I still like you [entertainment circle]

Wen Yu's arrival dispelled the regret and sorrow in Ji Lin's heart, he didn't need to celebrate the New Year together at all, he felt that as long as he could see this person in front of him, it was enough.

Ji Lin stretched out his arms to hug Wen Yu, and the familiar sour fragrance passed through his nose.

"Happy New Year." Ji Lin kissed Wen Yu's neck.

Wen Yu's Adam's apple moved, and a layer of goose bumps appeared on the side of his neck like an electric shock, just like the skin touched by Ji Lin's lips, his heart also became crisp and numb.

Wen Yu touched the door with his toes, kicked it lightly, and closed the door. He grabbed Ji Lin's waist, put his arm around Ji Lin, and carried him directly to the bed.

Wen Yu hugged Ji Lin and sat down on the edge of the bed, said in a hoarse voice, "You are as light as a piece of paper now."

Ji Lin was wrapped in his arms, leaning lazily on his chest, "I will gain weight after the filming is over."

Ji Lin took out the bulging red envelope from his chest pocket, inside was a thick stack of Grandpa Mao, so swollen that he couldn't even seal it.

Ji Lin opened the seal and glanced, and estimated that it was [-] thick.

"That's too much." Ji Lin gently rubbed the back of his head on Wen Yu's neck, "With so much money, you're not giving out red envelopes, you're just a follower."

"It's called New Year's Eve, understand? Of course, the more money you put down, the better the effect." Wen Yu lifted Ji Lin's chin with his fingers, tilted his head and lightly pecked at the corner of his mouth.

"Where is the fallacy of capitalism?" Ji Lin narrowed his eyes with a smile, took out the stack of Grandpa Mao, and began to count the money.

"Hey, little money fan, it was too much just now, and now it will be counted again?" Wen Yu teased him with a smile.

Ji Lin grinned and didn't speak.

This comes from a science student's obsession with numbers, and has nothing to do with money fans.

Ji Lin rubbed each banknote quickly and steadily with his fingertips. His fingers were long and thin, and the phalanges were particularly distinct after losing weight.

Wen Yu stared at his nimble fingers, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a bruise on his wrist from the corner of his eye, a long strip with spots of bruise floating on the edge.

"What's going on?" Wen Yu pressed Ji Lin's hand, grabbed his wrist and looked at it, "Why is it hurt here?"

"Oh, it's okay." Ji Lin turned his wrist nonchalantly, "Today, an actor was almost hit by a prop, so I blocked it."

"Block?" Wen Yu stared, "What prop? What about other places, is there any injury?"

"It's just a piece of iron." Ji Lin said, "When I pushed him away, I accidentally smashed his wrist. It's okay, it's just a little blue, and there's no blood coming out."

Just as he finished speaking, the doorbell rang suddenly.

The two looked at each other.

Ji Lin showed panic, while Wen Yu remained calm.

He is selfish and petty, wishing that people all over the world would know the relationship between Ji Lin and him, and even secretly hope that Ji Lin can not be this star.

Ji Lin should belong to him alone.

After being reserved for a while, Wen Yu still maintained his superficial understanding, and offered to ask: "Shall I go to the toilet?"

Ji Lin nodded.

Wen Yu lazily got up, lazily kissed Xia Jilin's lips, and lazily walked into the bathroom.

Ji Lin went to open the door and found that it was the actor he had just mentioned to Wen Yu.

The actor is a sophomore at the Film Academy, two years younger than Ji Lin, and plays a guest role as a trainee policeman at the police station.

"It's you, is something wrong?"

The boy is tall and thin, with healthy wheat-colored skin and a young face. Although his appearance is not outstanding in the circle, he is still a good-looking talent.

Holding a bag of ointment for bruises and bruises in his hand, the boy said, "Brother Ji Lin, thank you for what happened during the day today. I'm here to deliver the ointment to you. How are your hands?"

"Oh, it's okay, it's much better."

"Thank you very very very very much." The boy bowed deeply, "If you hadn't pushed me, my forehead would have exploded."

Wen Yu leaned against the bathroom door, pricked up his ears to listen to the sounds from outside.

"Don't worry about it." Ji Lin said.

How could he not take it to heart? Once he stepped into this circle, he was like a person who drank water and knew how warm and cold he was. The boy was just a nobody who didn't graduate from college. He went through many twists and turns to win the cameo role of an intern policeman.He was used to being ignored and neglected by others, but it was the first time he received attention from Ji Lin.

The boy has also stayed in the film crew for several days, and getting along with Ji Lin day and night, he can naturally perceive his sincerity in dealing with others.

"Brother Ji Lin, are you really not from a major?"

"No, I went to an ordinary school in college."

"I think your acting is very, very good. Really, I will watch every scene of yours." The boy's eyes sparkled, "You will definitely become more and more popular in the future."

"You acted very well, too." Ji Lin said sincerely, "Today's scene between you and Mr. Tian, ​​you were so energetic, you handled it very well, and the director even praised you."

"Praise me?" The boy's face lit up, "Really?"

"Yeah, I was by the side at the time, and he said that you acted very naturally."

The boy rubbed his nose embarrassingly, "It was Mr. Tian Gongwen who led it well. When I played with him, I felt that the whole person was brought in by him. The acting was very smooth."

Ji Lin smiled, but didn't speak.

The boy didn't stay for long, saying he wanted to go back to read the script, left the medicine behind.

Wen Yu heard that there was no movement outside, so she came out of the bathroom.

"Actors in the crew?" Wen Yu asked.

"Ah, that actor I just told you about, he came to deliver my medicine."

Wen Yu opened the medicine bag and took a look, "It's so complete, it's just right, you sit down, and I'll help you with some medicine.

"It feels like that person admires you." Wen Yu rubbed the medicine on Ji Lin's wound, "Looks like a little fanboy, did he not do well in the film crew?"

"No way, he is still young, and the future is promising." Ji Lin saw clearly in his heart, "There are too many people who are older than him and cannot get resources. No matter how long you stay in this circle, if you don't If you are in a high position, no one will ever take you seriously, and the entertainment industry does not care about seniority."

"Are you in a high position?" Wen Yu asked him.

Ji Lin thought for a while, and gave himself an accurate position: "Not yet."

Wen Yu chuckled, "So modest."

Ji Lin stared at Wen Yu's hand on his wrist, and slowly said: "Actually, there are many, many capable people, and everyone is the same. They work hard, but not everyone can get an equal reward for their hard work."

"I'm already very lucky." Ji Lin said, "I always think I'm lucky."

"You work very hard too." Wen Yu helped wrap gauze around his wrist, "There are many lucky people, but not everyone can seize the opportunity, and there are many who work hard and waste luck."

Wen Yu was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "Ji Lin, do you like being an actor?"

Wen Yu's tone was inexplicably serious, and Ji Lin was taken aback for a moment: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

"Ask." Wen Yu sat down beside him, "What do you think of being a star? Are you happy?"

Wen Yu asked this question a long time ago, and Ji Lin's answer was still the same as back then: "It's okay, I don't feel anything special."

Ji Lin paused for a few seconds, then said: "But I like acting."

Wen Yu hummed: "I see."

"Know what?" Ji Lin turned his head and asked, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the paper bag at his feet.

"What's that?" Ji Lin leaned forward and looked over.

Wen Yu brought the paper bag over, took out the sweater, and shook it off in front of Ji Lin.

"Your mother knitted the sweater." Wen Yu said, "I said it was knitted for you before, and you were too thin to wear it, so I gave it to me."

"My mother knitted it?" Ji Lin grabbed the sleeve and rubbed it. The fabric was soft and brightly colored.

"Your mother really has a special liking for red." Wen Yu said, with a hand hanging by his side, he touched Ji Lin's ankle, inserted his index finger into the sock, and flicked the hem lightly.

Ji Lin's ankle was itchy, and Wen Yu's fingertips fiddled lightly on his protruding ankle bone.

"Itchy." Ji Lin shrank his feet, stared at the sweater for a while, and said with a smile: "This is not for me to knit, my mother will be stubborn."

"Ok?"

Ji Lin grabbed the sweater and stood up, pressed it on himself for comparison, "This size, even when I was not thin before, was too big for me to wear. It's so big, it was knitted for you."

Wen Yu was stunned.

"My mother knits sweaters very quickly. I guess she just finished knitting them not long ago. She knits them specially for you. The old lady can't bear to admit it." Ji Lin looked at Wen Yu, "Will you change it for me to see?"

"I want to see you wear it even more." Wen Yu propped up the bed with both hands, leaning back slightly.

"what?"

Before Ji Lin could speak, Wen Yu got up, walked over and put the sweater on him with a "hey".

The loose sweater hung loosely on Ji Lin's bony body. The bright red made his complexion extremely fair. Under the warm light, his bare neck and wrist were plated with a layer of gold.

"They are so nice." Wen Yu hugged the warm and thin Ji Lin, "As good as you."

A good heart-warming sweater, under Wen Yu's teasing, suddenly turned into love.Interesting things, the two of them hadn't made out on the bed for a while, when the doorbell suddenly rang again.

Wen Yu hissed, his lips parted from Ji Lin's collarbone, he propped himself up on the bed with his hands, and cursed with his mouth [Is the fucking over? ]

Ji Lin laughed until his shoulders shook.

Wen Yu immediately turned over and got out of bed, and this time took the initiative to hide in the bathroom.

Looking at his figure hiding in the bathroom, Ji Lin was a little puzzled.

This time, it was Ji Lin's manager, Qin Jun, who came to disturb the good news. He came to inform Ji Lin of the adjustment of tomorrow's shooting time.

After finishing speaking in a few words, Qin Jun went to the bathroom.

"Linlin, I borrow a toilet. I'm so busy that I don't have time to go to the toilet all afternoon. I'm almost suffocating."

"Hey!" Ji Lin couldn't stop him, Qin Jun had already twisted the toilet doorknob when he realized it.

"Your red sweater looks pretty good, happy, when did you buy it—"

"Fuck!!!"

Before Qin Jun could finish his sentence, he let out a "Fuck" that resounded through the roof. He never expected that there was a big living person hiding in Ji Lin's house, and this living person was Wen Yu.

Wen Yu was about to step into the bathtub with one leg, but Qin Jun howled so loudly that his feet trembled and he almost slipped.

"What's going on?!" Qin Jun was still in shock, and patted himself on the heart, "Mr. Jiang Yu, why are you here?!"

Ji Lin hurriedly ran over, stood at the door of the bathroom, and stared at Wen Yu who had half stepped into the bathtub.

How can this be explained?

They didn't need to explain, Qin Jun's eyes turned, and he saw the clue instantly. His face changed, and his eyes turned to Ji Lin.

At this very second, Ji Lin had no thought of explaining, and said frankly: "Brother Qin, I'm in love."

Qin Jun's expression completely changed.

Ji Lin pointed to Wen Yu, "I talked to him."

Qin Jun didn't object to Ji Lin's falling in love, but he was hit hard. Wen Yu rushed home overnight, and Ji Lin received ideological education all night.

In short, it's okay to fall in love, but you can't delay your work.

Ji Lin understands this truth, and Qin Jun is not particularly worried about his dating, but he never thought that the sweetheart that Ji Lin vaguely mentioned before would be Wen Yu.

Years later, the filming progress of the crew accelerated again. Ji Lin stayed in other places for a month and a half, and finally finished filming. He finished filming a few days earlier than expected.

Coincidentally, when Ji Lin came back, he happened to run into WAS who had just returned from abroad at the airport.

Ji Lin's trip was a private trip, and there were no fans at the airport for this trip, but when he got off the plane, he saw a wave of people in the airport hall, all of them were fans of WAS.

"WAS just came back from a concert in South Korea." Qin Jun clicked his tongue twice, "This person is too much."

"Brother Qin, I have something to do later, you and Xiaoye go back to the company first." Ji Lin handed the suitcase to the assistant, "I'll go to the bathroom first."

"Okay, then be careful by yourself."

The road between Ji Lin and Shao Ye is narrow, when he was going to the bathroom, he bumped into Shao Ye at the door of the bathroom.

"Damn." Shao Ye was surprised, "What a coincidence?"

Ji Lin covered half of his face behind the mask, pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, and said, "It's a coincidence."

The wound on Shao Ye's face has healed, but there is no trace left under the eyes, and the skin is still smooth and tender.

"The wound on your face...has all healed?" Ji Lin stared at his face, "Why didn't you leave any scar?"

Shao Ye clicked his tongue: "Aren't you wishing that I would be disfigured?"

"I'm not that vicious."

Shao Ye patted his smooth face, "Of course I went for repair surgery, otherwise how could such a deep wound not leave a scar."

Ji Lin was speechless for a moment, a feeling of pity arose in his heart.

Shao Ye's eyes were sharp, and he said sullenly, "Don't look at me like a beggar."

Ji Lin blinked and denied, "I didn't."

During the conversation, the two had already walked out of the bathroom, and when Ji Lin realized it, he was already surrounded by WAS fans.

He had a bad heart, and before he could slip away, he was recognized by some fans.

"Ah, ah, it's Ji Lin, it's Ji Lin, it's Ji Lin!!"

"Damn it, what's going on? My wall came out of the toilet with my life?"

"Damn! I'm consummated today!!"

……

Shao Ye smiled calmly, while Ji Lin pretended to be dead.

Other people from WAS are still waiting not far away, some fans have been diverted, and there are not many fans here.

Shao Ye suddenly remembered something, smiled narrowly, leaned into Ji Lin's ear and whispered, "I watched your live broadcast before, and I heard that you think my eyes are pretty?"

Ji Lin remained indifferent, turned his head slightly, and glanced at him.

Shao Ye's actions caused the fans to scream.

"I also heard that you have someone you like?" Shao Ye's eyes sparkled, and he was excited, "Let me guess, do I know that person?"

"Is your surname Wen?"

"Are you still able to draw?"

"Aren't you handsome and extravagant?"

Ji Lin was completely speechless.

How did this person get into this position in the entertainment industry?

The corners of Ji Lin's mouth under the mask curled up slightly, he stared at Shao Ye with a half-smile, and answered three words in a muffled voice.

"Yes."

"Yes."

"Yes."

After saying that, he squeezed through the crowd and left the scene in a hurry.

Before returning, Ji Lin contacted Wen Yu's former psychiatrist, hoping to find time to chat with him about Wen Yu's past illnesses.

After the psychiatrist returned to China, he funded and opened a mental illness consultation clinic. Ji Lin came to the clinic according to the address he gave.

Ji Lin made an appointment in advance, and the front desk took him directly into the doctor's office.

"Just call me Leo." The doctor poured him a cup of coffee and sat down at the desk, "Are you Arthur's friend?"

"Ah."

"What kind of friend?"

Ji Lin was taken aback, and said frankly, "Boyfriend."

Leo nodded clearly and smiled: "It's a little surprising."

"When I first met that kid, he hated homosexuality." Leo took a sip of his coffee, with a relaxed expression and a slight smile on his lips, "But it's all right later."

"His illness, what exactly is it? Is it completely cured now?"

"Are you worried about him?" Leo raised his eyebrows, sipped his coffee and shook his head, "That's great."

Leo put down his coffee cup, and opened the medical records in his hand, "Originally, I couldn't disclose the patient's medical records casually, but Qian Ying said that you have an extraordinary relationship with Arthur—you also know about his past, right?"

Ji Lin nodded.

"Simply put, it's an obstacle to emotional cognition." Leo tapped his fingers on the medical record a few times, "His biological father, adoptive father, including Qian Ying, who should have been the closest people to him, turned out to be all Abandoning him, this led to a negative psychology in him-he felt that people around him could not be trusted, and he would instinctively reject establishing normal intimate relationships with other people in order to protect himself."

"So knowing that he is with you——" Leo looked at Ji Lin with a smile, "I was quite surprised to fall in love with you. He has dated many people before, and I remember a time when it seemed so ridiculous that he changed his girlfriend every day Bar?"

Ji Lin's eyes trembled, and his finger holding the coffee cup moved.

Observing words and emotions is Leo's basic skill, he hurriedly said: "Hey, don't think too much about it, he is just sick, pure resistance."

"I asked him to try to get in touch with people more, and he ended up like this." Leo spread his hands helplessly, "It was just deliberately against me, he used to annoy me."

"Then, has his illness been completely cured?" Ji Lin asked.

"Mental diseases are different from physical diseases. There is no such thing as cure or cure. Even physical diseases, some cannot be completely eradicated." Leo said, "To be honest, I haven't seen him for almost three years. I thought that someone would come to me again for his illness."

"His adoptive mother said that he had thought of committing suicide before." Ji Lin lowered his eyes, "So I want to confirm whether there are still hidden dangers in his illness, and whether he has completely come out of the shadows."

"There is only one hidden danger that I can identify." Leo looked at Ji Lin, and suddenly smiled, "But I don't think that is a 'hidden danger'."

"what?"

"As I said just now, he will instinctively reject establishing a normal intimate relationship with other people, but this will also lead to another extreme situation, that is, once he finds the person who wants to establish an intimate relationship, he may start from The psychology of 'rejection' turns to the psychology of 'control'."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-01-1218：41：23～2020-01-1320：25：34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Tongxuan, Youxun-Moting 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Suian 2 bottles; Sleepless 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!