hold you in my arms

After lunch, Jiang Nie and Lizhi left, Jiang Nie was not very worried about the cleaning of the warehouse, "I'll go to our class to see, just wait for me." Then he started to trot.

Lizhi quickened her pace and hurriedly followed, "I'll accompany you."

"Slow down, don't fall down." Jiang Nie saw Lizhi following up anxiously and hurried to help her.

The floor is tiled. If she fell down, she would have to lie in the hospital for ten days and half a month.

Li Zhi waved her hands carelessly, "It's okay, it's okay."

"This is your class?" It was the first time for Lizhi to come to the gate of Jiang Nieban, and he stretched his head to look in. There was a neat table, and books were placed on individual tables in twos and threes.

"Ah."

Jiang Nie walked in, the classroom was still very clean, the glass was polished and shiny, Jiang Nie saw her shadow reflected on the glass, and the lychees behind her approached her little by little, what was she going to do?

Jiang Nie was a little curious, a little looking forward to it.

The surroundings were very quiet, and Jiang Nie felt that her heart was beating so loudly that it occupied her mind.

Lizhi just stood with Jiang Nie, "What are you thinking?"

Jiang Nie was a little disappointed, the two people in front of him were standing side by side, Jiang Nie turned his head to look at Li Zhi, the color under the scattered black hair was a little yellow, Li Zhi hadn't had a good rest for a day since he was injured.

"You've lost weight." Jiang Nie said unconsciously.

Lizhi moved closer to the glass and touched his face, "Is there any?"

Turning around, Jiang Nie was looking at herself, "My heart hurts."

Meeting Lizhi's eyes, Lizhi's twinkling eyes gradually turned Nie's face red, "No."

Knowing that she was blushing again, Jiang Nie hurriedly avoided.

Lizhi held her back.

Jiang Nie turned around and lost her center of gravity for a moment and leaned back, and Lizhi was also pushed down by Jiang Nie in her arms. At this moment, a string burst in Jiang Nie's mind-if he pressed down again, Lizhi's feet would be injured again up.

Jiang Nie leaned on the window sill with one hand, and the hand held by Lizhi wrapped her arms around Lizhi's waist.

It's true that Lychee wasn't hurt, but it became a situation where they were clinging to each other.

Lizhi's delicate cheeks are reflected in Jiang Nie's eyes, and Jiang Nie's face covered by messy hair is reflected in Li Zhi's eyes.

The surroundings were extremely quiet, and a gust of autumn wind blew outside the window, and the dead leaves hanging on the branches finally fell slowly and floated with the wind.

Where is a dead leaf, is a dead leaf butterfly.

Breathing became ambiguous, and a burst of fear rose in Nie's heart, causing her brain to become chaotic.

The lychee stares at the moist lips, it is tempting itself to pick it.

Lizhi stretched her neck to pick fruit, and coughed embarrassingly, "Cough."

"Well, let me help you up."

Jiang Nie stood up with an extremely difficult step, and picked up the litchi by the way.

Lizhi looked at Jiang Nie adoringly, "Wow, amazing."

"I, I'm leaving."

Jiang Nie felt that her heart had never been so uncomfortable, and it was beating so fast.

Jiang Nie grabbed her schoolbag in a panic and ran out.

"Hey!" Seeing this, Li Zhi hurriedly chased after her.

In the end, before he could take two steps, Lizhi fell to the ground.

emmm, actually sat down on the ground slowly.

"oops!"

Li Zhi started her performance with extremely exaggerated acting skills.

Jiang Nieke didn't have time to tell whether Lizhi was pretending or not, so he hurried over, "Lizhi! How are you, are you okay?"

"Oh, it hurts so much, it's terribly fatal, ah, ah, ah."

Pompous, absolutely pompous.

Li Zhi felt that he was about to exhaust his lifelong skills.

But Jiang Nie believed it was true, and was very anxious, "It doesn't matter, go to the hospital. Come and let me carry you."

As soon as the words were put down, Jiang Nie squatted in front of Lizhi, beckoning her to come up.

As a result, Lizhi suddenly stood up, grabbed Jiang Nie's wrist and walked back, leading Jiang Nie directly to the abandoned warehouse.

"Your legs?" Jiang Nie's eyes widened, "You lied to me!"

"I'll talk about that later," Li Zhi pushed Jiang Nie into the warehouse.

"Jiang Nie, why are you running?"

In order to prevent Jiang Nie from escaping, Lizhi simply leaned against the warehouse door.

"I, I..." Jiang Nie didn't know what to say, and looked around in a panic.

"Do you hate me?" Lizhi looked at Jiang Nie with a pitiful look, like a wronged puppy, acting like a baby to its master sadly.

Jiang Nir's voice seemed to be discouraged, weak, "No..."

"Why?" Li Zhi couldn't figure it out, she was fine just now, why did she run away all of a sudden?

"I'm jealous" Li Zhi murmured to himself thinking of what He Feng said.However, not all emotional instability can be expressed by jealousy!

Jiang Nie hurriedly explained, her voice was several times louder, "No!"

Lizhi was frightened, when did Jiang Nie speak so loudly.

Now Jiang Nie is like a red-eyed deer, looking at Lizhi as if he is about to push someone.

"I, I'm scared, Lizhi." Jiang Nehu squatted down and curled himself into a ball.

Yes, she is afraid.

Jiang Nie did not expect that she would say such a thing. In her memory, she was not afraid when she was alone at home for the first time. She was not afraid when she broke her leg and was judged to be unable to walk again. I was never afraid when I was alone.

There are very few emotional words in Jiang Nirvana's dictionary.

Now, her heart is very uncomfortable, beating too fast.Stronger than nervousness, more breathless than sadness.

It turns out that this is fear.

Buried Nirvana alone in the darkness, he couldn't see the edge at a glance, and couldn't see his fingers when he stretched out his hands.

I don't like this feeling, don't like it.

"Jiang Nirvana." Whose voice came from next to my ear?

"Nirvana." It sounded a little anxious.

"Jiang Nirvana!"

Lizhi pondered over the name.

"Don't be afraid." Jiang Nie was pulled by Lizhi and hugged in Lizhi's arms.

Jiang Nie didn't speak, but felt a sudden light in front of his eyes, and the light shone into the darkness.Some are dazzling, some are warm, and some are down-to-earth.This familiar embrace, the faint fragrance emanating from this girl, and why I want to cry.

"Li, Zhi." Putting Nie's chin on Li Zhi's shoulder, she looked at the rusted iron gate with blurred eyes.

"I'm here."

Jiang Nirvana felt tears rolling in his eyes, after being afraid, did he have such peace of mind?

"Don't cry, don't cry." As if coaxing a child, Lizhi gently touched Jiang Nie's head, and felt the warmth through the hand through the black hair, and felt the slight trembling of Jiang Nie's fingers. Body.

"Thank you, Lizhi." Jiang Nie sniffed hard, and hugged Lizhi tightly.

Li Zhi's voice was soft, afraid that a slight exhalation would blow the girl away, "What are you afraid of?"

"You." Jiang Nie thought for a while, and her trembling voice pierced Lizhi's heart.

Lizhi couldn't believe her ears, "I"

Jiang Nie couldn't figure out why he was afraid, and didn't know how to describe his feelings.Her fear did come from the lychee, but not because of the lychee.

At that moment just now, she was also a little fuzzy about what was going on in her mind.

Jiang Nie was silent.

Lizhi's head suddenly opened up, "Did we get too close just now?"

Jiang Nie nodded.

"You're shy." Li Zhi felt that it was inappropriate to be shy, but how should I describe it?She really has a poor vocabulary.

Jiang Nie shook her head, "How can you be afraid if you are shy." This is not logical.

"I see, I'll keep a distance from you in the future." Li Zhi let go of the hand that was holding Nie's arm, pretending to be disappointed, and stood up.

Jiang Nie felt that the warmth on her arm was gradually disappearing, the girl stood up and wanted to leave her.

As if hit by an arrow, Jiang Nie felt a little dazed.

"No."

Jiang Nie hurriedly grabbed the lychees, this was the source of her fear, she was afraid...of losing the lychees.

"Ouch."

Impatiently, Jiang Nie grabbed Lizhi's trousers. Fortunately, he had that stubborn belt, otherwise the litchi would inevitably be gone.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Nie quickly let go and covered her eyes.

Li Zhi didn't even have time to lift his pants, so he went to help Jiang Nirvana. "Are you OK."

"No." Jiang Nie lowered her head shyly, her face was flushed, and her heart beat faster.

Li Zhi looked at Jiang Nie, and she was a little happy that the scheme had succeeded.

It's just pitiful Jiang Nie, her brows were tightly furrowed, her eyebrows drooped, her body trembling, after holding back for a long time, she finally broke out, "A few days ago you clearly said that you would not let me be alone! How can you not count your words!"

Li Zhi squatted down, the little girl looked extremely aggrieved, "But if I scare you, I will leave, right?"

Jiang Nie tightly clutched Lizhi's sleeve, afraid that she would leave again.

Lizhi held Jiang Nie's hand, "Are you really afraid of me?"

"I'm afraid that one day I will lose you."

Yes, I am afraid of losing, afraid that one day the lychee will disappear, afraid that I will be too dependent on her and feel sad after losing, and I will be separated from her sooner or later.

Jiang Nirvana's fear has changed a bit, I can't say it, but I can feel it.

A fear that wants to hold on tight.

"You'll never lose me."

Lizhi was deeply moved by Jiang Nie's words, afraid of losing me, just thinking about it will make people wake up laughing in the middle of the night, okay?

Lizhi felt that there were pink bubbles all around her. She wanted to write this sentence in her diary and remember this day.

On November 2014, 11, she was scared for the first time because of me.

"You don't understand." Jiang Nie raised his head abruptly, looked at Lizhi anxiously, wanted to say something, but just opened his mouth, hesitant to speak.

In two years, I'm leaving.

Jiang Nie had an agreement with her parents to stay in China for two years and go directly to study abroad without taking the college entrance examination.

Jiang Nie sacrificed one of his futures in exchange for the short two years of freedom.

"I'll see."

Lizhi believes that Jiang Nie will open the closed door for her one day, and before that, she is willing to be a gatekeeper all the time.

"I will always be by your side in the future. So, don't be afraid."

Lizhi made up her mind that this girl will be with her forever, no more, no less, forever.

Jiang Nie's eyes shone brightly, thinking that Lizhi was an angel sent to her by God, "Really, is it okay?"

"Of course." Lizhi nodded, her hair rubbed against Jiang Nie's ears, making Jiang Nie feel itchy.