[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

After Kaneki Ken chose to try to understand the past, these two nights became their dream time.

He has nine years of memory that he doesn't know about Xiuyan, and He Xiuyan also has three and a half years of memory that he doesn't know about. To be fair, they exchanged six months for two months to pass on the memory to ensure that the two sides will not hide too much. many.

You know, even the same person will have privacy that they don't want others to know.

For example——Who was Kaneki Ken secretly in love with when he was young?

Just waking up in the morning, Kaneki Ken's consciousness rises like a mist, slowly withdrawing from the past after amnesia.Before he was fully awake, he heard He Xiuyan asking the two young Jin, which female classmate in the next class he had a crush on when he was young.

"No such thing!"

Kaneki Ken blackly refuted the past.

In the spiritual world, what Xiuyan experienced was the days when his mother died and lived in Asaoka's house.In the first four months, the Asaoka family treated him fairly well and fulfilled all their obligations, and he had a friend, Yongjin Yingliang, at school. The only pleasure he had every day was watching TV and listening to English music. Gossip about things around.

By the eighth month, Kaneki-ken showed his best grades to his aunt, and he and Xiuyan experienced the drastic changes in Mrs. Qiangang's eyes and the sharp decline in the quality of life.

From this day on, Asaoka's family has become a cold and heartless host family.

The biggest experience with Xiuyan: Hehe, I did not make a mistake.

"..."

As for He Xiuyan's psychological activities, Kaneki Ken knew something without guessing, so he was naturally speechless.The other party has never experienced life outside of Hexiu's family, so of course he doesn't know the helplessness of life for ordinary orphans.

While getting up, he changed his clothes, "Are you going to work today, or me?"

He Xiuyan said weakly: [I will continue to sleep for a while. 】

Kaneki only needs to dream about the content of two months, he needs to dream for six months, and he has to encounter cold violence from the Asaoka family.

Hmm...cold violence is better than real violence.

Because of the complete destruction of Asaoka's family, Kaneki Ken has always had a thorn in his heart about He Xiuken's behavior before, and even raged at the other party in the personality meeting.Now he chooses to accept the other party, not because the other party is so likable, but because he wants to better control his life and prevent him from falling into the pit if he is not careful.

But in the first two months of the memory, Ken Kaneki saw the past with a sense of substitution from the first perspective, and also understood why the Asaoka family fell to that point.

This order was given by He Xiuyan.

Yet all of their personalities are responsible, and none of them are innocent.

It was precisely because of the loss of memory that He Xiuyan made such a terrible choice.He had no moral values ​​at first, no standpoint of good and evil, ignorant and blank, and was a new personality born after the fusion of five personalities.

The words spoken from his mouth are the most essential answers hidden in the bottom of the heart of all personalities.

want revenge.

want them dead...

After Jin Muyan finished washing, his eyes fell from the mirror on the sink to He Xiuyan who was resting in the spiritual world.

He Xiuyan slightly felt his gaze, his eyelashes moved, as sensitive as a black cat.

【What's up……】

"It's nothing, you go to sleep."

Kaneki Ken didn't want to worry about that matter any more, and his voice became calmer.

Under Kaneki Ken's coaxing to sleep without hostility, He Xiuyan seemed to understand the reason for his change, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he murmured dreamily: 【Kinmu, you should be more gentle when coaxing people to sleep. 】

Kaneki Ken fastened his bow tie in front of the mirror, and said flatly, "I'm not your grandfather."

After finishing speaking, he left Miss Lishi who was still sleeping late and went downstairs.

During breakfast, Kaneki Ken ignored what the hell he ate, and just filled his stomach expressionlessly.Fortunately, the chef at Hexiu's family understood his situation, and the food prepared for him was mainly "beautiful", and there would be no disgusting brains, eyeballs, internal organs and the like.

The tongue's tastebuds were equally perfectly tricking his nerves, telling him only - these were delicious.

Well, his "human-crazy" stomach has given up on treatment.

Kaneki Ken thought sadly: I vomited after eating, and after vomiting for so long, I finally passed the initial stage of adaptation.

It's all about not wasting food!

"Yan, do you want to go together?"

Seeing that he had finished eating and his expression was decent when he was with Xiuji, he mentioned the matter of going to work.

Because of the same working hours, he and Xiu Changji would occasionally take the same car with Xiu Jishi. It can be said that this journey is a time to communicate with the Xiu family and his son.

"Ah."

Kaneki Ken answered slowly, looking at He Xiu Changji unconsciously for a second.

He quickly suppressed the strangeness.

He Xiu Changji raised his eyelids, and found that the other party was a little strange today. To be precise, there were signs of it since yesterday. The other party often lost his mind, lacked energy, and felt a little sluggish in his breath.

When I was with Xiu Ji, I happened to ask him: "Father, are you together?"

He Xiu Changji said, "Let's go."

By the way, let's see what happened to his grandson.

On the way to CCG, Jin Muyan sat in the car and looked at the scenery outside. In fact, in terms of showing financial resources, Hexiu’s family is not ostentatious at all. Even this car makes people feel thick and steady at most. It looks like a low-key extended business car .Unlike Brother Atobu when he travels, he needs to be escorted by a special car in front and behind, and when he comes out, he looks like a big show.

Sitting opposite to him with Xiu Jishi, the two rows of seats were adjusted to face each other.

The head of the CCG had a notebook on his lap, and he started to look up today's big and small things before going to work, and beside Kaneki Ken, the general speaker with the name "Ghost Chang" folded his hands in his sleeves, calmly closed his eyes and rested in the car .

Kaneki rubbed his forehead, and dreamed about the past for two consecutive days, and it was the way with the strongest sense of substitution. His mental burden was also heavy, and he couldn't fall asleep like he did with Xiuyan.

"Didn't you rest at night?"

Hearing the unhurried questioning of the old man beside him, Kaneki Ken turned his head to look and found that the other party hadn't opened his eyes.

Can you feel this?

"... I rested, I just didn't sleep well." Even if Kaneki-ken didn't have the memory of the dream, he knew that He Xiu Changji's biological clock was so regular that it was outrageous that staying up late was definitely something the other party didn't like.

He Xiu Changji calmly said something choking, "Let Li Shi accompany you at night."

In his opinion, a man with a lot of mental stress would be fine if he had a woman to accompany him.

Kaneki: "..."

There is no way to talk if the three views do not agree!

On the other side, trying hard not to laugh with Xiu Jishi, watching the conversation between his father and his nephew has always been very interesting, especially Kaneki Ken after waking up, who is the opposite of his father in almost every aspect.

He Xiu Changji said indifferently: "Ji Shi, you go to my study to sleep these few days."

Yi Binghe recently lived in the study.

And Xiu Jishi's face froze, "Father..." It's not good to say such things in front of your nephew!

He Xiu Changji snorted coldly.

Both of them don't like to touch women, which makes him seem to be forcing them.

In an instant, Kaneki Ken and He Xiujishi became in the same camp, tacitly stopped talking, saying that whatever they said would be involved in life-long events, but they didn't like to think about such issues.

When we arrived at CCG, the driver opened the door when we got off the bus.

He Xiuji came out first, then smiled and said to Kaneki Ken in the car: "Yan, go help father."

Jin Muyan, who came out one step later than him, was under a lot of pressure.

Looking at Xiu Changji who was sitting there motionless, with a hard and smelly temper, Jin Muyan was in a gloomy mood, and had ten thousand reasons to think that the kindness with Xiu Changji in the dream was an illusion.

Is the old man who will hold his hand and guide him slowly out of the room really this person? !

"Chief Speaker..."

His hands wanted to help each other.

He Xiu Changji didn't get up, staring at him with dead but sober eyes like a deep pool.

Kaneki Ken took a deep breath and said, "Grandpa, it's time to get out of the car."

He Xiu Changji subtly borrowed some strength from him, got out of the car, noticed the reddish color of Jin Muyan's ears, and understood that the other party was thin-skinned, and it was too embarrassing to say "Grandpa" in front of several people.

Still, there's nothing embarrassing about that.

"Yan, don't let me hear the address of the chief speaker next time, just call me grandpa." He Xiu Changji picked on his grandson's bad habits every day, and then glanced coldly at He Xiu Ji, "I'm not old enough to need help !"

He Xiu Changji, who has always been majestic, stepped into the CCG headquarters rigidly and calmly after breaking away from his grandson's arms.

In the back, He Xiujishi whispered to Jin Muyan: "Just get used to it, don't take it personally."

Kaneki Ken said subtly: "It's always been... like this?"

He patted his nephew on the shoulder with Xiu Ji, and entrusted him with a heavy responsibility: "Actually, it's not true. You'll know as long as you get close to him. Father has spent a lot of time alone over the years. He is either subordinate or clansman. He is the only person he can communicate with normally. It's just the two of us, we can't change our temper for a while."

"Auspicious time, come here!"

The old man who had not gone far called for his son.

"Oh, I seem to have been heard... I'll go first." He Xiuji smiled helplessly at Jin Muyan, and hurried over. In a place like CCG, even He Xiuji's son would still be scolded.

Kaneki Ken looked at the figure of his uncle hurrying past, raised his eyebrows, and walked slowly inside.

He met the slender Aura Kiyoko at the elevator entrance.

"Mr. An Pu."

"Morning, He Xiu-jun."

The head of Countermeasures Section I looked back and saw him, and greeted him with a smile, with a beauty mole on the corner of his mouth.

Even though he was used to seeing beautiful women in the world of ghouls, Ken Kaneki had to admit that Kiyoko Yasuura's appearance early in the morning was extremely pleasing to the eye. Seeing her was like seeing a rare steel rose in a bustling city.

"Did you come with the chief speaker and the director?" Entering the elevator, Kiyoko Anpu casually said to him, "Your family is very good at being on time. They are never late, and they leave very late every day. A model for CCG."

When Jin Muyan heard "your family", he felt awkward in his heart and couldn't say it out.

"well enough."

"What's the matter, the conflict with the chief speaker has not been resolved yet?"

Kiyoko Anpu looked at him narrowly, treating this young man who was young enough to be her son as an equal.

"Why do you say that?"

"Isn't the reaction some time ago obvious?"

She respects the people of He Xiu's family very much in her heart, otherwise she would not have sat in such an important position, guarding the headquarters, and gaining the trust of He Xiu Changji and He Xiuji.

"You just returned to CCG back then, and you ran to the roof every lunch break. Through the door, I could occasionally hear your voice calling 'Grandpa', tsk tsk, don't be shy, thanks to you accompanying the chief speaker, the chief During that time, the speaker had a smile on his face, which almost didn't scare Marute and me."

"..."

"If you can bring the Chief Speaker back to that 'friendly' state, all of us will thank you."

"Mr. Anpu, I will tell Grandpa the truth..."

"Hexiu-jun, this is too much."

"No."

After getting out of the elevator, He Xiuyan smiled at the speechless Kiyoko Anpu and bowed slightly.

"Please go."

Don't make it sound like she is going to die, He Xiuyan!

Anpu Qingzi was unsuccessful in resolving people, but she fell into a stumble instead.She pressed her forehead angrily, feeling that she should not interfere with the family affairs of Xiu's family, the old and the young are beyond the control of others.

In the office of class S2, He Xiuyan met He Xiuzheng who also came early every day.

"What's the QS class? The new search class?"

The other party was sitting on the sofa waiting for him, and when he saw him coming, he picked up the document and handed it to him suspiciously.

Ken Kaneki didn't go to pick it up, knowing the content of the document well, "It's still early, and the result is estimated to be in a month. Those who succeed in the QS operation will join CCG and become a ghoul investigator."

He Xiuzheng said disdainfully: "Not even an assessment? So casually recruiting outsiders?"

Jin Muyan opened the chair and sat down, telling him what He Xiu Changji told him: "Most people should be from the CCG Orphan Shelter, and they have received basic training since childhood. If the operation is successful, they will have part of the ability of ghouls, At the same time, CCG will suppress their RC value, so that they can eat human food normally."

This information was unknown to He Xiuzheng.

With a gloomy expression, He Xiuzheng flipped through the compensation measures on the document, "You don't need to eat, and you have some abilities of ghouls, this kind of experiment can be successful..."

Kaneki Ken was surprised by his tone.

He Xiuzheng threw the document away, "This world treats humans too favorably."

Jin Muyan said: "Are you unwilling?"

"How is it possible?" He Xiuzheng showed an extremely strong sense of family honor, his eyes were as sharp as a falcon, and there was a shadow of He Xiu Changji invisibly, "I am a member of the He Xiu family, and no one can face it. Defeat Hexiu Family, these people are just deformed children who have gained part of their strength."

Jin Muyan rolled his eyes inwardly, it was He Xiujia who did the experiment, and it was He Xiujia who looked down on them.

He Xiuzheng moved closer to where he was and lowered his voice.

"Yan... the traits shown by these people are a bit like one-eyed ghouls."

"Is it similar?"

"Well, don't you hate it?"

"it's OK."

"..."

He Xiuzheng glared at Kaneki Ken angrily, why didn't the other party feel insulted!

"We have no way to evaluate whether the experiment itself is right or wrong." Kaneki Ken said softly, his eyes full of warnings against He Xiuzheng, "But for those people, I hope you can treat them objectively. They're not human anymore, they're still part of humanity."

He Xiuzheng frowned: "From them, do you feel yourself?"

Kaneki was silent for a moment.

"Do you know what kind of person you hate the most?"

"?"

"Standing in front of me tearing my scars, and asking me with a puzzled look."

"..."

He Xiuzheng was facing an enemy, he took half a step back suddenly, and put on a fair and honest attitude: "You misunderstood, I absolutely didn't mean that, don't worry, QS class will definitely get the treatment it deserves!"

Kaneki Ken said gently: "Then I will trouble you."

He Xiuzheng looked solemn, and secretly scolded himself for talking too much just now, "No trouble!"

Almost stepped into a minefield.

After leaving in a hurry with Xiuzheng, Jin Muyan persisted in writing and smiled: "I suddenly understand why he likes teasing Hexiuzheng, and it's quite refreshing to watch occasionally."

His eyes swept over the young man in kimono sleeping soundly among the flowers on the other side in the spiritual world.

"You slept soundly."

The other party didn't care about the cold violence of Qiangang's family in those years.

"What am I going to do in the next few days..."

He swallowed his words lightly, his eyes were a little depressed, the memory exchange actually tricked him first!

night.

After amnesia, the dream of the fifth month came.

It is still a faint scent of pine, calming the mind and calming down, lingering in the world of dreams.

Ken Kaneki slightly opened his eyes in a soft quilt, and the quilt covered his eyes, as if curled up in a safe and warm environment.He began to accept a new round of dream memory, his body automatically got up from the quilt, stepped on the ground with bare feet, and walked carefully to another room.

The room he was in was He Xiu Changji's sleeping side, and the side was naturally the old man's resting place.

"Stop!"

More than once, Kaneki Ken tried to stop his feet, but it was useless.

Rather than saying that he cannot resist the "plot" of the dream, it is better to say that he cannot resist the attachment of the body to a certain person.

Soon, he came to He Xiu Changji's place, and got into each other's bed at five o'clock in the morning.

The bed was very warm.

Kaneki Ken felt like he was clinging to each other's arms like a squirrel.

For five full months, Xiuyan and Xiu Changji in the dream were as close as real grandparents. Even ordinary relatives rarely have such a deep nestling complex.

The old man with white hair scattered on the pillow didn't speak. He pulled the quilt that was squeezed apart, and then hugged the teenager who was curled up in his arms, using his own body temperature to comfort this child-like grandson.Kaneki Ken's embarrassment in the first month, abandonment in the second month, and calmness in the third month perfectly proved the adaptability of people.

Now it's the fifth month... What else can he say.

Kaneki Ken didn't stare anymore, but closed his eyes as a rest, and soon fell asleep with Xiu Changji.

two hours later.

The sound of getting up with Xiu Changji woke him up, Jin Muyan's fingers grabbed the corner of the old man's clothes.

"Yan, grandpa is going to work."

Only then did the black-haired boy let go of the corner of his clothes with his fingers.

He Xiu Changji didn't leave immediately, but taught earnestly: "Get up at nine o'clock at the latest in the morning. If the servant doesn't call you, you can sleep until noon. This is not good for your biological clock."

Jin Muyan listened to what he always had these days, without getting bored, and looked at him quietly like himself in a dream.

Maybe for them.

Watching your loved ones talk to you is a kind of warmth.

When He Xiu Changji didn't look down coldly, his white hair and beard, and his harsh face were no longer so aggressive.Although not as kind as ordinary old people, the contrast is extremely strong.

"Yan, my face seems to be a little fatter."

He Xiu Changji seemed to have discovered something suddenly, and touched Kaneki Ken's face with his palm.

"Well, I gained three catties..."

When Jin Muyan heard his obedient answer, his eyes were dead.

"That's good." He Xiu Changji smiled at his grandson who was still huddled in the bed, "Your body is too thin, and your weight is not like that of a person who is about to grow up. Remember to eat three meals a day. If you want to eat, you can eat with your family. said the servant."

Kaneki Ken's body nodded.

Later, He Xiu Changji changed into the haori and kimono that he usually wears to CCG.The tall and thin old man turned his back to him, and with a twist of his wrist, the scene where his fingertips gently pulled the white hair out of his neckline was almost engraved in his pupils.

It was a feeling that could not be accurately expressed.

It is a classical demeanor that only exists in big families that have been handed down for hundreds of years, under the precepts and deeds of the elders.

"..."

Looking at his back, Kaneki Ken suddenly understood why He Xiuyan liked to wear kimonos.

Because he wants to be like that too.

Even though the Hexiu Changji at this time has loose skin, age spots all over, and bark-like grooves on his face and neck in his later years, his settled demeanor will not change because of his appearance.

This is "Hexiu".

Great strength, great will, undeniable power.

Ordinary people go there in awe.

He Xiu Changji glanced at his grandson before going out, and found that he was in a daze, so he couldn't help saying, "Yan, if you can't sleep, go downstairs and have breakfast with grandpa."

Kaneki Ken thought that he and Shuken would go out happily, but his body shrunk deeper into the bed.

Less than 1 minutes.

He fell asleep.

There is no way to change the habit of sleeping late when the body is entering the growth stage.

He Xiu Changji: "..."

He Xiu Changji: "You child..."

Shaking his head, the white-haired old man went out, leaving his grandson to sleep in his bedroom.

Jin Muyan slept in a place where the scent of pine was stronger, and slept extremely peacefully. He couldn't tell whether it was He Xiuyan's memory that affected him, or he was also so attached to the breath of his relatives.

In the dream, he subconsciously indulged himself and immersed himself in it, forgetting the troubles of the outside world.

This smell...really smells good...

grandfather……

In the sixth month, Kaneki Ken’s 20-year-old coming-of-age day is not far away, and Shu Changji ordered him the same monozuke haori hakama. It was a black kimono with a white haori button on the chest. Embroidered family crest on both sides.Because it was too late to make it, Ken Kaneki got a similar kimono first.

Ken Kaneki's first reaction when he got the kimono was that it was as difficult to wear as ever.

The feather weave is stuffed into the kimono, the sleeves should be placed in a special way, and the feet should be worn with foot pockets. Moreover, this traditional Japanese costume is really too high-end. You can feel the delicate and comfortable fabric when you slide your fingertips over it.

Except for the first time to wear a kimono, he is usually dressed for him by a servant.

He Xiu Changji walked to his side and understood his thoughts: "Do you like it? Let Jishi help you wear it again today and show it to grandpa. You will have to put it on yourself at the coming-of-age ceremony two months later."

Coming of age?

Kaneki Ken's eyes were sore for this strange and unique word.

How could an orphan like him have such a special festival as coming of age ceremony.

Jin Muyan followed He Xiujishi to the new bedroom, and the smell of decoration in the new bedroom had all dissipated, so there was no need for him to live in Hexiu Changji's side bedroom.He stood in his bedroom, his clothes were off, his legs were slender, his body that hadn't fully grown was like a thin bamboo, young and strong.

He explained to him how to wear a kimono in a soft voice with Xiujishi, and then dressed him one by one, putting on a haori.

"Yan, you are still named under my name, you are my child."

"what?"

"Be a happy adult."

The father in name and the uncle in reality stroked his eyebrows and blessed him gently like an elder.

"You don't know—are you frowning?"

"Don't dwell on the past, don't let confusion dilute the joy of the future, you are a child of the Hexiu family, your future is in front of your eyes, not your past."

Fasten the haori button for him with Xiujishi, and pull him to the mirror.

"look."

"Yan, you look like my father when he was young."

In the mirror, the black-haired young man seemed to have something similar to Xiu Changji's eyes when he was still young.

That's - family.

From a teenager to a young man, the transformation is completed in the blink of an eye.

Jin Muyan's eyes trembled, as if he saw He Xiuyan who wanted to protect He Xiu's family wholeheartedly, and also seemed to see himself who merged with He Xiuyan, and stayed in He Xiu's family in the future.

Will this terrible family that once bound him become his "home"?