hold you in my arms

Before dawn, a woman in black came to the cemetery with a bouquet of flowers. The gate of the cemetery was locked, and the iron black gate seemed to isolate this place from the living world.

"uncle!"

Today Lizhi came to Jiang Nie's cemetery holding flowers again.

"Why are you here today?" The uncle in the duty room saw Lizhi coming, and hurriedly opened the door for her.

"I thought there would be a traffic jam, but I didn't expect to arrive early." Lizhi rubbed her head in embarrassment.

"Excuse me."

"It's okay, it's okay." The uncle waved his hand indifferently.

Lizhi took out a box of brand new Tieguanyin from her bag and placed it on the slightly mottled wooden table. "This is tea brought to you. I am going to accompany my master to Japan for an operation today. It may take a long time, so I will entrust you to take care of Jiang Nirvana."

"It's been a long time, this time."

"Well, it may take half a year. I don't know what the master's surgery will be like." Li Zhi was slightly worried.

"Don't worry here, I will clean the little girl's tomb well, it must be cleaner than other people's." The uncle replied, patting his chest.

"Of course I believe in you, it's because of your hard work." Li Zhi clasped her hands together and thanked her.

"It's okay, go talk to her, don't delay the plane."

"Ah."

Lizhi's Martin boots stepped on the concrete floor, making a treading sound, and walked towards the least conspicuous one among the group of graves.

"Jiang Nie, I'm going to Japan today, and I won't be back for a long time, so I brought you a lot of delicious food today, you can eat more."

The woman with tattooed arms stretched out her arms with prayer beads, and wiped the dust on the tombstone with a handkerchief.Compared with the surrounding tombstones with several layers of dust, Jiang Nie's tombstone looked extraordinarily clean.

"Look, the magnolia next to it has bones."

Jiang Nie's cemetery is on the side, close to the grass, and Lizhi planted a magnolia next to her. The branches grow straight and lush. When spring comes, a few new shoots are taken out, and the whitish flower buds are hidden in the new shoots.

Ten years have passed so quickly, and the magnolia tree has grown from a small sapling to the point where it is taller than two lychees.

"Actually, I never believed that you would die. I clearly remembered that I blocked that car. How could I hit you too?" Li Zhi caressed the tombstone, as if touching Jiang Nie's soft head.

"It should be that I am more serious than you, why did you leave first?" Li Zhi looked at the smiling girl on the tombstone, and time stopped on her forever, just as he had wished at the beginning.

The tomb of his beloved wife will be Nirvana.

There are only a few numbers, but Lizhi's fingers rubbed it over and over again, one year or two years, the handwriting faded a little, Lizhi used paint to fill it up, and the scratches were a little smoothed, and Lizhi used a knife to make deeper carvings.The middle of the tombstone is slightly sunken, but the color is as new as ever.

"I'm leaving, and I have to catch a plane." Lizhi arranged the flowers, put the food out of the way, put out the incense, got up and prepared to leave.

It was not too late, a gust of wind rolled up from the ground, and a leaflet of Japan tourism blew from nowhere, and it happened to land at Lizhi's feet.

"Do you want me to go to Japan?"

"さくらさくら会いたいよいやだ-kun ni今すぐ会いたいよ..."

After getting off work late at night, Jiang Nie was walking home alone on the street, passing by the commercial street, and the tune of "Sakura Sakura Wants to See You" came from a video store.

"Sakura." Masamune held the name alone, "Sakura."

Such an old song, but there are still people singing it.

Yeah, it's been ten years.

Played dead to escape for ten years.

"あなたに出会えてよかった本东に本写によかった (It's really nice to meet you, really really nice.)"

Jiang Nie seemed to be hit by something, and his heart throbbed.Immediately, Nirvana tucked up his coat and smiled wryly.Turned around and entered a bar.

The movement of pushing the door stopped for a moment, then Jiang Nie turned to look at the night sky, "The moonlight is still beautiful tonight, and the stars are also very bright."

Not stars, but city lights.

Jiang Nie had a big fight with her parents, and was dragged by Sayuri to study medicine in Japan in a daze, but she didn't stay with that bad girl, and she didn't stay in China, so her parents temporarily compromised.Ten years, as long as if I was about to die, and as fast as if I slept with litchi yesterday.

Slightly drunk, Jiang Nie threw off his shoes casually, lying on the big bed at home, staring at the white roof with blurred eyes, the room was very empty, minimalist furniture, black and white tones, and could not find another color .Same as the original house.

Also, a hint of red.

Jiang Nie turned over and rubbed the pillow, a small red lychee was embroidered on the pillow.

Jiang Nie narrowed her eyes slightly, feeling the lines of the embroidery thread carefully, "It's so beautiful."

She embroidered it quietly. In the middle of the night, when the surroundings were so quiet and frightening, Jiang Nie would wake up, take out the embroidery thread, and embroider densely under the moonlight.

It is only at this time that Jiang Nie dares to miss.

It’s a new day in the morning, put on a pair of low-heeled high-heeled shoes, slender and tight calves under the black A-line skirt, fasten the first button on the top of the white shirt, and tie a silk tie. His long hair was tied up with a hairnet, and he put on a black windbreaker. Like all the busy people in this city, he went to work on time and treated all kinds of strange brain patients as usual.

"Director, the dean is looking for you." Before she could sit down, the nurse knocked on the door and came in.

"I see, thanks."

Jiang Nie is the youngest director and the most authoritative brain doctor in this hospital.Graduation internship, from intern to the position of director, only took three years.

"Dean, are you looking for me?" Jiang Nie knocked on the door and entered the dean's office.

"A patient came this afternoon, Chinese, and I leave it to you." The dean handed over the information in his hand to Jiang Nie.

Jiang Nie put the patient's information on the bottom, took out the film and held it up to the light for a rough look. "tumor?"

The tumor was not very big, about the size of a thumb. According to information from other hospitals, it was benign, but the location of the tumor was very unpleasant, oppressing the nerves, and had to be removed.

"The position is very tricky." The dean is from the brain department.

"Our department can do it." Jiang Nie put away the film and said confidently.

"The patient means to arrange surgery as soon as possible, and wants to be able to sketch in Japan when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom." The dean said the patient's request again.

"Painter?" Jiang Nie asked.

"Yes," the dean motioned to read the information.

"Well. Then I'll go first."

Jiang Nie exited the office, veins bulging in the hands holding the documents.Painter, painter.I kept reading these words carefully in Chinese in my heart, and a smile appeared on Nirvana's expressionless face, which really made people palpitate.

The patient who came directly to the hospital from the airport that day dragged a large suitcase to the hospital alone, which really scared Jiang Nie a lot.

"Master Hai, why did you come here by yourself?"

"Hey, what are there so many people doing? My stupid apprentice went to look for his lost luggage, and he won't be here until a while." Master Hai sat on the hospital bed disapprovingly, Jiang Nie frowned with his flustered look.

"Oh, yes, the hospitalization procedures I went through are all right."

After finishing speaking, Master Hai took out a dozen papers from his vest and handed them to Jiang Nie.

"let me see."

Take Nirvana over the paper.

"Did it just happen?"

"Well, just now, at that...the nurse's station, yes, the nurse's station."

"It's really hard for them to speak Japanese, but I use this mobile phone to translate very well. Do you want to use it too?" Master Hai shook his Nokia triumphantly.

"No, I can speak Japanese." Masamune politely declined.

"Little girl, you said that you have a straight face every day, it's not good-looking, just smile, smile." Master Hai propped up the corners of his mouth with his fingers, and his eyes were still wide open.

"If I don't have anything to do, I'll leave first. You should have a good rest first. If you have something to call me, just press this bell." Jiang Nie politely interrupted Master Hai's delusions, and pointed him to the button on the bedside and left.

Seeing that General Nirvana was about to leave, Master Hai pretended to be sad, leaned on the head of the bed, and sighed, "Oh, I'm alone in a foreign land, and it's just such a compatriot who wants to live like this, hey——"

"Is there anything else you need?" Jiang Nie stopped, turned around and asked.

"Come on, sit down and chat with me, don't see outsiders." Master Hai patted the white sheet and motioned for Jiang Nie to sit by the bed.

"No, I still have some things to deal with. For chatting, we also have Chinese in the nurse's station. If you need it, I'll find it for you." Jiang Nie wanted to end this unreasonable request earlier.

"Your hair is so long." Master Hai chose to ignore Jiang Nie's words and began to attack her hair.

"It's been a long time."

"The hair quality is not bad."

"It's very hard to wash your hair, but my apprentice has short hair. She's so cool, she shaved it off twice." As she spoke, she didn't forget to brush her hands on both sides of her head and make gestures.

"How long have you stayed?" Seeing Jiang Nie not responding, Master Hai asked repeatedly.

It seems that it is impossible to let him go without answering, thought Jiang Nirvana.

"Ten years."

"It's been so long, there are so many coils." Master Hai touched Nie's hair which was coiled low on his head.

"Fortunately, I just kept it like this." Nirvana moved a step to the left with a little embarrassment, and stroked his hair.

"Why did you keep it?" Master Hai sat upright, crossed his legs, and suddenly became serious.

"Not anymore." Jiang Nie denied.

"Otherwise, I want to cut it off with a pair of scissors countless times in the past ten years. It's so long, it's very cumbersome."

Being poked into something deep in his heart, Nie's face changed slightly, and then he nodded generously and said, "You can also think so."

"There is a story, I like it." Master Hai immediately took out a small bottle of white wine from his bag, unscrewed the cap, and blew on it.

With quick hands and quick hands, Nirvana snatched it directly when Master Hai's mouth was on the bottle's mouth.

"Confiscated."

He raised the small glass bottle in his hand and put it in his pocket.Lord Hai looked at Jiang Nie messily, before he could figure out what trick Jiang Nie used just now, Jiang Nie left.

"Interesting." Master Hai smiled.