Did Zha Gong get kicked today?

Time is like the fine sand in an hourglass, secretly passing by fast.

It's like the blink of an eye.

Yan Mingfeng watched Wen Tingjun grow up as a quiet child who didn't like to laugh, in order to live, or to survive.

Forcing myself to learn to smile and to observe words and expressions.

Slowly growing up, he became more and more familiar with him.

Stubborn, strong, clean, well-behaved, gentle, and smiling.

Even if life is so difficult, it is like a ray of light in the dark, dazzling.

Even if he was very tired, he just used a smile to cover up all the exhaustion and embarrassment behind him, and endured all the troubles silently by himself.

Only behind the back of no one will shed the gentle face that cannot stop smiling.

The most painful time was probably when the rented house was smashed by the debt collectors, squatting in the corner in the ruins, I couldn't bear it anymore, wrapped in a quilt, buried my head in the quilt, bit my lips, and held back Refused to make a sound and shed tears silently...

Even though he was dragged down by his scumbag stepfather, he still maintained his innocence, thinking that one day the other party would turn back into the father he knew and respected.

But Liu Feng's scumbag nature has long been engraved in his bones, and Wen Tingjun doesn't know it at this time.

That's why Yan Mingfeng loves his Wen Tingjun even more.

"My Junjun..."

Finally, on the day after Wen Tingjun's 19th birthday, he joined the "Drunken" bar as a waiter.

Yan Mingfeng was worried that he would be taken advantage of by dirty and unsightly things.

And happy that "he" is about to meet Ting Jun and bring him home.

"Sleep, sleep, it won't be long." Looking at Wen Tingjun, who has several jobs and worked several jobs, because of tuition fees and stepfather's debts, he is so tired that he can fall asleep in no time on the bed, Yan Mingfeng feels distressed His hand touched his thin face.

He remembered that after Xiao Bai left, he began to "degenerate" and took care of many "lovers" who just chatted and slept under a quilt.

He wanted the news to reach Xiao Bai's ears abroad and force him to come back.

It was also at that time that he rescued Wen Tingjun who was drunk and sent to the bed of a hot chicken, and fled with his drunken body.

He didn't dare to recall that after meeting Ting Tingjun and seeing his face, he had all kinds of hypocrisy and tenderness, and then successfully got Wen Tingjun to his side.

There is also the appearance of Wen Tingjun covered in blood in the future.

He has a guilty conscience, and he clearly knows that he was too selfish and indifferent before meeting Wen Tingjun.

As long as he thinks of the current little Wen Tingjun lying silently in the morgue again eight years later, his heart will be pierced like a knife.

He couldn't bear that he was becoming that way, but he was still selfish and didn't want to let go.

To deceive oneself and others, it is also good to guard Wen Tingjun like this.

Everything, now and nothing, is like a strange circle. He desperately hopes that he will meet Wen Tingjun eight years ago, but he is afraid that after meeting Wen Tingjun, he will die like later.

Even though he knew that if he did it all over again, he would definitely protect him, but now he is just a wandering soul, very afraid that his Junjun will be snatched away by "myself".

He is sincere, he really does not want Wen Tingjun to meet him at this time, because he knows that when he meets him and sees his appearance, he will definitely hold his hand again and will not let go, he knows himself His nature is selfish and predatory.

It was only shown to Wen Tingjun.

But I was afraid and sad that I would lose him like that again, and it was also sincere.

The two mentalities are extremely contradictory...

Thinking a lot of things in a mess in my heart, I squatted beside Wen Tingjun, holding his hand in vain, and rubbing Yan Mingfeng's face against his hand.

His eyes were full of haze.

In fact, this is pretty good, isn't it, at least he still stays by his side, even if the future Ting Jun dies, he will die with him.

Yan Mingfeng is really a scumbag, but he doesn't think there is a problem with his thinking at all, he only knows that he can't do without Wen Tingjun, and Wen Tingjun can't even think of leaving him.

Selfishly branding Wen Tingjun as his own.

Even in death, he is still his.

He didn't want Wen Tingjun to be with him in the future, but another stranger. He just thought that Wen Tingjun had changed a little and fell in love with other people, so he went crazy with jealousy, wishing to kill his imaginary companion The man looking at Wen Tingjun.

Then, he watched Wen Tingjun drank two bottles of high-strength alcohol for a little tip, ran to the toilet, vomited, his face was full of uncontrollable tears, and he frowned in pain and fainted.

He could only try to hug Wen Tingjun again and again in a panic and at a loss, but failed again and again.

I can only squat beside him, look at his eyebrows, and accompany him.

But he didn't expect that when Wen Tingjun opened his eyes again, his expression changed, all the innocence and innocence in his eyes receded, and what remained in his brows and eyes was exhaustion and confusion that could not be concealed.

This kind of him makes him familiar with every inch of his bones. This is Wen Tingjun who belongs to him and has monopolized the next eight years.

The Wen Tingjun he loves is back, back in the body of eight years ago, so will he still look for him?

He watched his Ting Jun go from bewildered, panicked, and surprised after waking up, to rejoicing and happy at the end.

The gentle smile on his face that was so happy made him drunk to the core.

But also scared to the extreme.

Watching him leave in a hurry from "Drunk", but met him eight years ago in advance.

At this time, he didn't know whether he was glad to meet again or embarrassed and regretted that he shouldn't have met like this.

Because of the early first meeting at this time, he was still holding someone in his arms at this time!

There was no one in his "last life" arms.

He stood beside Wen Tingjun nervously, knowing that he couldn't hear him, but he still eagerly explained: "Junjun, Junjun, this person has nothing to do with me, we are just friends chatting under the covers Son."

……

This is his black history, now that Wen Tingjun sees it, he really feels ashamed, he is really too naive.

He refused to admit that it was him, pointed at Yan Mingfeng who looked like eight years ago, and scolded himself, "You have a hole in your brain, Xiao Bai didn't see what kind of guy he is with a piece of garbage, and you still look for him?" It’s just how ugly they are.”

"Look at my junjun, this is the genuine version, this is what my true love should look like, Xiao Bai is not as good as my junjun at all." Following mother Wen's junjun, he learned quickly Feng, he almost poked his finger into the brain of the juvenile Yan Mingfeng.

However, Xiao Yan Mingfeng couldn't hear what he said at this time.

Watching "myself", Wen Tingjun was woken up by a bottle of wine, Yan Mingfeng was very distressed, but he couldn't do anything, wishing he could slap himself to death.

Then he watched "myself" kick Wen Tingjun over, and Yan Mingfeng had already pinched Yan Mingfeng's neck eight years ago.

No matter how angry he was with Junjun, he just showed Junjun his face and drove away from home alone, but he never touched Junjun, let alone kicked him.

I found that my actions did not cause any harm to "myself".

Turning her head and kneeling in front of Wen Tingjun, "Junjun, you have to forgive me, this is not completely me."

"I was wrong. If it were me, I would never treat you like this."

……

But Wen Tingjun still couldn't hear anything.

When he saw "himself" let Wen Tingjun go, the smile from the heart showed in the corners of Wen Tingjun's mouth and eyes, and the panic in Yan Mingfeng's heart was overwhelming in an instant. His Junjun was going to leave, and he would never leave again The feeling of not coming back to him.

He rushed towards "myself", "It's all you! My Junjun is leaving, don't want me anymore!"

Junjun can be reborn, why can't he!Why!

In the next second, his eyes went dark, and when he saw the light again, he saw the person he wanted to hug day and night, with his hand on the doorknob.

The joy that returned to his body in his heart was instantly overwhelmed by the thought of him leaving, and he stepped forward to hug him tightly.

Tears overflowed uncontrollably in his eyes, he knew it was embarrassing, but he really knew he was wrong, he really missed him so much.

Just followed the desire in my heart and hugged each other tightly.

The bodyguard assigned by the old lady to follow Young Master Yan looked at Young Master Yan who kicked people nervously one second, and suddenly hugged and cried in the next second, and the two squatted silently in the corner. doesn't exist...

This time he will really protect him.

His Junjun, don't go, don't run, don't leave him.

"You want to leave? Leave my side? Let me tell you, don't even think about it!" Yan Mingfeng's voice sounded in Wen Tingjun's ears. It was obviously a very gentle voice, but it chilled Wen Tingjun to the bone in an instant.

He, too, is back.

"Don't leave me." Don't leave me.

"I miss you very much." Thinking to the bottom of my heart.

"I will protect you this time." Take my life to protect you.

"If you leave, I will kill you."I am dying with you.

... Words that were domineering to the point of threatening every word, without the slightest hint of love, only paranoia.

Wen Tingjun shuddered, devil, devil, how could there be such a person as Yan Mingfeng in this world.

If you don't love him, you will trap him to death.

Isn't it enough that I died once?

"I don't love you anymore, really." Wen Tingjun said.

"I already know I'm a stand-in."

"There are so many people similar to Mr. Xiao outside, you really don't need me."

"I know all the truth."

Turning around and watching him defending, Wen Tingjun was scared. After the car accident, thinking about it now, his body really hurt. The place where the glass was inserted, the wound was torn, blood was bleeding, desperate and helpless, no one could It really hurts to help him...

"No, it's not like this, you are not a substitute, you are the one I love." Yan Mingfeng panicked, and he yelled out the belated confession that he hadn't had time to tell Wen Tingjun eight years later.

He who was so flustered was not at all like the indifferent him before.

Wen Tingjun looked at him, smiled good-temperedly, with a pale face: "Yan Mingfeng, I can't afford to play the game of true love."

"Since you are back, you are old acquaintances, please let me go, my heart is so tired."

Gradually blurred before his eyes, Yan Mingfeng wanted to say something, but found a sudden suction.

He was excluded from the body! ! !

what happened?Why?Shouldn't he go back to his body and be the same as Jun Jun? !