[Xiao Huanxi] complacent

Fang Xuxu felt that he really couldn't hold on anymore, and his rationality and firmness, which had been precariously upheld all this time, were on the verge of crumbling.Crying loudly seemed to not only wake up her tear ducts, but the emotions that were surging in her heart seemed to have finally found a loophole that could be captured, and ran out bubbling and bubbling, celebrating victory in her mind.

Humans are terrible creatures.Once you grit your teeth and endure it, your toughness is beyond imagination, and you will not be shaken in the slightest; but if there is a hole in this strong toughness, then all the external forces will collapse at a speed of destruction.The building collapses, and sometimes it only needs a slight push of that finger.

She didn't know why she was crying so sad, so sad, she just felt sad in her heart, and she couldn't find a little optimism to slow her down.She also knew that it was not good for her to cry in public, and she also knew that it was not good for her to slap and scold Ji Yangyang like this. She felt guilty, but she couldn't control herself at all.

Xuxu felt Ji Yangyang's arms around her shoulders, and he was leading her on a walk.She buried her head on his shoulder, the boy's neck was warm, and the light soap locust smell was nice and clean, which made her not want to raise her head to face the outside world, but just buried her head like an ostrich and couldn't come out. Cry well where you can't see.

As for where he's taking her, that's up to him.Even if she was going to go up to the sky again, she didn't have the strength to be afraid anymore.

She was indulging in her cowardly and fearful emotions. The little girl in her heart sat in the corner with her knees hugged, her head lowered, her eyes closed and her ears covered, she didn't want to hear or see, she didn't know where there was a pure land , so you don't have to face this terrible world.

It was as if the water stopper was pulled out from the bottom of the box, and there was a "beep", the sound of water dripping, and the sounds of the world broke into her ears again.Only this time it is a light note that is so soft that it almost jumps up.

Fang Xuxu's eyelashes trembled, his eyeballs moved, and he raised his tear-wet eyelids.

Gold, white, blue, pink, warm and bright colors, white horses and pumpkin carriages, white and fat angels embossed on the ceiling, with pure white wings and golden halos.The zenith is holy and pure white, and the relief roses at hand are slightly pink, with a texture like a fairy tale.

Carousel?

This style of painting suddenly changed too fast, which made her laugh out loud.With tears still in Xuxu's eyes, she realized that she had been carried on the wooden horse at some point, and the children around her were all looking at her curiously.Fang Xuxu didn't dare to think about what the people around her thought of her. Such a big man was crying while hugging the wooden horse, and even thinking about it, she felt hot.

The wooden horse is slowly turning with the music of jingle bells.Xuxu was originally sitting on one side, but she stretched her legs to sit on the other side. Turning her head, Ji Yangyang was standing beside her, just like those parents who were coming to take care of their children, only too young and handsome.

The music she heard just now was not just the melody played by large equipment in the air, but what woke her up even more was that he was humming along to the music in a low voice beside her ear, patting her back with his hand, making her Calm mood.

Ji Yangyang saw the look in her eyes come back, and sat on the wooden horse with a light blue saddle, laughing through tears.He leaned against the frame post, smiled slightly and looked at her.

He hadn't planned to put her on the ejection bungee jumping device, so why would he.He just wanted her to say that "no".

Fang Xuxu wiped away tears.She knew what Ji Yangyang meant, and there were some things that she didn't need to say out loud. Although she was accidentally the first one to forcibly tear open her wound, she felt a sense of relief that "it's finally here".

She doesn't need to pretend to be happy in front of him anymore, nor does she need to be a good child.

In front of him, she was Fang Xuxu herself.Perhaps in Ji Yangyang's heart, she was not an obedient and sensible girl, but a little trouble who couldn't listen to others.

At least that's how he looked at her at first.

Fang Xuxu smiled, and looked at the children around him with teary eyes.Children are always relaxing.

"It's full of kids around here. Only kids come to sit here."

Ji Yangyang tilted his head: "Don't you like the carousel the most? But because I have grown up, I am embarrassed to play anymore."

Fang Xuxu looked up, remembering that she was sitting on the passenger seat of Ji Yangyang's kart, and got up angrily to leave.At that time, Ji Yangyang had a schadenfreude smile on his face, leaning his elbows on the car door, teasing her: "You're afraid of even riding a go-kart, so why don't you just go to an amusement park and ride a merry-go-round?"

Ji Yangyang's little uncle stood aside and watched them giggling. Other drivers in the field were also poking and paying attention to this side. Xuxu stood beside the driveway, so ashamed that he wanted to find a brick to put on Ji Yangyang's helmet. hit on the head.

She closed her eyes and said, "You're right! I really like the carousel! It's better to go to the carousel at night!"

After speaking, she angrily threw the notebook she brought him into his car, turned around and left, and fled amidst the many whistles sounding behind her.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that since then, Ji Yangyang has not been so cold towards her.Looking back now, I feel that the noisy relationship between enemies at that time seemed like a lifetime away.

It turned out that he still remembered.

When I was a child, I liked the carousel because it was safe and dreamy.She was wearing a princess dress and a small crown, and she was standing outside the railing waiting for her brother and parents, and she was the most beautiful little princess on the wooden horse, and her smiling appearance was taken by her parents standing outside to take pictures.

What I like when I grow up is that I like the wind blowing at night, listening to soft music, and thinking around in circles.You don't have to worry about being out of place with so many children around you, and you don't have to scream thrillingly with the noisy crowd, but no one will stand outside and wait for her to turn around and take a picture of her smile. Although she is eager in her heart, some At this age, it is no longer necessary to fantasize about fairy tales centered on oneself.

They have all grown up, and when they grow up, they have to learn to compromise and consider others, and they can no longer live as self-willed as they were when they were young.

She is no longer a princess.

But Ji Yangyang thinks she is.

It's a pity that he couldn't take a picture of her smiling face now, with light-colored hair and eyes, sunshine, bubbles and a white horse. She was dressed in clean white, and she was never a grown-up princess, still kind and beautiful.

Ji Yangyang put his face in his left hand and looked at her with a smile: "Did you find out? This wooden horse is very beautiful when you are sitting on it. I picked the best-looking horse for you, and even chased away a few children. Wait. If we go down, maybe some parents will scold me."

"But now, are you happier? Grown up Cinderella?"

Fang Xuxu stared at him blankly, then suddenly let out a sob from his throat, sat on the horse and rushed towards him, hugging his neck and crying.

Ji Yangyang caught her, felt the moisture on the side of his neck, reached out and patted her on the back, listened to her suppressed sobs, and closed his eyes.

The onlookers only thought that the romantic couple was moved to embrace each other with tears. Only the two of them understood how heavy this hug was, and how meaningful it was for her to cry out on her own initiative.

Fang Xuxu went out for a walk and didn't come back until evening.She is in a special state now, and the family's hearts are hanging in their throats. If Fang Yifan said that Ji Yangyang took Xuxu out to play, Fang Yuan and Tong Wenjie would have been unable to sit still and go out to find someone.

At eight o'clock, the doorbell finally rang.Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan jumped up and ran to open the door, they were surprised when they met each other.

Standing at the door, Xuxu's eyes were much redder and swollen than when he went out in the afternoon, and his expression was lowered, but Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan were only shocked, and after the shock, they were delighted.

Xuxu actually cried.

As long as they cry, it means that the child's perfectly concealed emotions have finally been exposed, and they will have the opportunity to re-enter their daughter's inner world.

Fang Xuxu looked up at his parents. Seeing Tong Wenjie's worried brows and dark circles under his eyes, his nose felt sore. He stepped into the door and hugged his mother, tears streaming down his face again.

Tong Wenjie and Fang Yuan exchanged glances.Tong Wenjie touched Xuxu's back to comfort her, and led her inside.Fangyuan closed the door, and had something to say to Ji Yangyang face to face in the corridor.

He sighed and said sincerely: "Yang Yang, thank you so much, uncle really doesn't know how to thank you. This is the first time Xuxu cried in front of us these days. If she doesn't open her heart, we don't know what to say." What should I do, I dare not take her to the hospital rashly."

Ji Yangyang: "It's okay, Uncle Fang. She just doesn't want to make people worry, so keep her words in her heart and let it out."

Fangyuan nodded, and didn't ask him in detail what he took Xuxu to do today, as long as it was good for Xuxu after all.Some things don't need to be asked too clearly.To make Xuxu react so strongly, the child must have used some methods, some methods that they were reluctant to use.

It's just that Ji Yangyang still has something to say to him.

"Uncle, I have discussed it with my family, and I plan to go abroad to study in university. Xuxu's illness this time is because she wants to learn music, but this year's art test is over, so I want her to go to Germany to study with me The level of music education in Germany is high, and there may not be language requirements. Some schools have lower thresholds, as long as they can pass the entrance examination. I think it would be good for her to relax in a different environment. I can also take care of her and accompany her abroad. She treated her, and Germany's medical level is also very advanced."

Fang Yuan was startled at first, looked at him a few times, saw that he was serious, reached out and rubbed his eyebrows.

"How should I put it?" He put down his hand and said seriously, "Actually, her mother and I are also thinking about it. After all, she will go to college in the future. It is better for her to have acquaintances to accompany her in this state, but she probably doesn't want to continue. Staying in Beijing is within the sight of her mother and me. We have been thinking about it recently. You are right, Germany is very good, but Xuxu’s childhood dream was Vienna. Let’s take a look, Vienna The admission requirements of the Conservatory of Music are not strict. Now we are just worried that she is still sick, so we don't feel relieved to let her go out."

Ji Yangyang was a little surprised, and reacted immediately and said: "Germany is also very close to Austria. I can go to see her by car when I have time, and I will take care of her as much as possible and accompany her to see a doctor. Her current situation is not good. You can't relax at all in a different environment, and your spirit is tense. Even if she goes to school in China, unless she is in Beijing, you are still beyond your reach, and it is impossible to take care of her all the time."

Fangyuan nodded, patted his shoulder, and comforted him: "Okay, we will think about it carefully, don't worry too much. Thank you anyway, thanks to you, Xuxu finally cried to her mother today, believe me She's going to get better."

In fact, most of Ji Yangyang's words have convinced him, but he still has to discuss it with his wife.He thought, Yang Yang was the first person to let Xuxu untie his knots. Xuxu was getting older, and he didn't want to talk to his parents about some things. Letting the young people solve their problems by themselves might make them feel at ease instead.

After the end of the second model, Yingzi, who was recovering day by day, happily came to Fang's house to announce the good news.

Qiao Weidong and Song Qian's relationship has now been repaired a lot, and they are able to coexist peacefully in the same room.She invited Xuxu and the others to play at home, because Qiao Weidong bought a lot of delicious food.

At the dinner table at Yingzi's house, after Qiao Weidong suddenly announced that he and Song Qian were remarried, the chicken wings in Yingzi's hands fell off, Fang Yifan sprayed Coke, Lei'er poked his face with a straw, Xuxu choked on a corn cup Stopped, choking and coughing.

Fang Yifan looked at the two adults in shock, while reaching out to pat Fang Xuxu on the back.On the other side, Qiao Yingzi screamed excitedly: "I love my parents!"

The children clapped their hands and said congratulations no matter what the reaction was. When they came out of Yingzi's house full of wine and food, the third child of the Fang family ran home excitedly. Fang Yifan knocked on the door of the house while shouting "big news" .

Hearing this news, Fang Yuan and Tong Wenjie looked at each other in dismay, expressing their suspicion and bewilderment.

Before they could speak, Yingzi followed and happily invited them to watch a movie to celebrate.

They were beaming, and Fang Xuxu couldn't help curling his lips.Yingzi called her to join him, but she declined, saying that she would stay at home to practice.

Recently, her parents don't care much about her college entrance examination. Instead, they urge her to practice piano every day.Xuxu didn't know the reason, but guessed that there might be a turning point in the matter, her heart couldn't help thumping, she didn't dare to ask, but she was willing to obey and strengthen her practice.

Today her brother and Lei'er went out with Yingzi, but she could practice more without worrying that it would affect their review.

What's more, Aunt Liu Jing was hospitalized recently to prepare for the operation.She gave up going to Switzerland for medical treatment for District Chief Ji's career. Ji Yangyang would cook porridge and soup to see her on weekends. He hasn't come back yet, but he has already agreed that he will buy Daoxiang Village today and invite her to go downstairs for dinner.Because he is the only one at home, he doesn't want to eat alone anymore.

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