[Xiao Huanxi] complacent

Fang Xuxu was refreshed after New Year's Day.She sat at the desk every day during the long vacation, watching her learn to the point where she forgot to eat and sleep, and finally Fang Yuan and Tong Wenjie couldn't bear to watch her, and told her to relax.Fang Xuxu walked out of the house with a mentality of success in the routine and went to the concert secretly with Ji Yangyang.

It's just that Yingzi doesn't look very good. He doesn't know when there are bruises under his eyes, and it's getting darker every day, and he's listless. He just curls up in the desk and reads the book, not as carefree as before.

Fang Yifan quietly put his hands on Fang Xuxu's shoulders, pointed to Yingzi who was walking to the playground to participate in inter-class exercises, and whispered, "What's wrong with her? I teased her recently and she ignored me."

Fang Xuxu was also worried, looking at Yingzi's back, her face was wrinkled: "I don't know, she won't tell me if I ask her, just say that I can't help her. But the problem is that I don't even know what happened to her." I met Aunt Song Qian in the community yesterday. After inquiring about it for a long time, the aunt said that everything is normal for Yingzi, and she has been working very hard recently. Auntie also joked with me that Yingzi might pass me in the next exam. , It doesn't look like something happened at home."

Fang Yifan looked at Yingzi's back inexplicably: "That's strange. Look at her now, she looks like a vampire. Could it be because you passed the exam and studied hard? She is also secretly studying every night? "

Fang Xuxu glanced at Fang Yifan, and elbowed him: "Fuck you! Is Yingzi such a person? Besides, even if that's the case, she won't hide it from me."

Fang Yifan covered his stomach and rolled his eyes at her, but he still nodded: "That's right, as long as you two are so sticky, it's a big deal if she doesn't tell you a little secret. Fang Xuxu, isn't it? It feels like the sky is falling."

"Hey, I have a bad temper!" Fang Xuxu glared at Fang Yifan, rolled up the sleeves of his padded jacket, and started catching her brother like a chicken in the student team.

Fang Yifan was solid, good at running since he was a child, he was quite tall, and he disappeared in the crowd.Fang Xuxu was chasing her when someone grabbed her arm, so she had to stop obediently and look back.

Ji Yangyang was wearing a MLS hat, and with fingers tucked into the sleeves, he was holding the fabric on her arm with a small section, and he was breathing white while speaking.

"What are you running around? Pan Shuai will definitely say that you are running around in the team when he sees it later."

He walked a few steps side by side with her, said nothing, and lowered his voice: "By the way, what happened to Qiao Yingzi recently?"

Xuxu sighed, thinking that the whole world has noticed that something is wrong with Yingzi, and they don't know what's wrong with Yingzi.She froze all of a sudden, drooping her eyes and repeated what she had just said to Fang Yifan.

Ji Yangyang guessed: "If there is nothing wrong at home, it is unlikely emotionally. Could it be about learning? For example, professional issues? Doesn't she like astronomy very much? I remember my mother told me that she often went to the Volunteer, especially rich in astronomy knowledge."

Fang Xuxu's eyes lit up, but soon drooped again: "I also guessed the reason, but Yingzi said no. And every time this matter is mentioned, she will get angry with me or get emotional. Now I can’t even bring this up with her.”

At that time, Yang Yang had no other choice. If people don’t want to communicate with you, it’s useless to say more.He patted Fang Xuxu on the shoulder and saw that she was very depressed now, so he tried to comfort her: "Isn't it going to be a holiday soon? If you ask her to go out to play more, maybe I will tell you. Hurry up It's the final exam, don't worry too much, it won't be good if it affects your performance."

Fang Xuxu nodded, just as the class team arrived, she and Ji Yangyang waved and parted ways to go to the team.

Standing still in her position, she stared at Yingzi's back in front of her and pursed her lips. This was the first time that Yingzi didn't tell her something, which made her a little sad.But when he turned his gaze, he saw the class next door. Not long after Ji Yangyang entered the line, Fang Yifan, who was standing behind him, rushed forward with a fake smile on his face, which made Fang Xuxu feel better in an instant.

When she came home at night, Tong Wenjie looked in a bad mood and was not in a high mood.Fang Yuan signaled to the three people who came in through the door to be quiet, and told them to come in and do their homework quickly.

Fortunately, when it was almost dinner time, Tong Wenjie's mood eased a lot.She put the thick documents into a leather bag, looked at the worried children, smiled, and said that she would take them out for dinner today.

After going to the restaurant, she lightly said that she was going to resign. She was shocked. Given her previous performance, no one dared to ask what happened. On the way back, Fang Yuan also told the three children not to provoke their mother (aunt).

He wanted to inquire about it, so he made indirect remarks before going to bed, but Tong Wenjie seemed very tired, turned over and said "Go to sleep", and ended the topic.Fang Yuan had no choice but to give up.

After the lights were turned off at night, Tong Wenjie opened her eyes and turned to look at the sleeping Fangyuan, only to reveal some of the sadness in her heart.Almost being unspoken by the boss, this kind of thing can't be told to the family no matter what, but if she resigns, the family will be even more difficult.

Not wanting to be overwhelmed by the burden, she began to think on the bright side.For a while, I thought that Xuxu and Lei'er had gone to Tsinghua University, and they would have a bright future after graduation; for a while, I thought that Fang Yifan might become popular in the future and become a big star.After thinking about it, her mood improved a lot, and she finally fell asleep.

On the same night, not far from the window, Qiao Yingzi was wearing a coat, standing in the cold night, looking at the person in front of him with quiet and numb eyes.

The next morning she opened her eyes, got up to wash up, ate the "nutritious meal" made by Song Qian, and swallowed the bowl of "replenishing soup" with the churn in her stomach, when she heard Song Qian say that there was a The boy tried to commit suicide by jumping off the building, but was taken away by an ambulance, so scary.

After the soup bowl was covered, Yingzi's eyes widened suddenly, and then she seemed to think of something again, and the shock in her expression disappeared.

She put down the bowl and wiped her mouth: "Is the person dead?"

Song Qian had lingering fears in her heart: "No, it's a blessing in misfortune."

Qiao Yingzi pushed away the chair, ready to go to school: "Oh, that's good."

Song Qian's eyes widened, surprised at Yingzi's calmness, but Yingzi didn't notice her gaze, put on her schoolbag and changed her shoes, greeted her and went out.

The students in the school were also discussing this matter that day.Fang Yifan came to talk to Xuxu and Lei'er, and he was also talking about Ding Yi, and he jumped from the building of their house. When they heard about this in the morning, the three children couldn't keep their mouths shut.

Yingzi listened to them quietly, and when Fang Yifan was frightened by the act of suicide but couldn't understand it, he interjected: "When people suffer for a long time, they will suffer from insomnia, and they will want to get out of this state."

Xuxu and Fang Yifan Lei'er looked at each other, and they both saw the shock and fear in each other's eyes.

They argued with Yingzi in a hurry, saying that life is still meaningful, and no matter what, they should not give up life easily.But the restless eyes in the eyes made each other understand, and they all realized the seriousness of the problem: Yingzi might have suicidal tendencies.

When we went home in the afternoon, we all walked together. Since we confirmed that there was something wrong with Yingzi's behavior, everyone paid more attention to her.Walking into the community, I saw Ding Yi who wanted to throw himself into the lake, but luckily he didn't succeed.

Ji Yangyang stood beside Fang Xuxu: "This is the thief, he doesn't look like a thief."

Yingzi said that he had seen him last night and knew that he should be persuaded.Fang Yifan persuaded Yingzi not to take all these responsibilities on himself.

After this incident, Fang's parents were also terrified, and Tong Wenjie was very worried. When they entered the door tonight, each of them gave a hug, and even coquettishly told them not to follow Ding Yi's example. She couldn't lose any of them.

Xuxu knew that the situation at home was not good, and her parents were under a lot of pressure.In fact, to say who might have an accident, I feel that two adults are more mentally burdened than three children, especially when they overheard that Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan were planning to sell their house, they blamed themselves and felt sad.

After a while, the news of Ding Yi's death spread rapidly in the community.When Fang Xuxu was in school, he saw many people mourning and praying around the place where he committed suicide, hoping that he would be free.She also saw Yingzi on the periphery of the crowd, with the same sad expression.Xuxu thought that Yingzi had talked and communicated with Ding Yi face to face. Ding Yi's death must have dealt a greater blow to her than to others.

The entire school and district seemed overshadowed by the sad news.All parents began to reflect and began to be a little scared.

Even Liu Jing and District Chief Ji carefully tested Ji Yangyang this day, but now Ji Yangyang is Ji Yangyang bursting with positive energy.After this incident, he felt that life is more precious, and being able to cherish the present moment and being with important people is more important than anything else.

The family searched for a long time in Ji Yangyang's bedroom and found Ding Yi's last words. The three of them looked at each other and had nothing to say to each other.It's just that Ji Yangyang thought of Fang Xuxu, and suddenly felt a little worried.

He knew Fang Xuxu's dream all along.In the second year of high school, they were getting to know each other slowly and walked into each other's inner world.Fang Xuxu knew his loneliness, his unwillingness, and his love for racing.Similarly, Ji Yangyang also knew that this beautiful girl who seemed to have everything had regrets in her heart.

It's just that Xuxu never mentioned this trouble again after the relationship was rebuilt in the third year of high school, but judging from her excitement at the concert on New Year's Day, her enthusiasm for playing the piano has not diminished.Ji Yangyang was worried that she would keep the matter in her heart. Not only would this approach not help, but it would only make people walk into a dead end, becoming more and more depressed and desperate.

He himself had experienced how painful that feeling was, so he didn't hope that Fang Xuxu would feel that feeling one day.

Xuxu put all her attention on Yingzi's abnormality, but she didn't realize her own state.Ji Yangyang, on the other hand, kept an eye on her, carefully observing her every word and deed.

Fang Xuxu didn't have any obvious abnormalities.Let others look at her, only think that she is youthful and energetic, with a sweet smile on her face, cute and lovable appearance, looks like a doll, has excellent grades, and is loved by the people around her. If such a person has any psychological problems, it is simply unreasonable.

But looking at it, Ji Yangyang realized some subtleties.He wasn't sure what the problem was, but every time he watched Fang Xuxu laughing, talking, doing homework, and chatting carefreely, he felt her happiness when he stood aside, and couldn't help but want to laugh with her .But smiling, he didn't want to laugh anymore, but the smile on Fang Xuxu's face was still so bright, without fading in the slightest.

It was as if smiling had become her instinctive reaction to people.

Fang Xuxu was not like this in the past.Although she is cheerful and optimistic, and although she has a good temper, she is spoiled a bit arrogantly and arrogantly. She often jumps with anger when faced with his cold face, and when she is unhappy, her mouth is so pouted that she can hang an oil pot. Like to often act like a baby to achieve the goal.Although everyone knows that she is just acting like a baby to express dissatisfaction, but no one will be angry with her.

But Ji Yangyang just felt that she seemed to be sensible now, but it was annoying.He was a little angry that Fang Yifan and the others didn't notice Fang Xuxu's strangeness, but after thinking about it, it would be of no use if he found out.

It's not that he didn't try to comfort her and asked her clearly, but every time Fang Xuxu looked at him in surprise and amused, as if he was worrying unnecessarily, and even at the end of the conversation, she still wanted to comfort Ji Yangyang, saying that he would be at ease , don't think about it just because of Ding Yi.

Ji Yangyang sometimes wished he could grab Fang Xuxu and shake her head to see what was in it.

The author has something to say:-

Rest assured, Xuxu will not commit suicide, nor will she collapse like Yingzi

感谢在2020-01-1215:52:57~2020-01-1310:46:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Wusong carrot;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Nuannuan; 4 bottles of Awen and Nanyoufeng; 1 bottle of shenghezi_, Zhijiujiu, and Xiaoxiannan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!