Through Memories and Sakaki

"Hey, that's Sakakitaro, right? I'm even more handsome than in the photo!"

"Eh?! That's right! It's Sakaki Taro himself!"

"So handsome!"

"I'm going to confess, he's so handsome!"

Hearing the girls in class talking about Sakaki, I felt inexplicably irritable.However, I still suppressed that emotion.The blame can only be blamed on myself, when I rejected him first.It should be regarded as...rejection, right?

After that dinner, Sakaki and I deliberately avoided each other.Even the evening greeting is no longer there.And I vaguely remember that after that, I was still sitting there stupidly on the bed waiting for his message, but in the end, there was none.Am I stupid?I obviously rejected him first, but now I still hope that he will find me again.

Has it been three months?Three months gone, how are you?Sakaki.

I dare not message him to disturb his life, maybe Sakaki already has a girlfriend now?And maybe she's a man of talent and looks like a woman.I asked him what kind of existence I was to him once, and he just said that I was his "best friend".

"Best friend"...?

I ignored them and stood up and left the classroom.Going to the place where I met Sakaki for the first time, I wanted to cry, but I didn't want to.I squatted there like a fool, and began to recall every minute and every second of my time with him. Tears also began to slide down without disappointment.

I think it was my fault that time, right?It's useless to cry, isn't it?

But... I am not reconciled.Now I can only cry and can't do anything.Because it was I who flinched first.

Until I heard movement behind me, I quickly stood up and turned my head to look there.I just realized that he had been standing behind me for a long time.

"Sakaki? Why are you free today? Are you looking for someone?" I wiped my tears with my hands, turned my head and stopped looking at him.

"Zero, I love you." Just because of this sentence, I was surprised.Sakaki... I already knew his feelings for me, but I never thought that he would say it so bluntly.

"Well, are you confessing to me?" But I still think it's just a joke.Because the man in front of me...is too good.

"Um.".

"Sakaki, you are much older than me, you are not afraid that I will be abducted by others... um." Before I finished speaking, the majestic Sakaki Taro could not help but kiss my lips directly with jealousy, making me blush and heartbeat .

Because this is my first kiss, it looks jerky.But he knew it and kept kissing me affectionately.After that, I leaned against him and gasped for breath.As for him, he hugged my waist there to prevent me from falling.And gently combed my hair.

I began to cry in his arms without hope, and Sakaki could only pat me on the back there, with distressed eyes.

He said that he is no longer like him in front of me, but I also want to say to him, "I am no longer like me when I am in front of you."

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