[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

After Grandpa made a decision, He Xiuyan no longer took care of Beth Gehanna's affairs.Even if he has the ability to change his grandfather's views on half-humans and improve the treatment of half-humans, the question is why he would do such a thankless thing.

If there is no sacrifice of half-humans, there will be sacrifices of other people. The lesser of the two, the disadvantage of half-humans is the short lifespan.

Since you won't live long, why not fight to the death while you are still strong.

Hexiu's house is not a place of mercy.

He Xiu Changji's precepts and deeds enable He Xiuyan to somewhat inherit a clear class view, but his class view is more cruel than others.

Cyclops can dominate the lives of all weaklings except family members.

In order to dispel the impractical ideas of the Gohanna family, the director of CCG and Xiu Jishi then visited the director of GFG.After the two bureau chiefs met, this ironic guess was punctured. Director Hexiu personally stated that the child in Beth's womb was definitely not his nephew's.

While Seth was embarrassed, he was relieved that he didn't need to violate the family training now.

There was no misunderstanding, the Gehanna family tried their best to help Beth raise the baby, and put the hope of inheriting GFG on the unborn child, unaware of Beth's despair.

No matter how difficult the days are, Beth, a non-believer, began to pray to God and worship Buddha, hoping to let the gods in the sky forgive her and let her survive this catastrophe.It's not that she doesn't believe in the promise of training and research, but in the situation where she can't see anyone, she is alone and helpless, her belly is getting bigger day by day, and her scalp is numb every time she thinks of having a baby.

"Why should I look for a male ghoul? It would be nice to find a normal man!"

More than once, Beth hugged her head and cried in the middle of the night.

Her mentality has also changed from a lawless young lady to one that can see reality clearly, and she can't wait to slap herself who was greedy for beauty in the past.

The face is more important than the life!

Under the fear day after day, Beth regards Xiuyan as a lifeline, and an occasional phone call from the other party can make her feel at ease for a while.

Unlike Beth's life, He Xiuyan faces trouble from an uncle.

"Two bottles a day?"

His slender fingers poked the bottle of rc solution.

This kind of thing is not bad to drink at the beginning, but if you drink too much, you will easily feel sick.

"Father ordered, let Yan drink more to supplement nutrition." He Xiuji naturally knew the taste of that thing. To be honest, few ghouls like to drink it.

Drinking rc solution has an advantage over ordinary drinking, it will not affect the mental state.

"Okay." He Xiuyan didn't refuse, "I'll just drink it."

Hearing his reluctance when talking to Xiuji, he laughed, and then asked: "What conflict happened between you and the noble general before? I heard that he was locked in a dungeon by his father for three days, but this never happened. past things."

He Xiuyan asked suspiciously: "It's really closed?"

He nodded with Xiuji, "It's really closed. Your general asked for leave for three days and disappeared. The ccg people thought he was on vacation. I only found out later that he went to the dungeon of Bairi Court."

He Xiuyan suddenly smiled brightly, his eyes were dark and bright.

"Deserving it."

No wonder Arima Kisho settled down later.

"... Yan... Is there any misunderstanding between you and the noble general?"

"No mistake."

One account and one account are calculated clearly.

Changed the topic with Shuken, so that uncle would not care about Kisho Arima, "Uncle, please eat at my place, there is too much food every day, I can't finish it at all."

Looking at He Xiuyan who was close to him with Xiujishi, he also experienced the joy and satisfaction of raising a talented one-eyed ghoul.

This is his nephew, and also the hope of the Hexiu family.

He said softly, "If it's Yan's invitation, no matter how busy I am, I will stay."

but--

Hearing this, why does it mean that Yan doesn't want to eat?

"Yan, have you eaten on time?" Although He Xiuji was asking He Xiuyan, his eyes had already looked at the servant standing beside him. The servant didn't dare to answer and broke out in cold sweat, but He Xiuyan took a step forward and blocked his gaze , "I don't have a good appetite recently, but I finished eating on time."

The servant shouted from the bottom of his heart: Master Yan, you clearly let us eat up your leftovers!

"That's good." He Xiujishi was blinded by He Xiuyan's well-behaved illusion, "You are too thin, even when you are an adult, your weight is slightly underweight, my father is very worried about you, I hope you can eat and drink enough, and take care of your body .”

He Xiuyan's eyes softened, "I understand."

The health he has now was all brought to him by the Hexiu family regardless of the cost.

"Uncle, when can I go back to Japan?"

"After graduation."

"Well, then I'll graduate early."

"I believe in the ability of research and development. Have you encountered any problems in Germany? If you need help from your uncle, you are welcome. I only come to Germany once in a while."

"...Speaking of which, there is just one problem."

"What is it?"

"Is there any way, uh...servant get out first!"

When talking with Xiuyan, his eyes wandered, and he drove the servant out before he could speak, and told his uncle a big problem that bothered him recently, "Uncle, I have been having nightmares these days, is there a way to get rid of the nightmares?" .”

When I was with Shuji, I was aroused by his reaction, "What a nightmare."

Shouldn't it be a thing of the past?

When it comes to the past, you must be cautious when dealing with Xiuji, so as not to distract Yan's mind.

"I dreamed that I became a worm, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter what." He Xiuyan put it bluntly, he was trapped by dream-analysis books, the more he probed into his psychology, the more he couldn't get rid of the nightmare brought by him. psychological shadow.

Surprised with Xiuji: "A bug?"

He Xiuyan took out a piece of paper and a pen, swiped a few times, and sketched out a pattern.

He picked it up and said seriously, "That's the kind of bug."

An extremely ugly big bug jumped into He Xiujishi's eyes.

When talking to Xiuji: "..."

Finding the language with Xiu Jishi, "It's very imaginative, it seems to be different from ordinary bugs."

He Xiuyan had no intention of joking with his uncle, and was extremely troubled, "Grandpa told me that I would meditate on being a "dragon" when I was free, and said that this would help me transform into a dragon in the future. It was fine before, but since I had a nightmare, All I can think of is "worms"!"

This made both the more rational and Xiuyan go crazy.

My mind is full of worms...

"Uncle, is there a way?" He looked at He Xiuji with expectant eyes.

When I was with Xiuji, the pressure suddenly increased, and I had never been asked like this before.

Zheng has been very independent since he was a child, and Erfu didn't like relying on him to do things. The people who separated the family and the people in the daytime family respected him more than enough and didn't get close enough to him. In the end, he only enjoyed the dependence of Yan Yan.

Dozens of methods flashed through his mind, and finally he and Xiu Ji looked at the big bug that made his eyes hurt, and said solemnly to his nephew who had deviated in aesthetics.

"It's better to paint."

"what?"

"Draw a dragon you like seriously, and use a paintbrush instead of meditation."

"is that useful?"

He Xiuyan frowned and thought, the key point is whether he can get rid of the nightmare.

He and Xiuji couldn't help laughing, "This method can at most solve your meditation problem. For nightmares... Actually, there are other methods."

He Xiuyan looked at him suspiciously.

Reminiscing about what happened a year ago with Xiu Jishi, he slowly said: "Yan may not remember, and you often had nightmares when you just woke up, and your father always hugged you and coaxed you to sleep." At that time, Lian's jaw dropped when he was with Xiuji. His father, who was so rigid that he could be called an antique, would actually have such a side of doting on his grandson.

"If you have nightmares, you can come to see Uncle."

"Um……"

He Xiuyan scratched his cheek with his fingers, his face flushed slightly, showing a little embarrassment.

He is really not a child anymore!

At night, He Xiuyan woke up from the nightmare again, his pupils constricted for a while, and He's eyes were exposed in the darkness without realizing it.

He looked at the glass windows that reflected the outside light, and the open windows reflected him.

It was like seeing that ugly bug again!

Reality and fantasy are intertwined, He Xiuyan covered his face with his fingers, his knuckles turned white, his breathing was short of breath, and he couldn't forget, let alone understand those reflections in the dream.

Why am I being "punished" for the dead food!

Why should I hide in the sewers as a non-human being!

Why do I have to linger to survive!

If "Poisonous Bug" represents "Ghoul", why should I feel inferior for my identity, even if it is a ghoul, he is the most powerful one-eyed ghoul!

Grandpa said that his eyes are the most beautiful, unmatched by any ghoul.

"I am He Xiuyan. I am a "dragon" destined to soar in the sky. Why should I be bound in the body of a bug and be a garbage living in the sewer!"

He Xiuyan's head was throbbing with pain, and he rushed out of the bed barefoot. The moment before he pushed the door to go out, his hand stayed on the cold doorknob, and he didn't go out for a long time.

Are you looking for uncle...

Too weak, can't I even bear the nightmare?

Withdrawing his hand unconsciously, He Xiuyan's pale face caused by panic returned to calm.He hated his childish behavior that went against his thoughts, clapped his hands, and pressed the switch on the wall heavily. After the light in the bedroom was turned on, he turned and walked towards the desk.

Spreading out a large piece of snow-white paper, he used a pencil to outline the "dragon" in his heart.

At three o'clock in the morning, he and Xiuyan were drawing dragons.

He didn't even notice when he gently opened the door and walked in to see his and Xiuji, and concentrated on reversing the remaining nightmare in his mind with the paintbrush in his hand.

It was an oriental dragon with a snake body, lizard legs, eagle claws, snake tail, antlers, fish scales, beards at the corners of the mouth, and a long but not cumbersome body, forming a very majestic appearance.

Because it is a pencil, it only has two colors of black and white, and the middle is covered with gray.

A dragon's eyes are black with white pupils.

Unusual cruelty.

I can't adapt to Xiu Jishi, even if it is the darkened dragon in the west, it may not be as weird and evil as the dragon drawn by Yan's pen.

"Yan, is this the 'dragon' you came up with?"

He Xiuyan was in a state of high concentration when he was suddenly interrupted and looked behind him.

On his face, there was an extra excitement of finding a solution to the nightmare.

"uncle!"

His eyes are like flowing molten smelt, red and warm, gorgeous and charming, even the most unique paint in the world can't paint such a pupil color.

I was surprised with Xiu Jishi.

He couldn't help but look at the dragon on the paper, compare and study again.

If the "Dragon" had such eyes, no matter how cruel or evil they were, they would still be beautiful.

"Yan, the drawing is beautiful."

At the critical moment, he and Xiu Jishi chose to ignore the timing, and smiled and sent encouragement.

He Xiuyan put down his pen, He's eyes disappeared and turned into black.

"Uncle, I will be a dragon."

Those things in the dream had nothing to do with him, he never felt inferior to his identity as a ghoul, nor would he feel guilty about the food he ate, the eggs that trapped him, he would break free sooner or later!