The choice of rebirth

Because drama is a live performance, the fault tolerance rate is zero, so the requirements for actors are higher.Xia Qi thinks that she is better than this girl in other aspects, so is it because her voice is not loud enough?

She thought secretly in her heart, but, when it comes to the actual performance, she can wear a microphone, so is it possible to use her own voice for the whole performance?

If it's just because of this, then Xia Qi thinks it's worth noting that this drama should not be performed.She held back her emotions and continued to read.

The people interviewed next were not as good as her, and the only thing that surpassed her was their louder voices.Once thinking about this aspect, Xia Qi felt more and more like this in his heart.

Finally, after interviewing all the people on the number plate, Xia Qi once again stopped Lao Wang who was about to leave. "Director Wang, can you let me try again?"

"Have you left yet?" Old Wang turned around and asked suspiciously.He didn't answer Xia Qi's question, he just expressed surprise at her existence.

Xia Qi felt a little unhappy, she thought that this old king was deliberately trying to give her a bad reputation.But she didn't show it on her face, she just repeated her question again, "Director Wang, can you let me try again?"

Lao Wang shook his head, "Don't try, you can't do it." He said, waving his hands, as if Xia Qi was a dou who couldn't help him in front of him, and was worthless at all.

He wanted to leave after he finished talking happily, Xia Qi blushed, and once again felt what it was like to be denied what he was good at.

Lao Wang didn't care about Xia Qi's reaction behind him, and strode forward. When he was about to reach the gate, a voice suddenly came from inside, "If you say, in this world...", the voice was very loud, even Lao Wang stood at the door, one foot had already stepped out of the door, he could still hear clearly, he pronounced every word accurately and with full of emotion.

He turned his head to look at Xia Qi on the stage. This time, she added more exaggerated expressions and movements, so that people in the audience could clearly understand what she was doing.

This is a girl who is very good at learning, he thought, sitting here for a whole morning, she can do his request accurately, and she has never made any mistakes he made to others.

As far as acting skills alone are concerned, she can indeed afford Zhang Yu's strong praise, but that's all.Old Wang stopped for a moment, then stepped out of the gate without looking back.

Still not working?Xia Qi was a little discouraged, she had worked hard to pay attention to the points he mentioned, why couldn't she?Where did she fail?

Xia Qi walked out the door a little bit lonely, this feeling of having nowhere to go was really sad. Is the gap between TV drama actors and drama actors really that big?She has gotten so bad...

The driver and assistant were already waiting outside, Xia Qi smiled at them with the corners of his mouth pulled up, and then got into the car without saying a word.

That night, Yu Aiwei called back.

"Qiqi, are you unhappy today?" Yu Aiwei didn't probe carefully, but asked directly.

"Well, a little bit." Xia Qi lay on the sofa with his arms around the pillow, nodded to the microphone that was set aside, his face was full of grievances.Although Yu Aiwei couldn't see it, she still wanted to act like a baby to her.

"What's the matter? Baby Qiqi, do you want to talk to me?" Yu Aiwei's voice was very gentle, even gentler than usual, maybe she could hear the grievance hidden in Xia Qi's tone.

Every time Xia Qi heard Yu Aiwei call her that, she wanted to laugh, but she still had to respect young people's tastes. "You said, am I particularly bad?"

"Did someone say something about you?" The air around Yu Aiwei immediately changed, and a dangerous look appeared on her face.

"No, it's just that I found out that my acting skills don't seem to be very good." Xia Qi hurriedly comforted her, she found that Yu Aiwei would become aggressive when she met her.

"How could it be? You have acted in so many TV dramas, and I am fascinated by them all. Your acting skills are the best!"

"You're the only one who said that..." Xia Qi sighed, the saying that Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder is true.

After thinking about it, she still told her what happened today. She wanted to see from the perspective of a bystander what she was lacking in.

"Qiqi, do you want to act in a drama? We can pay for it ourselves. There are a few good drama clubs abroad. I went to see them with them before. Do you want to go?" Kei is completely different.

"No! I want to know, if you were him, why would you reject me?"

"If I were him, I wouldn't veto you! You are perfect in my heart." Yu Aiwei took the opportunity to express her heart again.

Before Xia Qi could reiterate the question, Yu Aiwei spoke again, "Maybe it's because of feelings."

how to say?She has also watched Xia Qi's acting, and it is undeniable that the acting is really good and the emotions are in place, as if she is the person in the play.

Xia Qi is playing the role in it, she is also very serious, but she is just playing it, she didn't put her own feelings into it, as if she pulled her will out and watched with cold eyes.Such a character has no soul, but the audience won't know it, even the director doesn't see it, but Yu Aiwei knows her very well, only those who know her can know.

"Emotion?" Xia Qi repeated in a low voice.

Does she lack emotion?In this life, she has someone she wants to cherish, but in terms of acting skills, she can't do anything.She is proud of her acting skills, but she also understands that she is not the best, and there is a clear gap compared with the old actors who have been playing for many years.She has gradually entered the bottleneck period, because she is familiar with everything she acts like, and she doesn't need to work hard to figure out anything, the director is already satisfied.People are lazy, who is willing to work hard when there are shortcuts?

"Yeah, Qiqi, sometimes I feel that you are not in the play at all." It is said that bystanders are clear, especially Yu Aiwei who put her eyes on Xia Qi's body, she can see clearly, Xia Qi draws from the role. The time for Li to come out is too fast, as soon as the director calls out, she will immediately transform from a character in the play back to herself, no matter how intense the emotion was just now.

"Really?" Xia Qi wanted to refute, but she couldn't say anything, did she really get into the drama?She didn't, she couldn't feel the emotions of the characters in the script, but she could see it from the lines of the script, and then expressed it through acting skills.

She is always the most worry-free actor for the director, because she is like a living script.

"Are you angry?" Yu Aiwei felt a little anxious when she saw that there was no sound coming from this side. Did she say too much, knowing that she had already been hit today, and she still wanted to rub salt on the wound.

"No," Xia Qi forced a smile, "I just feel that I seem to have made a mistake. Duo Duo, thank you, I want to take a good look at it now, let's talk tomorrow, shall we?"

Although Yu Aiwei was worried, she followed Xia Qi's words and hung up the phone.After a while, she picked up the phone again, "Help me book a train ticket and air ticket for tomorrow morning immediately, I want to go back."

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After Xia Qi hung up the phone, she kept sitting there in the same posture.

Why is she so confident in her acting skills?It is because she is the winner of the Golden Swallow Award.

The Golden Swallow Award, the highest honor in the domestic film industry, may not be as famous as some foreign awards, but in the eyes of domestic filmmakers, its gold content is greater than those foreign awards.

This award is different from those awards that are mixed with countless waters. Its assessment is very strict, and a one-vote veto system is implemented for the actors submitted for review, that is to say, unless you can buy all the judges, otherwise as long as one person disagrees , you are not eligible for this award.

That's why after Xia Qi learned that she had won this award, she felt a little bit in a trance and completely lost her vigilance.

She relied on the film "Despair" to be shortlisted, and finally won the award in one fell swoop.

When acting in this film, for some reason, she felt empathy, and she understood the taste of being in the film, it was terrible.Desperate and dark emotions lingered in her mind like maggots attached to the bones. During that time, her sky was always gray.

After two months of treatment by a psychologist, she gradually got rid of this emotion.

But she didn't heal. It was because of these emotions in her heart that she couldn't save herself at all when she was burned to death. These emotions also affected her after her rebirth.

It was Yu Aiwei's existence that allowed her to gradually dispel the negative emotions that lingered in her heart, and she regained her expectations for life.

But now, Yu Aiwei has seen through her deliberate evasion, will she think that she is a person who doesn't care about work?Afterwards, will she think that her attitude towards feelings is also perfunctory...

Xia Qi customized a luxurious horn tip for herself, and then dived into it.

If Yu Aiwei knew what she was thinking, she would definitely spank her ass hard.Even if she, Xia Qi, is just a vase, she only loves her!Uh, it seems that I only like her appearance.Yu Aiwei changed silently in her heart, even if she was just a clay pot, he only loved her!