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After severing ties with the Shen family, Shen Shi returned to the United States. At this time, Shen Shi had just turned 19, and he was an adult internationally.The first thing she did was to move out of the host family that Shen's father had found.

Shen Shi, who moved out, rented a house in Brooklyn with the money he had earned from selling paintings. On a street full of people and snakes, there would always be someone screaming suddenly at night, or heart-piercing even during the day. cry.

This kind of ghetto is either drug dealers, alcoholics, drug dealers, or more of the kind of failed people who end up on the streets and become beggars.Shen Shi had no money, but she didn't want to die. Brooklyn's slums were a little more orderly, and there were more beggars and destitute people who exiled themselves.

So Shen Shi lived here. During the day, she went to various places to work part-time. At night, she put on headphones and turned it to the loudest, so as to block the wailing of drunk people on the road, and draw with peace of mind.

Successful people are almost similar, well-dressed, and all of them are exquisite.But people who fail have their own stories, and people who live here have their own stories, but here, no one will get to the bottom of it, no one cares about your past, you are just you.

"Shianne, there is a man who claims to be your brother and came to see you. I didn't tell him your contact information." When Shen Shi went to hand in his painting, Mary stopped Shen Shi who put down the painting and was about to leave.

"Brother?" Shen Shi asked doubtfully, "Thank you Mary, I don't want to see them for the time being." Shen Shi thanked and was about to leave.

"Shianne! Wait! Are you really not planning to go to school? If it's because of money, I can help you with it first, and you can return it to me later!" Because of Mary's recommendation, Shen Shi was seen by the Florence Academy of Fine Arts This girl who is very talented in painting has already sent her acceptance letter.

But the Florence Academy of Fine Arts is in France, Shen Shicai has his own life in the United States, and his friends don't really want to leave one life circle and go to another place.So she was silent, and Mary was a little anxious seeing her silence, she saw Shen Shi's talent in her eyes.

Not to mention that Shen Shi, whose mood has changed now, makes people feel very lonely and sad every time he draws a picture.

For so many years, Mary has not seen many people who can tell stories with paintings.Some can't bear to have this talent buried in a small rental house in Brooklyn.

"Shianne, are you breaking away from your family just to make yourself more and more ordinary, and then do nothing for a lifetime? Your talent shouldn't be like this, don't you want your family to be proud of your achievements? Just selling paintings, you have been just doing nothing all your life. A painting seller!"

What the anxious Mary said pierced into Shen Shi's heart every word.Shen Shi went back to the rental house, looking at the messy room and mottled walls.Do you really want to live like this?Is this the only way you can live without the Shen family?Shen Shi asked himself so.

No, of course not, I am still young, I want to be a child that makes grandpa proud!

Shen Shi stepped over the painting utensils that were randomly placed on the floor, and opened the drawer at the head of the bed. Inside was a letter of admission in bronzing letters.

Either it will fly into the sky, or it will be muddy.Shen Shi told himself that, picked up the notice and called Mary.

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Life in France is actually not as difficult as Shen Shi thought. Most of the people who come here are like-minded and have different obsessions in painting, but the same thing is the love for painting.Maybe Shen Shi herself hasn't realized that since she went abroad at a young age, Shen Shi has become indifferent to everything. She has no fixed residence, no fixed circle of friends, and the only thing that stays with her all the time is her paintings.

People who engage in art almost always have some secret romantic feelings in their hearts, but Shen Shi, who has a beautiful appearance, seldom shows much emotion, and always maintains an appearance of not caring about anything, which makes Shen Shi attractive in the academy where he is studying. Countless admirers.Shen Shi, with black hair and black eyes, seems to have a mysterious oriental mystery on his body, and is regarded as a muse by countless young artists.

In the second year of Shen Shi's study at Frosa Academy, he was accepted as a closed disciple by Owen, the dean of the Academy of Fine Arts. So after a one-year study with the teacher, Owen looked at his youngest disciple with satisfaction.

"Shianne, your ability is already the best among all my disciples. I have nothing left to teach you. What you need now is your own experience."

Shen Shi, who was drawing, heard what Owen said to her, and for a moment did not understand what he meant, "But teacher, I have only been in school for two years, and I haven't graduated yet..."

"Oh, my dear, the knowledge in books is not as good as the things in life. You should be a soaring eagle, not a sheep in a comfortable house!" Understand what he said, and dance with hands and feet.

Shen Shi couldn't help laughing when he saw the tutor, who was over seventy years old, dancing like a child. "But I haven't graduated yet, sir."

Hearing this sentence, Owen seemed to have heard some joke, "My lovely little Shi, although I don't care much about school affairs, I'm still a dean after all, and it's not uncommon to graduate early!"

Shen Shi took Owen's graduation certificate in his hand, as if he hadn't reacted yet, Owen looked at the sluggish Shen Shi, and smiled heartily, "Hahaha, Xiao Shi, you really should let the youngsters in the academy see the goddess' broken skills look like!"

Owen stepped forward to give Shen Shi a hug, and kissed Shen Shi's cheek affectionately, "Little Shi, there are still eight months left for the Venice Art Exhibition, so prepare well, I hope to see your works there, I wish you good luck. "

Shen Shi, who left school, was sitting on a chair at the airport, watching the crowds coming and going, including a seemingly happy family, friends walking past playing and playing, and couples walking side by side holding hands. Shen Shi suddenly realized that he seemed to be the only one alone in this Nuoda airport.

She curled her lips, feeling a little aggrieved suddenly, let go of the grievance in her heart, and walked to the ticket office, "Please help me book the nearest flight in the European Union, thank you."

Although she wanted to leave as soon as she said it, she couldn't change visas from other countries immediately. She could only travel around the EU countries now to increase her experience and prepare for the art exhibition in eight months.

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After traveling for half a year, Shen Shizai traveled to more than a dozen countries, large and small. After seeing the good and evil of different countries, she realized that her previous pattern was like that frog at the bottom of the well. I feel that the world in front of me is the whole world, but I don’t know that there are so many people less fortunate than myself in other parts of the world.

When the Venice Annual Exhibition was still two months away, Shen Shi stopped in Las Vegas, the city of sin that the world calls.

The life in Las Vegas is even simpler. There is no shortage of interesting souls here. When you are here, you will follow your new friends at night to find inspiration in bars, casinos, and racing tracks. You will stay in the hotel during the day and conceive yourself. works, but she has not started for a long time, because she is afraid that once she does, things in her heart will become different.

This day is Grandpa Shen's death day, she didn't go out with those Protestant friends, but stayed in the hotel, watching "Farewell My Concubine" in English letters, seeing her brother on the stage, Shen Shi's mind Two chubby little boys appeared in the courtyard, talking about cross talk in a serious manner.

Maybe they were still young at that time, but in Shen Shi's memory, the two boys who persisted in their dreams were so dazzling.

At this time, the mobile phone placed on the coffee table vibrated, and there were only a few people on Shen Shi's WeChat in the past few years, except for a few friends who learned to paint, only Qin Suyue and Shen Lin had her WeChat.At this point in time, it is estimated that Shen Lin, the veteran cadre, should be doing morning exercises, and Qin Suyue should be the only one left.

Picking up the phone and looking, it really is that girl Qin Suyue.

"Damn it! Shishi! I met Guo Qilin when I went to pay homage to my grandfather! You're the only one who's a kid! Do you still remember!"

When Shen Shi saw the familiar name, she smiled, and she knew that Guo Qilin would definitely go to pay homage to his grandfather every year, after all, he was the youngest child of his own hands! "Remember, what's the matter, so excited."

"He brought a man with him! Damn! He's a stunning man, I unilaterally announce that we're married!" Qin Suyue on the other side replied immediately.When Shen Shi saw that the girl was still looking like a nympho, her originally depressed mood also improved.

male?Could it be Wang Haonan?Won't it be stunning?That should not be the case.The last time Shen Shi met them, Guo Qilin and Wang Jiulong were still fat guys, so Shen Shi never thought for a moment that the stunning beauty Qin Suyue was talking about would be Wang Haonan.

"Shishi! I'm going to rehearse, and I pushed your WeChat to them! You can figure it out!" Before Shen Shi could reply, Qin Suyue hastily sent out a line.

Qin Suyue, who started ballet in elementary school, is already an outstanding ballet dancer. She has been the C role for a long time, knowing that she is busy, Shen Shi didn't bother her too much, and she replied that she knew and put down the phone.

After a while, there were indeed two new friends who added notifications, because it was impossible to tell which one was Guo Qilin from the name, so Shen Shi added both.

Looking at the time, I found that it was indeed very late. After chatting with Qin Suyue for a while, I felt sleepy, so I put down my phone and went to wash and sleep. I didn't know that on the other side of the earth, there were two people looking through her circle of friends.

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When Shen Shi woke up the next day, the day was coming to an end. Standing in front of the French window, looking at the waning moon on the sea level in the distance, the sun was not very hot at this time, and it enveloped Shen Shi warmly. The warmth reminded Shen Shi of the memories of living in the yard when he was a child.

After playing for a day, Shen Shi, who was covered in mud, rushed home. It was grandma who hadn’t passed away, and the strong fragrance of vegetables wafted from the kitchen. Li sat in the yard with a pipe in his hand, and when he saw the little mud monkey came back, he didn't talk about her, but just looked at her and smiled.

At that time, time felt very slow. Shen Shi thought that she would stay in the yard for a lifetime. Although she didn't understand what a lifetime was, it meant a very, very long time, but who would have thought that she had been away from the yard for more than ten years? .

The more places Shen Shi visited and the more people she met, the more she missed the old courtyard.

The inspiration came out like a flood, Shen Shi didn't care about other things, but hurriedly took out his brush, trying to present the world in his heart.