[Donggong colleagues] Unforgettable

My name is Chaoyang, the eldest princess of Li Dynasty.My father is the emperor of the Li Dynasty, and my mother is the queen of the Li Dynasty. I have a younger brother named Amu, who is three years younger than me. He is very mischievous. .

When I was 11 years old, my father got engaged to me. The man was Pei Zhong'an, the son of General Pei Zhao.

I was not very happy, I felt that my father didn't love me, and wanted to send me out early.

Amu was very happy, he said that finally someone could take me away.

After hearing this, I smashed a big bag out of his head on the spot.

Pei Zhongan was indeed good-looking, very much like his father, with sharp eyebrows and starry eyes, sharp edges and corners.

But I don't like him.

He is obviously younger than me, but he always pretends to be an adult, and he talks about everything all day long, just like the old man in the academy.

So corny!

So I didn't like seeing him very much.

He didn't care, he was like a brother with Amu, and he didn't care about my attitude at all.

"Chaoyang, don't you like Zhong'an?"

One day, my mother suddenly asked me this.

I crossed my hands, not knowing what to say.

Like it?

No.

do not like?

Not annoying either.

All I can say is no, I don't like him.

I think he probably doesn't like me.

He never talked to me much, and every time he entered the palace, he went directly to Amu, and never came to me.I seldom see him, and of course I don't know him well.But I heard that he was a man like his father.

Who knows?

The relationship between me and Pei Zhongan, which is as light as water between gentlemen, changed when I was 15 years old.

During the spring hunting that year, Amu and I competed to see who could shoot the most animals. On impulse, I rode my horse and rushed into the old forest by myself.Then, not surprisingly, I got lost.

I rode a horse and wandered slowly in the woods, hoping that someone would meet me, the unlucky princess, and take me back.I didn't panic at all, because it was daylight and it was still early in the evening, and the guards would search the forest when they found out that I was missing.

It's just a matter of time.

My little red horse snorted and shook her head impatiently.

"Why are you in a hurry, I'm not in a hurry yet!" I patted its neck.

If Amu knew that I was lost, he would definitely laugh at me.I touched my head regretfully, and when I looked up, I saw Pei Zhong'an standing in the distance looking at me.

His eyes were sharp, looking straight at me like two knives, and his face turned red when he stared at me.

What is he looking at me for?

I dodged my eyes, but suddenly I saw him suddenly draw the bow and shoot an arrow, and an arrow shot straight towards me.

Pei Zhongan, you...!

Before I could utter an angry curse, I heard him yelling at me,

"come over!"

At the same time, I heard a hissing sound behind me.I looked back, and saw a big snake as thick as a bowl curled up on the tree trunk behind me, sticking out its bright red tongue.

I let out a scream and fell headfirst from the horse.

Pei Zhongan's arrow hit the snake's body, but it still twisted and crawled down. My whole body was covered with hairs, and the scream was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't get out.

The little red horse shuddered and ran away.

My scalp was numb, and I ran towards Pei Zhongan with all my hands and feet, yelling as I ran,

"Pei Zhong'an, save me!" As soon as I finished yelling, I stumbled and fell to the ground with baring teeth and claws.

His hands scratched the skin, and it was hot and painful.Gritting my teeth and looking up, I saw Pei Zhongan jumping off the horse and rushing towards me. He pulled out the knife from his waist and threw it forward vigorously, cutting the snake in half, completely dead.

I shivered as I watched, my legs trembled so badly that I couldn't stand up.

Pei Zhong'an squatted down next to me, grabbed my hands and looked at them involuntarily, then tore off my clothes, tore them into strips, and carefully bound my hands.

His movements are very light, but very smooth, and he will cover it leisurely and familiar with the road.

It suddenly occurred to me that he had been on the battlefield with General Pei very early on, and he should be familiar with bandaging.

"Are you sprained?" He looked at me with dark eyes and asked.

I shook my head and stood up slowly.

He didn't say anything, he whistled and called the distant horse over, then he took the rein and said to me,

"Get on the horse."

I was riding on the horse, and Pei Zhong'an led the rein and walked slowly, leaving me with a silent back.

"Are you tired? Would you like to get on the horse and rest for a while?"

"I'm not tired." I never cared much about others, but I finally cared once, and this guy was so shameless that he pissed me off.

I pouted and stopped talking.

This ice cube, what can I do if I say a few more words?Aren't you good at chatting with Amu?When it comes to me, words are like gold, hum!

I poked the back of the horse with my fingers again and again, I couldn't bear it anymore,

"Pei Zhong'an, do you hate me!" I asked confidently.

He froze for a moment, then looked back at me in surprise,

"No……"

"Then why don't you talk to me!"

Pei Zhongan was stunned for a while, then smiled.It was the first time I saw him smile, he was so pretty when he smiled, his eyes were bright like stars.

"Because you are a princess and I am a subject, I have to obey the etiquette and rules." He looked at me with a smile, "Could the princess be angry that I don't talk to you?"

this kid!

"No!" I yelled two words with my arms crossed, "Go! I want to go back!"

I am the first daughter of my father, my father and my mother love me very much, which makes Amu always complain that they are partial.Over the years, I have lived a smooth life, surrounded by thousands of dotes on me, so I will inevitably be a bit arrogant, but it is only with Amu and others, I still know how to treat others with courtesy.

But today, I was very rude to Pei Zhongan, rude, arrogant, proud, and unreasonable. I curled up in the bed, thinking of my worthless appearance today, I wanted to slap myself.

So worthless!

I seem to be dreaming of Pei Zhongan.

That young man was heroic, with a tall and straight back like a tree, standing proudly in front of me, leaving me with a cold back.

He turned his head and smiled at me, his eyes were as beautiful as the obsidian in the queen mother's hand.

I woke up, blushing.

I never thought that such a well-behaved young man would rush into the royal father's palace one day and say, Your Majesty, I beg to marry Chaoyang!

At that time, I was 16 years old.

In the spring of that year, the peach blossoms in the palace were all in bloom, which was very beautiful.I was running in the peach blossom forest, thinking of picking some peach blossoms for my mother to make peach blossom wine, and then I saw Amu and Pei Zhongan.

The two of them have always been inseparable. Pei Zhong'an is two months younger than me, but his head is growing up, and he is two heads taller than Amu.

When Amu saw me, he let out a sigh,

"What are you doing here?"

"Why can't I be here!" I ran a little fast, so I was out of breath.

"Are you here to harm Peach Blossom?" Amu looked at me with a smile, showing a mouthful of small white teeth.Pei Zhongan was beside him, smiling imperceptibly.

This Amu, I'm so pissed off!

My chest became more and more oppressed, I snorted, and walked back with my sleeves flicked.

But the more I walked, the more something went wrong, and I became more and more out of breath.

When I realized that it might be an asthma attack, it was too late to take out the medicine bag and smell it.I bent down involuntarily, and my eyes gradually turned black.

I seem to hear Amu shouting from behind, Chaoyang?

I fell to the ground with a bang.

I desperately opened my mouth to breathe, and saw Ah Mu and Pei Zhongan rushing over like flying, Ah Mu was so frightened that his face turned pale,

"Chaoyang! Chaoyang, what's wrong with you, Chaoyang!"

Pei Zhong'an tore off the medicine bag from my waist and put it on my nose. Although his voice was low, he was trembling violently.

"Quick, breathe in!"

I was panting desperately, but my nose seemed to be pinched by a hand, and I couldn't smell the medicine bag at all.

I grabbed Pei Zhong'an's hand hard, and my knuckles were pale.

save me save me!

I kept my eyes open to look at Pei Zhong'an, but couldn't say a word.

Veins popped up on Pei Zhongan's forehead, his eyes were red, his hands were shaking violently,

"Chaoyang!"

I heard him call me like this, he used to only call me princess or your highness, but before I had time to think about it, the feeling of suffocation spread all over my body.

Without saying a word, Pei Zhong'an picked me up and ran back. I was lying in his arms, feeling the whistling wind all around me.

He ran so fast that the fast Amu was left behind by him.

"Chaoyang, hold on!" I heard his panting voice, and he hugged me tightly with both hands.

I tightly grasped his skirt, as if grasping a life-saving straw.Pei Zhongan rushed into the hall with me in his arms, I heard him shout,

"Come on! Imperial Physician! Imperial Physician!"

I heard the terrified voice of my father and mother, my father took me from Pei Zhongan's hand,

"What happened to Chaoyang!"

His voice is flustered like never before, I'm afraid he and the queen mother are worried again.This thought flashed by, I couldn't hold it anymore, I closed my eyes and passed out.

My illness was so violent that it almost killed me.

I coughed all night and couldn't breathe, my mother kept holding my hand, my father scolded many imperial doctors saying they were useless.I was in a daze, as if I would fall asleep forever at any moment.

So uncomfortable.

Sometimes I cried out in pain, my mother also cried with me, and my father gently touched my face with his hand and said, Chaoyang, you have to be strong.

My father, who has never believed in gods and Buddhas, opened a Buddhist hall in the palace for me, knelt down and kowtowed all day long, begging them to save me.

Several times, I coughed up blood and almost passed.

At that moment, I saw many people.

I saw that when I was young, Amu and I always fought, and the dust and rags from the fight, I saw the queen mother with her hips on her hips and said, are you looking for someone to say that your siblings are not in the same heart?I saw my father hugging me dotingly and said, let me see if Chaoyang is getting heavier again!I saw Aunt A'Du hugging her child and Uncle Gu Jian smiling at me, saying that Xiao Chaoyang is beautiful again.

There are so many people.

The last thing I saw was the back of a young man standing in front of me like a tree, and then he turned his head and smiled at me.

Zhongan...

My eyes were so closed that I couldn't open them.

"Chaoyang! Chaoyang wake up!"

The queen mother's panicked voice rang in her ears.

"An imperial physician! An imperial physician!"

The father's violent voice also came over.

"Chaoyang! Chaoyang! Sister! Sister!"

I also heard Amu's voice, he seemed to be shaking me, his voice was crying, "Sister! Wake up! Don't sleep, sister!"

"I won't quarrel with you! I won't rob you! Chaoyang... don't be angry! You wake up!" Amu cried and called me, this was the first time he called my sister since I could remember.

I tried my best to roll my eyeballs, and opened a gap with great effort.

Then there was a little pain between the fingers.

The imperial doctor was sweating profusely, holding a silver needle in his hand, and inserted it into my fingertips little by little.

Amu was in a hurry, he said what are you going to do!

Father pressed down on Amu, he looked at my hand, saw the silver needle enter my skin inch by inch, his voice trembled uncontrollably,

"The doctor..."

The queen mother finally couldn't help crying, she covered her face and cried bitterly, I heard her say, God, please don't take my Chaoyang away, please...

At first, the pain on the fingertips was only a little bit, and then it became more and more painful. The pain felt like a knife piercing my heart. I bent my fingers involuntarily,

"pain……"

This should be the first word I said in so many days.

The imperial physician breathed a sigh of relief, and pulled out the silver needle.The emperor grabbed my hand and said Chaoyang!Chaoyang wake up!

His hands were cold, colder than mine.

I obediently opened my eyes and saw the face of my father.

I saw a lot of people gathered around me, the queen mother, A Mu, seven or eight imperial physicians, and...

Through a group of maids, I seemed to see Pei Zhong'an, that young man with red eyes, looking at me silently.

Then I fell into a deep sleep.

I shouldn't have seen him, it shouldn't have been him.

This illness lasted for a month.By the time I get better, it will be the end of summer.

It was that late summer, when Pei Zhongan rushed into the imperial father's palace,

"Your Majesty! I beg to marry Chaoyang!"

According to A Mu, the father was flipping through books on the shelf at the time, and he almost fell off the ladder after hearing what he said.

"Sister, when did you and Zhong An get married?"

I silently wrapped my little quilt tightly, who knows!

That year, I married Pei Zhongan.

The boy was dressed in red, with a blush on his handsome cheeks.He gently lifted my hijab and smiled silly at me.

I always thought that my father was the man with the most beautiful smile in the world. Now, I think his smile is also very beautiful.

He said Chaoyang, you are so beautiful.

That was about 18 years ago, the first time I looked at Pei Zhong'an so seriously, he was so handsome, so gentle, his eyes were as vast as the sea and as bright as stars.

He sat upright beside me, his face was redder than my hijab,

"Chaoyang." He said suddenly, "Actually, I have always liked you."

I looked at him in disbelief, his eyes were firm, staring at the floor as if death was at home,

"I've loved you since the first time I saw you."

the first time?

That's only 11 years old!

Deng Tuzi, Deng Tuzi!

He straightened his neck, as if he was lecturing soldiers on the school field,

"You asked me before if I hated you. In fact, I wanted to tell you no, I like you very much. But no, my father told me that I am a servant of His Majesty and cannot go beyond the rules, so I have always been very careful with you. Keep your distance, even if I know, you are going to marry me."

"When you were 16 years old, you got sick and scared me to death. I went to the battlefield when I was 13 years old. I saw dead people and killed people. I never thought that one day I would be so panicked, because at that time, I I was really afraid that you would just go there."

"So as soon as you recovered from your illness, I rushed into the palace to propose marriage. I didn't know that one day I would talk to His Majesty so confidently. It's really not like myself."

"Chaoyang, I like you." He looked at me and smiled, "I couldn't say it before, but it's okay, it's not too late for you to know now."

I wanted to cry for a moment, and then I hugged him.

His chest was burning hot, with a slight smell of alcohol, and my tears fell down.

"Pei Zhong'an..."

"I am, I am."

"Why do you listen to your father so much... You should have said otherwise..."

Pei Zhongan was taken aback for a moment, then hugged me and laughed.

At that time, our first night, after a long time, I still remember that room with bright candles, a handsome boy in a red suit hugged me and said,

Chaoyang, I like you.