All the stars are looking for me
Chapter 103
Lin Qiuxuan didn't know what to answer, and silently looked away.
Qi Shizhou's affection for him stemmed from his help on the forum. If he hadn't been the main planner and hadn't personally arranged for Qi Shizhou's suffering past, this reason was enough for both him and Qi Shizhou.
But good luck tricks people, he is the chief planner of "Star Wars" and one of the chief culprits of Qi Shizhou's ill-fated fate.
He gave Qi Shizhou a past full of thorns, because he failed to resist the pressure of his boss, which caused Qi Shizhou to lose his bright future, and even survival became a problem.
He is ashamed of Qi Shizhou.
This guilt is also one of the reasons why Lin Qiuxuan avoided Qi Shizhou subconsciously. Even if he didn't realize it clearly, it didn't prevent Qi Shizhou from seeing it clearly.
Qi Shizhou didn't intend to let guilt become an excuse for Lin Qiuxuan to escape.
Lin Qiuxuan has expectations for him, why can't he take this one step further?
The tone was still gentle, but every sentence Qi Shizhou followed was full of aggressive and sharp.
"Qiu Xuan, I have lived for so many years and hated many people. I hate my father, who is short-sighted and mercenary; I hate my stepmother, who is vicious and cruel, and who makes trouble; I also hate my family. , I hate them for pretending to be deaf and dumb, and hate them for being perfunctory. It is they who make my life full of suffering, let me sink in the quagmire, and the more I struggle, the deeper I sink."
Lin Qiuxuan turned pale when he heard this.
Qi Shizhou stretched out his hand and stroked Lin Qiuxuan's cheek lightly, his eyes were deep and gloomy, mixed with emotions so strong that they couldn't be resolved.
"Don't be afraid of me. I have hated many people, but I have never hated you."
The people he hated caused him trouble in order to limit his future, while Lin Qiuxuan was just the opposite.
Every disaster that Lin Qiuxuan designed for him ultimately brought him a brighter future.
Qi Shizhou thought very clearly, it's not that Lin Qiuxuan doesn't love him, it's not that he has no expectations for him, it's because he wants him to go further that he puts him through some tests.
Just like a master jeweler gets a rough stone, no matter how optimistic he is about the rough stone, before he painstakingly polishes it, in the eyes of others, the rough stone is just a rough stone and will not bloom with amazing luster.
Qi Shizhou felt that Lin Qiuxuan was right.
"I don't want to recognize my father or my family. I just want to recognize you. Compared to being controlled by them, it is an honor for me to be born because of you, created by you, and exist for you."
Like the supreme glory engraved in his blood, Lin Qiuxuan is his flesh and blood.
A little bit of warmth came from the fingertips continuously, and the fire in Qi Shizhou's heart became more and more intense, but there was no anger at all, only endless lust.
Qi Shizhou knew he shouldn't be so anxious, but he couldn't take it anymore.
He wanted Lin Qiuxuan.
Think now.
Lin Qiuxuan was not moved by Qi Shizhou's confession, his cheeks were flushed, and he subconsciously leaned back to avoid Qi Shizhou's fingers, but he was even more horrified in his heart.
"You, you know?"
The meaning in Qi Shizhou's words is too terrifying, it is actually expressing Lin Qiuxuan that he knows the identity of the planner!
This is a secret that Lin Qiuxuan dare not reveal at all, and it is also the identity that Lin Qiuxuan fears the most.
He is the planner, he created the suffering of Qi Shizhou and others.
He didn't seem to do anything, but he was like an executioner.
Lin Qiuxuan didn't know if everything was exposed, whether he could still bear the responsibility that should belong to him.
Subconsciously closing his eyes, Lin Qiuxuan recalled Qi Shizhou's behavior, and the more he thought about it, the more complicated his mood became.
Qi Shizhou quickly interrupted Lin Qiuxuan's association, put one hand on the back of Lin Qiuxuan's hand: "Qiuxuan, relax. No one knows your identity except me."
Lin Qiuxuan opened his eyes suddenly: "You—"
Qi Shizhou's tone was more gentle: "The communication software that notified us didn't reveal your identity, and I didn't tell others about my guess. Qiuxuan, I won't lie to you. Every word I said just now came from the heart. I was born because of you, To create and exist for you is my ultimate wish to live in this world."
It is also his glory that will never be extinguished.
Lin Qiuxuan stared blankly at Qi Shizhou, his eyes locked on Qi Shizhou's face, and gradually, he understood the seriousness from the corners of his eyes and brows.
Qi Shizhou really wouldn't lie to him, and he really felt...
It is a joy to exist because of him.
But, how could Qi Shizhou do this?
Lin Qiuxuan's brain was in a mess, he hesitated to speak several times, but couldn't form a complete sentence, so he could only stare at Qi Shizhou even more blankly, unable to express himself for a long time.
Qi Shizhou was not in a hurry, he tightened his fingers holding Lin Qiuxuan slightly, trying to convey his emotions.
Lin Qiuxuan felt the heat on the back of his hand, moved his fingertips, and didn't try to break free.
He suddenly felt that Qi Shizhou's temperature reassured him so much, just like the heartbeat heard by Qi Shizhou held on his chest when he was in danger just after crossing, it made him feel at ease.
It shouldn't be.
A thought flashed through Lin Qiuxuan's mind, and suddenly he stopped trying to express his thoughts.
Qi Shizhou's eyes were tinged with deep thought, he stayed with Lin Qiuxuan for a while, and began to try to divert Lin Qiuxuan's attention, asking Lin Qiuxuan if there was anything else he wanted to know.
Lin Qiuxuan was silent for a moment, and an inexplicable embarrassment rose from his heart, which made him unable to hold back and asked directly.
"Aren't you going to tell me everything honestly? Why are you asking me what I want to know now?"
Qi Shizhou paused, and quickly admitted his mistake: "I made a mistake."
In order to ease Lin Qiuxuan's emotions, he thought about it for a while, and decided to explain what he did little by little, starting with Lin Qiuxuan approaching the Federation.
Pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy, deliberately following Shu Cheng Xiao Hansheng's calculations to attract Mo Yu, and keeping Lu Zhiqiu, who is also capable enough, out...
One by one, one by one, not to mention that what Qi Shizhou did must be wrong, these actions fell into Lin Qiuxuan's ears, and it is really not advisable.
Lin Qiuxuan asked: "You have the energy, but you can't deal with outsiders? What's the matter with wrestling with your own people?"
Qi Shizhou heard that Lin Qiuxuan was really angry, and felt a little helpless, and did not defend himself.
The truth is, he thinks it is not difficult to deal with outsiders, but it is difficult to prevent them from being valued by Lin Qiuxuan.
Lin Qiuxuan had nothing to say, and looked at Qi Shizhou quietly for a while, then changed the subject roughly: "Apart from these, do you have anything else to explain?"
Qi Shizhou paused, and continued: "Xiao Hansheng's series of actions helped me a lot. After he died down, I decided to confess as soon as possible."
He found the right time several times, but it was terminated because of Lin Qiuxuan's evasion, and he had to delay until today.
Of course, Qi Shizhou would not condemn Lin Qiuxuan for evading, but would only reflect on whether he was too impatient.
The more he was like this, the more complicated Lin Qiuxuan's mood became.
Guilt, withdrawal, distress mixed with a bit of joy that he couldn't express himself, made his thoughts a mess, and he couldn't sort out an answer for a long time.
Qi Shizhou was still honestly explaining what he had done, Lin Qiuxuan stared at him for a while, and looked away a little irritatedly.
His mind was so confused that he didn't want to listen to Qi Shizhou anymore.
Reluctantly holding on for a while, Lin Qiuxuan finally couldn't hold back, and waved to Qi Shizhou: "Forget it, don't talk about it, I need to be quiet."
Qi Shizhou stopped talking, looked at Lin Qiuxuan's face unobtrusively, and nodded slowly.
Lin Qiuxuan stood up and opened the door, beckoning Qi Shizhou to leave, his attitude was very blunt, but also full of intimacy.
Qi Shizhou was determined, walked out the door obediently, stood still in the corridor, and looked back at Lin Qiuxuan deliberately, with doubts in his eyes.
Lin Qiuxuan was upset, and didn't think much about it, and replied casually: "I don't go to the cafeteria for lunch, please find someone to deliver to my room. Oh, forget about Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng, I don't want to see any of you today."
A smile appeared in Qi Shizhou's eyes, and quickly disappeared before Lin Qiuxuan found out.
He nodded and said, "I will convey it."
Lin Qiuxuan didn't realize how smooth the eye contact between him and Qi Shizhou was, he waved his hand again and closed the door with a bang.
Qi Shizhou stood in the corridor for a while, after recollecting the exchange with Lin Qiuxuan just now, he turned to look for Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng.
Although the adjutant helped to stop the two people, he was pressed for time, and the method he chose was a bit drastic, which might arouse the anger of the two.In order to calm the situation, and for Lin Qiuxuan to be left alone, he needs to clean up the mess as soon as possible.
Of course, he still needs to convey Lin Qiuxuan's words to the two of them.
As for whether Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng would be angry when they heard what he conveyed, they would be at odds with him...
Qi Shizhou didn't care.
If it wasn't for Lin Qiuxuan's presence, he would have been strangers to other people, how could he maintain the superficial peace?
Lu Zhiqiu, Xiao Hansheng, Shu Cheng and even Mo Yu also have the same thoughts as him.
They are all people with similar experiences, who can hide it from whom?
It is precisely because they know each other well enough that Qi Shizhou's attitude is particularly tough, which makes the atmosphere between Xiao Hansheng and Lu Zhiqiu more tense with him.
Fortunately, the garrison of the Seventeenth Army has been cleaned up, otherwise, seeing the three of them loathing each other, some people might be tempted.
Lin Qiuxuan stayed in the house and did not go out, but this did not prevent him from smelling the coming wind and rain from the words of the adjutant and others. With a complicated mentality, he rejected everyone's temptation.
These little bastards would gossip whenever they like, his old father can't control them anymore.
Lin Qiuxuan sighed for a long time: "I don't have much energy when I get older, and I won't join in the fun of young people."
The tone is sincere and the content is simple, if you don't look at Lin Qiuxuan's age, it is like the sigh of a real old father.
Qi Shizhou's adjutant stood stiffly in front of Lin Qiuxuan's room, speechless.
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Qi Shizhou's affection for him stemmed from his help on the forum. If he hadn't been the main planner and hadn't personally arranged for Qi Shizhou's suffering past, this reason was enough for both him and Qi Shizhou.
But good luck tricks people, he is the chief planner of "Star Wars" and one of the chief culprits of Qi Shizhou's ill-fated fate.
He gave Qi Shizhou a past full of thorns, because he failed to resist the pressure of his boss, which caused Qi Shizhou to lose his bright future, and even survival became a problem.
He is ashamed of Qi Shizhou.
This guilt is also one of the reasons why Lin Qiuxuan avoided Qi Shizhou subconsciously. Even if he didn't realize it clearly, it didn't prevent Qi Shizhou from seeing it clearly.
Qi Shizhou didn't intend to let guilt become an excuse for Lin Qiuxuan to escape.
Lin Qiuxuan has expectations for him, why can't he take this one step further?
The tone was still gentle, but every sentence Qi Shizhou followed was full of aggressive and sharp.
"Qiu Xuan, I have lived for so many years and hated many people. I hate my father, who is short-sighted and mercenary; I hate my stepmother, who is vicious and cruel, and who makes trouble; I also hate my family. , I hate them for pretending to be deaf and dumb, and hate them for being perfunctory. It is they who make my life full of suffering, let me sink in the quagmire, and the more I struggle, the deeper I sink."
Lin Qiuxuan turned pale when he heard this.
Qi Shizhou stretched out his hand and stroked Lin Qiuxuan's cheek lightly, his eyes were deep and gloomy, mixed with emotions so strong that they couldn't be resolved.
"Don't be afraid of me. I have hated many people, but I have never hated you."
The people he hated caused him trouble in order to limit his future, while Lin Qiuxuan was just the opposite.
Every disaster that Lin Qiuxuan designed for him ultimately brought him a brighter future.
Qi Shizhou thought very clearly, it's not that Lin Qiuxuan doesn't love him, it's not that he has no expectations for him, it's because he wants him to go further that he puts him through some tests.
Just like a master jeweler gets a rough stone, no matter how optimistic he is about the rough stone, before he painstakingly polishes it, in the eyes of others, the rough stone is just a rough stone and will not bloom with amazing luster.
Qi Shizhou felt that Lin Qiuxuan was right.
"I don't want to recognize my father or my family. I just want to recognize you. Compared to being controlled by them, it is an honor for me to be born because of you, created by you, and exist for you."
Like the supreme glory engraved in his blood, Lin Qiuxuan is his flesh and blood.
A little bit of warmth came from the fingertips continuously, and the fire in Qi Shizhou's heart became more and more intense, but there was no anger at all, only endless lust.
Qi Shizhou knew he shouldn't be so anxious, but he couldn't take it anymore.
He wanted Lin Qiuxuan.
Think now.
Lin Qiuxuan was not moved by Qi Shizhou's confession, his cheeks were flushed, and he subconsciously leaned back to avoid Qi Shizhou's fingers, but he was even more horrified in his heart.
"You, you know?"
The meaning in Qi Shizhou's words is too terrifying, it is actually expressing Lin Qiuxuan that he knows the identity of the planner!
This is a secret that Lin Qiuxuan dare not reveal at all, and it is also the identity that Lin Qiuxuan fears the most.
He is the planner, he created the suffering of Qi Shizhou and others.
He didn't seem to do anything, but he was like an executioner.
Lin Qiuxuan didn't know if everything was exposed, whether he could still bear the responsibility that should belong to him.
Subconsciously closing his eyes, Lin Qiuxuan recalled Qi Shizhou's behavior, and the more he thought about it, the more complicated his mood became.
Qi Shizhou quickly interrupted Lin Qiuxuan's association, put one hand on the back of Lin Qiuxuan's hand: "Qiuxuan, relax. No one knows your identity except me."
Lin Qiuxuan opened his eyes suddenly: "You—"
Qi Shizhou's tone was more gentle: "The communication software that notified us didn't reveal your identity, and I didn't tell others about my guess. Qiuxuan, I won't lie to you. Every word I said just now came from the heart. I was born because of you, To create and exist for you is my ultimate wish to live in this world."
It is also his glory that will never be extinguished.
Lin Qiuxuan stared blankly at Qi Shizhou, his eyes locked on Qi Shizhou's face, and gradually, he understood the seriousness from the corners of his eyes and brows.
Qi Shizhou really wouldn't lie to him, and he really felt...
It is a joy to exist because of him.
But, how could Qi Shizhou do this?
Lin Qiuxuan's brain was in a mess, he hesitated to speak several times, but couldn't form a complete sentence, so he could only stare at Qi Shizhou even more blankly, unable to express himself for a long time.
Qi Shizhou was not in a hurry, he tightened his fingers holding Lin Qiuxuan slightly, trying to convey his emotions.
Lin Qiuxuan felt the heat on the back of his hand, moved his fingertips, and didn't try to break free.
He suddenly felt that Qi Shizhou's temperature reassured him so much, just like the heartbeat heard by Qi Shizhou held on his chest when he was in danger just after crossing, it made him feel at ease.
It shouldn't be.
A thought flashed through Lin Qiuxuan's mind, and suddenly he stopped trying to express his thoughts.
Qi Shizhou's eyes were tinged with deep thought, he stayed with Lin Qiuxuan for a while, and began to try to divert Lin Qiuxuan's attention, asking Lin Qiuxuan if there was anything else he wanted to know.
Lin Qiuxuan was silent for a moment, and an inexplicable embarrassment rose from his heart, which made him unable to hold back and asked directly.
"Aren't you going to tell me everything honestly? Why are you asking me what I want to know now?"
Qi Shizhou paused, and quickly admitted his mistake: "I made a mistake."
In order to ease Lin Qiuxuan's emotions, he thought about it for a while, and decided to explain what he did little by little, starting with Lin Qiuxuan approaching the Federation.
Pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy, deliberately following Shu Cheng Xiao Hansheng's calculations to attract Mo Yu, and keeping Lu Zhiqiu, who is also capable enough, out...
One by one, one by one, not to mention that what Qi Shizhou did must be wrong, these actions fell into Lin Qiuxuan's ears, and it is really not advisable.
Lin Qiuxuan asked: "You have the energy, but you can't deal with outsiders? What's the matter with wrestling with your own people?"
Qi Shizhou heard that Lin Qiuxuan was really angry, and felt a little helpless, and did not defend himself.
The truth is, he thinks it is not difficult to deal with outsiders, but it is difficult to prevent them from being valued by Lin Qiuxuan.
Lin Qiuxuan had nothing to say, and looked at Qi Shizhou quietly for a while, then changed the subject roughly: "Apart from these, do you have anything else to explain?"
Qi Shizhou paused, and continued: "Xiao Hansheng's series of actions helped me a lot. After he died down, I decided to confess as soon as possible."
He found the right time several times, but it was terminated because of Lin Qiuxuan's evasion, and he had to delay until today.
Of course, Qi Shizhou would not condemn Lin Qiuxuan for evading, but would only reflect on whether he was too impatient.
The more he was like this, the more complicated Lin Qiuxuan's mood became.
Guilt, withdrawal, distress mixed with a bit of joy that he couldn't express himself, made his thoughts a mess, and he couldn't sort out an answer for a long time.
Qi Shizhou was still honestly explaining what he had done, Lin Qiuxuan stared at him for a while, and looked away a little irritatedly.
His mind was so confused that he didn't want to listen to Qi Shizhou anymore.
Reluctantly holding on for a while, Lin Qiuxuan finally couldn't hold back, and waved to Qi Shizhou: "Forget it, don't talk about it, I need to be quiet."
Qi Shizhou stopped talking, looked at Lin Qiuxuan's face unobtrusively, and nodded slowly.
Lin Qiuxuan stood up and opened the door, beckoning Qi Shizhou to leave, his attitude was very blunt, but also full of intimacy.
Qi Shizhou was determined, walked out the door obediently, stood still in the corridor, and looked back at Lin Qiuxuan deliberately, with doubts in his eyes.
Lin Qiuxuan was upset, and didn't think much about it, and replied casually: "I don't go to the cafeteria for lunch, please find someone to deliver to my room. Oh, forget about Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng, I don't want to see any of you today."
A smile appeared in Qi Shizhou's eyes, and quickly disappeared before Lin Qiuxuan found out.
He nodded and said, "I will convey it."
Lin Qiuxuan didn't realize how smooth the eye contact between him and Qi Shizhou was, he waved his hand again and closed the door with a bang.
Qi Shizhou stood in the corridor for a while, after recollecting the exchange with Lin Qiuxuan just now, he turned to look for Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng.
Although the adjutant helped to stop the two people, he was pressed for time, and the method he chose was a bit drastic, which might arouse the anger of the two.In order to calm the situation, and for Lin Qiuxuan to be left alone, he needs to clean up the mess as soon as possible.
Of course, he still needs to convey Lin Qiuxuan's words to the two of them.
As for whether Lu Zhiqiu and Xiao Hansheng would be angry when they heard what he conveyed, they would be at odds with him...
Qi Shizhou didn't care.
If it wasn't for Lin Qiuxuan's presence, he would have been strangers to other people, how could he maintain the superficial peace?
Lu Zhiqiu, Xiao Hansheng, Shu Cheng and even Mo Yu also have the same thoughts as him.
They are all people with similar experiences, who can hide it from whom?
It is precisely because they know each other well enough that Qi Shizhou's attitude is particularly tough, which makes the atmosphere between Xiao Hansheng and Lu Zhiqiu more tense with him.
Fortunately, the garrison of the Seventeenth Army has been cleaned up, otherwise, seeing the three of them loathing each other, some people might be tempted.
Lin Qiuxuan stayed in the house and did not go out, but this did not prevent him from smelling the coming wind and rain from the words of the adjutant and others. With a complicated mentality, he rejected everyone's temptation.
These little bastards would gossip whenever they like, his old father can't control them anymore.
Lin Qiuxuan sighed for a long time: "I don't have much energy when I get older, and I won't join in the fun of young people."
The tone is sincere and the content is simple, if you don't look at Lin Qiuxuan's age, it is like the sigh of a real old father.
Qi Shizhou's adjutant stood stiffly in front of Lin Qiuxuan's room, speechless.
Marshal, it's not that my subordinates don't help you, it's because Mr. Lin is too high-handed, my subordinates... can't help you!Rose Novel Network, Rose Novel Network, everyone remember to bookmark or remember the URL, URL m.meiguixs.net Rose Novel Network is free and fastest updated without anti-theft and without anti-theft. Wrong chapter. Ask for books and find books. Please add qq to chat with book friends Group: 647377658 (group number)
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