In fact, I am attacking [entertainment circle]

At the beginning of December, the filming of the TV series was coming to an end.

Qi Yi's last scene was Song Heng watching Pei Jun die by the bedside.The atmosphere of this scene is relatively depressing, the whole crew has entered a sad atmosphere ahead of time, and all the actors are also brewing emotions.

When Qi Yi was preparing, the director told him that in this scene, you don't want to express sadness, but to suppress sadness.

Not long after, the sound of playing the board was heard.

Pei Junping was lying on the bed, his face was pale, the breath of a living person seemed to have flowed from the wound, he was bloodless, and he was holding his last breath.He had already lost his sight due to excessive blood loss, and his eyes were seriously out of focus, like a puppet with broken strings, feeling the slow passing of life.

The soldiers beside them all looked heavy, and some younger ones couldn't help it and began to sob.

Song Heng sat by the bed, trembling slightly, his eyes were already moist.He forcibly suppressed the sadness that was about to burst out, and whispered in Pei Jun's ear, "General?"

He hoped that Pei Jun could respond, and even hoped that things would turn around. Until the last moment, he would not believe that Pei Jun would just leave.

Pei Jun moved his fingers with difficulty, grinned his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and said angrily, "Tell me... How many meaningful things have I exchanged in my life... A gnat shakes a tree and fails the world of mortals."

"Zhong Yu..." Pei Jun squeezed out a little strength, and stretched out his hand indiscriminately to find Song Heng's direction, but was held tightly by Song Heng.

Pei Jun's expression seemed to be a little more relieved, and he said softly: "Man will not be able to conquer the sky, but there are people who follow one after another. This is called courage. I died because of this. Although I have regrets, I have no complaints."

"I have nothing else. The only thing I can't let go of is the Red Feather Army. You are someone I trust. Please take care of me..."

"General, can you hold on..." Song Heng's voice was low, hoarse, and trembling. At this time, no matter what he said, he became pale and weak. Nature stretched out his hand to take his general away. He I can only be like a three-year-old crying on the spot, asking willfully, "Can you stay?" There is nothing I can do but be mocked by nature.

His tears were condensed in his eyes, unable to fall or recede, like a piece of ice condensed in the middle of the lake in the cold winter, floating and sinking in the piercing grief.

Pei Jun was already numb from the pain in his body. He struggled to support his eyelids, hoping to discern a little shadow of the world from the blurred shadows in front of him.In an instant, his eyesight was able to be seen suddenly like a flash of light. He turned his head and saw Song Heng's face clearly. He exhausted his last strength and held Song Heng's hand tightly, as if he didn't say anything. After finishing, he opened his mouth and said, "Zhong Yu, I..."

Song Heng quickly sat up straight and responded to him: "General, I am here."

Pei Jun fell silent suddenly, just looked at Song Heng's face seriously, as if he wanted to carve this appearance into his soul.For a long time, he looked into Song Heng's eyes and laughed dumbly: "That's all."

This last glance is full of affection and meaning, and I don't know where it will end.

Outside the tent, the early winter snow fell.

Pei Jun closed his eyes. Gradually, Song Heng realized that the last bit of warmth had flowed from his hands, so he let go of his hands and grasped nothing.

Song Heng curled up his fingers, nails embedded in the flesh, so that he could clearly feel the pain of this moment.After the death of Princess Zhaoyan, he was once immersed in great grief, and his heart seemed to be beating for routine.Grief was like a sword, piercing through him constantly, but because Pei Jun was still by his side at that time, Pei Jun's existence was a kind of medicine, and his wound was sutured, but occasionally in the dead of night, it would still be like a hidden disease Faint attack.But now, all the threads he used to mend the wound fell apart at this moment, like the sky falling apart, and his wound was exposed to the cold wind and snow.

As if the tide had submerged him, he was instantly dizzy, and when he raised his head, the blood in his eyes was bloodshot.

Song Heng didn't know how he could bear this kind of torture. He should cry in response to Changge, pray for the dead, and then lead the rest of the people to continue living, but now he seems to be dumb, and he just opened his mouth and said nothing. Not exported.He turned his back to everyone in the tent, trying to restrain his emotions, but his shoulders were still shaking, as if he was shivering from the cold, but there was obviously a stove nearby, making the room very warm, but Why is he still so cold.

"General Pei..."

He finally opened his mouth, his voice was extremely hoarse, as if he had already broken his voice.

"The general... is dead."

When the last word was announced, Song Heng seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He could no longer hear what the people behind him were crying or shouting. Eyes closed.

Tears finally fell from the red eyes.

It should snow in winter, and people should shed tears at the heartbroken place.

……

Everyone put in a lot of effort in this scene, and it was finished after Qi Yi finished filming, and Gu Ling had to make up other scenes, so he had to stay on the set for an extra day.Qi Yi originally wanted to stay on the set and wait for Gu Ling, but Sister Mo informed him that a new itinerary had been arranged and he needed to leave the set immediately and start a new job.

Gu Ling leaned against the wall, watching Qi Yi bury his head in packing his things in the room.While folding clothes, Qi asked, "Brother Gu, how do you think my performance ended up being, am I a qualified actor?"

"Even the director said that you acted very well, so don't doubt yourself." Gu Ling commented seriously first, and then couldn't help but started joking, "I blame Pei Jun for being bad, if I saw your face With such an expression in front of me, I must not be willing to die."

Qi Yi lowered his head, remained silent for a moment, and said in a muffled voice: "I actually don't know much about the skills of actors in mobilizing emotions. I can only put myself in with my true feelings. So at that time, I was full of thoughts, if Gu Ge left What should I do, thinking about it, I really cried."

He lowered his voice slowly, turned his back to Gu Ling and wiped his eyes with his hands, with a trembling tone: "This feeling is too uncomfortable, I don't want to act like this again..."

Gu Ling smiled and sighed, knelt down behind him, patted his head, and said gently: "Aren't you stupid, if you enter a group to act in the future, I will teach you how to use the skills."

He gently pinched Qi Yi's chin, turned his head around, and kissed him: "I won't leave you, this show is over, but our life has just begun."

Qi Yi obediently said "um", then moved his face forward again, curled his lips: "I still want to kiss."

Gu Ling laughed out loud: "Let's be honest, do you just want to act like a baby?"

Qi Yi blinked and blinked: "Couldn't Brother Gu let me act like a baby?"

Gu Ling grabbed Qi Yi's jaw with the tiger's mouth with one hand, and squeezed his face gently with the fingers on both sides, having a great time.

"Okay, I'm used to it, come on, kiss a few more."

……

Qi Yi finally finished packing his things, zipped up the suitcase, and was about to leave.Gu Ling bid farewell to him at the door, and gently raised the corners of his lips: "Remember to miss me, kid."

Qi Yi let go of the armrest of the box, turned around and gave Gu Ling an unexpected hug, resting his chin on his shoulder, with some resentment: "Remember to come to me, or I will..."

Gu Ling: "Otherwise you will?"

Qi Yi said seriously: "Otherwise I will be angry with you!"

Gu Ling smiled: "This is a very serious threat."

After the two let go, Gu Ling looked into Qi Yiming's bright eyes, and gently stroked his eyebrows with his fingertips: "I'll go find you when I'm done."

... In this world, the only person who can make him willing to be so diligent is Qi Yi.

On the last day of the crew, Gu Ling made up the remaining scenes.His last scene was a conversation with a Taoist friend whom the princess had contacted not long after the death of Princess Zhaoyan.

Dressed in Taoist robes, the Taoist priest, Qinghuang Shenlang, has a childlike face with white hair.He and Pei Jun sat opposite each other at the tea table, saw Pei Jun's face ashen ashes, twirling his gray beard, and calmly recounted: "Princess Zhaoyan has met the old Taoist a few times, and she could have foreseen her own end before coming here." , She said to the old man that if one day she is destined to die hard, she will definitely risk her life to get a good result for the authorities, which can be regarded as compensation for her waywardness."

"She told the old man to tell the general that the chess game in the world is one piece for another. If you want to get a good result, you must sacrifice the due price. She herself is one of the prices. This is fate, so the general don't have to be sad. "

After hearing this, Pei Jun's expression didn't change much, but he was silent for a long time, sighed slowly, and asked the old man, "What does the Daoist think about what Zhaoyan said?"

The Taoist priest thought for a moment, then replied: "If a person goes to the market to buy something, he has to pay money before he can get the goods. If he gets something, he has to pay something else. The more he wants, the more he will sacrifice. This is not only Princess Zhaoyan's idea, but also the truth of the world."

Pei Jun smiled, it was a bitter smile, he seemed to be remembering something from the past, his eyes became distant, as if what was in front of him was not a Taoist, but a distant mountain.

"How about I tell some other stories for the priest." He began to tell slowly.

"The ancients often couldn't forge a sword in their whole life. In order to forge a sword, a swordsmith jumped into the sword furnace, and finally forged a peerless sword."

Pei Jun paused, and asked, "He gave up his life in exchange for a sword. His family got the sword and gained reputation. This is also a sacrifice in exchange for a result, but the Taoist leader thinks , in the eyes of his wife and children, do they lose more or gain more."

The Taoist priest was silent for a moment, and replied: "It's hard to measure."

"There's another story, it's in my barracks."

Pei Jun continued, "I have a soldier I know who died on the battlefield. After his death, he was promoted to a noble. He had an eight-year-old child who lost his father, but because of his father's death, he gained He can inherit the title and get a better life. If he studies seriously in the future, he may rely on his father's merits as a starting point, and then he will rise to the top."

"I was still very young at the time, and I thought that the comfort I got in exchange for these sacrifices was enough. God was very generous. As long as I paid the price, I would exchange it for something of equal value. Until one day, I met that child, He is obviously childish, but his eyes are lifeless, and he may never be able to show a child's smile. At that moment, I realized that all the glory and wealth are not as good as the father that this child lost."

"Even if it's me, after I lost my mother and father, others commented that if I hadn't lost these things, I wouldn't be able to achieve what I am now, and I wouldn't be able to reach my current height."

He smiled wryly, "However, for me, the feats I have built are only faint, and the status I have gained is insignificant. How can they make up for what I have lost?"

The Taoist gave a long sigh: "The general is still feeling sorry for the princess, and thinks it's worthless for her to do so."

Pei Jun lowered his eyes slightly: "I'm sad that Zhaoyan regards her own life so contemptuously. She thinks she has seen through the essence of life, so she only regards herself as a pawn of fate to fulfill God's will. She I thought it would be meaningful in exchange for this, but what is the meaning of such a fate—the fate of making her pay her life.”

"In my opinion, there is no such thing as sacrificing anything in exchange for anything in this world. What we lose is so precious that we can't get it back no matter how much we get. But we tell ourselves that this is the so-called 'price', It’s just to make myself feel better. Life is not losing while gaining, but losing while compromising, and then comforting myself, ‘I finally got it’.”

The Taoist lowered his eyes: "So, the princess is teaching the general to learn to compromise."

Pei Jun shook his head: "I'm afraid I won't be able to learn to compromise in this lifetime."

The Taoist asked: "The general thinks, what is the best outcome in life?"

"No one can achieve the best result, so you can only choose the 'better' one." Pei Jun pondered for a while, and replied, "If that soldier can make meritorious deeds alive, even if it is only a small meritorious service, it will be great for him and his family. In other words, it is the 'better' result."

The Taoist sighed: "General, this life may be very hard."

Pei Jun shook his head and smiled: "Maybe my life will be quite short, not necessarily."

The Taoist priest asked: "I heard that the general will send troops again in a few days. The general's request is to win every battle?"

"Sometimes you don't need to win every battle, you just need to win the most critical one."

The Taoist asked: "I would like to hear the details."

Pei Jun's tone was calm: "I just need to win the next battle. If I win this battle, I can repel the enemy soldiers in the northern border and exchange for decades of stability. I have worked hard here, so All I can ask for is the stability of the past few decades, so that the common people can recuperate."

He smiled softly, "At least in the past few decades, no eight-year-old child will lose his father on the battlefield. As for the future, it will be left to future generations."

……

There are a lot of lines in this scene, Gu Ling filmed it for a long time, and finally passed.This TV series has been filmed for nearly four months, and finally finished. This is a very ordinary film and television drama that Gu Ling has filmed in his career as an actor, but he met the most unusual feelings during this experience. People who are relatively indifferent to foreign objects also have a different kind of emotion for this crew.

From then on, a new life began.

The author has something to say: A new (dog food) life has begun