In fact, I am attacking [entertainment circle]

Gu Ling kept pressing his mind like this, and when Qi Yi talked to him, he couldn't let go of it, but fortunately, he had always disguised his appearance so that people couldn't see any clues.Although Qi Yi found that Gu Ling didn't seem to like teasing him very much recently, he thought it was because he was too tired from acting, so he didn't pay much attention to it.

It didn't take long before the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival. The director team decided to take a day off for the Mid-Autumn Festival to let the crew, including the actors, relax. Many people were very excited and worked with great enthusiasm.

In the evening, there is a dinner scene to be filmed, and Pei Jun will dance a sword after drinking at the dinner.Gu Ling didn't have any dancing skills, but he had learned some martial arts moves before filming. This time, he also studied with the teacher hired by the crew for a long time in advance. This time it will finally come in handy, and he feels relieved.

Almost all the main actors in this scene were there, and the dinner party in the scene was to drink, but the crew really arranged for wine, and everyone had it on the table, and many people actually acted while drinking, even Qi Yi couldn't help it I drank a few sips.

Gu Ling also drank a little wine before going on stage, but it was not for nothing anyway.

After the filming started, the audience was silent. After the sound of playing the board fell, the drums of folk music sounded again and again, just like the breeze and drizzle before the rainstorm.

Holding the sword, Pei Jun walked to the center of the palace stepping slowly to the beat of the drum.

He drew out the sword and wiped the spine of the sword with his fingers, as if caressing a cold beauty, whose body was the light of the quenching moon.

Suddenly there was a gust of wind and the drum beat loudly. Pei Jun swung the sword out, and the blade of the sword shattered the light of Zhi Ling.He lowered his eyes, and the flirtatious killing fell like the fluttering snow, and then disappeared.

The strong wind sweeps the fallen leaves, and the silver pills drive away the dust.

He finally jumped up, his clothes creaked, he rested with one move, and then started with the other, the sword move was insane, but vivid.He has the fierceness of fighting to the last ditch at the end of the road, and the heroic spirit of wanton arrogance and breaking through the bamboo.

Just like the phoenix singing in the bamboo, what penetrates the wood is frost, and what strikes the table is wine.

……

The whole audience couldn't help being attracted by this performance. At this time, everyone was born in the play and marveled at the people in the play.

Qi stared at Gu Ling intently, his heart sank slowly, and his lips became more dry as he watched.In order to quench his thirst, he could only greedily drink the wine on the table, but to no avail.

In the following scenes, Qi Yi no longer knew how he finished it. After the whole scene was filmed, the audience burst into applause, and such a warm voice called Qi Yi back to reality.

Since there is still some wine left, someone in the production team suggested that everyone should drink it up tonight. Anyway, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival tomorrow, so let’s celebrate and have a good time.

Qi Yi was persuaded to drink a few more cups. He instinctively felt that he was still awake. After putting down the cup, he subconsciously looked for where Gu Ling was, but he couldn't find it. Only after asking others did he know that Gu Ling had already gone out to have a shower.

Outside is a vermilion corridor, people are bustling inside, so the outside looks extraordinarily quiet.Gu Ling has always disliked crowded places, so he stood behind the fence, staring at the scenery outside in a daze, but when he heard footsteps approaching, he turned his head and saw Qi Yi walking over.

Great booze.This was Gu Ling's first reaction.

Qi Yi's face was a little red from the smell of alcohol. His facial features were already impeccable, which made his face white and red, but the hood hadn't been taken off, and his long hair was draped lazily. There is a sense of gender ambiguity.

"Brother Gu." Qi Yi's tongue was obviously dulled by alcohol, and his speech was a bit sticky.But Gu Ling couldn't tell whether he was drunk or not, because his ink-soaked eyes were extremely clear under the moonlight, and they attracted Gu Ling's gaze more than ever.

"Brother Gu, are you looking at the moon?" Qi Yi approached Gu Ling, leaning on the fence with his hands, smiling purely and cleanly, "Let me accompany you."

Gu Ling watched his smile, and there was something in his heart that was about to come out, but he still tried to force it down with his stamina, and said in a low voice, "Today's moon is not yet full, so there is nothing to see."

Qi Yi propped his elbows on the railing, propped his face, and whispered in a puzzled voice: "But I think the moon is always beautiful..."

Gu Ling felt that his body had a drunken feeling that Yushan would collapse, so he helped his arm slightly: "Are you drunk? Stop standing outside, let the assistant take you back..."

Qi Yifan grabbed Gu Ling's arm, obviously he didn't hear what Gu Ling said, but he looked happy to himself: "As long as I'm with Brother Gu, no matter whether the moon is round or not, I can see it very well." Happy, as long as Brother Gu is by my side, I feel happy."

Gu Ling suddenly froze.

Qi Yi was actually drunk at this time, his alcohol capacity was not bad, but he really drank too much unconsciously.But drunk people will not know that they are drunk, they will only make various actions according to the consciousness of the body.

So Qi Yi grabbed Gu Ling's arm, and at the moment Gu Ling stopped, he followed his instinctive desire and kissed it.

It might not be a kiss at all, because one is unconscious and the other is unresponsive.But this contact did break through the safe distance around Gu Ling. He heard his heart beat violently, and a seed finally broke through the thick snow that had been silent for many years and broke out of the ground.

When Gu Ling wanted to react, the kiss was already over, it was worse than a superficial touch.

And the instigator, because of the effect of alcohol, didn't even realize what he had just done. He took Gu Ling's hand and smiled in front of him. When he heard someone calling him to sing in the room, he waved his hand and walked away happily.

Gu Ling was dumbfounded,——there is someone in the world who is so quiet about being drunk and crazy!

He almost dragged Qi Yi back, and then said to him viciously, "You little rascal who thinks you can be confident after drinking, see if I don't cry for you!"

Of course, his remaining sanity stopped him.

Gu Ling calmed down with the night wind blowing, and suddenly felt that his anxiety and panic these days were very funny. He didn't know why he had been lying to himself for so long. A kiss was enough to break all his psychological achievements. So vulnerable.

He suddenly felt that he could become a little braver. Opposite him was Qi Yi, even if he handed over his heart naked, it didn't seem bad.

So what if it's the worst ending.

After all, I like him, this voice can no longer be hidden.

I really like him.

It was only when Gu Ling confirmed this in his heart that he realized that he had actually gone a long way during this journey, so far that he couldn't see the starting point when he turned his head.

Early the next morning, the crew was on vacation, and Gu Ling went home.He brought a bouquet of flowers and drove to the outskirts of city b.

In the car, Gu Ling recalled what Qi Yi said after drinking last night. Although he was not sober at the time, he could hear the sincerity. He said, "As long as Brother Gu is by my side, I will feel happy."

Are you happy...

Gu Lingcha almost forgot this word.

Fortunately, after he slept last night, he learned from the pain and finally remembered.

He remembered that that night, he was crying at the dining table, and after his mother pasted the wound with bandages, she squatted down and held him in a soft and warm embrace.

"Xiao Ling, do you know that my mother was actually very scared when she was pregnant." The woman's tone was very gentle, even softer than Luo Xue's, "I was also very scared when giving birth. Mom was terribly afraid, but..."

"Mom met an angel."

She smiled dreamily as if she was telling a fairy tale.

"On the day you were born, the angels came together because they wanted to create a beautiful wish and make the dream come true."

"This is you, Xiao Ling."

She gently rubbed the hair on the back of the child's head, her voice was a little trembling, "Mom doesn't hate that man anymore, after you were born, mother also has a new life."

"You are mother's happiness. As long as you are happy and healthy, mother will feel happy no matter what happens."

……

Gu Ling's memory began to become clearer. Even when she was in the hospital, her mother always smiled when she saw him.That's why he always thought that the disease could be cured and he would have a lot of time in the future, so he went to make his own movie with peace of mind.At that time, he fantasized that when he finished acting in this movie, he would become famous, and when his mother was discharged from the hospital, he would take her to see it, and she would be very happy.

It was only later that I found out that my mother was deliberately trying to force herself when he came.

The day before he set off for the set, he showed his mother a photo of himself and another actor, and his mother was very happy, holding her mobile phone and laughing all the time, saying: "This is one of my favorite actors, remember to ask for an autograph .”

Gu Ling nodded "hmm" at the side, and heard her joke again: "But why does he have long hair, he looks the best when he is bald in the previous movie haha..."

At this time, due to chemotherapy, she had already shaved her head and was wearing a hat. Seeing that Gu Ling's expression was about to change, she patted his face with her mobile phone and smiled: "But in terms of baldness, my mother is the prettiest."

Gu Ling took the phone, the corners of his lips didn't hold back, and he was also amused: "Mom is always the most beautiful at any time."

When Gu Ling left, he turned his head and saw his mother smiling and watching him quietly, her beautiful eyes were as clear and bright as ink.

"Don't feel lonely, Xiaoling."

These were the last words he heard.

……

Gu Ling got out of the car and asked the driver to wait for him where he was.He picked up the flowers and walked into the cemetery on foot.

The cemetery is very large, and I don't know how many souls have been placed there.He found the tombstone he was most familiar with, put down the flower, and squatted in front of it in a daze.

The weather is very sunny, the surrounding is very quiet, no one else.Gu Ling just looked at the name on the stele. He wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know how to say it.

"I met someone."

A cliché opening, but it is the most suitable for telling a story.

"The first impression was that he was enthusiastic and noisy. I don't know how he indulged him at the time, but he really looks good when he smiles. Maybe it's because of this."

He laughed at himself, "Thinking about it, I'm really a superficial visual animal."

He was silent for a moment, fiddled with the flowers on the ground boredly.

"But now, I feel like I can't live without him, and I like him."

"He's obviously younger than me, but what's ridiculous is that I can't give him anything. In terms of emotions, I'm not a dominant person."

"Instead, he came to fill my heart."

"He is like a child. When expressing his love, he doesn't have any skills. He is rampant and clumsy."

"But very sincere and very warm."

Gu Ling picked up a nearby branch and drew something randomly on the ground.

"I thought, I'm older than him anyway, I can't even have this little courage. I wanted to confess, but I thought I'd come back and tell my mother that I have someone I like, and I'm finally going to fall in love... ..."

A line of silent tears rolled down Gu Ling's cheeks.

"I won't be lonely anymore."