lifetime

"Quick, call an ambulance..."

Shao Kou got close, first squatted down to check her breathing, Bian Mu followed behind him in a daze, a lot of people poured down from upstairs, amidst the exclamation, one woman was especially hysterical, the ambulance came with the police Woke up, the persons in charge of this art exhibition were all temporarily detained, and the degree is still in communication with the lawyer. This matter has nothing to do with them. The little girl's mother did not hug her, so she fell from the fourth floor , Who can blame this?

In the corner, Bian Mu slowly pushed the man next to him holding his head, "What's wrong with you?"

He didn't say a word in the car just now, especially after receiving the notification from the hospital that the little girl had died after treatment failed, Shao Kou became even more silent.

The man didn't speak, and Bian Mu didn't ask any more questions. He also felt uncomfortable. The shock he saw with his own eyes was too great. It was a life.

After negotiating the degree, he rubbed his eyebrows and came over to comfort the frightened little guy, "It's okay, no one wants this kind of thing to happen, we will take extra care of the family members, don't be sad, huh?"

At this time, when the warmth is injected into it, it is particularly effective. It is not his fault that Bian Mu himself instilled this concept of nothingness in himself, and it has nothing to do with him. The degree took his hand and stood up, and asked in surprise, "Why is it so cold? Come on, I'll take you to the living room, tell the police that you are on the first floor and see nothing, after taking the transcript, I will take you home Rest, it's okay, trust me."

Shao Kou was still sitting there without moving, Bian Mu turned his head to look at him, his voice became soft again, "Come with me."

The three men sat side by side. The police adjusted the surveillance. It was indeed an accident, but they still asked, "You two were in a dead corner on the first floor. What were you doing?"

The degree gave the lawyer a look, and naturally refuted the question.

"Does this have anything to do with the case? My two parties have the right not to answer."

The policeman nodded. According to the intermittent description of the little girl's mother, the flowers on the railing of the stairs were too beautiful. She wanted to pick one for her mother, so she didn't hug her and picked one off. The person involved was in a very bad mood. If you collapse, you want to commit suicide, that's right, committing a crime.

"Well, it's really okay, it's just a pity, okay, just sign and go."

When a few people came out, Shao Kou still hunched over and remained silent, instead he continued to comfort Bian Mu in a high-profile manner, telling recent interesting stories and jokes, obviously well-intentioned.

Back at the villa, when the two of them entered the door, someone knocked on the door. The old man always waited outside after listening to Ms. Yuan's report with great headache. It was a painting exhibition, and there was a problem with security. I was so shocked that I started to criticize him without even taking off my shoes, "Bian Mu, this incident has not yet fermented, how could you have such a big loophole, this is a dead man , how do people in your company do security work, huh?"

The entire art exhibition is still on the fourth floor, why can't it fit on the first floor?

Ms. Yuan wanted to talk to him but couldn't. What does this have to do with his son? There were so many people holding art exhibitions in that area before, and there was never a problem. Besides, there are not many people today. If the fall caused by the congestion can still talk It's her son's problem, really, there's nothing wrong with it if you want to punish him.

When Lao Tzu was training the boy, Shao Kou went out to hide and smoke by himself. The moon outside was so round. Unfortunately, some people couldn’t see it after all.

I don't know when they left, Bian Mu sent his father back, and saw the old man sitting behind the bushes at a glance, "Go, go in."

Picking the soil on the ground, with his face buried in the shadows, the words he said were a bit like ice under the eaves, shining with spikes that could kill people, "Bian Mu, I regret it."

What?regret?

"Ok?"

Shao Kou patted his trouser legs and stood up, holding his chin and looking up, "I'm sorry, I can't waste any more time by your side."

There are still many things I need to do, I don't want to waste time on you, this is a choice, you, or...

The slightly trembling green light on the grass reflects Bian Mu's paleness, and his brain may have also fallen off. Today, it seems, is an unlucky day.

"Go ahead and talk about it tomorrow."

Tired, very tired, don't want to talk, don't want to move.

Shao Kou recovered the temperature of the past, made him a cup of warm milk, went to bed and hugged him, humming a ditty, the long dark night, accompanied by the bloody floor and red skirt, the dream was also replayed, over and over again , eyes closed, do not want to wake up.

I would rather it was a dream, or, it was just a dream. The next morning, Bian Mu got up and lay on the old man's strong chest, jumping vigorously, stroking his new stubble , Hehehe stretched out his hand and set fires around, "Let you pretend to be asleep..."

Biting and gnawing at his lips, the old bastard was pretty good at pretending, "Still awake?"

Shao Kou opened his eyes, grabbed his wrist and lifted it up, his eyes were cold and peaceful, without any emotion at all, "I thought you would be sad for a long time, it seems that I overestimated you."

what?

Bian Mu is ignorant, his usual style is to sleep and see the world, what kind of nonsense is this talking about?

"You said, what happened yesterday?"

He didn't think it was necessary to embarrass himself for others.

The man pushed him away and sat up, took off his vest, raised his hand and casually put on half of his sleeves, "Since you're fine, I'm leaving today."

Suddenly without a warm embrace, Bian Mu sat up straight with his arms propped up, his long and narrow eyes raised, his lips slightly pursed, and asked him in a breathless voice, "Speak clearly."

If you are capable, look into my eyes and speak clearly.

The curtains were pulled open, a man who was sweet and glutinous yesterday morning, today, removed all the disguise, he is steel, there is no soft existence, the side face carved by a knife is facing him, and the words that come out are harsh, "Bian Mu, I don't want to play games with you anymore, there are more important things waiting for me to do, and I have nothing left for you, just pretend that you have never met me before."

Anyway, your memory is very short, it doesn't matter.

Anyway, your world is rich, and you should be attracted to new things soon.

Anyway, you have many hobbies, without him, you can still be obsessed.

Anyway, in this world, no one is inseparable from anyone.

"Who the hell is playing games with you? Tell me again? What are you doing?"

Bian Mu's voice was unsteady, almost knotted in urgency, and a big hole seemed to be pierced in his heart, blowing a cool breeze, he felt like a baby kangaroo, and he didn't want to get out of the bag.

The man suddenly squatted down, pressed his hands, and buried his face between his legs, "I won't be long, you can wait for me, Bianmu, I love you, huh?"

The love between the two men seems to be more fragile, unable to withstand the wind and rain, and they understand the difficulty of maintaining it. The endless self-contradiction without temptation has expanded, and there is no place to stand.

"Don't prevaricate me with words, tell me clearly, what are you going to do? Why? Wasn't it fine yesterday?"

Getting to the bottom of it is a necessity for a quarrel. I have to know what you think before I can change your opinion.

Well, Shao Kou didn't sleep all night, his eyeballs were full of bloodshot eyes, he couldn't forgive himself.

"Bian Mu, I'm punishing myself, you wait for me, okay?"

He was silent yesterday, could it be because of that little girl?

"Do you know that little girl? Or how, why, you make it clear, she has nothing to do with us, why do you punish yourself? I don't understand, I can't understand..."

The incomparable expression was abruptly interrupted by Shao Kou, his voice appeared in the form of a roar, a tearing bottom line without struggle, "No, no, it has something to do with me, if, if I Turn around and I can catch her, you know, it's only a few steps away, it's entirely possible for me to catch her..."

Bian Mu stood still, what were they doing at that time?In the…

Shao Kou was still very excited, pinched his arm with obvious blue veins, gritted his teeth, and spit out one word after another, "I will catch her, she won't die, she won't bleed, she won't just be like this Death, you understand? The kind of what-if..."

Both of them were on the verge of pain, one opened his hand and wanted to pull the other, but he couldn't use his strength.

"No if, it has nothing to do with us, you can't think like that, you, you..."

Before he finished speaking, the man in front of him froze his face and stood up in an instant, and proposed to leave again loudly, "I will disappear for a few months, or even a few years. You can choose to wait for me, or you don't have to wait."

But, I will come back to you.

He leaned over and held his face, low and reluctant, "When I close my eyes now, I will look like that little girl before she died. I really can't continue to play with you like this. I'm afraid that one day I will become a numb People without passion, Bian Mu, I love you, but I love peace and a world without any filth more, so, you fulfill me this time, huh?"

He desperately wants to do something to make up for this mistake, instead of cooking and mopping the floor every day, doing things that have no meaning in reincarnation.

This morning, it was bitingly cold, more bitter than the wind in the twelfth lunar month of winter, Bian Mu completely lost his language, he was tripped by his own logic, on the one hand, he could save the little girl, on the other hand, don’t talk about it, at all It is his own life, and no one can help him. He is trapped in this kind of crazy transformation back and forth, unable to wake up. After waiting for the chaos, he realizes that in the huge house, he is the only one left, living creatures with low temperature. body.

He, really, just dropped him and left.

The author has something to say: Bian Mu: You are very strange, it has nothing to do with us.

Shao Kou: If I turn around, I will save her, and I will.

Bianmu: The problems that have already occurred, do you still talk about if it is useful?

Shao Kou: I will supervise my future.

Bian Mu: Is this why you want to leave me?absurd.

Shao Kou: As long as I kiss you, I will hear a bang from behind, and I will be afraid, huh?

Bian Mu: I am also sad, but is our life over?

Shao Kou: I can't forgive myself.

Bianmu: I can't communicate with you at all.

Shao Kou: So, we all need to be quiet, don't we?