Hey, take your box lunch [entertainment circle]

When Xifan was injured and did not lose his memory, he had already expected that Xifan would recover his memory soon.He once fantasized about how he would face Xi Fan if he regained his memory.

He had imagined countless romantic scenes, but when the reality came, he couldn't think of anything.

Yao Dongxun was stunned for a while before he came back to his senses, rubbed his head and said with a smirk, "It's great to remember! It's late and it's cold and you'll catch a cold, let's talk slowly when we go home!"

"Sorry, I can't go with Dong Xun."

"Xifan actually imitated my jokes, the acting is too bad, I can see it."

"I'm not joking, I'm serious. We can't be together now, and I don't want to see you suffering for me again." Xi Fan clenched his fists, looked at Yao Dongxun seriously, his face remained expressionless, Not even a joke.

Their being together will only leave Dong Xun with more pain that is about to suffocate, and he can only watch him bear it, but he can't comfort him, he can't wipe his tears for him, and his heart follows endless pain

He couldn't bear such pain, and didn't want to go back to the original starting point.He still exists in this world now, and he has to deal with it by himself instead of relying on Dong Xun.

"No, not at all. I am truly happy when Xifan and I are together."

"No, you will be more painful. I said I remember everything. It was painful when you lost me, and I will be very painful too."

"But we have more happy times together, and now that we have started again, how can it be painful."

"It's painful to start over! Dong Xun, how many times do you want to experience losing me..."

There are always memories in Xifan's mind that he doesn't want to recall. 'Never let you be together, no matter how many times it kills you!I'm going to kill you, kill you, kill you, kill you, kill you, kill you...'

He can't let this woman succeed, even if he dies, he can't die in front of Yao Dongxun.

"I'm too stupid to understand what Xi Fan said." Yao Dongxun replied.

"In short, let's separate first!" Xi Fan said loudly in one breath, and then ran back into the darkness.

"Xivan!"

Yao Dongxun immediately chased after him, but he couldn't catch up with him anyway. The sound of footsteps stepping on the snow in the dark became smaller and smaller, and Xifan disappeared after a while.

In the vast snow, he kept looking for Xifan and shouted Xifan's name, almost breaking his throat, but there was only a long echo in the mountains.

In the cold and dark mountains and forests, covered with snow, Yao Dongxun couldn't tell any direction, and he didn't know where he was going, and there were no small movements of animals around.He was exhausted, except for a hoarse and sore throat, his whole body was frozen unconscious, and his heart that was so painful that it was torn apart was also frozen, dragging a numb and heavy body slowly forward like a walking dead.

He couldn't find Xifan, not at all.

The next day, the other side of the mountain climbed to the top of the mountain, and it was dawn.Yao Dongxun saw the surroundings clearly, but nothing changed, the snow was still the snow, the woods were still the woods.Only then did he completely give up looking for Xifan, and stood firmly in the snow, falling backward into the deep snow with gravity, not wanting to move, letting the heavy snow cover his body and bury him here.

Xi Fan is really selfish, we have been together for so long, and if we say goodbye, we will separate from him, without asking his wishes, or thinking about how he feels.

She clearly said that she didn't want to make him suffer, so wouldn't it make him suffer if she separated from him?He is in more pain, as if he has lost everything...

And what he fears most is losing Xifan.

When Yao Dongxun returned home, he was already exhausted. It turned out that the warm house became deserted without Xifan.

The door was not closed, and footsteps could be heard in the distance, getting closer and closer, as if right next to his ears, but he had no time to pay attention.

"What are you like now!" Xu Youyi felt a little angry, and directly grabbed Yao Dongxun's clothes and lifted them up.

Yao Dongxun's hair was messed up like a chicken coop, his eyes that hadn't closed overnight were full of red blood, his eyelids were red and swollen, his pale face was dull and gloomy as if dead, his clothes were cut seven or eight times when he was looking for Xifan, his body Very cold.

"What's going on with Dongxun?" Lin Yu who was beside him was taken aback when he saw Yao Dongxun's distress.Two days ago, Yao Dongxun was still alive and well.

"I can't find Xifan..."

Yao Dongxun's voice was low and hoarse, and the two of them struggled to understand what Yao Dongxun was saying.

"Are you still thinking about He Fan? I thought you found a new job and started again, but did you return to your previous fantasy?"

"No fantasy, he was with me yesterday morning, but now I can't find it..."

"Yao Dongxun, wake up, it's not three years ago, and He Fan will always stop at three years ago, and you have to continue living."

He hated hearing Xu Youyi's words the most.

Yao Dongxun gritted his teeth, shook off Xu Youyi's hand vigorously, sat up from the ground and said, "He Fan is not here, don't provoke me, Huang Mao was chatting with him two days ago."

"Chat with me? I don't remember it. I just heard about He Fan when you were in the hospital. How do you chat with him?" Lin Yu shook his head, unable to figure out who Xi Fan they were talking about.

"Xifan is He Fan. He is my personal assistant. He lives with you at your house and treats you like a god."

Lin Yu frowned, and his expression became serious: "I don't know who Xifan you are talking about, I have never heard of it, and Dong Xun's assistant has always been my sister Lin Keke, you have always been with my sister Wait, there has never been a third person. Dong Xun, what's wrong with you? Did you have a fever and have fantasies?"

Yao Dongxun was surprised, his shoulders shook, and he forced a smile.What Lin Yu said was outrageous, outrageous.

In order to get them slapped in the face, Yao Dongxun flipped through Weibo on his phone, but he never found the topic about him admitting to being in love with his male assistant.He froze, looked at the shoe cabinet, got up and ran to Xifan's room, there was nothing in the closet, and Xifan's toiletries were missing from the sink.

Everything about Xifan is gone, as if Xifan really never existed.

How is it possible, what is going on with all this!

Yao Dongxun slumped on the ground in disbelief, as if he had returned to the day three years ago when he thought he would lose Xifan forever.

"Hahaha……"

Yao Dongxun completely collapsed, raised his head and laughed wildly, and at the end, covering his wet and hot face with his arms, curled up on the ground and cried bitterly.

He, in the end, couldn't bear the reality, and was defeated with bruises all over his body...