In fact, I am attacking [entertainment circle]

The illegitimate fan was detained for several days. The restriction of personal freedom and the oppressive environment made her extremely depressed. The disappointed and annoyed eyes of her parents before they left were like needles stabbing her heart. It may be closed to collapse.

Finally, someone came to see her.

The man in front of her was tall and tall, with excellent proportions. Even with a mask on, she recognized him at a glance. If it wasn't for the glass blocking her eyes, she would have rushed over from her seat emotionally: "Qi Yi! I I know it's you, you are here to save me, right...I want to go out..."

Qi Yi said indifferently: "No."

As a fan, it was the first time she saw Qi Yi showing such emotionless eyes, like a frozen river, blowing by the wind, bringing a chill.She lowered her head, her shoulders trembled, and she became weak: "I really know I was wrong, I don't dare anymore, I really don't want to go to jail, I have to go back to school, I still have to take exams..."

Qi Yi narrowed his eyes slightly: "I heard that the worst case is a fixed-term imprisonment of less than one year. You can finish the punishment and go back to school."

"No! I don't want to go to jail, I don't want to..." The girl covered her head and cried out, "I don't want it, I don't want it for a day, let me go back to class, I was really wrong, really wrong..."

Qi Yi tilted his head: "Do you really know you were wrong?"

The girl couldn't help nodding: "Yes, I really know I was wrong..."

"No."

Qi Yi supported the table with his palms, and leaned slightly, his indifferent and cold gaze was condescending, and he said every word clearly and forcefully, "You're just scared."

The illegitimate student was stunned by his gaze, his mouth was open, his lips were trembling, but he didn't dare to breathe.

"I didn't come to sympathize with you." Qi Yi straightened up again, and didn't sit down opposite her, standing in front with his pockets in his pockets, and asked in a deep voice, "I just want to know the reason, because I can't understand."

"Why are you doing this?"

The girl's face was full of tears, and her hair was scrunched up by herself. She seemed to be in a daze, her eyes were dimmed, and she lowered her head like she was chanting some curse: "Because I like you, I like you, I like you more than anyone..."

Qi Yi tried his best to hold the expression under the mask, and curled up his fingers in his trouser pockets, feeling his scalp harden.

"I have liked you since you debuted, when I was still in junior high school, there were so many people, I fell in love with you at the first sight..." The girl said while crying, tears fell drop by drop on the table, rambling, "I saved all my pocket money to buy a camera, learn photography and PS by myself, and then I don't eat snacks or drink milk tea, so I save all of it to chase you, because you are in city b, so it is more convenient for you to go to university in city b One thing, I have to study hard... For so many years, I never went out with my classmates, did not entertain, did not spend money, and used it all to chase you. I have no friends. In addition to studying in my life, there is only you, and I study too For you, for making money... I like you so much, why, why do you all scold me..."

The girl was crying, her messy hair was wet with sweat and tears, sticking to her face, she was extremely embarrassed, "I am obviously the one who likes you the most, why now, the person who made the mistake has become me, I just want to be close to you, Is it wrong for me to want to be close to you? I have given so much, can't I get a little bit, I don't know, I don't know..."

Qi Yi saw her crying on the table, stood silent for a while, finally opened the chair in front of the table, sat down opposite her, and said slowly: "Your Weibo ID, is it called Mengying?"

The girl's crying gradually subsided, she raised her wet eyes, and nodded dully.

Qi Yi was in a mixed mood, and sighed: "I have seen the pictures you took, and you are very careful."

A few years before his debut, he would secretly search his own website with his teammates, look at flip pictures taken by fans, and then compare and tease each other.Therefore, the bloggers who posted pictures with good quality and popularity, he was basically familiar with their ids.

The girl covered her face and sobbed: "Because I like you, otherwise I wouldn't be able to hold on..."

Qi Yi was silent for a long time, and finally spoke with sincere confusion: "So this is liking?"

The girl said firmly: "Of course I like it!"

"Like is a person's affection for another person."

Qi Yi's tone was very light, as if he was chatting with ordinary people, and asked calmly, "If this is liking, then where are you?"

The girl was stunned: "...what?"

"You talked a lot about me." Qi Yi sighed softly, "But, this is your life, yet you seem to have been erased from it."

"Before you knew me, you were clearly a complete person, weren't you?"

"Myself..." The girl opened her mouth in a hoarse voice, unable to utter a complete sentence, her tear-filled eyes were full of doubt and confusion, repeating it like an idiot's dream, "I don't know, I don't know ..."

"People who have lost themselves, do they really know what liking is?" Qi Yi said in a heavy and helpless tone, "I don't want to deny everything about you, it's just...you are sick."

... My heart is sick.

The girl covered her eyes, tears flowed down her palms, soaking her sleeves: "I don't know..."

"If you did something wrong, I won't sympathize with you, and I won't forgive you for others.——Because I don't have the qualifications."

Qi Yi spoke solemnly, his eyes gradually softened, "But, I'm sorry, if you hadn't become my fan back then, maybe there would have been a better result for you."

"No, it's obviously not like this..." When the girl heard this sentence, her shoulders trembled with excitement, she lowered her head and clutched her knees tightly, crying her head upside down, trying to squeeze out the words while choking, "I... I became When you were a fan, obviously, really... very happy..."

Her idol, who used to be the driving force for her hard work and the bastion of her happiness, now tells her personally, "I'm sorry for letting you meet me".

Qi Qi got up, pushed the chair back to the original place, thought for a while before leaving, and said slowly: "I hope you can find yourself in the future and have a more valuable life."

Qi Yi left, and the girl froze in place with tears running down her face.She suddenly felt a pain in her heart. She bent down and lowered her head, resting her forehead on her knees, silent for a long time, and wept bitterly again.

"Why do you have to apologize, why do you have to apologize..."

"Who am I, why do you treat me... treat me so tenderly..."

After an unknown amount of time, she was in a daze and didn't know where she was led by the police, but when she was pushed awake, she looked up and saw her father.Before she could react, she turned her head and saw Xu Qing.

"We have withdrawn the lawsuit, and the lawyer will discuss compensation terms with you later." Xu Qing finished speaking to them, and then looked down at the girl.

Xu Qing sneered, and said, "Do you know, there were so many people there at that time, and you threw down two chairs, not counting Gu Ling's little bruise, and no one was injured. It's really lucky."

The girl is dull: "I..."

"But you are lucky, you are very lucky." Xu Qing's eyes suddenly sharpened, like a net to catch people, imprisoning people in it.He took two steps towards the girl, and whispered creepily in her ear, "If you unfortunately hurt any of Gu Ling's fans, he will never let you go just like that."

"If you hurt Gu Ling seriously, we won't let you go."

The girl hugged her arms, and her pores couldn't help but start to spasm.

"Treasure your luck, start another life, you are not suitable for chasing stars." Before leaving, Xu Qing said a few words.

The girl stood there dumbfounded, watching her father go through the final procedures, like a puppet who had lost his soul, the father only looked at him helplessly, sighed and shook his head, too lazy to say anything.She was pushed into the car home by her father. In the car, she looked at the city she had not seen for a long time and the familiar crowd. She glanced at the star advertisement on the building.

The eye sockets that should have been dry became moist again, but they couldn't moisten the red eyeballs, and could only open their eyes and burn in the air.

"Father, I did something wrong." Without warning, the girl suddenly said this, which startled the father who was driving.Before my father could get used to it, he heard her start humming, so he thought heavily, I'm afraid I'm crazy, I should go back and ask a psychiatrist.

While weeping, she hummed a weak song, reversed the lyrics, and chewed them up in the air vaguely.

"Who can privately own Mount Fuji out of love..."

……

Qi Yi went home with Gu Ling in his car, and couldn't help asking, "Aren't you going to sue?"

Gu Ling said with a "huh": "Anyway, the sentence can't be very long, at most a few months, the rest of her life is so long, she can reflect on it anywhere, there is no need to spend it in prison, it is already distorted, and it will definitely become more distorted after a long time in prison. "

"Besides, the prosecution is too troublesome. If there are entertainment reporters who catch the wind and pay attention, it will be even more troublesome. It is unnecessary."

"That's fine." Qi nodded, a little absent-minded.

Gu Ling noticed that his expression was a bit dull, so he stretched out his hand and grabbed his face: "What's wrong with you, you've been keeping a straight face."

Qi Yi thoughtfully, looked out the window, was silent for a long time, and finally said: "I first debuted, in fact, it was just to make money, because I have no other specialties, others told me, relying on my advantages to enter the entertainment circle Go for it, and you might make money."

"Then when I earn enough money, I don't need to stay any longer."

Gu Ling was a little surprised, he didn't expect Qi Yi to say such salty words, shouldn't he say such words that he doesn't want to work!

"You're only in your early twenties, so you want to retire?"

"No..." Qi Yi scratched his face with some shame, and at the same time was seriously troubled, "It's just that I don't know what meaning I can provide to my fans. If I'm not here, they don't need to waste extra energy for me And money, will it be easier."

Gu Ling: "..."

He looked at Qi Yi's sudden thoughtlessness, and he knew that he was still touched by that illegitimate child. This child is good at everything else. It's just this kind of obedient character that habitually finds faults in himself. How can he correct it? Woolen cloth?

Thinking of this, Gu Ling felt a little distressed again.It is said that the formation of character is related to the experience of a person growing up. Could it be that Qi was often criticized by others when he was a child?No one praised him?

"What are you thinking about?" Gu Ling rubbed Qi Yi's hair, pulled him to her side, held his hand, and solemnly said, "Don't underestimate people who love star chasing, okay, they don't chase you How can it be easy, they don't chase you, they go after someone else! There will always be someone who will make them willing to spend money and energy, you may have more conscience, why not chase you!"

"So...so that's the case." Qi Yi was shocked by Gu Ling's words, and suddenly enlightened.

Gu Ling squeezed Qi Yi's face with a feeling of hating iron but not steel, and said while rubbing: "Don't you want to be shameless, they have been chasing you for several years, now you say that it is meaningless, if you want to make money, just shoot Ass and leave, are you a scumbag? Can you do it from the beginning to the end, and let them chase you happily until they are satisfied!"

"I, I'm not a scumbag!" Qi Yi blushed and hurriedly denied it.

Gu Ling smiled: "Then you have to understand that you have already embarked on this path, and fans can leave at any time according to their mood, but if you really want to do their best, stick to staying here, just in case Someday they want to come back, and when they find you gone, they don't even feel nostalgic."

Qi Yi was moved: "Yes!"

Gu Ling joked again: "And if you keep it, you can continue to make money. For things like money, of course, the more the better."

Qi Yi: "..."

"The moving atmosphere disappeared immediately, as expected of Brother Gu."

Gu Ling: "What's the matter, isn't this the truth?"

"Besides, of course you can't give them any meaning."

Gu Ling gently touched Qi Yi's cheek with the back of his hand, and smiled at him, "Meaning is something that everyone gives to himself."

Qi Yi blushed for a moment, covered Gu Ling's hand on his face with his palm, then tilted his head and kissed his fingers.

Gu Ling quickly withdrew his hand: "What are you doing, why are you still attacking?"

Qi Yi said honestly, "I can't hold back."

Gu Ling leaned forward, ready to retaliate: "You little rabbit..."

Xu Qing, who was in the driver's seat, suddenly patted the steering wheel and roared, "Get out! Get out, lovers!"

"..."

Forget about the driver in the car.

Gu Ling looked out the car window and found that he had already arrived at the community.

Qi Yi and Gu Ling got out of the car and walked home while talking.The camellias in the community are blooming, and the road is full of red and white, not stunning, but elegant and chic.

Gu Ling was surprised: "It's still cold now, but there are already flowers blooming."

Qi Yi leaned closer to a flower and looked at it, and said: "This should be a camellia, which blooms in this kind of weather."

He touched it lightly, and couldn't help but smile, "I'm in a good mood looking at it, no wonder the community is going to plant flowers, it suddenly feels full of vitality, and the weather isn't so cold anymore."

Gu Ling stared at Qi Yi intently, thought of something, and smiled meaningfully: "Do you think that flowers will know the meaning of blooming?"

Qi Yi opened his eyes wide, and suddenly felt a drumbeat hit in his heart. He seemed to understand something, but it was hard to put it into words.

"Go, go."

Gu Ling beckoned and walked in front, Qi Yi hurriedly chased after him.

A gust of wind blew by, and the flower bone next to the green leaves and red flowers trembled slightly, slowly stretching out the petals, and began to welcome the spring.

The flowers don't know why they bloom, but they still bloom as promised, year after year, brilliant and grand.