The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

The call is connected.

Cai Zhan's voice was as usual, so calm that no trace of emotion could be heard.

Holding the phone, Xu Huaiyang was slightly dazed.

"Hello? Xu Huaiyang?"

Xu Huaiyang was silent for a long time, and the person on the phone called him a few words.

He didn't want to speak because he didn't know what to say.

He seemed to be able to remember what happened when the fragment was broken, but it was not so clear, and there were only fragments in his mind.

Cai Zhan's voice on the phone was full of rumors, and he probably hadn't arrived home yet.

Xu Huaiyang clenched his fist, probably because he clenched his fist a little too hard, and the ring in the palm of his left hand made him feel a little painful.

The residual drunkenness after waking up made him feel a little dazed, and now he just wanted to get his brain to work quickly and say something to reply.But the brain is like an old part that has not been greased, and it still doesn't work.

He always felt that there was something wrong with that ring, but he didn't know where it was, which made him feel so awkward, so... strange.

Cai Zhan on the phone called him twice.

Xu Huaiyang hesitated for a while, and finally opened his mouth.

"Ah...it's me." He felt his throat a little dry.

"What's wrong?" Cai Zhan asked.

Xu Huaiyang lowered his head and looked at the toe of his shoe: "It's okay... I'll ask if you're home yet."

The other side was silent for a while.

"Here we are, how about you?"

fraud.

When your uncle arrives, there is so much wind around you, do you blow a fan at home?

Xu Huaiyang stared at the ground, a few dead leaves who didn't know when they fell, escaped the cleaning of the cleaning lady, and were being blown by the wind and circling under his feet.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered that in school, on the road he and Cai Zhan always walked after school, there were often leaves blown in circles by the wind.

I turned around until my head was dizzy, and I couldn't find the point.

Xu Huaiyang took a deep breath.

"I'm home," he looked up and smiled, "It's okay, I'll ask you, if you haven't..."

"Xu Huaiyang."

Before he finished speaking, the opposite party suddenly interrupted him.

Xu Huaiyang's breathing stopped suddenly.

He looked at the ground, and for some reason, he suddenly didn't dare to look up, as if the person he was talking to was right in front of him.

"I……"

A sharp horn suddenly interrupted the voice on the phone.

Cai Zhan just said a word and stopped.

Xu Huaiyang froze for a moment, looked at the phone, and wanted to ask what was wrong.

But before the words came out, he suddenly felt something was wrong.He looked back at the gate of the community. A car was blocking the gate. The owner of the car was arguing loudly with the security guard.

The owner of the car was very irritable, arguing and slapping the horn again.

In the phone, a horn rang almost at the same time!

Xu Huaiyang was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly realized something, he didn't even bother to hang up the phone, and ran to the gate.

I!Depend on!

This man is sick!

He never thought that Cai Zhan was near his house now!

Xu Huaiyang couldn't care less about thinking, and couldn't care less about playing the flashlight, so he ran to the gate quickly, tripping several times along the way, and it was the first time he felt that the road in front of his house was so steep.

Your uncle!If you fall down and become paralyzed today, you will be responsible for me as a cow, a horse, and a son to take care of the elderly!

The car at the door argued with the security guard for a while, probably because it wanted to enter the community but had no documents, and in the end there was nothing to do, so it turned around and left.

When Xu Huaiyang arrived, the door was empty.He slowed down, and stopped panting heavily.

no one.

Picking up the phone to check again, the call was also hung up.

For a moment, he suddenly felt his chest was terribly congested.I couldn't say whether it was anger or shock, but it was clear that it was a deep sense of aggrieved and powerless.

He was still a little unwilling, so he calmed down a bit, took two steps forward, and knocked on the window of the security room.

"Uncle," he forced a smile, "did you just see a student about my age, wearing a denim jacket, walking around here?"

The security guard shook his head, with the usual impatience of night shift security guards on his face: "No, where can I find students in the middle of the night."

Xu Huaiyang frowned, thanked him, turned and left.

As he walked along the way, he lowered his head and called Cai Zhan, but the other party never answered.

want!gas!fry!up!

Why don't you just explain what's going on!

He took a deep breath and took the key to open the courtyard door.When I opened the door, I felt my hands trembling with excitement.

Depend on!

He kicked the door hard.

……

"You've got some patience, haven't you?"

A book was thrown over, hit his shoulder, and then fell to the ground with a "crash".

Beige rind, Beethoven's piano sonatas, vol.He was a little dazed to recognize it.

The pomegranates outside the window were in full bloom, and the sun cast its hot rays into the house, making the whole room scorching hot.

The book was too thick, he could feel a dull pain in his shoulder, he was shaken by the impact, and then instinctively took a step back.

The cold piano was pasted behind him.

"Damn...Little white-eyed wolf!" The man gave a fierce "bah" and pointed at him with bloodshot eyes, "How did I give birth to such a thing!"

"Just like your mother, none of them are normal, they are all fucking sick..." The man took the shovel in the flower pot from the window sill, and walked towards the woman in the corner. "There is no normal person in this family!"

The woman huddled in the corner, shaking her head desperately, her terrified face was covered with tears, her long curly hair stuck to her cheeks...

"Sangmen Xing, still fucking crying, I'm not doing well now...it won't be much better in the future!"

The unbearable screams and cries penetrated into the eardrums, and he pressed against the piano, unable to close his eyes, his body tensed uncontrollably.

"Little white-eyed wolf, you too." The man put down the shovel, turned to look at him and smiled, his eyes were creepy.

He pulled his collar, went out, went downstairs, the woman was still crying behind him.He was dragged down to that place with no windows and no sunlight.

Everything is as dark as an abyss, only the sound of the last cabin being locked can be heard...

"Whoa-"

There was a sound of glass breaking.

Cai Zhan sat up abruptly, gasping for breath.

The feeling of suffocation has not yet passed, and I am covered in sweat.His eyes were empty, and his pupils were still slightly narrowed.

The pomegranates, the sun, and the scorching air all disappeared.

The room was quiet, the windows were closed and the curtains were drawn.Through the curtains, you can see the raging wind and the chilling scenery of the cold winter, and you can also hear the sound of the wind blowing in the room.

The clock on the wall was running silently, and the pointer pointed to three o'clock in the morning.

There was a soft "meow" sound in the living room, and a white cat walked into the room lightly.

Cai Zhan was in a daze. When he heard the cat meowing, he regained his composure a little. He looked up at it and waved to it gently.

Dahei jumped onto the bed in a few steps, curled up into a hairball, and curled up in Cai Zhan's arms.

The hand playing the piano gently touched Dahei's soft hair, and the forelegs were a little wet. Combined with the sound just now, it was probably because of playfulness that he broke a cup or something.

He hugged the cat silently, staring at a fold on the quilt in a daze.

dreamed about.

Long time no dream.

This was the dream he always had when he was afraid—the cruel and vicious man in the dream, the crying woman, and the fearful and trembling child, these were the real memories of Cai Zhan when he was seven or eight years old.

Cai Zhan buried his face in the cat, his nose suddenly felt a little sour.

Scared.

Where his fear comes from, he knows better than anyone else.He would dream about things from the past, and probably knew why.

Da Hei Ban turned around, and lightly licked his cheek.

Cai Zhan hugged it tightly, pressed the quilt on his body, and buried his face in it.A faint sound of wind could be heard in the room, whining outside the window like crying.

What else are you trying to hide?

The mobile phone was thrown on the bedside table, and the flashing light reminded him that during the time when he fell asleep immediately after arriving home, he did not know how many missed calls and unread messages.And it all stemmed from last night's impulse.

He didn't want to answer Xu Huaiyang's call, because he was afraid that if he did, he might not be able to control what he said.If he said so, the ten years he tried to hide would be destroyed, and it would be even harder for him to escape from his past and this family.

Some things, once said, can no longer be denied.He has to admit his distorted desire and different orientation, and repeat the mistakes of this family.

How to choose?

He sighed.

Whatever he chooses, he likes him.

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By the way, why is it so quiet these two days? Is it because the writing of these chapters is not fun?

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Then, I finally wrote about Cai Zhan's childhood experience, and felt distressed.