The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

As soon as these words came out, the whole room fell silent.

Xu Huaiyang watched Zheng Lin's expression turn from shock to anger, and the blood on Xu Wenshu's face gradually faded, and then turned livid.

"Are you done?" He smiled and pulled his collar up.

"Xu Huaiyang!" Xu Wenshu roared angrily.

The roar had no deterrent effect on Xu Huaiyang, he opened the door, walked into the room, and began to pack his things calmly.

It was very quiet outside the room, and the two people outside didn't know how they were feeling.

Xu Huaiyang didn't bother to see how those two people were doing. After half a minute, he heard the door being pushed open and hit the wall behind the door with a "slap".

"Xu Huaiyang, what did you mean just now?" Xu Wenshu stood at the door, his face flushed.

Xu Huaiyang stuffed his school uniform into his bag without raising his head: "That's what it means."

"Are you gay?" Xu Wenshu's voice trembled, "Are you gay?"

The three words "homosexuality" sound so harsh no matter who, when and where they are used.Xu Huaiyang frowned, stuffed the last piece of clothing into his bag, stood up and looked at him.

Xu Wenshu frowned, his eyes were bloodshot, and he gestured tremblingly.

"You are sick! Xu Huaiyang! Don't joke with me!"

Hold.

Xu Huaiyang picked up the bag, and his anger was also blasted up. He suppressed the anger in his heart and walked in front of Xu Wenshu.

"Where do you call me my father?" Xu Huaiyang sneered, "If you say I'm sick, can you be ranked?"

"You..." Xu Wenshu was too angry to speak.

"Where were you when I was sick? At that time, one or two of you thought I was not a son, but now you think of it as my father?" Xu Huaiyang continued.

"I didn't turn around and left because you two gave birth to me. Zheng Lin pity you, I'm not pity, don't pretend to be sentimental and misplace yourself," Xu Huaiyang paused, "Don't care about me, you still care no."

After speaking, he squeezed out the door sideways, and stood in the entrance with a cold face, putting on his shoes.

Zheng Lin was sitting in the living room with his head bowed and his face covered with one hand, he could hear faint crying.

"Yangyang, aren't you a pervert..."

The word "abnormal" shocked Xu Huaiyang when he put on his shoes, and his breath was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't hold back his anger.

"Yes! I'm a fucking pervert!" He got up, stared at Zheng Lin and yelled, "Don't give birth to me back then!"

The room was terribly quiet, and Zheng Lin's crying became louder and louder.

"Starting today, whoever wants to come back will come back!" Xu Huaiyang was trembling with anger, and slammed the door, "You don't need to give me money, and don't fuck me... just let the perverts fend for themselves!"

……

It's five o'clock.

During the evening rush hour, there are obviously more cars on the road.In this old community in the center of the city, from time to time, the sound of cooking upstairs and downstairs can be heard from the walls with poor sound insulation.

The sound of neighbors ringing bicycle bells came from the yard. Cai Zhan closed the piano cover and looked at his watch. It was almost time to go to school.

For some reason, Xu Huaiyang hasn't come back yet.In fact, he was very worried about letting Xu Huaiyang go home alone. After all, such a big incident happened at home, and Xu Huaiyang himself was not in a good condition, so there was no guarantee that something unexpected would happen.

And, he definitely had nothing to say.

If it was as understatement as he said, when Fang Mian answered the phone that day, he would not have said "Don't worry, Xu Huaiyang is fine". "Don't worry" is only said when a person is recovering from a certain emotion, not when nothing is happening.

Cai Zhan wanted to call Xu Huaiyang a little bit, but picked up the phone after hesitating for a while, then put it down.He didn't want to force Xu Huaiyang to talk about things that Xu Huaiyang didn't want to tell him.

At a quarter past five, the door lock rang, and Cai Zhan hurried to the living room. Sure enough, Xu Huaiyang came back.

Xu Huaiyang was carrying a bag, his complexion was not very good, and a faint redness could still be seen in the eye sockets.

"What's wrong?" He hurried up and asked.

"It's okay." Xu Huaiyang looked up and smiled.

This smile is quite ugly, it can be seen at a glance that the corners of his mouth are pulled abruptly, and Cai Zhan's heart aches when he smiles.

"Crying?" Cai Zhan frowned, touched Xu Huaiyang's face, "What's wrong?"

Xu Huaiyang still didn't speak, just lowered his head and forced a smile.

After a moment of silence, Xu Huaiyang suddenly hugged him.

"I'm out of the closet." He hesitated for a moment, then whispered in Cai Zhan's ear.

When these words came out, Xu Huaiyang felt that Cai Zhan's movements froze for a moment, and then he reacted and tightened the hug.

"It's okay..." He heard Cai Zhan say.

For some reason, when Cai Zhan's voice rang from beside his ears, Xu Huaiyang's nose suddenly felt sore, and he wanted to cry again.

What a mother, she cried when she came out of the house. After being calm for so long, she finally suppressed her crying.When he saw Cai Zhan, his true colors were revealed again.

"I won't go back..." Xu Huaiyang put his eyes on Cai Zhan's shoulder and smiled, "I...may not have a home in the future."

Smiling and laughing, tears couldn't help but flow out.

So uncomfortable.

Cai Zhan was silent, he could feel Xu Huaiyang's tears wet his shoulders.After a while, I gradually heard his cry.

Perhaps subconsciously in order to suppress the crying, Xu Huaiyang's crying was inhaling heavily, which sounded like a fish leaving the water.Every time he took a breath, Cai Zhan's heart was pinched by him, and he could even feel the sadness and loneliness in his crying.

All he can do now is hug him tightly.

"And me, don't cry." Cai Zhan patted him and said softly, "I'm here all the time..."

Xu Huaiyang cried for about 5 minutes, and when Cai Zhan felt that he was tired, he stopped slowly.

Xu Huaiyang's eyes were extremely swollen, Cai Zhan clicked his tongue, reached out and pulled two pieces of paper and handed him to blow his nose.

"You look like a goldfish now." Cai Zhan smiled, bowed his head and kissed his eyes.

"Hmm." Xu Huaiyang's voice was muffled and nasal.

"Is it better now?" Cai Zhan sighed and pressed his forehead, "I haven't seen you cry like this before."

"It's strange." Xu Huaiyang smiled.

"It's strange," Cai Zhan nodded, and touched his face, "It's a pity that I won't see him in the future."

Xu Huaiyang glanced at him and smiled silently.Then he slowly grabbed Cai Zhan's hand touching his face and squeezed it.

Cai Zhan looked into his eyes and sighed.

Crying is the best way to release emotions. Cai Zhan finally calmed down after watching Xu Huaiyang go to the bathroom to wash his face, and walked over to kiss him again.

"I'll just adjust it for a while." Xu Huaiyang looked at him. "I was a little sad just now... I'm fine now."

After a pause, he asked again, "I came out...do you blame me?"

Cai Zhan smiled: "Why do I blame you?"

After thinking about it, he said, "I'll take care of it with you. Besides, your parents... are fine. Don't worry, I'll be with you."

Xu Huaiyang was silent for a while, smiled, and said nothing.

He doesn't really need Cai Zhan to do anything.

To put it bluntly, hearing what he said was enough.

I will carry it with you, and I will accompany you.

However, how could he let Cai Zhan bear the burden with him.

……

Cai Zhan left school for more than a month, and when he came back, it was almost the last week before the final exam.The senior high school students have finished their college entrance examinations, and the campus suddenly lost one-third of the people, leaving it empty.

When people in the class saw him come back, several acquaintances were quite excited.A few girls grabbed Cai Zhan and asked why they were there. Cai Zhan replied with a smile, while secretly giving Xu Huaiyang a wink.

Xu Huaiyang sat at the last place in the classroom, put down his book and looked up, squinted his eyes, and showed him a meaningful smile.

In the past two or three days, Cai Zhan also knew a lot of things, including those that Xu Huaiyang and Fang Mian didn't tell him.From other people's mouths, he learned how bad Xu Huaiyang was in a while ago, and imagined how he survived bit by bit.

The pressure at home, the pressure of studying, falling from the top of the grade to dozens in one breath... Cai Zhan was a little hesitant, if he didn't go to the training camp, could he still share a little for Xu Huaiyang.

On the way back to school that day, Xu Huaiyang told him a lot.Including the fact that he told his parents that he would never go back and let him fend for himself.

So impulsive.Cai Zhan sighed and felt a little distressed.

"After I leave, you can stay at my house." Cai Zhan hesitated, "My grandma and the others hardly come back, and business is also busy during this time... If you know that I am not at home, no one will go back to live."

Xu Huaiyang was silent for a while, then smiled and nodded.

Even though Cai Zhan said so, he probably wouldn't go, after all, he didn't want to trouble Cai Zhan too much.

When school was about to end on Friday night, Xu Huaiyang stared out of the window in a daze, feeling confused all of a sudden.

When he comes home from school, where does he go?

Cai Zhan was doing the questions beside him, his pen nib rattling on the draft paper.After going out for a month, when he came back, he could still keep up with the pace of work and lectures. Although it was a bit difficult, Xu Huaiyang was still surprised.

Cai Zhan is now stronger than him.

"After school...do you have anything to do?" Cai Zhan seemed to find him in a daze, hesitated for a moment, put down his pen and asked.

Xu Huaiyang came back to his senses and smiled: "No, you want to ask me out?"

Cai Zhan clicked his tongue: "Does it count as asking you to go home?"

Xu Huaiyang looked at him with a smile, and gently squeezed his left hand under the table.

He never thought that this kind of thing would happen when he was about to enter the third year of high school. He lost the shackles overnight and gave up his last shelter overnight.

Coming out of the closet was not a joke, he made up his mind not to go back, and he would never see those two people who kept saying they were his "parents" again.They suddenly turned around and restrained him not out of love to make up for their parents' responsibilities, but to protect their last face and bargaining chips ridiculously.

What do you take him for?Add-ons?From the moment Zheng Lin asked him "Do you want to pay off the debt with your father?", he was never given a choice, right?

When school was over, Cai Zhan told him that he had taken five extra days off and postponed the training time.

Xu Huaiyang looked at him, not knowing what to say.In fact, he felt a little uncomfortable, even a little bit pained.The last thing he expected to happen still happened - Cai Zhan stopped because of him.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Cai Zhan took him to the cat cafe he had been to for dinner last time.Xu Huaiyang walked into the cafe again, surrounded by cats, but he couldn't return to the mood he had when he came last time.

Brother Long was still there, standing not far from their table playing with his mobile phone.Brother Long dyed his hair green.When Xu Huaiyang was in a daze, his eyes couldn't help but drift above his head.

After a while, the drinks ordered by the two of them came out. When Brother Long brought them over for them, he glanced at Xu Huaiyang.

"Go out the gate and go straight for 300 meters, and walk to the end on the left." Long Ge said.

"Ah?" Xu Huaiyang was stunned.

"The barber shop where I dyed my hair." Long Ge looked at him, put down the drink one by one, "If you are interested, let me introduce it to you, and get a [-]% discount."

Depend on.

Xu Huaiyang was a little embarrassed, but he still wanted to have fun.

Cai Zhan looked at Brother Long and clicked his tongue.

Brother Long is very interesting, these words put Xu Huaiyang in a good mood.After eating and chatting for a while, Cai Zhan got up to pay the bill.

The bar counter was diagonally opposite to their table, hidden behind a big green radish.Xu Huaiyang watched Cai Zhan disappear behind the green radish, sighed, and gently rubbed a cat lying next to him.

"Do you have something to tell me?"

Cai Zhan put a few banknotes on the counter and asked.

When Brother Long was standing next to them, Cai Zhan could see that he was winking at him.Feeling a little regretful after using it, Cai Zhan just wanted to ask him what he wanted to say, when he retreated silently behind the bar.

"No." Long Ge put a few change notes on the counter without looking at him, with an unlit cigarette dangling from his mouth, "12 yuan five for you."

"Damn," Cai Zhan was a little helpless, he could really suffocate people if he didn't say anything, "you have something to say."

"Am I such a nosy person?" Brother Long raised his eyes.

"Yes." Cai Zhan nodded, "So it's okay if you have something to say?"

"Hey." Brother Long hesitated. "I'll just ask casually."

"Your little boyfriend, did you offend someone?" He asked.

Cai Zhan froze for a moment, then frowned: "What do you mean?"

"I ran into him the second day after you came back. He was alone in the small garden," Long Ge clicked his tongue, "I was crying like pear blossoms with rain."

Damn, what kind of adjective is this.Cai Zhan was a little speechless.

"Then... I saw someone following him." Brother Long frowned, "He didn't feel anything. The man saw me staring at him, so he ran away without following him."

Someone follow?Cai Zhan was stunned.

Long Ge paused for a moment, then asked again: "Did he offend someone? You can see that he's a mess, did he tell you?"

"No." Cai Zhan was silent for a while, then shook his head, "It shouldn't be an offence, his family... is in debt. He probably didn't know he was being followed."

Brother Long sighed and leaned back his chair.

"I don't care about your little boyfriend, just be careful yourself." Brother Long took down the cigarette he was holding and looked at Cai Zhan. Less money."

After hesitating for a while, he said again: "Let's say something unpleasant first, you can't help much with such a big matter, it's best not to get involved and stay away from his house."

Cai Zhan was silent for a while without speaking.

How is it possible not to get involved?

He knew that Brother Long was thinking for him, but if he really wanted to say no, he couldn't do it.

It would be great if he could stay by Xu Huaiyang's side.

Brother Long frowned slightly when he saw Cai Zhan lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.

"Did you hear that?" Brother Long asked.

"Brother Long," Cai Zhan thought for a while, then raised his head, "I will pay attention to it myself. Then, can I trouble you?"

Brother Long hesitated for a moment: "Say."

"After I'm gone, can you help me keep an eye on him—my boyfriend." Cai Zhan sighed, "If there's anything wrong, tell me right away, okay?"