Virewolf

The old wolf king stepped into the ruins, looked at the devastation, and sighed: "I didn't expect that the last farewell was actually the last time."

After recovering for a period of time, Mo Yan recovered from his injuries. Standing in front of it, he apologized deeply: "I didn't guard the wolf forest properly."

Saying that, it lowered its head and bowed deeply.

"No," the old wolf king shook his head, "it's not your fault, children, you did your best."

Stepping on this land, strange yet familiar, the old wolf king looked around at the wolves, and finally his eyes fell on Tang Fuchu.

Tang Fuchu just wanted to introduce himself, but the old wolf king said first: "It's good that you are fine."

This old friend's tone made him a little dazed.

The old wolf king said to the wolves: "I went to the town on this trip..."

Tang Fuchu thought for a moment, remembering that Grandpa Qiu's hut was on the way to the town, he hurriedly asked, "Then, do you see a hut?"

The old wolf king looked at him again, Tang Fuchu tried his best to describe: "There is an old man in the house, he is an old doctor."

"I'll talk to you later." The old wolf king seemed to have deep meaning, and continued to talk to the wolves, "I have gained a lot from this trip. A prescription for common wolves."

Hearing this, all the wolves looked different.

Tang Fachu was stunned for a moment, and looked at Mo Yan.

Mo Yan was also looking at him, stretched out his paw, and stepped on the back of his hand softly.

Tang Fuchu's heart became very soft, very soft.

"Everyone can think about it, I respect your choice."

After the announcement, the old wolf king smiled slightly and said to Tang Fuchu: "Come on, follow me."

It walked a few steps, then turned to look at Mo Yan: "You come too."

Tang Fuchu and Mo Yan exchanged glances, and followed it.

Above the majestic Yunfeng, the back is against the Black Mountain behind the fire.

They stood on the cliff, looking at the unrecognizable scenery.

The spring breeze was still gentle, the old wolf king said to Tang Fuchu: "There is no need to look for it anymore, your grandpa has already passed away."

Tang Fuchu was taken aback: "What...? What happened?"

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are common things." The old wolf king said calmly, "He passed away a long time ago. You were still young and had no parents. He was worried about you, so he asked me to lie to you."

Tang Fuchu couldn't believe it: "For so long, it's you..."

The old wolf king laughed vigorously: "I'm not lying, I didn't expect you to be so easy to deceive."

Tang Fuchu: "..."

Tang Fuchu couldn't stand still, he said blankly, "How could it be?"

"Old Qiu saved me. The evolved wolf was rejected in the wolf forest, so I lived with him. Later, he was seriously ill. Before he died, he entrusted you to me and let me guard the wolf forest." The old wolf king narrated In the past, with a calm face, he looked at Tang Fuchu and paused slightly, "What?"

"I didn't expect Grandpa Qiu to die," Tang Fuchu said in a daze, without any idea, "I never thought about it, it was so sudden..."

The old wolf king asked back: "Old Qiu is old, is it normal to die?"

Tang Fuchu frowned slightly, his face pale: "That's the case, life and death are important matters, how could I not be sad when I heard this suddenly?"

"Do you take death so seriously?" The old wolf king nodded, and glanced at Mo Yan, "If this is the case, I'm afraid you can't accept some things even more."

Tang Fuchu's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly looked at Mo Yan: "What's the matter?"

Mo Yan was startled, and heard the old wolf king say: "If Mo Yan can only accompany you for more than ten years, can you accept it?"

Tang Fuchu stopped breathing, he was as cold as ice in the warm spring breeze, and said dumbly, "What do you mean?"

As soon as he said this, he became excited: "Isn't it an evolved wolf? Can't it become a human? Isn't its lifespan as long as a human?"

Mo Yan looked at him in a daze, the wolf fur on the top of his head was slightly raised, looking immature and cute.

The old wolf king shook his head: "Although it can evolve into a human being, the essence of a wolf is still a wolf, and its lifespan is still only ten years."

Tang Fuchu didn't stand still, and fell to the ground. He was already stupid, and could only ask blankly, "Why?"

"why why……"

Mo Yan was stunned for a few seconds, lowered his eyes slightly, and said calmly: "There is no reason for this, the lifespan is predetermined, and the wolf is born like this."

Tang Fuchu stared at it silently, his eyes seemed to make sharp and hoarse calls.

He stood up unsteadily, wiped his face, and stumbled away.

The old wolf king asked Mo Yan: "Aren't you chasing him?"

After a short silence, Mo Yan said quietly without turning his head, "There is nothing to chase."

"This kind of thing," it said slowly, "he has to accept it."

Having said that, when Tang Fuchu stood on the top of the smoky mountain for a while, he heard footsteps coming from behind.

He turned his head, full of hesitation.

Mo Yan turned into a human form, and when he walked over, he looked like a young man from some angles.

He thought he was here to coax him, but he didn't think about it. Mo Yan's face was cold, and when he opened his mouth, it was full of sarcasm: "You want so much."

Tang Fuchu thought he didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Mo Yan's figure was sometimes blurred and sometimes clear, and he said coldly:

"I never think like this. I just stay with anyone for a while. In the wolf forest, whether it's a partner around me or someone I know well, if I can see you today, maybe I won't see you tomorrow. Death is the same as death."

Tang Fuchu smiled falsely: "So? You want me to accept it? You want me to accept it right away, don't you?"

Mo Yan was indifferent to his grief, and said to himself: "In the past, I wanted to be with you forever, which means that I will be with you forever in life, but I allow death to separate us."

"I can't do it," Tang Fuchu raised his arms and said sadly, "I can't do it, I can't stand it."

Mo Yan asked him back: "We have experienced so much together, so much, now you tell me, because I can't live as long as you, so you can't bear it?"

He is also as straightforward as in memory, speaking with a rush of momentum:

"There is nothing you can't bear. I will give you all the time I am alive. I will give you whatever you want. Whether you remember me or forget me after I die, just go after your happiness, don't always It's living in narrow sadness, I was never supposed to be your whole life."

"'Narrow sadness'?" Tang Fuchu's eyes were scarlet, "Lost you, is it 'narrow sadness'?"

"I'm not you. I'm just an ordinary human being. I'm just an ordinary person without great feelings and righteousness." Tang Fuchu said restrainedly, but his voice became weaker and weaker. He didn't know who he was asking, "What if it was me? , I can only accompany you for more than ten years, don't you feel anything?"

"I have."

Mo Yan did not deny it.

"I can't accept that you die by accident, but I can accept that you die in your old age," he said softly, with gentle eyes, "If this is the case, I am willing to grow old with you and walk behind you. will stay with me."

"I don't want memories, fuck your mother's memories, I want you! I want you, I want you, do you understand?"

Tang Fuchu was going crazy, he yelled incoherently: "Memories, are memories visible and tangible?"

He really broke down, panting, weeping, and crouched down with his head in his arms: "It's not like this, it can't be like this, I really can't stand it."

At this moment, Mo Yan slowly squatted down, and stretched out his arms to embrace him.

He said softly: "You exist in every place of my life. This is the happiest ten years I have ever lived. For me, this is enough."

Tang Fuchu blushed from crying, and kept shaking his head: "Not enough, not enough, Xiao Yan."

"We will meet again, you just don't have me temporarily, we will meet again."

"Do you believe?"

"If you don't believe me, if you die, you will die. If you die, you will have nothing. There are so many fates in this life. If you die, you will be exhausted. We will never meet again in the future. They are all fucking lies. Children, I don't believe it."

"Believe it," Mo Yan hugged him like a child, rocked him gently, and kissed the top of his hair, "Believe it, good Chuer, I won't lie to you."

"Get out!" Tang Fuchu grabbed his clothes, choked and cursed, "You're dead, and you don't care about anything when you close your eyes, and when I turn around, I find that's not the case, where can I find you? "

"Listen to me," Mo Yan pressed his shoulders, forcing him to look at himself, "Listen to me, we are together now, we are happy, no one can say what will happen in the future, now I am still alive, Don't think about how long I can live, and don't let this matter become a knot in your heart and make you unhappy. The world is impermanent, and it is best to enjoy yourself in time."

"Those are all big words," Tang Fuchu said dejectedly, already calmed down, and a little dull, "If you can really put it down easily, how can there be such deceitful words."

Mo Yan smiled, and rubbed his back: "It's as if I'm not here now, do you want to keep thinking about me like this until I die?"

It sounds ridiculous, but Tang Fuchu said in a daze: "I always thought you would never die, you are still so young, it seems that you will never grow up, sometimes when you look at me, I think you don't understand anything , and understand everything. In fact, I have been asking you all the time, and I already have the answer in my heart, but I just don’t want to believe it.”

"Of course it's impossible for you to live as long as me. I really want to pretend to be generous and not think about it so long ago, but I will probably still think about this sad thing from time to time, and I will never let it go."

They stared at each other for a long time, Mo Yan suddenly laughed.

He seemed helpless and pampered, coaxing softly: "Okay, then don't let it go."

As he said, he hugged Tang Fachu into his arms: "Then think about me all the time, I want to see how much you miss me."

Tang Fuchu didn't answer, but just rubbed his shoulder.

Where he couldn't see, Mo Yan restrained his breathing, he slowly raised his eyes, the vast sky fell into the lake where the tears in his eyes gathered, and there were shallow ripples.

Even though the fire destroyed most of the wolf forest, spring still sprouts in the ruins.

Green pokes its head out of the bare, dry, black soil.

"You are making too much of a joke."

Yaoyao hugged the child, and stuck out her tongue at the old wolf king, "Grandma Lihua knows about you, and she will tell you about you."

The old wolf king smiled and lay beside it basking in the sun, looking at the two black spots in the distance: "It's nothing bad, let him experience it in advance."

"What have you experienced? This is an unnecessary thing." Yaoyao couldn't help but said, "You are too demanding on human beings. This class is really difficult to accept. If I would, I would die of sadness."

"You said that you are almost 70 years old," Yaoyao pouted, "If Tang Fuchu found out, he wouldn't beat you to death."

The old wolf king snorted: "How dare he?!"

Yaoyao couldn't help laughing: "That's really not daring."

"So, the boss is also being kept from you?"

"Well," the old wolf king said lazily, "that kid is too honest."

"Hey," Yaoyao let go of the wolf cub and let it run to play, "tell me why you are doing this."

The old wolf king narrowed his eyes and remembered Lao Qiu's tomb.

"When Lao Qiu just died, I had the same reaction as him. I also blamed everyone, hated this good fortune, and blamed everything. It seems that I can't stand it otherwise." The old wolf king recalled the past, his eyes blurred, "Whether it is human or Well, no matter whether it is an animal, they are reluctant to part with life and death, and no one can take it lightly. If they go through this oolong, they can make them cherish each other even more, and I am willing to go to the fields to beg the scolding of pear blossoms."

Yaoyao fell silent, sniffing.

The old wolf king got up at this time, smiled at her and said:

"You haven't told me where you buried the pear blossom, take me to see her!"