and didn't talk much.

The north and south are transparent here, and people who are on the road often stop halfway to have a cup of tea and rest, so no one cares.

Gou Wa went home with the paper in her arms, and when she entered the coffin shed, Xiao Suo Tou was still kneeling there, but she didn't see her second sister.Gou Wa put down the paper money and asked Suo Tou, "Where's your aunt?"

"Grandma Gao called back." Xiao Suotou's voice was very low, unable to detect emotion, "Grandma Gao said that Brother Xian was crying and Brother Bao was arguing for a mother, and Second Auntie went back."

What big event can make a girl not even attend her brother's funeral?It's just that the second sister-in-law's family doesn't let her participate more here.

The virtues of the second sister's in-laws are like a mirror in Gouwa's heart.

"Then go back, your two brothers are still young, it's the time when you can't leave your mother." Gouwa didn't want to lock his head to think too much, sorted out the paper money, relit the extinguished brazier, and continued to burn paper.

After waiting for a while, there was no sound from Suo Tou. Gou Wa looked back carefully and found that Suo Tou was weeping and crying.

"Lock?" Gou Wa asked.

"Uncle, am I really a bastard? They all said that my parents and my sister died because of me."

Gouwa's heart skipped a beat when he heard this, and he quickly hugged the child in his arms: "Which rotten tongue did you hear?"

"Grandma Gao."

Did Gou Wa grit his silver teeth? He knew that the second sister's mother-in-law was mean by nature, but he never thought that she would be so vicious as to say such things to a five-year-old child who had just lost his father.

"Shutou, listen to Uncle Second. Your grandma Gao has a brain problem, so don't believe a word she says, you know?"

Now only Gouwa is left around Suo Tou, so naturally he will believe whatever Gouwa says.

"Father..." Suo Tou widened his wet eyes and said with a choked voice.

Gou Wa is also a child himself, but at this moment in front of Suo Tou, he must be an upright adult.Only in this way can the lock be more confident to stick to it.

"It's not because of you. You have to remember that everyone has their own life. When they are born and when they die are specific. No one can hide from it. And death is not necessarily a bad thing. This life is short-lived, and the next life will be short-lived." You will live a long life. Don’t be too sad. Only when you let go, your father, your mother, and your sister, will you go away with peace of mind and live a better life in your next life. Do you understand?”

That's what Chen Da told Gou Wa when he lost his parents.Now that Chen Da is gone, Gou Wa put the lock on the words again.

Gou Wa's parents also died when he was young, and his brother and sister-in-law raised him.Back then his brother and sister-in-law treated him like his parents, but now Gou Wa is like his brother and sister-in-law back then, carefully guarding the lock.

The author has something to say: a new article has been opened~ This article has skipped tickets several times, everyone should wait anxiously~

It's not that I don't want to open it, I really don't have the confidence to write this article well, so far I have rewritten it three times + overhauled it once

According to past experience, the more times you rewrite, the easier it is to hit the street, which makes me even more afraid to write.

Forget it, let it die

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