Through Memories and Sakaki

When I was nine years old, my personality became silent.Perhaps it was under the guidance of grandpa and father, they believed that boys should face everything seriously, and being a boy must be responsible.Also because of this, my mother always started to blame my father because of my personality change.I know mothers want daughters, that's what every parent wants.Daughter, you can chat with her.Sometimes I think, what would my mother be like if I was really a girl?

Because, I saw the wish in my mother's eyes.Every time she saw a neighbor's child with a daughter chatting with her mother, she always watched silently.Mother sometimes gets morose about it all the time.The family is no longer lively as usual, I don't like such a mother.Indeed, although my former mother would complain about why I was a girl, at most she only teased me in her eyes.I like moms who are always teasing me, moms who like to laugh and ask me things, moms who are a little off.Looking at her back, I couldn't laugh anymore.

After some time, the father said that he was going to adopt a girl, about 15 years old or so.The mother immediately agreed to it, but the grandfather who was the head of the family also agreed to it.Her father had no choice but to take her home.

When I saw her for the first time, I was a little taken aback.She is not like those girls in my school who can be coquettish and lose their temper. She is only 15 years old, but she is very quiet.My father introduced to us that her name is Zero, which is a very strange name because she has no surname.The corner of her mouth always evoked that faint smile, but inexplicably made me feel that it was a distant smile.Even talking to grandpa, his smile didn't change because of grandpa's aura.This made grandpa very satisfied, and mother naturally didn't need me to say more, she began to smile, and asked her if she still lacked anything from time to time?And she answered the series of questions one by one without any impatience.Listening to her voice, it's very nice, without any affectation.

When I called her sister, she asked me to call her Zero.I'm not happy, I always feel that she is thinking of herself as an outsider.In the end, he agreed to call her only Ling, not sister.She obviously doesn’t call her elder sister, but she treats me very well, and every time she picks me up at the school gate with a smile on her face, she no longer smiles distantly, but smiles from the bottom of her heart.Once a classmate said to me, "Your brother is so kind, he picks you up on time every time." I still remember his look full of envy and unwillingness at that time. Looking at her again, I nodded and went directly Say goodbye to the classmate and go home with her.

I started to look at her beside me, she was obviously a girl, but she cut her long hair short.With neat short hair and delicate appearance, this dress will indeed make people mistake her for a man.I have no opinion, because I like her very much.

I like it, I like my family.I really think of her as family.During the four years of knowing each other, she always hooked my neck naturally, and I followed her.They seem like brothers, but in fact, for her and our Tezuka family, they are inseparable siblings.Four years changed my mother, my father and my grandfather too.And I was changed by her.She is the only one who can be so close to me, my sister Zero.

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