hold you in my arms

Time passed quickly, and it was already the end of the year in a blink of an eye.Nirvana got up very early this day, and she ran to the calendar: December 12th.At this moment, Jiang Nie's cell phone was turned on, and Sayuri sent a text message.

"Happy birthday, my lord.

——Sayuri who loves you the most. "

"Hey." Jiang Nie laughed.Ever since I met Lizhi, I have become more emotional, especially the smile.

"Lichi." Jiang Nie jumped in front of Lizhi who was playing with her mobile phone like a deer.

"Ah?" Li Zhi was taken aback, looked up at the girl in front of her, and knew that she was very happy without guessing, the expression was written on her face.

"Is there anything good?"

With her hands behind her back, Jiang Nie looked at Lizhi with a bowed body, "You know."

"What?" Li Zhi didn't understand.

"You must know." Jiang Nie guessed that Lizhi was pretending not to understand, tilted his head and straightened his waist.

Along the way, Lizhi racked her brains to understand what Nie said, but she really didn't think she would know anything.

Yes, Lizhi doesn't know that today is Jiang Nie's birthday, what a fool, tsk tsk.

Li Zhi tilted her head and asked cautiously, "Jiang Nie, I know something."

"It's just a special day." Jiang Nie blinked and narrowed the range for Lizhi.

"A special day?" Li Zhi pondered the words, special?This made Lychee's head big.

Lizhi sent Jiang Nie to the door of the class. Looking at Jiang Nie's back in a daze, the small light bulb turned on again, "New Year's Day! New Year's Eve!"

In front of Lizhi's eyes, there was a scene of two people celebrating the new year together. Under the rendering of this beautiful scene, he held Jiang Nie's hand, hehehe...

"Litchi!" The passing classmate slapped the idiot Lizhi hard.

"Oh! It hurts so much!" Li Zhi covered her head and went to find the person who beat her.

The man hit Lizhi and ran away, Lizhi saw it and ran after him. "Stop!"

"I don't!"

"You wait!"

Until the two chased them far away, they could still hear their commotion.

"Can she remember?" Jiang Nie was a little worried.She rested her chin and looked out of the window. Winter had come, and even the bird's nest hanging on the tree branch was deserted.

As dinner approached in the morning, Nirvana received a text message from Lychee. She opened it with great anticipation, but found out that it was the news of the Lychee basketball team's dinner before New Year's Day.It also means that Lizhi won't be with me all afternoon...

Then what birthday is there, she just forgot!

"Snapped!"

Angrily, Jiang Nie put the phone on the table, and everyone around was stunned.When did Jiang Nie lose such a big temper.

Jiang Nie let out a muffled sigh, and the air pressure around her was extremely low.

Immersed Niedu in the ocean of physicalization beyond language and numbers all afternoon, brushing one paper after another.

"What's wrong with Jiang Nie?" The squad leader stood at the door and looked at Jiang Nie.

"I don't know." Classmate A shook his head.

"However, I know she has finished our homework for New Year's Day." The school committee helped his eyes with thick bottoms of beer bottles, and spoke seriously.

"It's better not to mess with her." The class leader's proposal caused the students to nod repeatedly, anyway, the people around Nie had already evacuated with their schoolbags.

"Jiang Nie, don't forget to lock the door when you leave." The squad leader broke into the low pressure area for safety reasons.

After the words fell, Jiang Nirvana stopped writing, and the surroundings were dead quiet.The squad leader felt that the cold sweat was dripping from his forehead.

"Mm," Jiang Nie nodded slightly.

The squad leader fell to the ground with a stone, and quickly withdrew! "I'm leaving."

"Squad leader." It was still the usual familiar title and voice, but the squad leader was a little nervous.

"happy vacation."

As soon as Jiang Nie's voice fell, the squad leader fled in fright.Jiang Nie, when did she say such a thing!

Jiang Nie raised her head and looked out of the window. The moon had been up for no one knows how long, and there was heavy snow falling from the sky, covering the ground in pure white.

There was only Jiang Nie left in the classroom, and Jiang Nie looked around in a daze. No one was with him, and Lizhi was not there.

Jiang Nie's heart felt sour, and he didn't know why he wanted to cry so much.If I had known it earlier, I would have told her that today is my birthday, and let her be with me.

Jiang Nie wrapped herself tightly and put her hands in her pockets.She was very depressed. After cleaning up by herself, she pressed her hand on the button to turn off the light. Looking back, she saw that it was empty.In fact, it has always been like this before.Why did I become so sentimental?

A question called Jiang Nie back, "Jiang Nie, you pay it back."

"President?" Looking back at Jiang Nie, Sun Xiao was standing behind him.

"Why aren't you home so late?"

"After writing the paper for a while, I forgot the time." Jiang Nie replied.

"Why didn't you go with Lizhi?" Sun Xiao asked wonderingly.

Jiang Nie was hit by Sun Xiao's question, "She, she left first."

"It's not good to go alone at such a late hour, I'll see you off." Sun Xiao said.

"Thank you, President." Seeing that it was so dark, Jiang Nie couldn't refuse.

"Today is your birthday, right?" Sun Xiao said suddenly.

The word "birthday" entered Jiang Nie's ears, and Jiang Nie's eyes were filled with surprise, "How do you know?"

"It's very special, I will remember it."

Sun Xiao's words seemed to have driven Nirvana into a dark abyss, sinking all the way down, unable to reach the bottom.

"But some people don't remember." Snowflakes floated on Jiang Nie's face, and it was cool, streaming down her cheeks, as if she was crying.

"Lychee?" You don't need to guess.

"En." Jiang Nie nodded heavily, never finding it so difficult to admit a fact.

Falcon Xiao saw the disappointment in Jiang Nie.In fact, it's not just his body, Jiang Nie, a person who never put expressions on his face, now has a face full of sadness.

"She remembers." Sun Xiao told a white lie.

"Really?" A beam of light shot into the abyss, holding Nirvana to hope.

"Well, she, she told me, um... yes." Falcon Xiao was a little stuttering, and he really had the ability to lie at his fingertips when he was a child.

"Lie." Jiang Nie knew that Xiao Xiao was lying without even thinking about it, "President, you really don't know how to lie."

Jiang Nie seemed to have had his bones removed, and collapsed on the bed like a skeleton.Immediately afterwards, the zero o'clock bell rang, and the time on the phone changed from 23:59 to 00:00.A burst of disappointment hit my heart, and I slowly let go of the Nirvana hand. The mobile phone fell from my hand to the long-haired carpet, and the bright screen went out.

"Even the president knows." Jiang Nie lay on the bed, muttering to himself.

"Actually, I have nothing to do with her." But in Jiang Nie's mind, the words "I like you from Lizhi on the subway" sounded in Jiang Nie's mind.

As if it was said yesterday.

"It's as if it's true."

Nirvana closed his eyes and fell into the darkness.

In just these few short months, Jiang Nie felt that his emotional nerves were like vines that had broken through the ground after the silence of winter.It grows crazily, intertwined, and ravages my brain, making me no longer calm and objective.

Jiang Nie looked up through the window to see the world outside the window, when they became worrying to him.

Jiang Nie's eyes were empty, and the world in his field of vision began to become blurred. The diamond-shaped light spots kept getting bigger and filled Jiang Nie's eyes.

In this dark night, Nirvana will show a fierce look.She is not a doll, not a puppet, not a machine. 15 years, 15 years of doing nothing, the rest of my life is mine and mine alone.

The rebellious period of Jiang Nirvana came later.

Jiang Nie arbitrarily thought that there were no more lychees, arbitrarily sad, and arbitrarily fell into endless confusion.

You clearly promised me that you would rescue me.

Sun Xiao sent Jiang Nie back and called Lizhi, but Lizhi, who drank a lot of wine, fell asleep when he returned home.

"Hello?" The Nth call was finally answered.

"Lichi, did you miss something today?"

Lizhi also wanted to ask why Sun Xiao called her in the middle of the night, but she didn't expect Sun Xiao to ask her first.

"what?"

"Yesterday was Jiang Nie's birthday." Falcon Xiao asked.

"Fuck!" Lizhi was struck by lightning and exclaimed. "Birthday!"

Lychee jumped seven feet high, and his brain was in a mess.

The hint that Nirvana gave me, could it be—?ah--!

"Think about what to do." Falcon Xiao reminded.

"Ah—" Lizhi hung up the phone and lay down on the bed as if dead.

This birthday came so quickly that Li Zhi was hit right away.

"What should I do?" Lizhi, who was still full of sleepiness, couldn't fall asleep. She looked at the wires bent by the snow outside the window in a daze.

I had a high afternoon with my teammates, and then, just ignored my little cutie.

Lizhi pulled her hair frantically.

"Alas—" Li Zhi let go of her hair, and let out a long sigh, let's make amends as soon as the matter has come to an end.

Next, we invite our foreign aid—Ms. He Feng.

A sleepy answer, "Hello?"

It's so late, Lizhi didn't expect Hefeng to pick it up.She is now one million grateful to Hefeng.

"I did one thing wrong."

"What?" He Feng was sound asleep.

"Yesterday was Jiang Nie's birthday." Lizhi looked at the alarm clock which turned into 00:20.

He Feng woke up immediately after hearing it, "Don't tell me you forgot!"

"No." Lizhi shook her head.

"That's okay." He Feng breathed a sigh of relief, adjusted his posture, sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

"I just don't know."

"Kuuuuuuuuuuu!" Li Zhi's answer made He Feng clear his mind. "Miss, don't you like others?"

"I really don't know. I didn't expect her birthday to be so soon." Li Zhi still felt a little wronged.

He Feng was unable to support his forehead.

"What should I do?" Li Zhi was extremely anxious now.

"Let's make it up. I think Jiang Nie must be depressed now." In He Feng's eyes, Jiang Nie is like a piece of glass that will shatter at any time.

The first ray of sunlight in the dawn hit Lizhi's table, Lizhi looked up with two huge dark circles under her eyes, yes, Lizhi planned the night.Li Zhi stood up, only feeling that she was so light now, as if her soul was about to leave her body, she felt that she was only a second away from dying on the spot.

"Hefeng, help me get a ticket~" Lizhi called tremblingly.

"Busy all night?" He Feng asked.

"I searched for one night. This place is not suitable, and the tickets there are sold out. I think the fireworks are more reliable."

"Then, go to sleep, I will send you home later." He Feng stood up and put on his clothes, "Your home address."

He Feng watched the phone turn on the screen quietly, with a trace of loneliness in his eyes.