Wanjia is dimly lit

In a blink of an eye, another year.At the end of last year, at the reunion of the seniors, Ward came with Flame. After two years of absence, Ward became more calm.His eyes followed Flame all the time, and he also asked the seniors not to let Flame drink too much, otherwise he would have dizziness and stomachache again tomorrow morning.I have never seen such a Ward. He took good care of this person beside him. This familiar scene made me feel sad. Once upon a time, there was such a person beside me who said to me in a gentle voice, Senior, listen to me, put down your glass, and I will carry you home.

I stared at them for a long time, but finally turned my head away. The songs at the Brigth Bar are getting worse and worse, so Gaiming must tell him and ask him to change.

At the beginning of the year, I went home, and my mother was very happy to see me coming back. She cooked a lot of dishes for me, took my hand and said happily, "We haven't seen each other for a few weeks, and I have gained a little weight."Her eye circles were reddish, she patted the back of my hand and muttered to herself, it’s good to be fatter, it’s good to be fatter.When my father saw me coming back, he still had a cold face, unwilling to speak a word to me.Seeing this scene, my mother smiled and touched my head, and said to me, it's okay, just take your time.But I still heard her sigh.

Now that I think about it, my father has been like this with me for a long time.When you just left, my father asked me to resign, move out of Bangkok, go home, get married and have children, and live an ordinary life.His firm attitude and tough tone exhausted me physically and mentally.Although I was suffering in my heart, there was no one to talk to.I had no choice but to paralyze myself through work, and I was reluctant to go home for a long time.

A few months later, I received a call from my mother, in which she blamed me and blamed me, hoping that I could go home often and repair my relationship with my father.However, for my father, apart from following his wishes, I don't know how to fix it.Fortunately, my father didn't know where I lived in Bangkok. Day by day, over time, my father gradually stopped mentioning this matter.I think maybe he acquiesced in my staying here.

I didn't move out of our house, I remember telling you, this is our home.I don't want you to come back one day and not be able to find me.I didn't touch the furnishings in the room, the pajamas, cups, toothbrushes you took away, I refilled the same no matter what.Before I was with you, I never felt anything. After you left, I realized that a home requires two people to call it a home.

I will still go downstairs for a walk after dinner with you as before, the difference is that now I will leave a light on the balcony when I walk at night.

When I went for a walk and looked back, I could still see the light at home, which was the warmest light at night.

I have imagined meeting you again countless times, maybe at the corner of a certain street, maybe outside my company, or maybe our university, but I never thought that it would be here.

Downstairs by the street lamp, you stand there alone, looking up at something.The light and shadow in the night are dim, but I still recognize you at a glance.I stood not far away, looking down at the pajamas I bought with you, and holding your favorite iced coffee in my hand, I wanted to make a detour to leave, but I was reluctant to give up. I breathed a sigh of relief, and it was the same The time I sent you the gear, muster up your courage and make up your mind.

"Kong?"

You turned your head and looked at me with eyes full of surprise and the joy of reunion after a long absence.You raised your hand, and finally put it down again, but you still smiled, you said, Nuan Nuan, long time no see.

I look at you, you are thinner than before. Thinking about it, maybe you have not been happy in the past few years.

We haven't seen each other for a long time, and our words are unavoidably unfamiliar.At this time, you are standing opposite me. We are so close, as if we can reach you by raising our hand, but it feels very far away. When I think about it, I can't help but feel a little uncontrollably sad.

You asked me if I could go upstairs to have a look, I wanted to refuse, I think I should be very angry, obviously you left cruelly at the beginning, now you come back if you want to, and you have the cheek to say you want to go up and have a look.However, I still took you upstairs, opened the door, and invited you in. You wanted to take a step forward, but you hesitated for a while and retreated behind me, waiting for permission.I curled my lips, it's okay, let's go in.

I stood at the door, following your figure with my eyes.I know that from the moment I decided to call your name downstairs, my feelings have been exposed, there is nowhere to put them, and there is nowhere to hide them.Right now, you're standing here, seeing everything I've restocked, and it's all going to be the best proof that I never forgot you.

You sat on the sofa and talked calmly about your work and life in the past three years. You said that when you went to the south of Thailand, your father’s company’s business expanded smoothly. If you want to take me to see it.

I raised my hand to interrupt you impatiently, why come back if it is so good.You froze for a moment, then covered your mouth and chuckled, because you are here.

I forgot how you left at the end that day, I just remember that I was angry for a long time after you left.

After meeting you that time, we didn't meet again for a long time, only then did I realize that you didn't leave me a phone call.I'm getting lost, it turns out that you don't care anymore.

At the end of the month, when I went home, my mother was still very happy, and cooked a lot of dishes for me as usual. She was still the same as before, telling me to eat on time and not stay up late.I knew my mother loved me so much, so I let her talk about it with a smile.After dinner, my mother asked me to go to the yard to find my father. She said that my father was waiting for me.

I was surprised, but I still went to find my father.My father was watering the flowers in the yard. When he saw me coming, he put down everything in his hand and asked me to accompany him for a walk by the river.

In the evening, the sky is full of red clouds, and people who come for a walk by the river are leisurely and happy.

My father walked beside me with his hands behind his back, and he asked me if I wanted to go home during these long days in Bangkok.I bowed my head and said to my father, I don't want to go home, I don't want to get married, I just want to stay there.

Hearing this, my father sighed, and said, after so long, you still can't forget it.I am arrogant and have been strict with you since I was a child. Even so, I never thought that one day my child would disappoint me so much.In this life, I have a clear conscience, and I don't want others to say that our family is wrong.When you just returned to Bangkok, I asked you to quit your job, go home to get married, and live a normal life.But you don't want to, you protest me in a silent way of not going home, your mother loves you, knows that you are not doing well, and just sits there crying all day long, I see her like that, although I feel sorry for her, but I I'm still mad at you, I blame you why you don't know how to be considerate of your parents.

I know that you went back to Bangkok to find that person, and I also know that that person must have listened to your mother and left.But I don’t think you know, that person came back more than two months after he left and brought things to our house. He apologized to us and begged for your forgiveness. He said that everything originated from him, if It's not that he provokes you when you go to school, and you will have nothing to do.But I still drove him out with his things and others. I went out for a walk at night and found that although the others had left, the things were still left at our door.

Not long after, he came again. This person, I don’t know where he got your mother’s phone number. Every time before he comes, he will call your mother to ask if you want to go home this weekend. If you go home, he will call you. not coming.Your mother asked him why, but he actually said, without my consent, I will never meet with you, and I will never pester you again.

At that time, even if you went home, I didn't give you a good face. I just wanted to see when you could persist until when you gave up.Unexpectedly, these years have passed, you still haven't forgotten, and he still comes to our house every now and then, I never gave him a good face, your mother loves you after all, she had a big fight with me because of you , Is it important to say that other people's gossip is worth your life?You know that for so many years, your mother has relied on me in everything, but not this time.I began to wonder if I was really wrong, but I still can't agree that you are with a man, it's the same for you and him, I look forward to you having a child, I think in the future when you are old, the child will still be yours Pillar, he can take care of you, but that boy who is the same age as you, you are also getting old, you are growing old together, what will happen in the future.I beat you and scolded you because I love you.

Nuannuan, I also know that he came back this time. He told your mother that he has never given up just like you in the past few years. Not only did he not give up, but he is still trying to win my consent. He went to look for you, and this was the first time I talked to him in the past few years. I said, I hope you can treat our family well.

Dad is getting old, and Dad has watched your life these past few years. Although he is very happy every time he comes to watch, Dad knows that his life in the south is just like that.Mom and Dad hope you can live a happy life.

My father and I walked very slowly, and I was crying beside my father.

As the sun goes down, Yu Xia becomes beautiful.As before.

Early the next morning, I went back to Bangkok. Before leaving, my mother told me to go back to school this afternoon. She said that the school teacher hadn’t contacted me, so she contacted my home through my information and asked me to go back to school this afternoon to participate in the Activity.

Although I was full of doubts, I didn't think too much about it and went straight back to school.

The campus on Saturday seemed a little deserted because most of the children went home, and the auditorium, will there really be any activities today?

Pushing open the door of the auditorium, the person sitting on the high platform directly opposite is, Kong?

Kong looked a little excited when he saw me coming, he patted the seat beside him and motioned for me to sit down.

I walked towards Kong, every step I took seemed to have the urge to cry.

If it weren't for your reminder in the future, for me, this is the place where I first met you, and it is the place where you let me remember you among thousands of people.

This is where you ask me if I want you to continue walking with me, or to end it, and if you can't answer now, return the gear to me first.

This is a place we are all too familiar with.

I sat down beside you, and you rubbed against me, took my hand, and interlocked my fingers.You said, Nuannuan, it's great that you can come.

I looked at him and said very seriously, Kongphop, thank you for everything you have done for our relationship for so long, and thank you for being able to walk into my life, you have always taken care of me, from now on Please continue to take care of me in those days, okay?

Kong beside him didn't make a sound, the corners of his mouth raised, in his eyes, I saw not only the stars, but also myself.

In the evening, Kong took me to Bright's bar. Unexpectedly, everyone in the senior group, as well as New and Ward, were there.Seeing us coming in, everyone started booing, Bright was the most active, pulling Kong and kept saying, you are back, you don't know, Not called me super fierce that time, wow, he almost killed me.

Not scolded him with a smile, it's not because you don't wink.

There was laughter from everyone clapping and applauding.

This long-lost feeling is so good, and now, I can finally drink with them at ease, because I know that today, someone will whisper to me in a gentle voice in my ear, senior, listen to me, put down the glass, I Carry you home.

I still go out for a walk with Kong every day after dinner, but now, I won't leave a light on the balcony, because I know that my home is right beside me.

Where the lights of thousands of homes are dimmed, I finally have a home with you, a home of our own.