My ex-boyfriend wants to make trouble every day!

Shi Zhao tensed his body, and Charles' eyes seemed to be fixed on him. He could even smell the woody aroma of the rain-wet pines and cypresses on Charles' body. They were too close, a little dangerous.

Shi Zhao blocked Mr. X's prying eyes in his mind, and he had a hunch that the next conversation between him and Charles was not suitable for Mr. X to know.

"Doctor Kraft..." Shizhao calmed down a little, he didn't want to deal with Charles in a perfunctory manner, not to mention that Charles' statement was too ambiguous.

This is not a good thing.

"Huh?" Charles lowered his head slightly, and he held the young man's hand when he wanted to retreat, "I'm listening."

Shizhao's heartbeat suddenly became chaotic, Charles' breathing was close at hand, and the palm holding him was warm and strong. The most shocking thing was the affection in Charles' eyes, which one couldn't ignore even if one wanted to ignore it.No matter what Charles was thinking, Charles would treat him differently than usual, indicating that their doctor-patient relationship had become precarious.

Shizhao's thought of pretending to be stupid was gone. Facing Charles like this, they really should have a good talk.

"I see." Shi Zhao twitched his hand, Charles didn't intend to let go of him at all, "Dr. Kraft is Xavier's brother."

The hand holding him tightened suddenly, and Shi Zhao saw that Charles' face was a little more painful at that moment.

"Dr. Kraft, you..."

Charles interrupted Shizhao's words abruptly, "I don't plan to be a psychiatrist anymore. This counseling room will be closed after this consultation."

"W-what?!" Shizhao was taken aback by Charles' decision, "Why..."

"I haven't contacted you for the past few days because I'm dealing with matters at hand." Charles smiled bitterly. He seemed to have guessed what this meeting meant, and said with relief: "I didn't want to tell you so early, but since you Knowing my relationship with Xavier, then I have nothing to hide about my intention to approach you deliberately. I am not a qualified doctor, and I am not qualified to stay here."

"I said that I want to fulfill all your wishes, not a lie."

"I'm sorry that I failed your trust. If there is anything I can do for you, please tell me. I want to do something for you..."

There was no trace of haze on Charles's face, only the tight corners of his mouth revealed his emotions, "If you want me to leave, I will leave. But for your situation, I am worried about handing you over to other doctors. I want to heal you , although saying this now is not worthy of your trust..."

The amount of information in Charles' words was too great, and Shi Zhao's footsteps were firmly fixed in place. He couldn't understand such an unexpected situation at all!

"You know that I will know what you don't want me to know?" Shi Zhao asked a twisting question in a knot in his head. There was no gap between the time when Charles wanted to close the counseling room and the time when he discovered Charles' identity. One sentence can explain clearly by chance.

"After Mr. Angus Gale appeared, I thought that this day would come." Charles pointed out: "He cares about you very much and is very hostile to me."

Shi Zhao was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say: "..."

"With Mr. Gail's ability, to deal with me as an 'enemy' will definitely investigate all my information first." Charles analyzed without reservation: "It will be a matter of time before I will be exposed. I originally wanted to say it after I healed you Everything, at that time, I would at least have the courage to confess..."

"I'm sorry I used this way to approach you."

Charles let go, "Sorry..."

"No, it's me who should apologize!" Shizhao grabbed Charles' hand with his backhand. Charles should scold him, hate him, and apologize to him... What qualifications does he have to accept such an apology?

"You didn't do anything wrong." Shizhao took a long breath. Recalling that memory was undoubtedly very difficult for Shizhao, but in front of him was Xavier's brother, Charles should know the truth, "You Approaching me is to know the reason why I survived that incident right? According to the police autopsy results, Xavier was the last child to die and I was the only survivor. You would suspect that I stole his life Chance to come down..."

Charles did not deny, "Yes, but this is just my initial thought. After contacting you, these are not important anymore."

"How can this be unimportant?" Shizhao was stung by Charles' tenderness, "Look at me, under this face, I am selfish, cowardly, despicable and shameless, everyone has been deceived by me, think I was an innocent victim. Actually wrong, because of me, Xavier died!"

"I lost the game. Xavier accepted the 'punishment' of the clown instead of me. If it wasn't for me, he..." Shizhao didn't want to cry, especially in front of the victim's family. This is no different from pretending to be pitiful.But he underestimated his own control. When he mentioned Xavier, guilt flooded him like a flood, his eyes were hot, and the soreness in his nose made him speak with sobs.

Damn it, Shi Zhao covered his eyes with his hands, he panted heavily, and scolded himself thousands of times in his heart, "It's not me, he will survive, you should come to me, I am the one who is sorry for you. "

Charles was silent for a moment, and with his other hand, he gently rubbed Shi Zhao's head, "You shouldn't think so..."

"You don't need to comfort me, Dr. Kraft." Shi Zhao patted Charles' hand away after regaining his composure. He grabbed Charles's skirt and said in the coldest tone: "I killed your brother... ..."

Charles let out a long sigh, and stopped Shizhao from continuing, "Are you going to push yourself to a dead end? Or do you think that I will make you feel better if I scold you?"

"If my scolding will relieve your guilt and anxiety, I will do it."

Charles hugged Shizhao, he tightened his arms, and said in the young man's ear: "Your actions are not only torturing yourself, but also torturing me."

Shi Zhao's body froze, he wanted to push Charles away, but when he heard what Charles said, he stopped moving.

"I went to see you when you were a child."

"You... have looked for me?" Shizhao's incomplete memory can hardly recall this matter, "I..."

"I have never forgotten the way you hugged Xavier's body and cried bitterly." Charles caressed Shi Zhao's back, and there was a soothing magic in his voice, "At that time, I was thinking, if Xavier was alive, he would You and I will be very good friends."

"You, you like Xavier very much."

Tears blurred Shi Zhao's eyes, and he nodded heavily.

"It's not you who like him who hurt Xavier, but the clown murderer." Charles said slowly: "I went to you because I thought you had such a good relationship with Xavier, and you would definitely remember what Xavier said. I And my family, just need a few words of comfort."

"And I... forgot." Shi Zhao murmured, "I forgot for more than ten years."

"Yes, when I went to find you, your parents told me that you forgot." Charles' tone became more condensed, "I was really angry at that time, how could you forget him after you were saved? You Is it all an illusion to hold him and cry?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shizhao couldn't say anything other than sorry.

"Your parents protected you very well. I couldn't see you, and then gave up. Until you went abroad..."

"I'm glad I wasn't blinded by sadness, and didn't continue to indulge in the dark past. I went to study law and psychology. I thought, human memory is very wonderful. Maybe you didn't forget Xavier on purpose, maybe you did. Something unexpected happened."

"What I didn't expect is that your situation is worse than I imagined..." Charles said here, his voice was full of pity, "As your psychiatrist, I understand your psychology better than anyone else Situation. I shouldn’t approach you with ulterior motives, it will only exacerbate the trauma in your heart, if Xavier knows that my brother has come to you with this purpose, he will definitely blame me.”

Charles raised his chin, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of the young man's eyes with his hands. Looking at the tears on his fingertips, his eyes were much deeper, "Do you want me to leave?"

"...No." Shi Zhao replied with misty eyes. He should keep a distance from Charles, but Charles' embrace was too warm, and he felt like he couldn't break free.

"Then I won't let go."

Charles put the fingertips stained with sometimes tears on his lips and kissed, "I want to take care of you, not as a doctor, but as a man."

"What are you talking about...?" Shi Zhao was shocked by Charles' actions and his mind went blank.

"I like you." Charles fiddled with Shizhao's hair, a relaxed smile appeared on his lips, and kissed the young man's slightly parted lips in surprise.

Charles' kiss didn't have any erotic taste, he comforted a confused child like an elder.It didn't go deep, just leaned against the soft lips and kissed little by little.

"I will guard you like Xavier." Charles said softly, he always has a way to impress the young man, and when the young man was in a trance again, Charles smiled.

Charles' kiss gradually descended, following the young man's chin to the neck. He felt the young man's trembling body and beating pulse, and couldn't help leaving a hickey on the side of that white neck.

The small sting brought back Shizhao's rationality, and just as Shizhao was about to push Charles away, Charles backed away automatically. If it wasn't for the wet touch on the side of his neck, Shizhao would have thought he was dreaming.

"You..." Shizhao lost his ability to speak a little bit. Charles' performance made Shizhao finally understand why Charles said he didn't plan to be a psychiatrist and closed the consulting room. He exposed his identity, and Charles didn't change his mind.

Charles stared into Shi Zhao's eyes, this time the young man avoided his gaze, "Are you going to reject me who has nothing?"

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