[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

where do you want to go...

Of course, it is to break the "fate" and reverse the inevitable ending in the dream.

Pressing his abdomen with Xiuyan, he staggered forward, crossed the road, and under the rapid sound of the horn, he came to the white-haired boy who told him to stop him from looking for food.

The passers-by nearby looked at the black-haired boy with doubts and worries as if they hadn't seen the white-haired boy.

Such a young child should be educated in school.

"Hey."

Suddenly, He Xiuyan whispered a word.

"You look at me."

His words calmed down the originally angry white-haired boy. This is the world of dreams and his own past that belongs to this world, but what happened in the two worlds is too close, so that he is also affected by the memories of this world.

Even so, he doesn't want the other party to give up the bottom line of "human".

That is his most precious thing.

He Xiuyan lowered his head, staring at the shadows of the other party and himself on the ground, "What do I look like?"

The white-haired boy didn't speak, and said to Xiu Yan: "I'm like a dog in distress, walking on the road, feeling out of place with the whole world... surrounded by the smell of food, but I want to be kind to them, my mother abused me, But I have to endure her behavior and listen to her saying that she would rather hurt others than be the one hurt by others."

"This is ridiculous, why should I pretend to be a human to survive, why should children accept the harm of their parents?"

"Do you think it's the right thing to do?"

One question after another was thrown out, all of which were puzzles that Xiuyan couldn't figure out.

He doesn't understand.

What is the meaning of such a life of humiliation?

"But she is our mother." The white-haired boy said softly, "She gave birth to you, raised you, and gave you a space to live in. I hope you can become a gentle person."

"Anyway, her intentions are good, she's just...too tired."

Tired to the point of collapse.

That woman's life was like a white flower, blooming under the protection of her father, and withering in the unprotected outside world.

He Xiuyan muttered to himself: "But what about me, what about us?"

For a moment, he thought of his mother's aging face, and the silver thread on her forehead could break the heart of any child.He, who could have acted like a baby to his mother carefree, could only stand behind the chair and look at the back of his hard-working under the light.

It was sad that he was beaten, but what was sad was her going crazy.

Such a good mother—

That's it.

The cramping pain in the abdomen and the throbbing pain in the stomach intensified, He Xiuyan staggered a few steps forward and fell to the ground.

Dirty ground, shadowy figures, bizarre.

He heard the exclamation of passers-by, the brakes and door opening of the car driver, and those unrelated strangers were concerned about his safety.Human feelings are cold and warm, and the world is hot and cold. He has experienced them all in the past few years.

He stretched out his small hand and grabbed the white-haired boy's ankle.

"I'm so hungry……"

The cry of a child is like a tender little angel, longing for the qualification to live.

But what he said was like a devil.

"I want to eat them all..."

"They care about you, so they can wantonly kill them because they have nothing to do with you?"

The white-haired boy squatted down, talking about it calmly and indifferently.

"Ha, isn't this normal?" He Xiu developed a quick sound, childish and cruel, "Compared to sacrificing my relatives, of course I have to sacrifice...those who are worthless to me..."

What gentleness and kindness, he will not be that kind of person, he will only be bullied.

Thinking of this, his body was picked up by a young professional woman, who was also followed by a little girl, obviously a mother who took her daughter out.

"Son, I'll take you to the hospital."

The hospital is very close to here, this woman with strong mobility picked him up and practiced directly, wanting to take him to a nearby hospital.

He Xiuyan flinched, unwilling to be found out that he had been subjected to domestic violence.

"No, let me go!"

His strength is very small, but the nails on his fingers can scratch the soft skin of humans.

That is the strengthening brought about by the return of the blood to the ancestors.

However, the other party still didn't let go of his hand, and there were several marks on his neck. Enduring the pain, he squeezed out a soothing smile.This kind of smile reminded him of his mother before she went crazy. The other party also smiled like this, but the pain in her eyes was completely covered up, so that he could only see the strong and gentle appearance of the other party.

He Xiuyan's hand couldn't resist anymore, and his head was pressed into his arms by the other party.

"Don't worry, the doctor will see you, no pain, no pain, I'll take you right away."

A warm chest is like a human trait.

He felt confused for a moment, as long as he moved his teeth lightly, he could bite the opponent's flesh and swallow the opponent's life.

Why save yourself?

Human beings are kind, then why no one treats his mother kindly.

After explaining a few words to her ten-year-old daughter, who was already able to bounce home, the woman took a shortcut to the hospital with Xiuyan in her arms.At this time, driving is not as fast as running, so there is no need to take a taxi or the like.

Not far from the alley, the life of this professional woman came to an abrupt end.

Blood suddenly splashed all over He Xiuyan's face, his face was warm and sweet, when he raised his head to look——

The world seemed to turn scarlet.

The headless woman fell slowly while holding him, her arms were always protecting him, and she hugged him even tighter.

The young and beautiful head rolled aside.

A ghoul who had been lingering outside the school for many days came out from the side, his eyes were red, and he made no secret of his tricks.He swallowed his saliva, and looked at the silly black-haired child who was splashed with blood in the arms of the corpse.

"That's the scent...I smell it..."

"It's so delicious."

The ghoul took a long breath like a madman, feeling the child's breath under the fragrance of blood.

When He Xiuyan fell to the ground, the woman's arm blocked the ground, and he was not injured.He looked blankly at the woman who was worried about him dying just now, a few drops of blood slipped from the wing of his nose and flowed into his mouth, salty, sweet and moist.

This is what he craves... food.

"Can you eat it?"

The white-haired boy appeared outside the alley and followed him all the way, but he didn't make a sound to remind him.

Because that's what was bound to happen.

The young "Jin Muyan" couldn't bear the torture of his family, played truant once, walked aimlessly on the streets of District [-], and was finally targeted by ghouls.

A one-eyed ghoul that is too rare and delicious, but has no ability to protect itself.

The ghoul's Hezi made a rustling sound and dragged on the ground, blood dripping down the ground along Hezi.

The ragged man approached.

Then, he saw He Xiuyan's wide-opened left eye, and suddenly stopped in his footsteps, and said in surprise: "What kind of strange eyes are these, one of them looks exactly like ours?"

He has been living at the bottom and lacks the knowledge of one-eyed ghouls, he asked wishfully.

"Hey, kid, are you a ghoul too?"

Are you a ghoul too?

The same to you……

ghoul...

?

Yes, and no, there is only a quarter of Hexiu blood in his body, and the rest are all human.

He Xiuyan's hand wanted to hold down the neck that had lost its head, so that the blood would stop gushing out.It's not like he hasn't seen scenes that are countless times crueler than this when he was working in GFG. Only this time, he was like a child who was at a loss, his hands were covered with blood, and he couldn't save a life.

The other party also has a daughter waiting for her at home.

"Human beings are countless times weaker than ghouls, and they will die with just one stroke."

The white-haired boy walked to the side, knelt on the ground, and held the head of the woman who died as a child.

He gently closed his eyes for her.

But in the eyes of the ghouls, he couldn't see the white-haired boy, he only saw that head floating in the air!

"What is this, how could it float?!"

The dead woman closed her eyes.

The man's horrified and yelling sound echoed in the alley, attracting the attention of passers-by outside, and then someone screamed and fled frantically, proving that he had witnessed the scene of a ghoul attacking people.

The black-haired child sat on the ground, his fair face was dripping with blood, and his eyes were more beautiful than blood.

"Is this also... something in my past?"

"Correct."

"In our childhood, why did we always smash beautiful things for us to see?"

"Probably, being weak is a sin."

"The preciousness and rarity are also a sin."

In the eyes of the man, his voice was like talking to himself, and the man finally couldn't bear it and acted in fear.

No ghoul is willing to give up that alluring fragrance!

Wei He, who was hiding behind the man, lifted up and stabbed forward fiercely, wanting to pierce through the child with one blow, "Although I don't like to eat together, it doesn't matter if I eat it once, kid, if you want to blame it, I'll blame you for being too delicious! "

The black-haired child kept his piercing eyes open, and the blood flowed on his face like tears.

"I hate, hate this past."

Kind people turn bad, good people don't get a good death, and relatives show greedy faces.

Be it humans or ghouls...

It's all hurting him.

A layer of black-red substance suddenly appeared on the surface of the young child's body, covering the whole body. The thing grew extremely fast, breaking through the walls on both sides in an instant, and the man yelled in horror: "What monster!"

The half-hell, or the hegemony are not so scary!

The dust on the ground was swept away by the strong wind.

"call--"

The white-haired boy was blown away by the gust of wind, covered his eyes with his arms, and barely looked.

A black dragon that hides the sky and avoids the earth rises from District [-]. District [-], which is tens of square kilometers, is shockingly less than half the size of the black dragon.The dark and majestic epic dragon pierced through the clouds, spread its wings, and flew upwards, breaking the dream world without any regrets.

In the huge dragon pupil, a drop of tear slipped down.

One last look.

The Black Dragon God saw the woman in the small room folding flowers hard on the balcony.

The man has been folding flowers to make money for the family.

Even though her spirit was broken and the pressure crushed her heart, she was smiling while folding flowers, waiting for the children to come home from school. A gentle person can feel a little happiness even in hell.

He Xiuyan, who originally wanted to destroy this dream world, felt empty in his heart, more sad than howling.

So be it.

Get out of this eight year old "hell".

The black dragon no longer looked back, and flew away from this narrow world.

On the balcony, the woman felt that the sky lost its sunlight, and looked up, "Is this a dark cloud?"

The sky was pitch black with the sun blocked.

A few minutes later, the light reappeared, and she seemed to have lost something, standing there in a daze.

"research……"

She murmured the child's name unconsciously.

Breaking free from the dream world ahead of time, He Xiuyan in reality woke up from a sleepy state.

He didn't speak, and threw himself into Yue Shanxi's arms and wept bitterly.

it hurts.

The return of this memory... is heartbreaking.

Behind the short-lived happiness is the accumulated pain and darkness, which was suppressed in his young age.

Yue Shanxi stayed up all night waiting for him to wake up. He was so nervous that his eyes were so sleepy that he could hardly keep his eyes open.At this time, he suddenly heard He Xiuyan's cry, and he kept stroking the other's back with both hands. After finding that the effect was not great, he tightly wrapped his arms around He Xiuyan's waist, and gave him the most wanted food in his life. The person who was lost and most reluctant to hurt hugged him in his arms to comfort him.

"Don't hold back, just cry..."

Tear open the scar at the bottom of my heart, let the pus and blood squeeze out, and cry for the past with confidence and boldness.

No one will laugh at you, and Xiuyan.

You may have an unhappy past, but suffering has made you, and you are the happiest and strongest person.Everyone will only see the smiles of the successful people, and will not pry into the bitterness and sadness behind the successful people.

After going on for a while, He Xiuyan's crying became quieter, and the fragility brought by his childhood memory eased.

I can cry, but who can I cry to in my dream?

He couldn't help feeling sad.

The corners of his eyes were slightly hot, and his tears were kissed away by Yue Shanxi. The other party was very close, his purple eyelashes were raised, and his eyes looked at him gently and carefully, as if feeling the sadness in his tears.

"You're back to reality, Yan, those are things of the past."

"……I see."

When he opened his mouth, He Xiuyan's voice was hoarse, and it's not difficult to imagine that he also cried for a long time in his dream.

Looking at it, the pajamas on Yue Shanxi's chest were completely wet.

He Xiuyan didn't want to think about anything, closed his eyes, his father and mother were still in his mind, the happiness of the first four years seemed to emit a golden halo, covering the gray memories after that.

This is the only warmth left.

He felt endlessly tired and broke free from the sequelae of the dream.

Yue Shanxi felt his clothes being pulled by Xiuyan's hands, he suddenly laughed, and bowed his head like his father used to coax him.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Come up."

"..."

The surprise was only fleeting, Yue Shanxi stretched out his arms, hugged Xiuyan and fell asleep on the bed.

He put He Xiuyan on his body, and the other person's body trembled unconsciously, making him feel the satisfaction of being trusted.

If possible, he really hoped that the other party would only cry to him.

Only he can see each other's vulnerability.

But this kind of confrontation is too cruel, and a smile is more beautiful than crying.

Yue Shanxi kissed the center of his brow, and those dark eyes became clearer after being washed by tears. They were He Xiuyan's unique eyes, and they were also Kaneki Ken's complete mind after losing his memory.

Pure and beautiful.

This heart will change from fragile to strong little by little, and he will witness all the changes.

"I am the short sword by your pillow, trust me more."

"dagger?"

He Xiuyan's chin rested on his chest, feeling the flexible chest muscles, his eyes were half closed, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red from crying.

"Then lend it to me and help me drive away the nightmare."

"Kein Problem."

No problem, he won't let anyone bother you again, good night.

Yue Shanxi, who was guarding him, curled his lips, feeling that he was one step closer to being a knight, and finally shared the same bed.

As a knight, of course you have to guard people on the bed.

The treasure is his.