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"Little ancestor, don't hurt me all the time, I don't have any confidence anymore."

No, being denied by others all day long is such a trauma to me that even Yunnan Baiyao's injections can't smooth it over.

This time it was Bian Mu's turn to laugh loudly, patting the corner of the table and couldn't stop, laughing is also a kind of exercise, a good medicine to digest depression.

"I'll try my best, okay, little Kouzi, you have to have confidence in yourself, clench your fists, and read to me, Shao Kou is great, Shao Kou is awesome, Shao Kou is the best..."

Great fart.

"It's not okay to be so general, you have to say that you are ugly."

Whoops, I can still use an idiom. Bian Mu twisted his body and leaned against the hard sharp corner, with one foot against the upright leg of the opposite stool. This old man is quite heavy. He kicked him and still didn’t respond. , did not back out at all, and could only support it on his knees, his long and narrow eyes were bright, looking at him with crystal clear purity, "Do you want me to praise you?"

The man who was close at hand stopped laughing in an instant, let go of the arms on his sides, with a serious expression on his face, and replied, "I want to."

He kind of wants to know what he looks like in the eyes of others. He may not even know what he should be like.

The hair on Bian Mu's forehead is a bit mischievous, always smooth and trying to cover up his bright eyes, he blows his breath upwards, and teases him with fluttering eyebrows, "Well, what can I praise you for, um, it saves bullets, 3 minute."

What the hell?

"Ok?"

He really didn't understand, didn't he praise him?Why didn't you step on it?

"Pull it down if you don't understand."

Well, you're a bastard, you'll go blind when you drink too much, but now you're pretending to be innocent again.

It's normal for men to talk dirty, and it's normal to talk rough, anyway, they're all of the same kind, and no one knows how much they have.

"I don't understand, but you understand it..." After saying a word, he suddenly reacted, what the hell, wouldn't it be what he thought? ? ?

Bian Mu was still in the same posture just now, watching him suddenly froze and coughed dryly, he was a little embarrassed, it was like wanting to destroy his image on a whim, but in the end he threw out a meme, people didn't understand, but when they understood, they unexpectedly Don't be too ashamed to be struck by lightning.

"Hey, no way, just kidding."

He thought that the two of them had already reached a deeper level of friendship, so he didn't care about it. Besides, he was telling the truth of the boss, and it took 3 minutes to play it all.

And Shao Kou's psychology at the moment is also complicated. Although he can accept the fact that he will be emotional with a man, it does not mean that he will accept that he is gay. There is still a difference. For women, he knows his problem, so there is no way to improve it. At this moment, Bian Mu's words made him realize that it is not simply because he is in love, nor is it simply because he is facing a man When he was emotional, what slapped his face was that he concretized this man, concretizing it into a long process, concreting that this man no longer existed in the dream, but was real and touchable. He had always been too fond of himself. So confident that he forgot that he also eats whole grains and is just a mortal.

Time will stack up infinitely, crushing you bit by bit.

Men are not all big-chested and brainless. Some people are born with special perception ability to various situations. At first, Bian Mu positioned this man as a rather rough farmer. He doubted his judgment. Why did such a man not throw himself into the arms of the big city and choose to stay in this broken valley? He had an unprecedented interest in exploring and wanted to know his past. And the so-called once upon a time.

"Hey, I found that you are really serious about life. Don't you usually joke with your friends? Or talk about it, women?"

When a man sits together, especially if he is not yet married, it is natural that there are several major topics, one industry, and the other is naturally a woman. He does not seem to be a man of few words. Could it be possible that we have not let go of him?Or, his own problem, a little bit too big, how shocking is it to let a man masturbate after drunk?

Two men, two empty wine bottles, in the end, just to struggle with such a problem, but didn't come to a conclusion until the middle of the night, so they simply went back to their respective rooms and went to sleep separately.

The morning after the rain was very cold, with bone-chilling cold. As soon as Shao Kou opened the door, he was shivered by the air-conditioning. He walked back to the house quickly and put on the jacket again, and pulled the hat tight. Thumping and running away, most of the people here go to bed early at night, and wake up early, and when they have nothing to do, they go out for a walk and look at their own vegetable fields. Tofu's family has a college student who has a bright future, a bright future, and so on.

Shao Kou stood behind and listened to the ears and went to the supermarket. The proprietress was about to pickle the goose eggs and squatted in the corner to clean the jar. She didn't look back when she heard the movement at the door. She probably came to visit and was about to close the door today. Going to drink and have fun, they all got up early to prepare to shout and exercise, and shouted loudly, "Don't brag about your bullshit all day long, and then shrink back on the spot, it's shameful."

"Who is Aunt talking about?"

Shao Kou came over from the front yard with his head down, and the proprietress let go of his hand and looked him up. Hey, this kid, "What are you doing? Wear all black, go, change."

You are an old crow, on a festive day, you dress like you are going to a funeral.

"Huh? I didn't notice, come back later, how many boxes of beer should I carry first?"

He was in a hurry to work all morning, and there was only this silly boy.

She was not polite, "Go ahead, move ten first, and then take if there is not enough. By the way, you take two bags of fried melon seeds and peanuts."

The dirt road was a bit muddy, and Shao Kou habitually wanted to scrape the mud off his shoes, but then he thought, forget it, just walk like this, and wait to go back and brush.

Carrying a suitcase in each hand, he went to the restaurant at the entrance of the village. There were a few old men and women chatting at the door, looking at him from a distance, "Hey, Xiao Kouzi, have you eaten? There are fried dough sticks and soy milk, put them down and have a drink. "

"Okay, I'll put the wine in first."

The restaurant's uncle went to the city to buy vegetables, and there was no one to help. Shao Kou helped to soak the rice in the pot, then turned around and continued to carry beer.

Bian Mu drank a little wine yesterday and slept soundly. As soon as he kicked on the thin quilt, he fell under the bed. It can be seen how fierce the battle is, and no one has the virtue of sleeping.

The little bastard suffered from motion sickness yesterday, and fell asleep in the nest before the two masters were drinking together. When he got up early this morning, he felt tired again, so he lay on his back and did not move. When he saw the door being opened, his eyelids rolled lazily No matter how handsome he is, he can't arouse the baby's desire to get up.

"Hey, why did you roll your eyes? Could it be poisoning?"

This little dog is not happy all day, and feels a little empty.

The man standing at the door is still wearing a light khaki sweater today, bent down to pick up the small meatballs with heavy hands, and stroked the fur on his back, with a rare warmth, "Hug you, seeing how hungry you are!" Come on, little bastard, are you a little lonely, or else, book a wife in advance for you?"

This idea is very good. I went downstairs and went out with it in my arms. I happened to meet Shao Kou who came out of the supermarket with two boxes. He felt hot just now and took off his coat. Inside was a white half-sleeve with a foot of dirt and collapse. The black trousers are full of mud spots, simply, don't challenge the bottom line of people's cleanliness too much.

Sure enough, the disgust was normal, and the poisonous tongue was still the same, "You rolled out of the mud, just took it off and threw it into the trash can."

The little bastard in his arms glared at him. The chef is unqualified. He gets up early and has no food. He deserves to be scolded by the handsome master. Even I want to give you a word, hum.

"I'll send it home later to change it. Why do you get up so early? Insomnia?"

While talking, he approached a person and a dog, but naturally he was bombarded again, "You look like a beggar on your knees, my family has nothing to eat, please find another one, chivalrous man."

Yes, there is no food, even if there is, it is my baby, I won’t give it to you, the little bastard suddenly bared his teeth at the man standing on the dirt road, his mental activity was very active.

"The poor monk brought him home, and he drank the Dharma name for nothing. Donor, please rest assured. All I need is a bowl of clean water."

What's wrong with the brain circuit, which caused it to be so strange, like two big fools, and they drink for nothing, why don't you eat for nothing?

Bian Mu couldn't control the corners of his mouth, as the sun was pouring down at this moment, he continued to follow his topic with Jinbian, "Didn't you see the river at the head of the village when you came? There is plenty of water in it, and you also bring your own With the taste of seafood, you can drink as much as you want, I will show you the way, go quickly."

Stretch out your finger and point to the front, let's go quickly, standing and talking with two boxes of beer won't hurt your back, right? This guy is so stupid.

"Farewell to the poor monk, and return to the almsgiver."

Shao Kou also raised the corners of his mouth, let out his arms slightly, turned around and picked some clean and firm places, and put them one by one against the corner of the wall. He scooped up a bag of freshly ground soybean milk, pinched four or five deep-fried dough sticks, and thought about grabbing a few more. It's a steamed stuffed bun, I don't know what kind of stuffing it is, if the little painter doesn't like to eat it when he goes back, he will pick up the leftovers and eat it reluctantly, there is enough for one person, enough for two people.

The red and white long strips of tiles inlaid on the outer wall of the second floor are washed by the rain, shining beautifully. Bian Mu is sitting in the tea room, twirling sandalwood beads and reciting the Heart Sutra. The wooden sliding door is open. , There are some newly emerging emerald green leaves in the fence yard, one after another spread their wings to absorb the wind and drink the dew, seeking to grow vigorously.

Shao Kou took off his shoes directly, and he had to go into the house to change his pants. He looked around for a circle of people wearing socks. This person, he can't go upstairs to catch up on sleep again. He should be called a sleepy god, sleeping twelve times a day. hours of neurosis.

Turning a corner, I saw the door of the tea room was open. I realized it instantly. I stepped lightly. I stood at the door and looked in. Sure enough, in the bright sunshine, a light-colored figure was sitting upright. His voice was intoxicated and dull, his eyes were closed, and he walked slowly. Nian, he is really a man with great contrasts. He is suitable for being quiet and moving, angry and angry. Although he is an authentic light chaser on the surface, he is in the shadow of the magic cave and comes to this world with pain.

"I'm back, eat first?"

Bian Mu broke free from nothingness, because someone whispered in his ear, I'm back.

The author has something to say: Shao Kou: You are not a monk, what scriptures do you recite all day long?

Bianmu: Heart Sutra.

Shao Kou: It is naturally cool when the mind is calm, is it calm?

Bian Mu: You're already cold, bye.

Shao Kou: It's getting cooler at night, so why don't you cover me?

Bianmu: Go away.

Shao Kou regrets: Sigh, I should have asked just now, should I have sex?

Bian Mu raises his eyebrows: Get lost.