[Xiao Huanxi] complacent

To be honest, the picture of a group of people gathering together to study a 13-inch laptop is really funny.

Xuxu originally felt that Yingzi was missing, she was definitely not the most anxious, and she should be one of the most anxious, but she was quite surprised, there was basically no fluctuation in her heart, and she even felt a little taken for granted.

When she heard the news, the first thought in her mind was envy—"I want to run too".

After she reacted, her eyes widened and she was a little depressed. Ji Yangyang, who was rushed over after hearing the news, held her shoulders from behind and patted her head.

"Don't think about it," he warned softly over her head.

Xuxu felt that Ji Yangyang must have thought she was hit by Yingzi's abnormality, but she didn't want to refute, after all, she couldn't explain her abnormality at that moment, so she stood still, thinking that Ji Yangyang was on her shoulder His hand was so hard that his head pushed back against his chest.

The notebook was passed around in a crowd.First Yingzi's parents, then Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan, and then a few people who claimed to be elders were helpless, and they put the computer in the hands of Fang Yifan who stretched out his hand.

Tong Wenjie reacted and wanted to stare at him, telling him not to make trouble, but Fang Yifan blocked it with his hand.He looked at the password page of the computer intently and seriously, typed a few characters tentatively with one hand, and said to Tong Wenjie, "Mom, wait, wait."

Fang Xuxu also came back to his senses now, and began to search Yingzi's usual habits and preferences in his mind, wondering what password she would set up.Ji Yangyang has a good relationship with Qiao Yingzi, but he said that they are not that close, and he can't help him with anything, so he can only watch worriedly.

Fang Xuxu came up with a string of characters, thinking that the blind cat might run into a dead mouse today.She leaned over from the dining table, Fang Yifan deleted and deleted, hesitating to type the last character in.Fang Xuxu decided to wait for him to finish trying himself before trying again.

In the end, she didn't have to try her luck, and a big apple with a bite appeared on the computer page.This password is really unlocked.

The parents didn't have time to think about it, so they hurriedly turned their heads to look at the files and history pages on the desktop, wondering where Yingzi had gone.On the other hand, Xuxu took a look at Fang Yifan and was a little surprised. He never thought that he could guess Yingzi's password so quickly.

But Fang Yifan didn't have the energy to pay attention to her now, and stared at a few adults who were studying computers with rare serious eyes.

From the history browsing page, Song Qian found that Yingzi had bought a ticket to Nanjing. This need not be explained too clearly. Everyone present knew what she was going to Nanjing for.Song Qian was extremely embarrassed, Qiao Weidong was angry and anxious, seeing that the two of them might have to quarrel again, Fang Yuan, who was winking, hurriedly smoothed things over.

"Then what, now that you have found out where the child is going, you should hurry up and book a plane ticket to bring the child back. Isn't the winter camp over? But be careful what she's going to do in Nanjing."

A word to awaken the dreamer.

The follow-up situation is not for adults to let a few children know, Fang Xuxu still listens to Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan intermittently.

Two days later, Yingzi was brought back to Beijing by Song Qian and Qiao Weidong.

The reason why he said "collar" was because of the state of Yingzi that Fang Xuxu saw when he picked them up at the airport.

Fangyuan has a job, Tong Wenjie is interviewing, Fang Yifan is practicing in the last few days of the art exam, Yang Yang is making up lessons, Tao Zi is at grandma's house, Leier is making up lessons for Wang Yidi, and she is the only one who can pick up Yingzi.

Besides, Song Qian and Qiao Weidong couldn't get what they wanted now, and they really didn't know how to face their daughter.Xuxu is Yingzi's best friend, and their being together might make Yingzi relax a bit.

Xuxu was holding a giant Bugs Bunny doll in her hand. People passing by all looked at her as a big girl holding this toy, but Xuxu didn't have the energy to care what they thought at all. After Song Qian and Qiao Weidong hugged Yingzi in the middle, her eyes turned red.

Yingzi has been a carefree girl since she was a child, sometimes a little boyish.Between her and Xuxu, she had always been the one who praised and spoiled Xuxu's sensuality, that's why when Fang Xuxu saw Yingzi with dull eyes and haggard face, the feeling of tearing and distortion was so thrilling.

Seeing that Song Qian saw her, she pointed to Yingzi and said something to Yingzi in surprise. Yingzi raised his eyes, his eyes fluctuating slightly.Xuxu looked at her and felt that he couldn't take it anymore, so he covered most of his face with Bugs Bunny, opened his legs and ran towards Yingzi.

When she ran in front of the family of three, she stopped timidly and looked at Yingzi with sobs. Seeing that Yingzi didn't pay much attention to her for the first time, she wanted to cry when the corners of her mouth shrunk, but she still remembered that Yingzi was a patient, and she couldn't let the patient comfort her. She insisted on swallowing back the crying that was about to be blurted out.

"Yingzi, welcome back, I'll send you a Bugs Bunny."

So in the end, she could only wipe away her tears secretly, smiled carefully at Yingzi, and reached out to hug Yingzi through Bugs Bunny's round and soft body (she was afraid that Yingzi would push her away).

Yingzi subconsciously reached out to take Bugs Bunny, and sank into the doll with a slightly confused face.Song Qian watched from the side, and couldn't help showing her first smile in the past few days, and tears flowed down again as she smiled.For the first time, the strong woman felt that her tears seemed to never end.

Maybe it was the naive Bugs Bunny who moved her, or maybe it was Xuxu who moved Yingzi a little after all, she finally showed a little sign of wanting to care for others, she tried her best to lick the corners of her mouth at Xuxu, and smiled.

Maybe it was because her daughter was more willing to see her peers after all, and it happened to be on vacation. Song Qian and Qiao Weidong asked Xuxu for advice, and learned that she had nothing urgent recently, so they avoided Yingzi when they went home and begged her to come and accompany her more often. Accompany Yingzi.

Xuxu felt very sad to see that they were both very strong people pleading so prudently to her, a junior. She had planned to come to accompany Yingzi often.After Yingzi's incident, she hasn't had a good night's sleep, and she has suffered from severe insomnia in the past few nights. She doesn't know whether Yingzi's running away from home shocked her too much or resonated with her.

To be honest, she really felt that something was wrong with her state recently, and she also had a feeling for Yingzi.At this moment, it seems that only the two of them can understand each other's feelings.

There are some things that she can't tell her parents, can't tell her brothers and sisters, can't tell Ji Yangyang, and now she can't bear to tell Yingzi anymore.

As the art exam approached day by day, Fang Yifan didn't get nervous, but Fang Xuxu couldn't sleep.

She also didn't understand why she was so nervous when it was her brother who was going to take the exam. Every night, when she lay under the quilt and thought of the word art exam, her hands and feet would get cold.When she couldn't fall asleep, she would look at the violin case standing beside the bed, thinking of getting up and playing a few tunes, but it was late at night and the room was not soundproof, so even if she wanted to find something to entertain her sleepless night, she couldn't do it.

Xuxu tossed and turned, thinking that she would accompany Yingzi to the hospital tomorrow, she would have to get up early in the morning, she should have gone to bed early.It's just that the more she thinks about it, the more awake she becomes, her almond eyes shining in the night.

She reached out and unplugged the charging phone beside the bed, unlocked it, clicked off QQ, which was useless except for the elementary school class group information, opened the news, and started sending private news, the kind that only she could see.

Writing news is like writing a small diary, just because it is for yourself to read, so there is no need to ask for literary style and format.She posts whatever comes to her mind. Sometimes a post has only a few words, and sometimes she writes a hundred or two hundred words.

She only realized what she had done that night when the sky was slightly bright. She was in a daze at the news that was sent out on the screen, and her fingers moved up and down on the screen. In the dead of night, she was the only one who swiped the screen for hundreds of layers.

Fang Xuxu froze in place.She subconsciously clenched her arms tightly, and her cold hands made her skin crawl with goose bumps through a layer of pajamas.She didn't think about anything, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and when she felt a little sleepy, she turned her head and glanced at the phone.

Five in the morning.

At eight o'clock, she was woken up by Tong Wenjie. Her mother put a set of dry pajamas next to her pillow, and she was still chanting:

"I said earlier today that I would get up early today to accompany Yingzi to the hospital. Your alarm clock rang at seven o'clock, waking up both your brother and Lei'er, but you were still in a deep sleep. I should have stopped your alarm clock to let you You slept an extra hour."

Fang Xuxu was a little preoccupied, but he still smiled and hugged her, with his arms around her mother's neck, and the two walked to the living room entangled.

"Mom is the best~ I pack up and go out at 08:30. I want to go to the city library today. I may not come back with Aunt Song Qian at noon."

Tong Wenjie was a little surprised, and Fang Yuan also looked up from the dining table: "I cut a catty of pork ribs yesterday, and I plan to make soup for you at noon."

Fang Xuxu yawned: "Isn't it a lot of pressure in the third year of high school? I didn't sleep well yesterday. When I closed my eyes, it was Lei Er and Tao Zi who suppressed me. I'm going to Shitu to study hard."

Tong Wenjie gave her a thumbs-up in satisfaction: "Mom knows that Xuxu is self-conscious, so don't worry. Go wash up, don't let Yingzi and the others wait for you."

Fang Xuxu quickly washed up, got dressed, and had a simple breakfast, just 5 minutes before the appointment time.She put on her shoes, brought a small package, keys, wallet and a charger, and said goodbye to her parents to go out.

Qiao Weidong's car was already waiting downstairs.Xuxu opened the car door and went in. Song Qian handed a piece of bread from the front and asked her if she had breakfast.

Xuxu said that he ate it, but a hand came out sideways, Yingzi gave the bread to Xuxu, and said, "I'll take it for you, anyway, they buy so much."

Fang Xuxu felt that the atmosphere in the car was extremely awkward at the moment, and he didn't dare to make a sound, but Yingzi, who seemed to have passed the previous stage of ignoring anyone, started chatting with Xuxu about Fang Yifan's art test.

While talking, the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. Song Qian made an appointment with a psychiatrist in advance, so she didn't queue up for registration.When it was their turn, Song Qian pushed Yingzi and Xuxu into the house, so there was no need for Xuxu to hesitate.

When Yingzi was chatting with the doctor, Xuxu stayed with her to stabilize her mood, and from time to time helped Song Qian and Qiao Weidong add a few words about Yingzi's usual state. After a round of chatting, the doctor also read the watch made by Yingzi. After looking at the situation, he said with discernment to go to the bathroom.

If the doctor wants to say the diagnosis result, she shouldn't stay any longer.After all, it was necessary to uncover other people's family trauma, and she was not suitable for an outsider to listen to, which made the two parents present feel embarrassed and ashamed.

Besides, she has things to do.

Fang Xuxu came out of the department and took the elevator down to the first floor.There was already a queue at the registration window, and she silently walked to the end of the queue. When she was finally in line, she took out some cash and said, "Thank you, psychology department."

When Yingzi's family finally came out of the doctor's department, Xuxu stood up from the bench in the corridor, keenly aware that Song Qian seemed to be crying again.

Although Qiao Weidong didn't cry, his eyes were red, and he whispered to Xuxu, "Depression."

Fang Xuxu was prepared in his heart, but he still felt sore when the diagnosis was made.

Instead, Song Qian comforted her: "It's okay. If you know the cause, it will be cured. You and Uncle Qiao also know how to change it. Yingzi will definitely be fine. Don't worry too much."

Qiao Yingzi, who had been immersed in her own world all this time, raised her eyes at this moment, glanced at Xuxu, said nothing, stepped forward and hugged her, as if everything was silent.

Xuxu knew that it was impossible for Yingzi to know what she was going to do, but she still felt a kind of warm encouragement from this hug.

Because Fang Xuxu told Qiao Weidong and the others when they came here that they would go to Shitu and not go home, so Song Qian proposed to drive her there first, but Xuxu refused.She said that she wanted to go to the pharmacy downstairs to see if there were any stress-relieving medicines, and wanted to buy them for her brother's art exam.

Qiao Weidong proposed to treat her to dinner after she finished shopping to thank her for being with Yingzi these days, but Fang Xuxu refused, and the two adults were unwilling to force her, and they asked Yingzi repeatedly before they left the hospital with Yingzi.

Xuxu went downstairs, had lunch at the fast food restaurant downstairs in the hospital, then returned to the hospital, took the elevator up to the floor she was going to, sat in a chair in the corridor, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

The phone vibrated and the alarm clock rang, and Fang Xuxu opened his eyes.She was the first patient for an appointment in the afternoon.

She put her bag back on her back, rubbed her eyes, stood in front of the door, and knocked on the door.

A voice came from the door: "Please come in."

Xuxu pushed open the door.

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感谢在2020-01-2321:09:41~2020-01-3001:05:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Jiang Xiaxia, who wants to raise a cat, and Nanyoufeng;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 30 bottles of Xiaobai; 10 bottles of Qingxi; 5 bottles of Chestnut Qingshu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!