beautiful with you

Chi Shuang didn't leave cleanly, and kept a lot of contact information, although he didn't have many friends.

Chi Shuang looked at his mobile phone, most of them were his high school classmates, who were not in frequent contact but were regarded as treasures.The contact information of these people was given to him one by one by Che Jingye when he was in school. Even if he was willing to part with that thin friendship, he was also reluctant to part with Che Jingye's good intentions at that time.

Chi Shuang suffered a lot of stares and jealousy for no reason since he was a child because his family environment was different from others. In addition, he was slow in character, did not understand love, and had a different sexual orientation from others, so he suffered school violence for five or six years.However, Che Jingye is a fine individual, so he will take advantage of his weakness.During that long, dark time, Che Jingye gave him a beam of light.Even a slender strand stirred up all his enthusiasm and stole his heart.So much so that when he asked Che Jingye later, "Why don't you love me anymore", Che Jingye also told him frankly that he had endured humiliation for more than ten years.

Sitting in the high-speed rail car, Chi Shuang closed his eyes and dared not think about it anymore, whether it was sweetness or tears.When I think of sweetness, there will be a continuation? When I think of the deception of the past ten years, when I think of tears, I think of my incompetence and humbleness after losing my father as a backer.

Chi Shuang didn't dare to chew the past like swallowing a knife.He was born cowardly and lacked the courage, all his lonely courage was given to Che Jingye, but Che Jingye never cherished it.