There was something wrong with Julian.
It was a weird, horrible, distorted reaction.
His hands pulled the bed sheet tightly, the blue tendons stood out on the back of his white hands and arms, his smooth platinum long hair was messily scattered behind him, his back tensed into a bow kept trembling, laughing Intertwined with sobbing, people can't tell whether he is in pain or pleasure.
Out of intuition, Shi Zhao silently separated a distance from Julian, and asked in a low voice, "Julian... what's wrong with you?"
After a long time, Julian gradually calmed down.
Julian raised his head. His delicate and perfect face was full of tears, and his complexion was extremely pale. Only his lips were extremely bright red.
Julian's newly scabbed lips were broken again, and traces of blood flowed down the lips. He looked terrible with his red eyes, and that fragile expression made him look extremely pitiful. He opened his mouth, and his voice was weak It seems that it may die at any time.
"Yes... I'm sorry." Julian apologized first. He knew that his reaction had frightened his lovely lover. When you say you want to separate, you lose your normalcy."
Shi Zhao's brows were tightly knit together, Julian was too different from before, and the possessiveness that Julian just showed made him very uncomfortable.Shizhao thought of Saige, the guy who had a morbid obsession with him. At a certain moment, Julian gave him a feeling that was somewhat similar to Saige.
"I have no one else, my parents left me, my relatives abandoned me, I finally had you..." Julian lowered his head, a sob came out of his throat, "You promised me, no would leave me."
It was as if that weird Julian had never appeared before, and the current Julian was a weak and harmless Julian.
Did Shizhao deny Julian's whole person because of Julian's gaffe, he moved a little closer to Julian, stretched out his hand to caress his lover's back, "I didn't say I would leave you, the temporary separation is for We will get together better in the future, you have to trust me."
"Leave the money back to me." Julian glanced at Shizhao and said timidly, "This way you don't have to go back."
"Leave it to you?" Shi Zhao tapped Julian's head, "Don't think about it, you and I can't pay back so much money, I will go back to work for a few months and everything will be settled."
"I will create the best paintings and sell them, and I will make a lot of money..."
Shizhao didn't listen to Julian's words, "I'm not leaving right away, I'll be with you these days."
Julian said sullenly, "How is this enough?"
"Okay, show me your legs. Didn't you say it hurts? I'll give you the medicine again." Shi Zhao put aside the topic of parting and checked Julian's wound.
Fortunately, Julian's foot injury did not worsen. After Shizhao applied medicine to Julian, he wiped the blood on Julian's mouth, combed his long hair and went out to rest.
"Don't sleep here?" Julian asked.
"Not today." Shizhao couldn't let go of his grievances and slept on the same bed with Julian, "Call me if you need something."
"...Yes." Julian nodded, very obedient.
Shi Zhao had a nightmare at night, dreaming that he was entangled by a cold-blooded poisonous snake.The slender and soft body of the poisonous snake climbed up to him, and the cold and smooth scales moved on his skin. The indescribable touch made goose bumps all over his body.His breathing seemed to be frozen, when the forked snake letter licked his neck and cheeks, the strangely sticky and slippery feeling made Shizhao feel nauseous.
Shi Zhaoming knew it was a nightmare, but he didn't wake up from the dream.
After being tossed by nightmares all night, he was woken up by Julian.Julian squatted by the sofa, looked at him worriedly, held a towel in his hand, and wiped the cold sweat off his forehead.
"At that time, did you catch a cold while sleeping on the sofa?" Julian tried to take the temperature on his forehead, "Fortunately, he didn't have a fever."
Shi Zhao dazed for a while, the touch in the dream was too clear, his body was still chilling, "I'm fine."
"You came out again?" Shi Zhao grabbed Julian's arm and took Julian's palm off.Regarding Julian's behavior of running around, Shi Zhao didn't even have the strength to sigh, "Maybe I should really tie you to the bed, so that your foot injury won't heal forever."
"Tied...to the bed?" Julian blushed, "If you tie me up, I won't refuse."
"..." Shi Zhao knew at a glance that Julian's thinking was wrong, but Julian's performance made him slightly relieved, "What are you thinking in your mind? It's too impure."
Julian's face turned even redder, "I, I didn't think about it..."
Shi Zhao put on a disbelieving expression.
Julian coughed lightly, stood up, rolled up his trouser legs, and took off the bandage, "Look, my feet have subsided."
The swelling on Julian's ankle joints has indeed subsided a lot, and it seems that the young man's recovery is quite fast.
"Swelling doesn't mean you can walk around freely, let alone squat here." Shi Zhao put on the bandage, "Sit down and don't move around."
"I want to save you some trouble." Julian put his hands on his lap and sat upright, "I can walk by myself..."
Shi Zhao was not at ease with Julian. Although he had resisted the contact with Julian since last night, it was not his original intention to let Julian act.
"If you want to get better soon, proper exercise is also necessary." Julian had a good reason, "Besides, I only walk around the house in a small area, and I can take a shower and go to the bathroom by myself..."
Julian was so sensible that Shizhao couldn't find any faults, so he could only tell him, "Don't be brave."
Today, Julian is still drawing in the house. After working as a model for a few hours, Shi Zhao chose to go out to get some air.
Julian didn't stop him, and only let the children who came to deliver the food stay by his side.
"Where do you want to go?" Bill put his hands behind his back and hopped ahead, while Dick and Harris followed Shizhao on both sides. The group of people walking in the residential area was quite eye-catching.
Shizhao had an idea from the moment he left the house, "I want to visit those orphans supported by Julian."
Bill turned his head and grinned, "No problem!"
"Brother has a conflict with Julian?" Dick next to him asked gossipingly, "Why aren't you at home with him?"
Is this the keen observation of children?Shizhao thought that everything was normal with Julian, but he went out for a very purposeful purpose. Breathing was an excuse. The real reason was that he wanted to get to know Julian better.
"Without conflict, I can't be with him 24 hours a day."
"Why not?" Harris stretched out two fingers, intertwined ambiguously, "Don't lovers want to stick together every day?"
"Yes, yes, have you ever had that experience?" Dick gestured with one hand and twitched an index finger with the other hand, "Julian likes you so much, he must be very gentle to you."
Before Shi Zhao could say anything, Bill slapped Dick hard on the head, "Dirty, who allows you to make such gestures to Brother Angel! It's too dirty!"
"It deserves it." Harris complained, "I dare not use this gesture, Dick, you are so dirty."
"Bastards! You're the ones..." Dick didn't finish his sentence, but Harris covered his mouth.
"If you talk nonsense again, you will be punished!" Bill glared at Dick, and pushed Shizhao to the front, "Brother, we won't go with Dick."
It was fun to take care of these children at the time, and said with a smile: "It's good to be so energetic. By the way, do you want to go to school?"
"go to school?!"
"You can't stay here all day. Children of your age should go to school." Shi Zhao wanted to help these children, and he paid for the tuition. "I'll help you find a school. How about going to school?" Sample?"
"Don't, don't, don't!" The children rejected Shizhao's proposal without thinking, "We won't go to school!"
"What's so good about school, a bunch of spoiled idiots!"
"We're much better than those... stupid kids!"
"It's so free here, why go outside and be controlled by others?"
Several children started discussing in a hurry, showing a natural aversion to the outside world.
Shizhao knows the tragic experiences of these children, and it is normal for them to be hostile to the outside world, "You can make friends at school, and you can find a good job after graduation..."
Maybe it was because Shizhao really wanted to send them to school, Bill and the others replied solemnly: "We have friends, we can make money, brother, don't worry about us!"
"How do you make money? No child labor is accepted outside."
"It's not easy to make money, as long as..." Dick was kicked in the leg, and he quickly closed his mouth.
"Just what?" Shi Zhao also became curious about the lives of these children.
"It's nothing." Bill said coyly, "We just run errands for people..."
Before Shizhao wanted to continue asking questions, Bill pointed to the front and said, "Brother Angel, look, we are here!"
Compared with the small houses around, this house is considered the largest house. No one walks outside the house, even the keys are not used. Bill pushed open the door and led Shizhao into it.
The house was a bit chaotic, but within the tolerable range, the dozen or so children in the house immediately stood in a row when they saw Bill and the others, shouting loudly: "&#¥#@..."
Shi Zhao was stunned, he couldn't understand the language of these children at all, how could he understand Julian from them?
After Bill said something in their language, those children bowed to Shizhao, full of respect and admiration.
Shizhao smiled awkwardly but politely, which was exchanged for a more intense gaze.
"Brother, they all like you," Bill said.
"It's too exaggerated, I didn't do anything." Shi Zhao muttered.
"You are Julian's lover, that's enough." Bill smiled and sat on the sofa with Shizhao, "Do you want to talk to them, brother?"
"I don't understand..." Shi Zhao had the urge to learn a small language.
"It's okay." Bill picked out the tallest and strong little Hei from the children, "He can speak English."
This Xiao Hei's smile was a bit naive, and Shi Zhao's eyes stared at him, and his eyes drifted away.
"Hi, who are you?" Shi Zhao took the initiative to say hello.
"I, my name is Jamie." The black kid named Jamie rubbed his hands together nervously, "Hello, brother."
Shizhao asked Jamie some basic information. Jamie was eight years old, and he looked no different from twelve or thirteen-year-old children in appearance. Jamie said that Julian was the best person for these children and gave them clothes. Giving them food to eat, Jamie showed off his biceps by the way, saying that he has not been hungry since being picked up by Julian.
The child's eyes can't lie, and Jamie's gratitude to Julian is sincere, without any falsehood.
"I hope brother and brother Julian are happy." Jamie sent blessings before Shi Zhao left.
"Okay." A conversation made Shi Zhao's image of Julian more specific. In the eyes of the children, Julian is their savior, kind, selfless, and noble... This is not the same as Shi Zhao's impression of Julian the difference.
Did Shi Zhao think too much about Julian's abnormality last night?Julian's experiences and encounters made Julian very sensitive to the departure of people around him, and his physical pain and mental pressure caused him to lose control of his emotions, all of which make sense.
Maybe he shouldn't regard Julian as someone like Saige, Julian just cares too much about him.
Shi Zhao relaxed, and when he returned to Julian's residence, he had returned to normal.
In the following days, Julian was recuperating at home and drawing paintings, and sometimes he was Julian's exclusive model (the kind that didn't take off his clothes). Julian's painting inspiration seemed to be endless, sometimes he could paint from morning to evening, and at night After He Shizhao said a few love words, he fell asleep and fell asleep. The hard work of taking care of Shizhao made his heart ache.
On the penultimate day when Shizhao was about to leave, Julian told him that his solo exhibition would be held in advance.
It was a weird, horrible, distorted reaction.
His hands pulled the bed sheet tightly, the blue tendons stood out on the back of his white hands and arms, his smooth platinum long hair was messily scattered behind him, his back tensed into a bow kept trembling, laughing Intertwined with sobbing, people can't tell whether he is in pain or pleasure.
Out of intuition, Shi Zhao silently separated a distance from Julian, and asked in a low voice, "Julian... what's wrong with you?"
After a long time, Julian gradually calmed down.
Julian raised his head. His delicate and perfect face was full of tears, and his complexion was extremely pale. Only his lips were extremely bright red.
Julian's newly scabbed lips were broken again, and traces of blood flowed down the lips. He looked terrible with his red eyes, and that fragile expression made him look extremely pitiful. He opened his mouth, and his voice was weak It seems that it may die at any time.
"Yes... I'm sorry." Julian apologized first. He knew that his reaction had frightened his lovely lover. When you say you want to separate, you lose your normalcy."
Shi Zhao's brows were tightly knit together, Julian was too different from before, and the possessiveness that Julian just showed made him very uncomfortable.Shizhao thought of Saige, the guy who had a morbid obsession with him. At a certain moment, Julian gave him a feeling that was somewhat similar to Saige.
"I have no one else, my parents left me, my relatives abandoned me, I finally had you..." Julian lowered his head, a sob came out of his throat, "You promised me, no would leave me."
It was as if that weird Julian had never appeared before, and the current Julian was a weak and harmless Julian.
Did Shizhao deny Julian's whole person because of Julian's gaffe, he moved a little closer to Julian, stretched out his hand to caress his lover's back, "I didn't say I would leave you, the temporary separation is for We will get together better in the future, you have to trust me."
"Leave the money back to me." Julian glanced at Shizhao and said timidly, "This way you don't have to go back."
"Leave it to you?" Shi Zhao tapped Julian's head, "Don't think about it, you and I can't pay back so much money, I will go back to work for a few months and everything will be settled."
"I will create the best paintings and sell them, and I will make a lot of money..."
Shizhao didn't listen to Julian's words, "I'm not leaving right away, I'll be with you these days."
Julian said sullenly, "How is this enough?"
"Okay, show me your legs. Didn't you say it hurts? I'll give you the medicine again." Shi Zhao put aside the topic of parting and checked Julian's wound.
Fortunately, Julian's foot injury did not worsen. After Shizhao applied medicine to Julian, he wiped the blood on Julian's mouth, combed his long hair and went out to rest.
"Don't sleep here?" Julian asked.
"Not today." Shizhao couldn't let go of his grievances and slept on the same bed with Julian, "Call me if you need something."
"...Yes." Julian nodded, very obedient.
Shi Zhao had a nightmare at night, dreaming that he was entangled by a cold-blooded poisonous snake.The slender and soft body of the poisonous snake climbed up to him, and the cold and smooth scales moved on his skin. The indescribable touch made goose bumps all over his body.His breathing seemed to be frozen, when the forked snake letter licked his neck and cheeks, the strangely sticky and slippery feeling made Shizhao feel nauseous.
Shi Zhaoming knew it was a nightmare, but he didn't wake up from the dream.
After being tossed by nightmares all night, he was woken up by Julian.Julian squatted by the sofa, looked at him worriedly, held a towel in his hand, and wiped the cold sweat off his forehead.
"At that time, did you catch a cold while sleeping on the sofa?" Julian tried to take the temperature on his forehead, "Fortunately, he didn't have a fever."
Shi Zhao dazed for a while, the touch in the dream was too clear, his body was still chilling, "I'm fine."
"You came out again?" Shi Zhao grabbed Julian's arm and took Julian's palm off.Regarding Julian's behavior of running around, Shi Zhao didn't even have the strength to sigh, "Maybe I should really tie you to the bed, so that your foot injury won't heal forever."
"Tied...to the bed?" Julian blushed, "If you tie me up, I won't refuse."
"..." Shi Zhao knew at a glance that Julian's thinking was wrong, but Julian's performance made him slightly relieved, "What are you thinking in your mind? It's too impure."
Julian's face turned even redder, "I, I didn't think about it..."
Shi Zhao put on a disbelieving expression.
Julian coughed lightly, stood up, rolled up his trouser legs, and took off the bandage, "Look, my feet have subsided."
The swelling on Julian's ankle joints has indeed subsided a lot, and it seems that the young man's recovery is quite fast.
"Swelling doesn't mean you can walk around freely, let alone squat here." Shi Zhao put on the bandage, "Sit down and don't move around."
"I want to save you some trouble." Julian put his hands on his lap and sat upright, "I can walk by myself..."
Shi Zhao was not at ease with Julian. Although he had resisted the contact with Julian since last night, it was not his original intention to let Julian act.
"If you want to get better soon, proper exercise is also necessary." Julian had a good reason, "Besides, I only walk around the house in a small area, and I can take a shower and go to the bathroom by myself..."
Julian was so sensible that Shizhao couldn't find any faults, so he could only tell him, "Don't be brave."
Today, Julian is still drawing in the house. After working as a model for a few hours, Shi Zhao chose to go out to get some air.
Julian didn't stop him, and only let the children who came to deliver the food stay by his side.
"Where do you want to go?" Bill put his hands behind his back and hopped ahead, while Dick and Harris followed Shizhao on both sides. The group of people walking in the residential area was quite eye-catching.
Shizhao had an idea from the moment he left the house, "I want to visit those orphans supported by Julian."
Bill turned his head and grinned, "No problem!"
"Brother has a conflict with Julian?" Dick next to him asked gossipingly, "Why aren't you at home with him?"
Is this the keen observation of children?Shizhao thought that everything was normal with Julian, but he went out for a very purposeful purpose. Breathing was an excuse. The real reason was that he wanted to get to know Julian better.
"Without conflict, I can't be with him 24 hours a day."
"Why not?" Harris stretched out two fingers, intertwined ambiguously, "Don't lovers want to stick together every day?"
"Yes, yes, have you ever had that experience?" Dick gestured with one hand and twitched an index finger with the other hand, "Julian likes you so much, he must be very gentle to you."
Before Shi Zhao could say anything, Bill slapped Dick hard on the head, "Dirty, who allows you to make such gestures to Brother Angel! It's too dirty!"
"It deserves it." Harris complained, "I dare not use this gesture, Dick, you are so dirty."
"Bastards! You're the ones..." Dick didn't finish his sentence, but Harris covered his mouth.
"If you talk nonsense again, you will be punished!" Bill glared at Dick, and pushed Shizhao to the front, "Brother, we won't go with Dick."
It was fun to take care of these children at the time, and said with a smile: "It's good to be so energetic. By the way, do you want to go to school?"
"go to school?!"
"You can't stay here all day. Children of your age should go to school." Shi Zhao wanted to help these children, and he paid for the tuition. "I'll help you find a school. How about going to school?" Sample?"
"Don't, don't, don't!" The children rejected Shizhao's proposal without thinking, "We won't go to school!"
"What's so good about school, a bunch of spoiled idiots!"
"We're much better than those... stupid kids!"
"It's so free here, why go outside and be controlled by others?"
Several children started discussing in a hurry, showing a natural aversion to the outside world.
Shizhao knows the tragic experiences of these children, and it is normal for them to be hostile to the outside world, "You can make friends at school, and you can find a good job after graduation..."
Maybe it was because Shizhao really wanted to send them to school, Bill and the others replied solemnly: "We have friends, we can make money, brother, don't worry about us!"
"How do you make money? No child labor is accepted outside."
"It's not easy to make money, as long as..." Dick was kicked in the leg, and he quickly closed his mouth.
"Just what?" Shi Zhao also became curious about the lives of these children.
"It's nothing." Bill said coyly, "We just run errands for people..."
Before Shizhao wanted to continue asking questions, Bill pointed to the front and said, "Brother Angel, look, we are here!"
Compared with the small houses around, this house is considered the largest house. No one walks outside the house, even the keys are not used. Bill pushed open the door and led Shizhao into it.
The house was a bit chaotic, but within the tolerable range, the dozen or so children in the house immediately stood in a row when they saw Bill and the others, shouting loudly: "&#¥#@..."
Shi Zhao was stunned, he couldn't understand the language of these children at all, how could he understand Julian from them?
After Bill said something in their language, those children bowed to Shizhao, full of respect and admiration.
Shizhao smiled awkwardly but politely, which was exchanged for a more intense gaze.
"Brother, they all like you," Bill said.
"It's too exaggerated, I didn't do anything." Shi Zhao muttered.
"You are Julian's lover, that's enough." Bill smiled and sat on the sofa with Shizhao, "Do you want to talk to them, brother?"
"I don't understand..." Shi Zhao had the urge to learn a small language.
"It's okay." Bill picked out the tallest and strong little Hei from the children, "He can speak English."
This Xiao Hei's smile was a bit naive, and Shi Zhao's eyes stared at him, and his eyes drifted away.
"Hi, who are you?" Shi Zhao took the initiative to say hello.
"I, my name is Jamie." The black kid named Jamie rubbed his hands together nervously, "Hello, brother."
Shizhao asked Jamie some basic information. Jamie was eight years old, and he looked no different from twelve or thirteen-year-old children in appearance. Jamie said that Julian was the best person for these children and gave them clothes. Giving them food to eat, Jamie showed off his biceps by the way, saying that he has not been hungry since being picked up by Julian.
The child's eyes can't lie, and Jamie's gratitude to Julian is sincere, without any falsehood.
"I hope brother and brother Julian are happy." Jamie sent blessings before Shi Zhao left.
"Okay." A conversation made Shi Zhao's image of Julian more specific. In the eyes of the children, Julian is their savior, kind, selfless, and noble... This is not the same as Shi Zhao's impression of Julian the difference.
Did Shi Zhao think too much about Julian's abnormality last night?Julian's experiences and encounters made Julian very sensitive to the departure of people around him, and his physical pain and mental pressure caused him to lose control of his emotions, all of which make sense.
Maybe he shouldn't regard Julian as someone like Saige, Julian just cares too much about him.
Shi Zhao relaxed, and when he returned to Julian's residence, he had returned to normal.
In the following days, Julian was recuperating at home and drawing paintings, and sometimes he was Julian's exclusive model (the kind that didn't take off his clothes). Julian's painting inspiration seemed to be endless, sometimes he could paint from morning to evening, and at night After He Shizhao said a few love words, he fell asleep and fell asleep. The hard work of taking care of Shizhao made his heart ache.
On the penultimate day when Shizhao was about to leave, Julian told him that his solo exhibition would be held in advance.
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