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The two hugged each other for a long time, a trace of unusual emotion welled up in their hearts, but they couldn't explain clearly, they just didn't want to let go of the person in their arms.Want to stop at this moment.

"Su Yuan, what are you doing downstairs so late, why don't you come up quickly." Su Yuan's sister Su Jing stood in front of the window, looking at the two downstairs with a teasing smile.

Su Yuan hurriedly pushed Duan Zhang away, bowed his head and bid farewell to the other party, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and hurried upstairs.

As soon as he entered the door, Su Jing said to Su Yuan: "That kid Duan Zhang is ignorant all day long, so you should stop playing with him in the future."

Su Yuan frowned: "Sister, just leave it alone."

Seeing Su Yuan's impatient face, Su Jing didn't say much.

That was the last summer they spent together.

At the end of August, Duan Zhang's family decided to send him to Cunchang City to study, saying that the quality of teaching there is better, and there is a very famous oil painting teacher.Duan Zhang was reluctant to part with his family, but he liked oil painting very much. After hesitating for a long time, he decided to go to Cunchang City to study alone.

Before leaving, he went to say goodbye to Su Yuan.

Seeing Su Yuan's reluctance, Duan Zhang felt a little distressed.

Thinking of not being able to see the little junior in front of him every day in the future, he felt a little sad. It turned out that he was reluctant to part with Su Yuan.

At that time, transportation and communication were underdeveloped, and it might be difficult to meet again after going to another city. Su Yuan's eyes were a little red, but he still tried his best not to let himself cry.

Duan Zhang stepped forward and hugged Su Yuan again: "I will be back during winter and summer vacations. We can write letters."

Su Yuan didn't know why he was so sad. Perhaps he had a vague feeling that the two of them's life trajectories would become farther and farther apart, and there would be no intersection, but he still wanted to try his best to catch something, so he nodded fiercely: "I I'll write to you too, many, many letters until..."

"Until what?" Duan Zhang asked.

until you forget about me.

Su Yuan didn't say anything, his throat was so painful that he couldn't open his mouth.He just shook his head hard, and after a while he said, "Until I see you again."

Duan Zhang smiled: "Okay."

There is always enthusiasm when we just parted.

Su Yuan and Duan Zhang communicate almost every week, and occasionally make long-distance calls.Later, Su Yuan still maintained a letter once a week, but Duan Zhang replied less.

"I'm in love. Do you envy me?" Duan Zhang wrote back once.

Since then, Su Yuan no longer wrote to Duan Zhang frequently, but waited for the other party to reply before continuing to write.

He felt very uncomfortable, as if his senior brother had been snatched away.

Every time I see Duan Zhang complaining about how unhappy I am with my girlfriend, I feel faintly happy again.

Maybe it's just that I don't have a girlfriend, so I gloat about it.Su Yuan thought.

Su Yuan also wants to find a girlfriend, but there seems to be no girl he is attracted to.Moreover, my sister was in the same school as him, so if she stared at him too closely, she would definitely be caught immediately if she got a little troublesome.

During those six months, Duan Zhang changed a lot of girlfriends, and they couldn't talk for long each time.

"I don't know why, every time I'm with them, I feel that I haven't been comfortable with you yet." Duan Zhang wrote in the letter.

Then you stay with me.

When this idea came to Su Yuan's mind, he felt that he might be crazy.How can two men be together.

That winter, Duan Zhang did not return to Meijiu City for the New Year.The Duan family has relatives in Cunchang City, and Duan Zhang went to school there to live with relatives. At the end of this year, all the family members went to Cunchang City to celebrate the New Year, which can be regarded as a family trip.

"I miss you very much. I will definitely go back to see you during the summer vacation." As time passed, Duan Zhang missed Su Yuan more and more. Some emotions in his heart were difficult to vent, and he just wanted to talk to him face to face.

Of course Su Yuan also thinks about Duan Zhang, sometimes he can't sleep because of thinking about it, and stares at the sky in a daze at night.It's just that the ups and downs of the past few months have made him more restrained and forbearing.Instead of replying to long articles like before, I wrote a concise page and stopped writing.

He thought, maybe he and Duan Zhang will drift away like this.

One day in April, Su Yuan was rumored to be looking for someone at the school gate during lunch break at school.

The first time Su Yuan encountered this situation, he was a little confused. He guessed that his parents had come to look for him, and he saw a familiar figure when he walked to the school gate.

"Xiaoyuan. I'm here to see you." It was Duan Zhang.

Su Yuan stared at Duan Zhang for a long time in disbelief.

Duan Zhang has changed a bit in the past six months, his dress seems to be a bit trendy, his hairstyle has been specially treated, and his figure is thinner and taller than before.

"Brother? Why are you here?" Su Yuan still hesitated.

"It's your birthday, of course I want to come back." Duan Zhang smiled.

Su Yuan's birthday is very close to Su Jing's. The family celebrates it together for convenience. Su Jing's birthday is earlier, so Su Yuan celebrates Su Jing's birthday earlier every year.Su Yuan seldom celebrates on his birthday, so he forgot.

"You came back just to celebrate my birthday?" Su Yuan still couldn't believe it.

Duan Zhang smiled: "Of course not."

Su Yuan was a little disappointed: "Oh."

Duan Zhang stretched out his hand and pinched Su Yuan's face: "I miss you so much, so I have to come back to see you no matter what. The birthday is just a way."

Su Yuan's heart seemed to be put into a fine sugar jar by Duan Zhang, the sweetness made him overwhelmed.

Duan Zhang grabbed Su Yuan's wrist: "These days are the best time for rapeseed flowers to bloom, let's go to see the rapeseed flowers."

"Huh? But I still have class..."

Duan Zhang played a rogue: "I skipped classes so far and came back to see you, can't it compare to your few classes?"

When Su Yuan heard this, his heart softened: "Wait until I go back to the classroom to get my schoolbag."

When the two rode their bicycles to the vicinity of the rapeseed field, the sun was just right and they were very comfortable in the sun.

Su Yuan walked happily in the field, Duan Zhang followed behind, and took out the sketchbook and pen in the backpack.

"Xiaoyuan." Duan Zhang called.

Su Yuan smiled and looked back at him. The scene was very beautiful. The handsome young man in white was in the field of brilliant yellow cauliflower. It was too beautiful to behold.

Duan Zhang quickly sketched the outline in the sketchbook, and wrote down this beautiful picture.

Su Yuan looked at the brisk writing, and found it very charming. The wanton and free and easy figure in the sun is breathtaking.

Approaching and looking at the notebook, Su Yuan found out that the painting was actually himself, and couldn't help feeling a little shy: "The painting is really good."

Duan Zhang smiled: "I want to use this sketch as a sketch to draw an oil painting when I go back."

"Draw me?" Su Yuan was flattered.

"Well, draw you." Duan Zhang stopped writing and was about to put away the sketchbook, but was stopped by Su Yuan.

"Can you show me?" Su Yuan took Duan Zhang's sketchbook and flipped through it casually. There were many line drawings of landscapes and some portraits of passers-by, and his own portrait would appear from time to time.

Duan Zhang scratched his head shyly: "Every time I miss you and think I can't stand it, I will draw you."

Su Yuan blushed and continued to look at the painting, not daring to look up at Duan Zhang.

"It's just that I haven't seen you for a long time, so I don't feel like drawing any pictures." Duan Zhang continued.

Su Yuan still didn't speak.

Seeing that Su Yuan didn't respond, Duan Zhang pursed his mouth: "You see, you don't miss me. Every time you write a letter, it's so short."

Su Yuan returned the sketchbook to Duan Zhang, took out several textbooks of the main courses from his schoolbag, and handed them to Duan Zhang.

"What is this for?" Duan Zhang was puzzled.

Su Yuan turned his head to look at the rapeseed flowers: "You look through them."

Duan Zhang was puzzled, but he still flipped through it: "What's so interesting about textbooks..."

In the middle of speaking, Duan Zhang paused. He saw that Su Yuan's textbook was densely filled with his name.

The clear and jubilant fonts are neatly arranged in the blank spaces of the text, except for the place where notes are taken, the word "Duanzhang" is written neatly.

Duan Zhang read the first book, read the second book, and read the third book. Almost every chapter he has learned in the book has his name written on it.Duan Zhang was a little embarrassed: "Those who don't know this probably thought it was my textbook?"

Su Yuan whispered: "It's not that I don't miss senior brother, but I'm afraid that senior brother will bore me, so I write few letters."

Duan Zhang stepped forward to hug Su Yuan, and after a while he said softly: "Xiao Yuan...my Xiao Yuan...you don't have to be so careful with me."

Su Yuan hugged Duanzhang back, didn't speak, but exerted extra force, he restrained himself for too long, at this moment he just wanted to express all the long-standing thoughts in his heart with this movement.

Duan Zhang spent the night at Su Yuan's house.

Su Yuan's parents didn't think much about it, after all, it wasn't the first time Duan Zhang lived in their house.It's just that they were a little puzzled why Duan Zhang returned to Meijiu City at this time.

"Our school is on spring break, so come back and take a look during these few days." Duan Zhang explained.

Su Yuan's mother didn't understand very well, but she still felt emotional: "Schools in big cities are different. I have heard of winter vacation and summer vacation, but this is the first time I have heard of spring vacation."

Later, Su Yuan asked Duan Zhang if what he said was true, and Duan Zhang smiled: "Of course it's made up."

Su Jing found Su Yuan after her parents returned to the living room, and warned him: "Next time you want to skip class because of Duan Zhang, I will tell my parents."

Su Yuan hugged his sister who loved him the most: "Oh, sister~ sister~, I knew you were the best for me, and you didn't complain to my parents. I will be obedient in the future. Sister, please forgive me this time~"

Su Jing rolled her eyes, on the way out, she saw Duan Zhang coming out of the bathroom, and gave him a hard look.

After washing, the two wore slippers and went to the roof of the residential building. There was a small flower shed filled with various small potted plants. The two sat on the bench outside the flower shed, staring at the starry sky, in a daze.

Duan Zhang took out a small box from behind and handed it to Su Yuan: "Xiao Yuan, happy birthday."

Su Yuan looked at the exquisitely packaged gift box and was overjoyed: "Thank you, brother! What is this?"

"Take it apart and see for yourself."

Su Yuan carefully opened the wrapping paper, trying not to tear it, and found a small electronic device inside.

"Is this a tape recorder?" Su Yuan looked at the small machine in his hand with curiosity in his eyes.

Duan Zhang took the things in Su Yuan's hand, opened the back cover, and put in the battery: "This one, we call it a Walkman, you see, it's only the size of a palm, and you can take it with you at any time. It's much better than those bulky tape recorders. .”

"Wow, it's so high-end, it must be very expensive?" Su Yuan watched Duan Zhang skillfully took out another tape and put it in it, inserted the earphones, and pressed the play button.

"It's okay, just spend half of my New Year's money." Duan Zhang pretended to be relaxed, and put an earphone into Su Yuan's ear, "I'll give you this tape too. The songs in it are pretty good."

The two of them each had an earphone, and in the cool night, looking at the bright starry sky, melodious music sounded in their earphones.

"I have never resisted your charm, although you have never been fascinated by me..."

That was the first time Su Yuan heard this song, and it was also a song he would often listen to when thinking of Duan Zhang for countless years later.

"Xiaoyuan..." Duan Zhang called Su Yuan softly.

"En?" Su Yuan looked back at Duan Zhang in some confusion.

Duan Zhang held Su Yuan's neck tremblingly, leaned forward and kissed Su Yuan.

The music continued to play in the earphones: "I love you, I love you to the end, for the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve and let myself fantasize about me and you..."