[Xiao Huanxi] complacent

Fang Xuxu hurriedly walked to the apartment with a few music scores and materials between her hands. The embarrassment and anxiety that she had just arrived six years ago had completely disappeared from her body.Years of experience in studying abroad has made her a senior in the local Chinese overseas student circle, and her juniors often send her text messages asking for help.

The residents near the apartment are all familiar with her. After all, it is rare for an international student to rent for six years.Apart from the fact that the landlady is a kind and decent wealthy woman, this well-behaved, humble and personable Chinese student has always maintained due respect and friendship for the neighbors.

Fang Xuxu spent a lot of time dealing with the relationship with the landlord, the neighbors, and the community. After continuous exploration and hard work, he was able to maintain a relatively stable balance in all aspects.Austria is small, but she has no roots here.If she wants to devote all her energy to her studies, she must not let the cumbersome interpersonal relationships in the life of studying abroad hinder her.Finding a house in a foreign country with a lot of luggage is a terrible thing.She didn't want to be kicked out by the landlord during the semester, and she didn't want to spend her daily time arguing with her neighbors about the sewer pipes and the drying rack on the balcony.

There are too many geniuses in this world, and the number of the proud ones is too numerous to enumerate.Although she is a little smart and has a little talent, she will not sit on the sky and think that she will pick up music casually and be the next Paganini.She understands that she may have some talent, but she will never be someone who can achieve success easily, let alone a genius.

She has seen too many amazing people with extraordinary demeanor.Some of them were born in a family of musicians, and they began to recognize staffs and listen to quarters from their mothers' wombs; They have a photographic memory, and they can pull down the tune completely by lifting the bow and reading the score once, as if copying the twins; they talk and laugh happily, and their daily activities are to haunt Vienna's large and small symphony halls, and they are invited to perform before they graduate Guests, take a group photo with those world-renowned masters in music theory books; some of them have even been able to arrange their own solos into the playlist of the Golden Hall.

She doesn't have the talent of being a genius, and she has left behind her foundation in the past ten years, and she can't even take advantage of her hard work.Fang Xuxu's first half year in the academy was spent amidst the sighs of the teachers and the ignorance of the students.The competitiveness in her heart was aroused, and the apartment could not practice piano for a long time, so she went to the square, to the park, to the subway station, and to the lakeside in the suburbs to practice.

Vienna is the capital of music, no matter what level she is, no passerby will stare at her strangely, but will listen quietly, offer friendly suggestions, and discuss music fingering with her.It was also during those six months that she practiced the piano for 14 hours a day or supplemented theoretical knowledge, and learned German for four hours. Her grades gradually increased, and her existence was discovered by more and more people.She began to have scholarship, praise, friends, calmness and beauty.

With such progress, she finished her three-year bachelor’s degree, successfully obtained a scholarship for a master’s degree, and then chose to take a year off from school at the end of her first year of master’s degree. She traveled around Europe while working, and almost all the money she earned was spent on music. at the meeting.She has had the pleasure of listening to everything from the Royal Albert Hall in England to country concerts at a church in the Dutch countryside.Europe is the birthplace of classical music. Different genres and styles of music have their own great charm, forming a magnificent medal in the history of music.

It was also in the summer of this year that Ji Yangyang finished his five-year undergraduate and master courses at the Technical University of Munich and set off to find her in a small town in the south of France, where he confessed his love to her in a grand and fragrant lavender field.

In fact, Fang Xuxu was surprised when he thought about it.The relationship between her and Ji Yangyang sprouted as early as the second year of high school, and sublimated in the third year of high school, but even if they knew each other well, they never broke through that layer of window paper.

He took her for treatment, searched for famous psychologists in Germany and Austria, and took her to cities in Germany and Austria every weekend.They even went to Australia together one summer.There was only one room left in the resort, and they shared the same bed, but nothing happened.

He won't speak out until her illness is cured.

Fang Xuxu took a year off from school, so she wanted to make herself better and face a new life.She also has heart and feelings, and she also hopes to respond to his dedication as soon as possible and give him an answer that makes him happy.

She thought that every year when she returned to Beijing during the holidays, even her father and Fang Yifan, who had always been awkward, would always ask around corners if their relationship had progressed.It really shouldn't make him wait any longer.

How lucky is she to meet such a good boy at such an early age, if she doesn't cherish him well, even God will look down on him and punish her for losing him sooner or later.

He didn't come to disturb her journey, maybe he also understood that she wanted to be alone.Ji Yangyang worked harder to complete his studies, and finally received an invitation from her to go with him after the graduation ceremony.

He packed his luggage and got on the train to France directly.

From the first moment he saw her, he knew she was ready, even eagerly anticipating the changes his arrival would bring about.

Ji Yangyang rented a small house in a small town in the countryside of Provence. There is a large lavender field outside the house.There he confessed to Fang Xuxu.

The confession line is very famous in the German-speaking area, from a beautiful film "imJuli" (in July).

It was in the evening when he said this to her.The evening glow of Provence reflects the lavender flower spikes, and the moist and gentle wind blowing along the Mediterranean coast blows a faint fragrance.

She was wearing a French-style light red tea dress with thin suspenders hanging on her slender white shoulders.Her hair was long and curled, and her elbows rested on the ground behind her. The soft, light hair was curled up on the flowers and piled behind her.

Ji Yangyang was wearing a sea blue shirt, his trousers and shirt were rolled up, he looked like a young man in the French countryside, free and gentle.

The lines in the movie are like this, Fang Xuxu can recite it by himself:

"Meine Herzallerliebste, ichbin Tausendevon Meilengegangen. Ichhabe Flüsseüberquert, Bergeversezt. Ichhabegelitten undichhabe Qualenübermichergehenlassen. dichliebe."

(My favorite, I have traveled thousands of miles, traveled mountains and rivers, worked tirelessly, resisted temptation, followed the footsteps of the sun, in order to come to you and tell you, I love you.)

When he spoke, she knew all the words and what the whole paragraph was, but she couldn't get a word out of her mind at that time, and the lavender in her hand was trampled into a ball unconsciously.

Before he came, she thought of a hundred answers to confess.From the classic lines in the movie to the most playful metaphor responses in various countries.

But when the moment did come, she couldn't think of anything but a "gut".

They sat and kissed in the lavender fields, cuddling in the fading light.Becoming a lover is no different, it seems to be a matter of course, as if it should have been so long ago, the changes are smaller than they imagined, but much more than they imagined.Because it seems too late, so eager to make up for the missed time and belated intimacy.

A quiet and sparsely populated countryside, a vast and romantic lavender field, a gentle and humid sea breeze, a pair of lovers, and a hut.They just blended together in that cabin.

Fang Xuxu did not embark on the journey again. Maybe she thought the long journey should come to an end, or maybe she was greedy for her lover's warmth and stopped her wandering with the wind.She landed safely on his chest, kissed him when the sun rose, and made love to him in the afterglow of the sun.A week later, Ji Yangyang found out a pair of clean clothes, dressed and planned to go to the city to replace the used condoms, but saw Fang Xuxu walking over with her suitcase, opened the zipper of the interlayer, and dumped half the suitcase The condom fell to the ground with a clatter.

So they continued to rub each other's ears on the bed, talking sticky love words in each other's ears.The young and snow-white body was stained with traces of the other party, and they were lingering to death in a nameless town in a foreign country.

From the end of June to the beginning of September, no one will know who they are, and no one will care about their past stories.As if isolated from the world, the world is full of each other's breath and figure, until they dress appropriately, walk out of the hut with their luggage, and leave here.

One got on the plane and went back to take the exam to continue his studies; the other stepped on the train and set off to the city famous for its beer all over the world, changing identities, from youth to man, from a student from a foreign land to a future elite accepted by the city .

Fang Xuxu took the first exam after returning home. Her examiner was Professor Zwei, whom she was familiar with, and the teacher who had introduced her to the school.When she lowered her bow, he spoke.

"Your music has a soul of its own."

She knew that from then on, her music was no longer "excellent performance", but "belonging to Fang Xuxu's piano sound".

Professor Zwei heaved a long sigh, picked up the pen from the side, and signed his signature in a fancy style on a piece of heavy colored paper.

"You know, I don't like you at all. But you successfully passed me, graduated, and you were willing to let me approve your master's application. You won, angel, and now you can go to the Berlin Philharmonic. "

He turned around and handed her the piece of paper, which was a letter of recommendation, addressed to the first violinist of the Philharmonic Orchestra.

Fang Xuxu smiled.

Turning back the time to the present, she hurried back with the newly borrowed reference book from the library in her arms and the laptop in her bag.

This year is her last year at school. Graduation is approaching, and the crowded practice room has finally lost many graduates who occupy hours all the year round.If you want to write a thesis, this is true both at home and abroad.One world, one pain.

It was with great difficulty that she let her instructor relax, and she was no longer blocked by long paragraphs of the discussion like before. Even though she has always been very good-tempered and patient, she couldn't help carnival in her heart, and tap danced.

She took out the key from the pocket of the thin windbreaker, and when she opened the door, she felt something strange, with a smile on her face.The scent of flowers floats in the air, the sound of steak frying is alluring, a pair of men's shoes are lying in the entrance, and a beautiful Prussian blue buckle coat is hung on the hook above.

Fang Xuxu put down the things in his hands, took off his windbreaker, and revealed the shirt skirt inside. With his hands behind his back, he walked to the kitchen with dancing steps, and looked around.

The man in the white shirt was twisting a black pepper shaker, his exposed arms were slightly wheat-colored and muscular.

Fang Xuxu hugged his waist from behind, smelling the men's perfume on his body.

"You have been on a business trip for a long time, and you are tanned. You were quite white before."

Ji Yangyang brought out the steak and placed it on a white porcelain plate: "I'm a man, so what are you doing for nothing? You can do nothing for nothing."

Fang Xuxu pursed his lips, and he turned around and kissed her lips: "Go wash your hands, change your clothes, and you can eat right away. How about having a candlelight dinner tonight?"

Xuxu jumped on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek, and glanced at him when passing by the restaurant.Candelabra, candles, white table-cloth, gold cutlery, goblets, and flowers, he had all ready.She continued to walk out, glanced out of the corner of her eye, and unconsciously caught a glimpse of the folded napkin on her seat.

Fang Xuxu paused for a moment, then moved forward as if nothing had happened.As soon as she got out of the dining room, she ran into the bedroom and rummaged through the cabinets to find the dress she bought for the graduation ceremony last month.It was too late to take a bath, so she touched up her makeup in front of the mirror, put makeup on her plain eyes and nose, changed her clothes, took hand cream and rubbed it evenly on her fingertips repeatedly, making her hands soft and fragrant.

The veal steak and wine for dinner were good, but she was a bit out of taste.I don't know if it's the illusion of my nervousness, but the tip of my nose is always lingering with a strong rose fragrance.Finally the salad plate was empty and the dinner was over.Ji Yangyang stood up from his seat and walked towards her.

The smell of roses is stronger.

He reached out and pulled out a few branches of the bunch of lilies in front of her, only to reveal the crimson flower buds behind.He held up the bouquet of roses, and slowly knelt down in front of her.

The napkin, which Fang Xuxu deliberately didn't touch, was wiped away by a slender and strong hand, and a ring fell out.A ring set with red diamonds.

Ah, sure enough.

A very old-fashioned proposal, candlelight dinner, expensive red wine, roses, and a diamond ring hidden in a napkin.

But because it was the man she loved most who did all this, it seemed to be the most touching thing in the world, making her tears drip into the bouquet.

She was in a state of tearful eyes when he pushed the ring onto the middle finger of her left hand before realizing that she had agreed to his marriage proposal, and she had been upgraded from a girlfriend to a fiancee.

She was about to become someone else's wife one day.

Fang Xuxu hugged him and let him lean over to kiss her lips. With his fingers reaching his back, he pulled the zipper all the way down behind him.

The candles were burning, and the dim yellow light was flickering vaguely. The lights in the room were not turned on, only the bed light in the master bedroom was lit.A pair of lovers are sharing each other's love and joy.

The night in Vienna is just right, the stars are twinkling, and the music church not far from the community plays hymns to celebrate the recovery of all things and the roses are in full bloom.

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