Nuannuan takes you to fly

"I'll wait here for your return."

Steve silently opened his eyes.

The room was pitch black, and he looked at the ceiling in front of him in a daze, his mind was in a mess, as if many thoughts were flashing quickly.

"I'll be fine."

"I know, I just want to see you off."

He clearly remembered every look on the girl's face, every word she said that day, she cried, and at that time, Steve didn't even understand why she was so sad.

And now, he seemed to understand.

Xia is a very smart girl, she can always perceive many things that others are too late to discover at the first time, maybe on that day, she has a faint premonition in her heart.

Steve lowered his head and smiled. He remembered his comfort and promise to the girl, because at that time, he really didn't know that what he was about to face was a full 70 years of separation, or maybe, he vaguely felt, But he set foot on that road without hesitation.

He is a soldier, and every time a soldier sets foot on the battlefield, he should have the awareness to sacrifice everything, even though he is different from most people.But Steve knew that even if someone told him the final outcome that day, he would still make the same decision as before.

Because he is a soldier, protecting the people is his belief that he will never change. He is Captain America first, and then Steve Rogers.

He is not ashamed of his own heart, but in the end...he is ashamed of too many people. Although he believes that Xia will understand all his persistence and choices, regrets always exist.

The battle with Hydra 70 years ago seems to have happened yesterday. He remembered the icy coldness when he fell into the sea, how he felt when he died peacefully, and how he regretted and longed for Xia at the end. When I opened my eyes, it was inexplicably 70 years later, the war was over, my old friends were missing, and my love was lost.

The world is changing too fast, and he can't keep up with all his efforts. He has too many things to understand and learn, but no matter how much he knows, no matter how much he learns, he can't fill the gap in his heart .

He is out of tune with this era, he can't find his sense of belonging, no one here really understands him, cares about him, no one needs him, and no one can talk to him.This world is very peaceful, no one will be disturbed all night because of the sound of artillery bombardment, and no family will be torn apart because of successive wars. Everyone lives so happy and satisfied. This is their era The life that can never be realized is the kind of life they tried their best to create.

Now, all these have been realized, but in this world, he is the only one left.

Steve sat there silently, then reached out and took out a handkerchief from under the pillow, the corner of the handkerchief was embroidered with delicate sunflowers.

Early the next morning, Steve changed his clothes and went out for a morning run. The sky was still gray. It was about eight o’clock when he returned to the apartment after the run and breakfast. He took out a few tapes from the cabinet and put them in. During this period of time, he has been trying to understand the world. Music, books, and TV movies are all good ways to understand. After watching a few movies, it is already afternoon , Steve took out his mobile phone, ready to order a takeaway.

In fact, he still can't use most of the functions of the mobile phone very well, just like he has always been puzzled why the restaurants displayed on the mobile phone are different every time. It was a steak restaurant, yesterday it was an ice cream shop, and today it became a pizza shop, but Steve didn't pay much attention to these, he clicked directly into the pizza shop, and then ordered two pizzas at random.

When Bucky came to the door of the apartment by bike, he obviously noticed something was wrong. His long-term military career has shaped his extremely high sensitivity and ability to perceive danger, so now he can clearly feel the unusual atmosphere around the apartment. , and... those eyes that fell on him, with a sense of scrutiny.

Bucky lowered his head and smiled, then walked into the apartment as if nothing had happened. At the same time, in the building opposite the apartment, a group of surveillance personnel in black suits were watching his every move intently.

"Hey, do you think this man looks familiar?"

The male agent asked the companion behind him while holding the binoculars

"Familiar? Maybe he delivered you pizza once."

"Haha, it's very possible, I remember the sign of this pizza shop."

Bucky looked at the information on the pizza box as he walked, and it was at this moment that he finally understood the specialness of this apartment.The man stood there and took a deep breath, then reached out and knocked on the door. After a few seconds, the door opened from the inside, and a man in white short sleeves appeared in front of Bucky.

Bucky: "Hey Steve, is this your pizza?"

Steve:! ! !

"What's the matter with the captain's expression? Does he know this man?"

"Send the man's face information back to the headquarters immediately."

Ten minutes later, at the S.H.I.E.L.D. Building, Frynick looked at the information displayed on the big screen with shock on his face.

"It's actually him..."

"Bucky, why are you..." Steve was pleasantly surprised, he never thought that he would be able to reunite with his old friend one day

Bucky: "Xia."

Steve's right hand twitched involuntarily.

Bucky looked at him, his eyes were full of seriousness, "It was Xia who saved me, although I still don't know how she did it." Bucky suddenly sighed: "I watched it when I woke up. I got a lot of news about you, Xia also, but..."

"It's just that she doesn't want to come see me, does she?" Steve continued Bucky's words.

"comeon." Bucky thumped Steve on the shoulder helplessly.

"You know, it's not that she doesn't want to see you, it's just that she doesn't know how to face you."

"You must have discovered that Xia has a lot of secrets, so she doesn't know how to explain it to you, although in my opinion, you may not care about those."

Steve lowered his eyes slightly and said nothing.

"I'm living with Xia right now, but don't worry! I sleep in the living room!" Bucky said while carefully observing Steve's expression

Steve smiled helplessly, then reached out and took the pizza on the side

"Have you eaten yet? Let's eat together."

Bucky: "No, I have to go back to work in the shop later, and the pizza shop doesn't get off work until six o'clock."

Steve: "You've been working as a delivery guy all this time?"

Bucky nodded, "Xia is studying at Columbia University now, Steve, do you want to..."

"Give her some more time." Steve gently interrupted Bucky.

"If she wasn't ready, I wouldn't be in front of her. Bucky, I'm really happy, you know? After waking up from the glacier, my heart has been surrounded by great sadness. I I feel that I don't belong to this era, and I can't adapt well to it, but you appeared." Steve smiled slightly, "I visited Peggy not long ago, and I thought she was a part of this world. The only person who knew me well, Peggy also said that Xia disappeared 70 years ago."

Bucky patted Steve on the shoulder understandingly, "You should be happy, Steve, because we can meet again after 70 years."

Steve smiled quietly, with delicate and gentle light flowing in his blue eyes, "Yes, you are right."

After Bucky left, Steve ate all the pizza in silence, and then took out a tape again, with a large line printed on the surface of the tape - "Star Trek".

The vast and deep cosmic starry sky is mysterious and unpredictable. Steve looked at the large piece of deep blue on the TV, and suddenly recalled the words that Xia Tian once said to him in his mind.

"Honestly, I'd love to be a fisherman if I could."

"Fisherman?"

"correct."

"Why, because it's okay to eat a lot of fish?"

"Pfft, why do I always have such a strange image when I'm with you?"

"No, then why do you want to be a fisherman?"

"Because the ocean is very wide and can accommodate everything. There is a Chinese word called "Hai Na Bai Chuan". In front of the ocean, no matter their age, height, health, status or power, they are all equal. No matter what kind of people are sitting on the small fishing boats, the fate waiting for them is equal. By the way, there is also the universe, the mystery and depth of the universe, compared with the sea, it is even worse, but Well, I had to change clothes and wear an oxygen mask last day, so I was in trouble, so it’s the most comfortable to sit quietly by the sea, right?”

"……kindness."

……

After returning to the apartment, Xia Tian took out a record, which was recommended for them by the teacher in a certain public class.Western classical music has a melodious melody and a clear sense of rhythm at the same time. Even ordinary people who don't know much about music can easily learn something from it.

The girl closed her eyes, quietly enjoying the feeling of this moment.

"summer……"

Xia Tian suddenly opened his eyes.

Big Meow was still lying silently on the carpet, not far away, the phonograph was singing slowly.

Sitting on the sofa in Xia Tian, ​​he couldn't help clenching his right hand into a fist.

You wait for me in the morning mist, come to me in the bright sun, embrace me in the blooming flowers, and I will continue to wander day and night, softly singing to you in the shining stars.

It's just, just, at a certain moment, when I turned around and couldn't see you, I suddenly realized that this world is really big and scary.