The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

look forward to?Xu Huaiyang smiled.

As early as junior high school, things like "hope" had disappeared from his life.

Compared with his peers, Xu Huaiyang is much precocious in some aspects.At least in the first year of junior high school, most of the teenagers have passed the second period of middle school.

At that time, Fang Mian was not only as careless as he is now, but also seemed a little more stupid.Fang Mian once stole money from a drawer at home to buy five yuan a rose for a little girl, and his mother beat him up when she found out.

Xu Huaiyang probably became taciturn since then.

Fang Mian once said that he was used to Xu Huaiyang's prickly behavior and actions because he knew what kind of person Xu Huaiyang was before he was pricked.

Before his parents' marriage cracked, Xu Huaiyang, like every ordinary child, would be happy or sad because of little things. After school, he would quarrel with his friends and get covered in dirt.

The act of divorce itself was not the key to changing his character.Many children live a healthy and happy life after their parents separated, and they can also have a silly and carefree childhood.Fang Mian grew up with Xu Huaiyang, and sometimes she could sense something was wrong.From then on, he always felt that things were not as simple as divorce.

Until one night after school in the first grade of junior high school, Fang Mian found Xu Huaiyang who was learning to smoke on the roof of the teaching building.

A good student who is pure and white, and polite in the eyes of the teachers, is sitting leaning against the wall, choking tears from the burning smoke.

He didn't know what to do, so he had to sit next to Xu Huaiyang and smoke with him.The two non-smokers coughed and choked, but only Xu Huaiyang choked with tears.

Later, Fang Mian knew.Xu Huaiyang's parents divorced a long time ago, but no one wanted him before the divorce was pronounced.

Xu Huaiyang wiped his tears with a smile and said that his mother who didn't want to take him away finally took custody, and when he entered junior high school, he went abroad immediately.

What am I did wrong?Why are they all gone?

That was the last time Xu Huaiyang cried and talked to him.

What now?

Xu Huaiyang held the mobile phone, looked at the ground slightly in a daze, and leaned on the sofa.

--Huaiyang, sometimes I wish someone would take you in.Let your days at least have some hope.

Fang Mian said so.

He had to admit that what Fang Mian said was right, he really had no hope of living a life now.

Every day is the same life, everything is to fill those "doesn't matter" vacancies in life.No one can stay, and no one makes him want to stay.

Anyway, we have to go in the end.

"Is there anything else?" Xu Huaiyang asked.

Fang Mian hesitated for a moment, then said nervously: "Brother Yang, are you angry?"

"No," Xu Huaiyang sighed, lying on the sofa, "You're quite right."

Indeed, hit the nail on the head.

Fang Mian didn't expect Xu Huaiyang to have such an attitude, and panicked even more: "No, no, in fact, if you think it's good now, don't care what I say, I'll just..."

"Fang Mian," Xu Huaiyang smiled, "Thank you."

The other side was silent again.

After staying with Fang Mian for so long, the other party has already become a roundworm in his stomach.Whether it's a thank you or a courtesy, I can understand it naturally.

Fang Mian didn't say anything more, changed the topic and said a few words, then hung up.

Xu Huaiyang sat on the sofa and stared blankly for a while.Then he took out a lighter from under the coffee table, took it behind the door and went to the balcony.

When returning to school in the afternoon, Cai Zhan did not come as expected.

Xu Huaiyang turned his pen while handing in his homework, absently watching a group of class representatives running around on the podium.

There is no need to make up homework this week, and there is no need to collect homework.Sure enough, the Chinese class represents leisure...

What happened to Cai Zhan made him nod his head, but there was nothing he could do except wait for him to appear.

After a while, he yawned and opened a magazine in boredom.

A notebook tapped lightly on him.

Xu Huaiyang was taken aback and turned his head. A girl was smiling at him. It was Yu Wei, the geography class representative.

"Why are you so idle?" Yu Wei smiled angrily holding a stack of exercise books.

Xu Huaiyang glanced at her, smiled, and moved more than half of the workbooks from Yu Wei's arms: "Yes, there is no homework collected. Seeing you busy, I almost die of idleness."

"Crazy." Yu Wei glanced at the exercise book in his arms, and smiled with a reddish face.

Yu Wei is his classmate in the first year of high school. She looks average, but she studies well and has a good temperament.Xu Huaiyang had heard people say more than once that Yu Wei had something for him, but he never said it out loud.

The little girl always chatted with him one after another, and after a few times, the two of them got to know each other better.

"Where did you send it? Geographic Office?" Xu Huaiyang weighed the notebook in his arms, "Let me move it there for you."

Anyway, there is nothing to do in the classroom, so just learn from Lei Feng and do good deeds.

Yu Wei hesitated for a moment when she heard the words: "That's just right. This week's homework is really heavy, and I have to move it twice myself."

Xu Huaiyang gave a "hmm" and didn't say anything.

The geography office is in another teaching building. If you send it there, you need to carry a stack of exercise books across the playground.Geography teachers don't check their homework often, but once they check their homework, they can embarrass their class representatives to death.

Yu Wei hugged a third of the exercise book and followed Xu Huaiyang.

Due to the snow this morning, the outside temperature is very low.The snow on the campus has been cleared away, only the occasional bits and pieces of white can be seen in the corner of the wall.

The winter nights come early, and the street lights come on after dark.

This road is the road that Cai Zhan and Cai Zhan used to take after school, passing the art building and the playground.There are many street lights, which emit a warm yellow light in winter nights.

Xu Huaiyang didn't know what he was thinking, he was a little absent-minded.

Yu Wei lowered her head and walked with Xu Huaiyang, seeming a little nervous.

"Xu Huaiyang." Yu Wei called out.

"Ah?" Xu Huaiyang was stunned for a moment, then regained his senses.

"You...how do you usually study?" Yu Wei's tone was a little cautious.

It's not a good idea to find this topic, Xu Huaiyang smiled.

He thought for a while, and said, "Do your homework well and review on time. When you can't sleep at night, you will silently recite the knowledge points... Actually, I just study casually."

Yu Wei sighed: "You can get away from me so far by learning casually, I am so wronged."

Xu Huaiyang smiled and said nothing.

The two fell silent again.

Xu Huaiyang really didn't know what to talk about with girls, so he didn't talk anymore, and walked ahead along the way.

After delivering the geography homework, the two returned the same way.Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too dull, Yu Wei bit her lip and opened her mouth again.

"Xu Huaiyang," she lowered her head, "don't you usually go out?"

"Go out," Xu Huaiyang glanced at her, "but most of the time I still play games at home."

"Then you...don't have a girlfriend either?" Yu Wei said nervously, "Don't think too much, I'm just asking..."

Xu Huaiyang shook his head: "No."

Yu Wei nodded, still wanting to say something.But he hesitated for a moment, opened his mouth, and said nothing.

On the way back after sending homework, halfway through, the class bell for the first self-study period rang.Old Liu is not coming tonight because he has something to do, and Sha Rui will take care of the discipline by name for the evening self-study.When Xu Huaiyang passed by the art building, he hesitated for a moment.

He glanced at the three-story building and coughed lightly.

"Yu Wei," he turned his head and said, "Go back first, I have something to do."

Yu Wei was startled, nodded, and said "oh".

"Then shall I ask for a leave of absence for you?" Yu Wei asked.

Xu Huaiyang waved, saying no, and walked to the art building by himself.