The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

It gets dark early in winter, and when Brother Long parked the car downstairs at Cai Zhan's house, it was already dark.

The snow that fell in recent days has been cleaned up, and some faint white can still be seen in the branches and flower beds.The air is very clean, with the coldness of winter night, and you can see the stars all over the sky when you look up.

Brother Long opened the door and got out of the car, opened the trunk, took out Cai Zhan's suitcase with one hand, and put it on the ground.

"Thank you brother," Cai Zhan rubbed his eyes as he got off the co-pilot, shivered, and tightened the zipper of the down jacket, "I'm sorry to trouble you again."

"Now you know how to be polite?" Brother Long raised his eyebrows and patted him, "Come on, let's go back and rest."

Cai Zhan nodded, yawned, and stopped chatting with Brother Long.Turning around and telling Long Ge a few words to be careful, he immediately got into the unit door with the suitcase.

Really tired, very tired.

Art examination is a very physical and energy-consuming thing.Traveling by car, running around, and in the cold winter, the candidates stood in line for several hours against the north wind.After the first test, there will be another test, and after the second test, there will be three tests... Every time you test a school, you will experience a double consumption of physical and mental energy.

There are not many schools that Cai Zhan reported to. Except for a few guarantees, the more important exams are all ranked in the round after the next year.But even so, the running back and forth still made him exhausted. He fell asleep in Brother Long's car just now, and was not called until he got home.

The real estate in the old community is not very reliable, and the corridors are terribly dark.Cai Zhan frowned when he got into the pitch-black unit door, a little thankful that his family lived on the first floor.

As soon as he turned up, he was about to take out the key.From the corner of my eye, I suddenly glanced around a corner, and it seemed that a black shadow moved.

Before he could react, a beam of light lit up!

Cai Zhan panicked for a moment.But he immediately reacted, and when he calmed down, he saw a person holding a small flashlight to take a photo... Is it Xu Huaiyang?

Cai Zhan was stunned.

It's really Xu Huaiyang!

Xu Huaiyang was wearing the short gray down jacket that he often wears and a black scarf, and was leaning in the corner watching him.When Cai Zhan looked over, he hesitated and took two steps forward.

"Back?" he said after a pause.

Cai Zhan was startled, but quickly suppressed his shock, and opened his mouth: "Ah."

Xu Huaiyang didn't know how long he had been waiting here. Cai Zhan paused for a moment before remembering to take out the key to open the door.When he lowered his head and hurriedly opened the door, Xu Huaiyang stood aside, quietly shining a flashlight on him.

Why is Xu Huaiyang here?

Cai Zhan's mind was a little messed up and he didn't dare to think too much.He came in dragging his suitcase, Xu Huaiyang followed him into the house, and closed the door behind him.

The black down jacket worn by Yi Kao was long and bulky, wrapping directly from the neck to the calf.Cai Zhan felt hot after being heated by the heater in the room, and quickly took off his down jacket.

The room that has not been occupied for a long time has a special smell. From the moment he entered, Cai Zhan knew that Xu Huaiyang really never came back to live in it.

Everything is in good order. Xu Huaiyang should have cleaned it up when he left, but now it must be dusty again...

"Tired?"

Standing behind him, Xu Huaiyang suddenly spoke.

Cai Zhan was stunned for a moment, then nodded truthfully: "Tired."

Really tired.

As soon as the heating was turned on, the feeling of fatigue surged up instantly.Cai Zhan didn't care how much dust fell on the sofa, put down his luggage, and fell directly on the sofa.

"How long have you been waiting?" He looked at Xu Huaiyang, patted the side, "Sit."

"Not long." Xu Huaiyang smiled, looked at Feichen who was photographed by Cai Zhan, and clicked, "Stop photographing, there will be more dust..."

Cai Zhan also smiled: "It's really particular."

Xu Huaiyang glanced at him, sat down where Cai Zhan had photographed, and raised his eyebrows.

Cai Zhan looked at Xu Huaiyang sitting next to him, and suddenly felt an indescribable feeling.

Xu Huaiyang had changed, and it was different from the last time he temporarily returned to school.

During the six-month absence, Cai Zhan came back twice.

When he came back for the first time, Xu Huaiyang had just had an accident at home. At that time, his brows and eyes were full of dullness and irritability, and he also carried a sense of guilt that he tried to hide, and he was already showing signs of dodging.

When they came back for the second time, they only had the same table relationship.Xu Huaiyang was shrouded in a depressive and closed atmosphere, living as a machine that could only learn.

But now, that suppressed and evasive gaze has disappeared, and Xu Huaiyang's air and aggressive look have gradually returned.Cai Zhan looked at him and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, I am back.

What changed his state?

Cai Zhan didn't dare to say that he woke up Xu Huaiyang, but... that tape was his last treasure, so it seemed that he was right.

"Have you had dinner?" After a moment of silence, Xu Huaiyang looked at the watch on his phone and asked him.

Cai Zhan said, "No, what about you?"

"Me neither..." Xu Huaiyang shrugged.

Indeed no, in fact Cai Zhan didn't say that he didn't even have time to eat lunch.I rushed to the exam at noon, and only ate a pie bought by my classmates when I was queuing up.

At this time, there is a sense of relaxation that suddenly relaxes, as if recovering from a serious illness.

As soon as the headlights were turned on in the living room, Cai Zhan realized that Xu Huaiyang's cheeks and the tip of his nose were a little red. It seemed that he had been frozen in the corridor for a long time.

His face turned red from the cold... He suddenly felt a little distressed.

"Don't you have the key?" Cai Zhan hesitated, then looked at Xu Huaiyang, "Why don't you come in first."

Before he left, he gave Xu Huaiyang a set of house keys. There was heating in the house. If Xu Huaiyang wanted to find him, he could wait at home.

"I want to wait for you." After two seconds of silence, Xu Huaiyang replied.

The room fell silent for an instant.

For some reason, Cai Zhan was suddenly at a loss when he said this sentence.

I want to wait for you.

He would rather freeze than enter the house, just to wait for the owner of the room, the ex-boyfriend who broke up with him, to come back... On this point, Xu Huaiyang is as stubborn as ever.

"I miss you."

Before Cai Zhan could finish his wild thoughts, Xu Huaiyang answered another sentence.

Cai Zhan froze for a moment, then looked up at him.

"I..." Cai Zhan opened his mouth, but was a little speechless.

"Don't talk yet," Xu Huaiyang interrupted him with his head down, "Listen to me, I'll just say three words."

Cai Zhan hesitated for a moment, nodded, and leaned back on the sofa.

Xu Huaiyang sighed softly as if he was planning something.

"I'm sorry." He gritted his teeth, this was the first sentence.

Cai Zhan's heart twitched suddenly, this was the last word he wanted to hear.

"I miss you." This is the second sentence.

Cai Zhan looked at him, silent.

"I love you too." Xu Huaiyang smiled and said softly.

Cai Zhan's breathing stopped for a moment.

Straight to the point, straight to the point, straight to the point, straight to the point...

For the first time, Cai Zhan discovered that he had such a large vocabulary.

"I... I don't know what to say." Xu Huaiyang's voice was a little low, "It may be more sudden and irresponsible... I said too much before, I'm sorry, it doesn't seem to make any sense."

Cai Zhan shook slightly.

"If the words in the tape still count...then, I love you too." Xu Huaiyang's voice was calm, "If the tape expires, then, I love you."

The word "love" is too heavy.

After Xu Huaiyang finished speaking, he was suddenly out of breath.

He...he really wanted to tell Cai Zhan this.But this kind of sudden running to someone's house and chattering so much in one breath is suspected of being a whim.

No matter what, it was me who went too far before.

For him, it was five months of numbness, a month of reflection and pain.

For Cai Zhan, it is completely unfair, for half a year, he would give up if he said he would, and for half a year, he would ignore him and ignore him.

How should I apologize?

"Xu Huaiyang."

Cai Zhan stood up suddenly, came over and hugged him.

Xu Huaiyang was stunned.

"Not expired." Cai Zhan said in his ear.

Cai Zhan knelt on the sofa with one leg and hugged him with open arms.When Cai Zhan's breath enveloped him in an instant, Xu Huaiyang's mind suddenly buzzed and stopped.

This hug is very gentle, not intense, it is the kind of careful tenderness.

Xu Huaiyang felt that Cai Zhan buried him on his shoulder, and then he fell on top of him.

Xu Huaiyang stretched out his arms to hug him, and hugged him tightly.

"...I'm sorry." Xu Huaiyang bit his lower lip and said.

The room was very quiet, the doors and windows were locked tightly, and there was not even the sound of the wind.

The clock stopped at some point, and no one changed the battery, so the second hand just ticked back and forth on that grid.

Xu Huaiyang put his arms around him, and suddenly, he felt a slight tremor from Cai Zhan's body.

Cai Zhan cried.

He has cried to Cai Zhan several times, but this is the first time he has seen Cai Zhan cry.

Cai Zhan buried his head on his shoulder, and the posture of kneeling on the sofa with one knee may not be very comfortable, but he still held Xu Huaiyang motionless, and his whole body was close to him.

Xu Huaiyang was a little out of breath.

"I'm sorry...I'm really sorry." Xu Huaiyang hugged him tightly, not knowing what else to say.

Cai Zhan buried himself on his shoulder and shook his head slightly.

Hearing his slight gasp, Xu Huaiyang tilted his head slightly, wanting to see Cai Zhan's expression, but Cai Zhan gently pushed his head aside.

"Get out." Cai Zhan was still buried on Xu Huaiyang's shoulder, his voice muffled, "Don't look."

Cai Zhan's voice was suppressed calm, Xu Huaiyang listened, and suddenly his heart ached terribly.

He reached out and brushed Cai Zhan's long hair, and remained silent, not knowing what to say.

"You're fucking mad at me..." Cai Zhan buried himself on his shoulder, his voice trembling, "Do you think I can't beat you when I'm too far away from you?"

"You beat me up now." Xu Huaiyang said in a low voice.

Cai Zhan paused: "I can't bear to..."

I can not let it go.

For some reason, these words suddenly hit Xu Huaiyang's tear glands. Xu Huaiyang couldn't hold back, and two teardrops suddenly fell down.

He took a deep breath, pinched the corners of his eyes again, trying to hold back the tears, but failed after holding back for a long time.

What a fucking shame.

The two big boys hugged and cried together.

Shame on grandma's house...

After Cai Zhan calmed down, he stood up slightly, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Xu Huaiyang, who was holding back tears forcibly, with frowning brows and red eyes.

He froze for a moment, then smiled.

He lowered his head and touched the corner of Xu Huaiyang's lips.

Xu Huaiyang trembled, grabbed the back of Cai Zhan's head with his backhand, and pressed it directly.

Don't fuck around, can you give me a good kiss!

Cai Zhan didn't push him away, and after a moment of stunned, let Xu Huaiyang kiss wantonly.

It took half a year for this kiss, and it was as turbulent as an erupting tsunami, or like a tidal wave on the Qiantang River... In short, it's right that it's fierce.

At the back, he didn't know who was taking the initiative. Xu Huaiyang only felt that tears flowed as he kissed and kissed.

very sad.

very guilty.

Very... feel wronged for Cai Zhan.

I like Cai Zhan so much, how could I have the heart to give up?

What is the hurdle that cannot be overcome? Why did I mention giving up?

Never again.

Never again.

Obviously it was Xu Huaiyang who did something wrong, but Cai Zhan seemed to be the one who comforted others, whether it was hugging or kissing, he was extremely gentle to him.

How come the piano god who is so obstinate, so capable of playing, and so flirtatious has no temper at all.

It's okay to beat me up to relieve my anger...

Probably because Xu Huaiyang's lacrimal glands were too developed, Cai Zhan realized that Xu Huaiyang was crying more and more fiercely, so he raised his head and kissed Xu Huaiyang's eyes lightly.

"Don't cry." He touched Xu Huaiyang's face and sighed, "It's all over."

Cai Zhan's eyes were also a little red. He was not a good-tempered person, but when he was with Xu Huaiyang, his unconditional forgiveness and comfort made Xu Huaiyang terribly sad.

Xu Huaiyang wanted to stop crying, but he couldn't stop.

Mother exploded.

Crying as if he was the one who was wronged.

Cai Zhan patted him again and again, and after an unknown amount of time, Xu Huaiyang finally stopped.Xu Huaiyang was hugged by him, and his eyes were once again swollen as expected.

"I want you to be so ugly when I first met you, and we promise nothing will happen now." Cai Zhan looked into his eyes and said with a smile.

"Get out." Xu Huaiyang cursed in a muffled voice.

Cai Zhan sighed and hugged him.

The room was very quiet, and everything calmed down. Xu Huaiyang leaned against Cai Zhan, crying a little tiredly.

After a while, I don't know whose stomach suddenly growled.

This sound broke the calm, Cai Zhan was stunned, looked up at Xu Huaiyang and smiled.

"I think we should have a meal first." He reached out to straighten Xu Huaiyang's messy collar, "What's your boyfriend's opinion?"

Xu Huaiyang was startled, then laughed, and nodded: "I listen to my boyfriend."

Cai Zhan looked at him and squeezed his hand.

Finally home.