Youth after the continuation of that year in a hurry

It was late at night when we flew over Australia.

It is another bustling city. Looking down from the plane, it seems that there are delicate patterns embroidered with gold thread on black cloth.

Night flight can see the most prosperous side of a city.

But maybe when a group of people travel, they will be amazed when they see it.But when a person goes to a foreign country, there will be an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

It is far, far away from Beijing.

It is far, far away from those people in Beijing.

Between the ocean that can't see the other side,

Across the vast continent.

Fang Hui put her head on the vacuum glass of the plane window and closed her eyes.

A bustling city will always make a lonely person even more lonely.

Some child in the cabin shouted, "Mom, look how beautiful the outside is! This place is even more beautiful than Beijing!"

It is more beautiful than Beijing.

But why, I can't see its beauty.

After staying with my mother's friend for two days, I shared the rent with a few trustworthy young people. It is not convenient to live in someone else's house.

Time flies, a year is but a blink of an eye.

Although time has passed and my heart is slowly pasted and smoothed with the hemostatic patch of time, it is impossible not to remember anything.

The more you want to forget, the more you can't forget.

While peeling an apple, Zhang Nan asked Fang Hui, "Why didn't I hear you mention your boyfriend? It seems that you don't intend to fall in love here."

The two were familiar, so he didn't think too much about it.

Fang Hui's hand that turned the pages of the book paused in the air: "I don't want to repeat the same mistakes."

A few words, very lightly.

Perhaps because he didn't hear it, Zhang Nan continued talking.

"I know a lot of people, so I'll introduce you another day?"

"No need." After the pages of the book were closed, Fang Hui packed up his things.

The dusty lock in the bottom of my heart was touched for a long time, and I felt a little disgusted for a moment.

Chen Xun...

Perhaps sensing something was wrong with Fang Hui, Zhang Nan quickly stopped the topic: "Are you going back to China this holiday? My family knows some people from travel agencies who can get cheap air tickets."

"Ah?" After careful calculation, she didn't go back for a whole year, and Xu Yanxin also urged her to come back a few times, but for some reason, she was a little resistant to Beijing.

She loves the city that raised her, but she is afraid of this city that changes at will.

But the air ticket from Australia to Beijing is really not cheap, and it is still stressful for a student studying alone in Australia.There is some hesitation in my heart.

Now, it seems that whenever Beijing is mentioned, Chen Xun comes to mind.

It's like the two nouns are linked.

"I'm going to go back. If I don't mind, I'll order it for you. It would be nice to take a piece together." Zhang Nan cut the peeled apple in half and handed it to Fang Hui.

"Can you let me think about it one more night..." Fang Hui's voice trembled a little because of what he thought of just now.

"Okay, don't worry, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Whether to go back or not, what was considered was about him.

Why do these two people who have clearly given up their minds think about this again?

I went back and didn't tell anyone.

Zhang Nan was always very excited on the plane, after all, he hasn't been home for so long.

Fang Hui kept her eyelids half-closed and closed her eyes to rest, occasionally answering Zhang Nan with a slight smile.

More than a dozen hours passed quickly, but also very slowly.

For Fang Hui, it will be soon.

For Zhang Nan, it was very slow.

I don't know what happened to Chen Xun.

Before calling with Lin Jiamo and the others, they also avoided this topic, maybe they didn't want to make themselves too sad.

It should... have a good time with Shen Xiaotang...

At the airport, Zhang Nan kept clamoring to send Fang Hui back home, but Fang Hui naturally kept evading it. Zhang Nan was so "enthusiastic" that he might come every day after knowing the address.

It seems... It seems that Fang Hui came back to Beijing just to have a quiet time.

Sitting quietly in a coffee shop alone in the old place, the feeling must be different from that in Australia.

"Hey, what's the matter? It's safe for the two of us to take a taxi." Zhang Nan said while pulling Fang Hui's suitcase, "Don't be so friendless."

I wanted to evade again, but if I said the last sentence, if I disagreed, I was afraid that it would make people feel uncomfortable, so I let go and gave him the suitcase.

Looking up at the sky in Beijing, it is a bit gray.

Unlike Australia's blue sky and white clouds.

That is the gray in memory, the gray that belongs to Beijing.

It is also the gray that belongs to her heart.

He lowered his head, not wanting to look any further.

But that piece of ash is still there.

When Xu Yanxin heard that her daughter was coming back, she was also happy and cooked a lot of dishes at home.

Hearing the doorbell ring, he quickly untied his apron to open the door.

"Are you back? Hey, you've lost weight again, over there... ah, this is..." Xu Yanxin took Fang Hui's hand, but saw that there was someone behind her.

"Oh, this is my classmate in Australia." Fang Hui explained, but he brought up the matter of co-renting. Firstly, he didn't want his mother to feel that he was under financial pressure. It can be well understood and accepted, saving embarrassment and trouble.

"Oh, come, come, come in and eat, let's go home after eating." Xu Yanxin beckoned Zhang Nan to enter the room.

There is a knowing smile on his face.

Fang Hui is not a very relaxed person, she won't change too much when she goes abroad, and it's not sure if it's what she thinks when she brings a boy home from such a long distance.

At this age, I'm still worried that she won't be able to get out of Chen Xun's list.

"You two eat first, I'll fry the lettuce too." Turning around, he went back to the kitchen.

"Ah, you don't need it, auntie. There aren't so many dishes." Zhang Nan said with joy, after all, Fang Hui's mother didn't seem to dislike him.And he... more or less liked Fang Hui in his heart, but he didn't dare to speak.

"If you want it, it's rare for you to come back and visit Auntie to be happy." Xu Yanxin couldn't hide the smile in his voice.

The corner of Fang Hui's mouth smiled faintly, and lowered his head to pick up the vegetables.

"Hey Fang Hui, tell me if the two of you are..." Xu Yanxin held Fang Hui while Zhang Nan went to scoop up the soup and whispered.

"What! He and I are classmates..." Fang Hui's eyes widened.

"But everyone has followed. Even if it's a woman who has no intentions, the man has feelings too, right?" Xu Yanxin looked at Fang Hui and smiled slightly.

"Mom, don't make wild guesses, there really isn't one." Fang Hui stopped answering.

"Hey, okay, you young people are really..." Xu Yanxin said helplessly, "You two eat more, there are so many dishes."

After eating, Zhang Nan sat for a while and went home.

Fang Hui sent Zhang Nan downstairs.

"Take this bag of fruit back, my mother asked me to give it to you."

"no, I'm fine."

"Take it, why don't you be polite." There was a faint smile on the corner of Fang Hui's mouth.

"Okay, let's meet again in a few days to go to a coffee shop or something."

Fang Hui smiled and took it as a reply.

I stay at home every day, and I don't go out to find people to play or go shopping.

It seems that in the past few months, my heart has begun to grow old.

Fang Hui smiled wryly.

It is also time to go out for a walk.

The first thing that came to my mind was my high school.

The beginning of that most beautiful memory is also the end of that most beautiful memory.

It's summer vacation now, and there will be no one at school.

Naturally, I also hope that there will be no one, how can others understand the memory that belongs to me.

Walking on the path to the school that has been walked countless times, I still saw three or two girls gathered together and discussing in a low voice.

The age is similar to the original self.

"Hey, there's so much homework this summer vacation, it's outrageous. They arrange it so neatly that it doesn't hurt to stand and talk."

"There's nothing we can do about it. If he wants to arrange it, we can't follow it. Could it be that he has rebelled? Don't you have such good grades..."

"Don't talk nonsense." The girl's face was blushing.

"Hah, you're blushing again."

Youth is spent in the ridicule of partners.

When I heard others talk about myself and Chen Xun, I would blush.

When we are young, we are bathed in the best time.

Everything is the best, without any impurities.

like ice cubes.

But we all forget that the most beautiful things are destined to disappear soon.

like ice cubes.

It reflects the sunlight on the lake in late winter and early spring, presenting an indescribably pleasing color.

Pure things are desirable.

The long winter makes us think that this is eternal, but when the spring is deep, we find that it has long since disappeared.

Missed.

We felt sorry for that moment, but not sad.

Because winter will come again, this scene will appear again.

But youth is different, it relentlessly never looks back.This is also why we feel sad while regretting.

There will always be a few people who will take you through this day.

Then, there will always be someone who will remind you of this feeling.

Before I knew it, I thought of him again.

Why, unknowingly hurt the spring and the autumn again.

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