when i used to love you

On the [-]st, the day when Zhiyu left, I lay on the hospital bed bored and flipped through a magazine.

Misfortunes never come singly, that's what it says.After I came back that day, I don’t know if it was the cold or something, but my aching legs became even more painful. In the end, it was like a thousand needles were stuck on it.But just before losing consciousness, I dialed the second number in the call log... When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed of the affiliated hospital.

With a "snap", the door was slammed open and then slammed shut. I was so startled that I nearly rolled off the bed.

Who is so rude? !I was on fire for a while, and just about to attack, but when I saw that white figure, it quickly extinguished as if being poured by a basin of cold water.

"Lu, Doctor Lu, haha, hello..." I said with a dry smile.

However, he just gave me a cold look and started changing the fluid in the infusion bottle.

"Doctor Lu, let the nurse do this kind of thing, you..." Doctor Lu ignored me, just doing what he was doing on his own, I also felt embarrassed and closed my mouth embarrassingly.For a moment, the ward was extremely quiet.

"Does he know how you feel?" After an unknown amount of time, a cold voice came.

I understand who he means by "he".I didn't answer.So the ward returned to silence.

After an unknown amount of time, a soft sigh pierced the quiet air again.

"Yang Feng, you are an idiot." Dr. Lu stood by my bed, using judgmental sentences to say something that I was not sure about.I opened my mouth, and finally just let out a sigh like him.

Doctor Lu walked out of the ward.He closed the door softly this time.Am I... tired?Do you want to persist?If I tell him... I couldn't help thinking, if I really told him, would he respond to me? ……forget it.how can that be possible.Not disgusting, I'm fine.Then, he fell into a daze again——

Without him, why should I continue my studies here?

[-]. Wishful thinking

On the [-]th, I was discharged from the hospital.The number of times I wanted to email and call Zhiyu was [-], and the number of times I succeeded was [-].

As soon as I stepped out of the hospital gate, I saw Dr. Lu leaning on the pillar at the hospital gate.He changed into a normal suit.A black shirt and white trousers made him appear taller and taller.I stood there admiring the handsome man for a while.If I had met Zhiyu before I met him, maybe I would have been attracted by Doctor Lu's beauty...

"What are you looking at?" Dr. Lu's gaze suddenly turned to me.I was a little embarrassed by the person who was peeping at me. I walked over quickly and changed the subject: "Doctor Lu, don't you have to be on duty today?"

"No, the shift is changed today." His answer was still so concise.

"Then you are waiting here today..." I asked cautiously.

"Waiting for you." Doctor Lu replied concisely.

"Lu, Dr. Lu, I've already treated you to dinner, and I'll apologize. I called you out that day..." I was crying. Is Dr. Lu a narrow-minded person? !

"What are you talking about?" Dr. Lu frowned slightly, and then said, "I have business with you today. Let's talk about it later."

"Ah? Oh, oh..." I wish I could bury myself in the ground.

So, Dr. Lu walked in front, and I followed him step by step.Although I don't know what he wants me to do.

Dr. Lu stopped in his tracks inadvertently.so close!Almost hit it!

The "back" mentioned by Dr. Lu is the back garden of the hospital.I have never been here.Because S University is rich and famous, the affiliated hospital is built as luxuriously as a private hospital.Exquisite rockery trees, pavilions, and several small streams meander through.

Dr. Lu didn't speak, just stood there quietly and looked at me.I didn't say anything, just admiring the surrounding scenery.

"What exactly are you here for?" Dr. Lu gave me a big problem as soon as he opened his mouth.I was naturally silent.In the past few days, I haven't thought about this problem.Just don't think about it like escaping.

"Uh... find a job to eat and drink? Xiao Xiao Sa Sa Sa Sasa won't take away a piece of cloud?" I replied half-jokingly.

Dr. Lu's expression was still so serious, but the atmosphere between the two of us became more rigid.

He said: "In your life, besides him, there are other people involved. For example...your father."

I froze.My heartless old man who is now enjoying himself outside with a man, if I insist on my own way, he will be very sad, maybe he will cry...

Thinking of this, I smiled.Dr. Lu may be a little surprised why I can still laugh at this time.But I suddenly realized: "Doctor Lu, do you know my dad?"

Dr. Lu frowned imperceptibly, and said, "I think generally at such times, everyone would first think of your parents who gave birth to you and raised you."

"Ahaha, is that right..." I smiled awkwardly, "But Dr. Lu, I think we have nothing to do with each other other than brothers and doctors, you..."

Dr. Lu frowned fiercely, and said in a cold voice, "No. This is just my wishful thinking."

As for what this "wishful thinking" really means, I seem to understand it, but I don't seem to understand it.Maybe I'll understand later, maybe I never will.