My ex-boyfriend wants to make trouble every day!

The ambulance arrived in time. Charles' injury was treated as an accident because Charles himself was conscious. Shizhao put away the dagger and went to the hospital. While waiting for the operation, his mind was still in a mess.

Shizhao was not in the mood to listen to what Mr. X had to say. His memories, the forgotten memories of being with Mr. X when he was young, emerged in an instant.The reason why he lost his memory was not because he was stimulated by the clown murderer, but because his most trusted Mr. X did something he couldn't stand.

When Shizhao was young, he realized for the first time that the "hero" in his body is not necessarily a hero, but may be... a devil.

As the only survivor in that case, the police kept his information confidential, and the media could not bother him to ensure that he could live a normal life in a healthy body and mind.

At the beginning, everything was normal. Shizhao went home with his parents, saw a doctor for physical examination, and underwent recovery treatment. But soon, his "abnormality" was discovered.

Talking to myself, strange eyes when looking at each other, changed preferences, rejection of others... these can all be attributed to post-traumatic stress reactions.But for parents, they have greater acuity than doctors to discover that their child has become...another person.

Unlike the adult Shizhao, the young Shizhao obeyed the words of Mr. X who saved him. As the leader, Mr. X can easily gain control of his body. The desire to control photos is also increasing.

"People outside will hurt you, stay away from them."

"Who are you thinking about? Be sober! That Xavier is long dead!"

"Only I can protect you, the person you value most should be me..."

They shared their bodies, ate, chatted, and slept together, as if they had become inseparable friends, not in contact with the outside world, not in contact with others, immersed in their own world.

Naturally, this "unhealthy" way of getting along cannot continue for a long time. Shizhao's parents decided to eliminate the hidden dangers. They tried every means to hope that Mr. X could leave Shizhao, but how could a born personality be willing to disappear voluntarily?

They undoubtedly hindered Mr. X. How did Mr. X do it at that time?

Oh, yes, his hero, Mr. X who saved him, just like Charles did before, he did it to his parents who loved him.

If his parents hadn't been wary of Mr. X, he might have seen two corpses when he woke up.When Shizhao was young, it was precisely because "self" hurt an important relative, and under the stimulation of the spirit, he forgot Mr. X and that painful experience.

Now it seems that the abnormal care and love of his parents for him is not only worried about him being hurt, but also worrying about another person in his body hurting others.Years of control and restraint had made him overwhelmed, and it turned out that the truth turned out to be like this.

Shi Zhao stood in the corridor of the hospital in a daze, holding his forehead, feeling that every breath he took was so cold and biting.

After he made up his mind to accept Mr. X's existence, Mr. X's actions gave him a slap in the face. Should he blame Mr. X?No, he already knew who Mr. X was, didn't he? It was a personality born in a depressive and chaotic environment, carrying all his negative emotions and longings.

He longs for someone to save him, and Xavier is the hope that supports him to live, so his hero has a Xavier-like face.

He longs for the power to punish evil. In his opinion, the clown is the embodiment of "power", so Mr. X is stronger and more cruel than the clown.

He longed for someone to accompany him and would not leave him like Xavier did, so Mr. X's obsession with him surpassed everything else.

This is a monster created by himself, a distorted, crazy personality with no concept of good and evil.

[X,] Shizhao's expression seemed particularly calm at this moment, 【I was wrong. 】

Mr. X, who was suppressed deep in his consciousness, had an inexplicable premonition. Shi Zhao's attitude was too wrong. He would rather be scolded by the other party. He already understood the consequences of his stupid actions. The only thing I regret is that I didn't solve Charles' trouble.

[Sorry, Ah Zhao, I...] Mr. X took the initiative to apologize. He knew that Shi Zhao was soft-hearted, and being able to take the initiative to talk to him showed that he might change Shi Zhao's thinking!

[X, I was wrong. 】 Shi Zhao repeated.

Mr. X's throat seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton wool. When faced with such a photo, he found that he couldn't say any fancy words.

[I shouldn't expect someone to save me, no one can do it, Xavier can't, and neither can you.If I was brave enough, in that game, I would take the initiative to admit defeat, and after being taken away by the clown, I would struggle desperately, leaving Xavier with a chance to escape. 】Shizhao said: 【My selfishness and cowardice, let me survive. 】

Mr. X's voice was extremely soft, [You shouldn't have said that, you were just a child at that time, and you did well enough. 】

【yes. 】Shizhao sighed,【Because of you, I can stand here. 】

This was obviously a compliment, but Mr. X couldn't find any joyful emotions.

[I have transformed from a victim to a perpetrator, and the negative influence that the clown has brought to me has stained my hands with blood. ] Shizhao repeated again, 【I was wrong. 】

Mr. X heard the hidden meaning in Shizhao's words, 【You want to 'lose' me? 】

Mr. X sneered in his heart, every time, every time, for those irrelevant guys, he was the one who was sacrificed! !Why, what's wrong with him?Ah Zhao needs him!No one will treat Ah Zhao more wholeheartedly than him!

[lose it?You know I can't do it unless I have to drop myself. 】Shizhao said bitterly,【I once forgot you, I thought I was a normal person, but in fact, no matter how long it takes, you will always be in my body, you are inseparable from me, you are a part of me. 】

[This sentence is really sweet. 】Mr. X said, 【Azhao, I admit that my methods are a bit extreme. I can understand that you are angry. 】

[Let's get to the point. 】Shizhao said in a deep voice,【Just like I can't abandon you, you can't completely control this body either.Since we are one, then I will take responsibility for what you do. From now on, I will try my best to control my body. You can choose... to replace me, or on the day when you can't control it, I'll go into a mental hospital by myself, it's better for you and for me. 】

【Azhao, do you have to treat me like this?You know I never wanted to replace you! 】This kind of confrontation like an enemy is definitely not what Mr. X wants to see.

Shizhao didn't answer, he let Mr. X's voice echo in his mind, he would not oppress his personality, Mr. X could still live freely in his spiritual space, nothing would change except for letting Mr. X out.

Mr. X fell silent not long after. He knew that unless he really replaced Shizhao, he would only be like a ghost and would not have any influence on Shizhao.

This is really terrible, of course he can choose strong means to fight for the right to use his body, but this means that Shizhao will give up his freedom, and sooner or later they will go crazy together.

Shizhao waited for Charles to come out of the operating room. Fortunately, Charles' life was not in danger after the operation, and he just had to recuperate in the hospital for a while.Shizhao promised that Charles would not turn himself in, so all he could do was to take good care of Charles to make up for his mistakes.

"Don't look at me like that, listen, honey, I'm fine." Charles was lying on the hospital bed, with a soothing and soft smile on his handsome pale face, he held Shi Zhao's hand, and his fingertips were on Shi Zhao's The palm slid gently, "I promise, I will recover soon, now I am hungry, can you buy me a bowl of hot beef soup?"

Shi Zhao nodded, "Of course, what else do you need?"

"You." Charles said seriously, "A healthy and happy you, I am a patient, you can't get sick anymore."

Shi Zhao held back tears, "Charles, you are too gentle."

"You don't like it?" Charles asked.

"..."

"Okay, I won't tease you." Charles blinked, "I did it on purpose, so that you will feel more guilty towards me, and I can enjoy your meticulous care. Look, what a bargain this is. "

Shizhao cheered up, he stuffed Charles' arm into the quilt, twisted the corner of the quilt and said, "You rest first, I'll buy beef soup for you." He, the chief culprit of Charles' injury, let Charles comfort him , that is too useless.

After sorting out his mood, with a smile on his face, Shi Zhao walked out of the ward.He noticed that many people around him were looking at him and Charles with curiosity and concern. Shizhao took the initiative to use his good communication skills and asked the nurse to take care of Charles when he was away.

"Sir, you and that gentleman..." The nurse forcibly suppressed her desire to find out when the question was about to come out.

"He is my lover." Shi Zhao admitted generously.

"Ah, no wonder..." The nurse enviously said, "You guys are so loving. I can see that gentleman loves you very much. You will be happy."

"Thank you." Shi Zhao felt a slight heat in his heart.

【hypocritical. 】Mr. X’s angry voice changed, 【Ha, I’ve been lied to. I can smell the rancid smell coming from him. He’s not a good person. 】

[I don't like to hear you say that. 】Shizhao did not tolerate Mr. X's temper, his tone was calm but firm, 【We will live together in the future, you will make me very difficult. 】

【live together? 】

[You know what I mean, we are inseparable, you have to learn to accept it. 】

【Are you provoking me on purpose? 】

【Whatever you think. 】

When Shi Zhao walked out of the hospital, he raised his head almost subconsciously and looked in one direction.

He saw a familiar figure, a person who shouldn't have appeared at this time, after all, it was late at night, and with that person's schedule, he should have gone to bed long ago.

Before the other party turned around, Shi Zhao stopped him.

"Angus." Shizhao didn't know why Angus appeared here, but if he guessed correctly, the other party came for him.

Angus didn't have a bodyguard with him. He was wearing an ordinary black jumper, and his whole figure seemed to blend into the night. Shizhao doubted that if he hadn't found Angus, this person would have walked away so silently.

After Shi Zhao made his voice, Angus only paused for a second or two before walking over on his own initiative.

"you……"

"you……"

The two opened their mouths at the same time, and pursed their lips at the same time. Since the last time they broke up at the club, they hadn't contacted each other. It was a bit embarrassing to meet at this time.

"Are you here to see me?" Shi Zhao stepped forward, signaling Angus to chat while walking.

Angus did not deny it, "I heard...you went to the hospital." He had promised to face him that he would not meddle in other people's business, but he still came here. This behavior made Angus somewhat uneasy.Angus kept a straight face, trying to make his expression look more natural.

"I heard? Where did you hear that?" Shizhao glanced at Angus suspiciously, "I didn't tell anyone else that I came to the hospital."