summer love

Lhasa is the provincial capital with the highest altitude in my country. This is my first visit, and what I didn't expect is that I can meet old friends here.

Put your own bags on your back and get off the train with your newly acquainted little brother. When you walk out of the train station, you will face the snow-capped mountains. The scenery is beautiful.Over the years that I have been with my brother, I have gradually developed the habit of taking photos. I originally wanted to take a photo.But just before I took out the camera and adjusted the focus, a group of patrolling soldiers stopped me and told me that I couldn't take pictures here.We can only leave in despair.

But I heard someone calling me not far away. I thought it was because I was hypoxic and had auditory hallucinations. After listening to it several times and looking back, I realized that there was no auditory hallucination. An officer and soldier was running towards me.I'm curious why officers and soldiers came to find me. I didn't do anything illegal.

When he walked into me, I saw him very familiar. The officer and soldier spoke first: "Do you still remember me?" "Can't remember, let me remind you, we met on the train to Xi'an, remember?"

I muttered to myself: "On the train to Xi'an." I yelled "Ah", "Big brother, I remembered that we had dinner together, why are you here?"

"I came to visit my comrades-in-arms. I didn't expect to see you here again. It's so lucky. I recognized you when you were stopped by soldiers just now. Who is this?" He pointed to the boy beside me and asked.

"This is a donkey friend I met in Xining, and we came here as companions."

"What about your brother? Why didn't he come with you? Aren't you inseparable?"

"It's a long story, I'll explain it to you when I have time."

"Okay then. I'm too busy talking, where do you live? I'll take you there."

"Don't bother you, we can go there by ourselves, the route has been checked."

"It's okay, I have nothing to do here anyway."

Brother Bing finally insisted on sending us to the youth hostel we booked.He asked me, "What are your plans for the future?"

"It's just to walk around in Lhasa city first and then go outside. I'm planning to go to Nyingchi."

"Let's find a place to sit first." I knew he wanted to know about my brother.After we ran into each other on the train, the two of them had a good chat and left contact information for each other.My brother also went to his army for two days to have some life experience, but unfortunately I was too busy at that time to make it.

When I walked to the lobby of the youth hostel, I saw another familiar face, Brother Jie, it was Brother Jie.He also saw me, and I could see that he was suppressing the excitement in his heart, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes.He didn't forget me, how could I forget him.

Brother Bing is sensitive, he could see that the two of us had something to say, and he said to the boy next to me: "Little brother, let's go and sit for a while." He didn't wait for Shenming to react. It was taken.

"Brother Jie, I never expected to see you here."

"I didn't expect that I could meet you here. This is not a place to talk. Come with me to my room." He actually lived in a single room in a youth hostel, and I knew he definitely didn't come here to play Yes, it must have come to see me.

When I entered the room, he hugged me from behind. "Ziyu, you made it easy for me to find, I finally found you." The tears streaming from his eyes have already wet my shoulders.Tears welled up in my eyes, and I missed him very much. Unknowingly, our relationship has changed from friendship and family relationship to another kind of relationship.

"Brother Jie, let me go, let's talk."

"It's my fault, I'm too excited." We sat on the bed, and he stared at me so hard that I couldn't speak.

"Brother Jie, I'll ask you a few questions, and you must answer me truthfully." He nodded.

"You came to see me, right?" He still just nodded.

"Did you read the letter I sent you?"

"Look," his voice was hoarse.

"I'm not asking you to give yourself a chance, and give Hua Yu a chance, why don't you try to accept him?"

He asked me back: "Why did you try to accept others?" Indeed, I have nothing to say. It has been several years since I gradually figured out the whole thing. "It's not that I don't want to accept that kid, you know he's just a kid. It's impossible for me and him."

"What about him?"

At this time, Brother Jie became angry: "You think about this all day long, think about that, when can you think about yourself, do you really want to die alone?" This is the first time I saw him angry , I was stunned there. "Ziyu, I'm sorry. It's my fault, I shouldn't be angry with you, but I couldn't help hearing what you said."

"I know, you are doing it for my own good. But, I don't want to delay..."

Before I could finish speaking, he covered my mouth with his hands. "I know what you want to say. Although you have been with the third child for so long, I don't care. What I love is you, not your body. Otherwise, why would I wait so hard for so many years, no matter what happens, you will never It’s all you, and I love you forever; no matter how long it takes you to forget him, I’m willing to wait. But I must stay by your side, and you can never leave me without saying goodbye.”

I kissed his lips, the warmth was different from Brother Tao's but charming.Maybe it's because I haven't had this feeling for too long, I don't want to leave him, I found that I have fallen in love with him slowly unconsciously, and I have become dependent on him.

He was helpless at first and accepted my kiss passively.However, when he reacted, he immediately pushed me away.

"Ziyu, what do you mean?"

"Don't you understand what I mean?"

"Are you willing?"

"I'm thinking about it, I don't want to disappoint you again." This time he took the initiative to kiss me, our kiss was so hot that he wished he could suck me into his mouth.After a long, long time, he let me go.

He said excitedly: "I never thought I could wait until this day."

"Thank God for all of this. It was the people and things in this different environment that gradually opened up my heart. Brother Jie, I can't let you down."

"Good, good, good" he said three good words in a row.

"Brother Jie, can you tell me tonight after I leave, we have to go out now."

"Yes, there are two people waiting for you outside."

"Later, let me introduce you."

He took my hand and walked out the door.

I didn't like to drink yogurt before, but since my sister gave birth, she often bought yogurt for the child to drink. The child either couldn't finish it or didn't like it, and then it all went into my stomach.Slowly, I also developed the habit of drinking yogurt, and my brother also indulged me to always have it at home.

When I came to Lhasa, a classmate told me that there is a delicious yogurt shop here, so the four of us were going to try the yogurt.Naturally, Jie Ge and I sat on one side, and Brother Bing and Shen Ming sat on the other side.

I said to Brother Bing: "Jie Ge knows best about my brother's news, let him tell you." I actually have another meaning when I say this. I want to hear if there are any flaws in Jie Ge's words. A good liar, because I always feel that my brother is not dead.

I looked at the scenery outside the window, the snow-capped mountains are so serene, no one can break his tranquility.Regardless of the vicissitudes of life, he is there to watch the world, watching all the flowers bloom and fade in front of the court.As night falls, the snow-capped mountains have gradually withdrawn from my sight.

I picked up the yak meat strips on the table, put it in my mouth and took a bite.It's very fishy, ​​and I can't eat it in Sisi.That action has become my conditioned reflex, and what I can't eat will always be passed into his mouth.But when he opened his mouth, I found that I was wrong again, he is not him, they are different after all.

The two people across from me looked at me in surprise, as if I had done something wrong.But I know that there is no room for redemption for my actions. After all, I have done nothing wrong. I have promised my brother and brother Jie to start a new life.

The yak meat strips interrupted Brother Jie, and the two people on the opposite side looked at me as if they were saying what I should say.When Jie Ge and I came out of the youth hostel holding hands, they had this expression.I don't know how I should tell them, Shenming understands me to a certain extent, he understands my story, but how can I explain it to Brother Bing.I am not a watery person, he should understand me but I am worried that he will misunderstand me.

Brother Jie broke the impasse in front of him, "Long Tao handed Ziyu to me before he passed away. He knew that I had a crush on Ziyu for many years, and now he has let go of his guard and slowly began to accept me." Brother Jie seems to be While chewing the strips of beef I put in his mouth, he also seemed to be chewing my mood. At this time, he was as mysterious as the snow-capped mountains in the distance.

Although I looked at the snow-capped mountains in the distance, I was also savoring Brother Jie’s words carefully. Last time when he talked about this matter, I didn’t have extra energy to think about it, but now I feel very calm and I can finally savor his words carefully. told.

I discovered the flaw in his speech, and I knew there must be something hidden about this matter, and he must be hiding something from me.Brother Bing and Shenming couldn't hear these things, maybe only my brother and I know about Brother Jie's habits.The flickering erratic eyelashes behind his glasses and the slightest confusion of logical thinking are fatal mistakes on his part.

I have dinner and we will send Brother Bing back to the army hostel, and we have to go back to the youth hostel as soon as possible. There is no night scene to see in Lhasa at night.

I naturally slept in Jiege's room that night, because there are still many things I still need to listen to his explanation.