summer love

I am a person who does things right and not people. Although I will offend people, I don’t care. All I want is this kind of heart.Once the teacher asked me why it took so much time and effort to arrange everything clearly and impartially.I said to the teacher: "Fair, I will do it within the scope of my duties anyway."

My brother also often advises me to be more tactful in doing things, and I ask my brother: "Do you think I can do it?"

My brother said: "You can do it, but if you do it against your will, don't do it, just do it if you feel sorry for yourself. You don't have to be afraid of anything with me by your side."

Only my brother would say these words to me, and only my brother would relieve my heart when I was depressed.I will tell my brother the ins and outs of everything, and he will help me analyze how I am doing.

In the final exam of my freshman year, I was tricked invisibly.It is said that "drawing a dragon and a tiger is difficult to draw bones, knowing people and faces but not heart" is indeed true.

Brother Tao went home after the winter vacation, and I also went home, but the days at home were very boring, and I could only read books to pass the time.Call him if you have nothing to do, and you can use your mobile phone to video when no one is around.I miss him very much, but he is very busy at home so I can't find him often.

One of the most important things to pay attention to during the winter vacation is the results of the final exam, but I failed a subject, which surprised me.What surprised me even more was that the monitor of our class knew it before the results came out.

I was watching TV in the living room that day when the phone rang.When I saw that it was our monitor, I thought she was calling me to pay New Year's greetings.As a result, I was surprised when she spoke:

"Wang Ziyu, did you fail a subject?"

I didn't know how to answer her. I didn't know that I could check my grades, so I said to her: "I'll check my grades, but I haven't checked them yet. If you fail, just pass, it's okay." Then we said a few words casually Just hung up the phone.I hurried to check the results and found that it hadn't been announced on the website, so I felt something was wrong, but I didn't think much about it.Maybe she knew it through other means.

I am very sad that my efforts have been in vain like this, and I am very depressed.So I called my brother, who was connected soon after I didn't expect.

He smiled and said to me, "Honey, where do you think I am?"

I was very upset and didn't want to joke with him, "I don't know where you are, where love is, it's fine if you come to me."

"What's the matter with you, why are you upset? Who made our baby angry, I'll go find you right away."

"Where are you?"

"I'm at school, just looking for a place to live, and I'm going to find you."

"Then you wait for me, I will go to school to find you."

When I saw him, I hugged him, almost crying.

He touched my head and asked me, "What's wrong?"

"Brother, I failed a test."

"It's just such a trivial matter, so I can't think about it. It's okay. Isn't it just another exam at the beginning of school?"

"I'm just not happy. Why don't I know how to make the questions I made by myself. There must be something wrong, but I can't figure it out."

"If you can't figure it out, don't think about it. It's a waste of your brain. Now that it's all like this, what can you do? Let's go, brother will take you to eat delicious food."

"What's there to eat?"

"Stew pot. I'll buy you hawthorn after eating the stew pot, okay?"

"Brother, you know me best."

"You can't remember your eccentricities. If you eat hot pot, you can eat some cabbage and tofu. This season, you like to eat hawthorn and roasted sweet potatoes. There is nothing that is not on the table."

"Isn't that to save you money? Anyway, I love to eat. You have to buy me what I like. I'll be fine after eating."

"Okay, you can eat whatever you want."

"Brother, I don't want to go home tonight, I want to sleep with you. I can't let you stay alone in the empty room after coming all the way."

"This is really wishful thinking."

When I was sleeping at night, he asked me: "Where are we going to play tomorrow?"

"I don't know, there's nothing interesting to do. Sleep in bed. I haven't slept with you for a long time. It's so comfortable."

"I know how to sleep, I'm almost sleeping like a big pig. Why don't you go to my house tomorrow to play for a few days, and you haven't been there yet?"

"Okay, okay. I'm going to travel during the Spring Festival."

The next morning we slept until the sun was high before getting up, and then bought a train ticket to another city for a few days.He found a place to live first, and we rested for another night before going out to play on the third day.

My brother said: "There is a store on the street over there that has very delicious hawthorn fruits. They only sell them for half a year, and they close the store after they don't have any good fruits. I'll take you to try them."

My brother knows that the taste is rather weird. Every time I don’t like it, he will eliminate it every time I can’t finish it, but he doesn’t like hawthorn and thinks it is sour.So I only bought a small packet, worrying that if I don't like it, he won't be able to finish it.

Sure enough, after I ate one, I didn't want to eat it anymore, "It's too sweet, it's a bit stinky, try it." I stuffed one into his mouth.

"It's okay, if you don't eat, I will eat."

"Eat it, I'll eat another one and the rest will be yours."

My brother accompanied me to see their places of interest, which was actually quite boring, but I was very happy to have him around.In this way, I played there for several days before returning home. After returning home, school will start soon.

After school started, a female classmate came to me and said she wanted to tell me something.My relationship with the female students in our class is not bad, and some of them have a good relationship with me, and this female student is one of them.

Yuan Fang (the female classmate's boudoir name) said to me: "Do you know why you failed the course?"

"Don't know?" I stared at him and said, "You know?"

"I only found out after school started. Xiaowei (the name of another female classmate) told me that day. Before the holiday, she went to the teacher to hand in homework. I have to go to the teacher to solve the problem. I don’t know if it’s a problem with my usual grades or homework. She didn’t know your contact information and told the monitor, and asked the monitor to tell you.”

"No wonder, she knew before the results came out that she might be too excited, and even showed her feet. But why is she like this, we usually have a good relationship?"

Yuan Fang said: "You are stupid, you have to be awarded a scholarship at the beginning of school. Our class is your competitor."

"For money, isn't her family short of money?"

"It's not a question of more money and less money, so be careful."

"Oh man, it's true."

After we chatted, we ate together.When we were about to finish eating, I suddenly saw Brother Tao walking towards us, so I asked him, "Why are you here?"

"I'm eating."

"Where can't you eat, do you have to go here to eat?"

"I ran into someone in your dormitory just now and said that you were eating with a girl here, so I came over to see who it was. It turned out to be Yuan Fang. Is this fried rice delicious?"

Yuan Fang said: "The taste is not bad, that brother Tao, I will leave when I am full." Then he gave me a wink and left.

Brother Tao sat next to me and said, "Why did you lie and say you had dinner with someone in your dormitory?"

"I'm not afraid that you may eat the wrong food."

"What did Yuan Fang want from you?"

I told him what I just said.After I finished speaking, he sighed and said, "Usually, that little girl looks pretty good, but why is she so dark inside? It's really heartbreaking. If you don't harm others, maybe someone will stab you in the back at some point."

"I don't have any grievances if I know the whole story. Although I can't prevent it, I still have to learn to protect myself."

Brother Tao said: "This is 'studying and gaining wisdom'. I usually tell you that you don't care. Do you regret it now?"

"I don't regret it. All in all, I won't hurt anyone. Look at her stabbing me in the back and someone wiped my wound. This also shows who is a true friend." I smiled at him while talking.

"Okay, you figure it out. This fried rice is so hard, can you eat it?" He kept eating the fried rice on my plate as I spoke.

"It's okay, take two bites less, and buy a cup of millet porridge later."

"Don't eat it, the stomach is not good, or the stomach will be uncomfortable, let's eat Malatang, a pile of vegetable leaves is easy to digest."

"Let's go." Actually, I don't want to eat this either, but I can't help it if I want to accompany my classmates.When we checked out, the boss said that the female classmate just now had already paid.

Brother Tao said unhappily: "Why is she like this, please eat alone instead of me!"

"Okay, okay! If you don't make trouble, you will know how to eat dry vinegar. Let me treat you to dinner, okay?"

"That's not bad."

I always remember the words he told me, "The only ones who can betray you are your friends, and your enemies will never have a chance to betray you. There are not many people in this world that you can trust. If you have two or three, you are lucky in life." .”

He's the only person I can trust defenselessly.

During this period of time, I visited several temples in downtown Xining and saw the Buddha sitting in the main hall being worshiped by people. I have been thinking about why so many people believe in Buddha.

Buddha is always aloof, no matter what you say he will not respond to you, the answer can only be found by yourself.Why are so many people still willing to worship him?

Because Buddha can never speak, people can trust him without reservation, he will not betray you.People believe in Buddha and worship Buddha, looking for land is a kind of sustenance of the soul, and it is to purify their soul.

Where is the Buddha?Where is God?The answer is: in people's hearts.Faith leads to success.Just like the high Himalayas, the more unattainable they are, the more people want to approach him and climb to the top of him.

Christianity believes that human beings are born with original sin. Regardless of whether this theory is right or wrong, it is a philosophical question.It is undeniable that man is indeed guilty.Because you can cause harm to others whether you intend to or not, and those who benefit and harm others are unforgivable.Therefore, there is a classic proposition in the history of Chinese philosophy that "human nature is good and evil". Regardless of whether human nature is good or evil, we must be a kind person.

Some people say that homosexuality is a carbuncle of society, that homosexuality is a crime and cannot be forgiven.But what I want to ask is, what have we brought to society?Is it violence?Is it turmoil?Is it unfair?

No, we're just normal.If you stand on the street and point out who is gay, you will not be able to tell, so we are no different from ordinary people.The only difference is that we like people of the same sex, that's all.

The root of the problems in this society lies in the greed of human nature, and I am not sexually oriented.

The author has something to say:

Because there is an exam on the 30th of this month, I have updated a chapter in two days recently, and I hope readers will forgive me