echo

One night five months later, Long Junheng really brought the girl to Sky Garden.

That night, Shen Huiyin's school held a report performance for an elective art course.Shen Huiyin is going to perform a ballet on stage.

The backstage was still busy and busy, the girls' cosmetics were scattered on the table, and they grabbed whatever they needed.

"I want to think about it again." Shen Huiyin said this to her sister on the phone before going on stage.

Shen Jiayin took her own initiative and helped her apply for a graduate student in an American school. Now this month, when the offer came, Shen Huiyin was hesitant.

Shen Huiyin put down the phone, squeezed her toes hard, and put on the pointe shoes enduring the pain.

Then, I tidied up my clothes and walked quickly towards the stage.

A "Don Quixote" dance drama, she is still beautiful enough.Probably no one could see that she was absent-minded.

As soon as she stepped off the stage, she immediately took off her dancing shoes.Blood came out, and after a second look, I found that there were also some blood stains on the pointe shoes.

The instructor let out a low cry, and called the other students to bring the first aid kit, and squatted down to look at Shen Huiyin's feet.

Shen Huiyin didn't care, gritted his teeth, said it's okay, and staggered towards the backstage where he put his things.

"I told you not to be brave. During the rehearsal, the nail cap was already lifted, and you still—" The teacher watched Shen Huiyin bandaging himself in annoyance.

"It's okay, it's really okay." Shen Huiyin's tone was still very light, and he said, "If I don't dance, the people who were going to watch might be disappointed." It's a good thing he didn't come, anyway, it's just that he was a little disappointed.

Even though she knew he was busy and it was unlikely that he would come to such a public place, she still gave Long Junheng a ticket.

Sure enough, he didn't come.

Of course, Shen Huiyin was sent to the hospital to be carefully bandaged in the end. Unexpectedly, Shen Jiayin came to the hospital to pick her up.

On the way back, Shen Huiyin realized that her sister came not only because she was worried about her feet, but because she wanted to tell her something else.

Shen Jiayin was unambiguous, and directly showed Shen Huiyin the photos on the phone.

The pixel of the photo is not high, it was taken at night, the noise is very serious, but you can still see the perspective of the paparazzi, a couple being secretly photographed.

"It was sent to me by a newspaper. It's a courtesy notice." Shen Jiayin didn't care about this kind of thing at first, but since the male protagonist is someone her sister cares about, she said in a serious tone, "I want to It’s okay to take the money down.”

Shen Huiyin didn't speak.He didn't ask who the girl was, didn't say what he thought, didn't say a word, and didn't show any expression.

She just felt that it was very painful. The toes on her feet were treated and hugged thickly, which was very painful.It was so painful that she couldn't cry.

She didn't say a word until the car drove to Shen Huiyin's place where she lived.Shen Jiayin didn't ask any more easily.

"I'm leaving, don't worry." Shen Huiyin said softly: "I will reply as soon as possible about going to America to study." After finishing speaking, he opened the door and got out of the car.

"Hey, you—" Shen Jiayin wanted to say something, but Shen Huiyin had already closed the car door forcefully.

Shen Jiayin watched her sister's back disappear as she entered the building door, and sighed deeply.

Early the next morning, Shen Jiayin saw the message from Shen Huiyin as soon as she woke up, and it was sent over at three o'clock in the morning.

In other words, she decided to accept the offer.She has nothing to do with the news about Long Junheng, so let Shen Jiayin not worry.

And when Shen Jiayin entered the company, as expected, the assistant waited anxiously for her, and told her the news about Long Junheng.

Of course, Shen Jiayin was calm, and the order was handled according to the usual practice. The official statement to be issued had to be read by her, and Long Jun was asked not to come to the company.There are a lot of little girls waiting at the door, if he comes, it doesn't have to be a mess.

The company naturally has its own set of plans to deal with this kind of thing, although it has received some complaints from schools and the like, saying that it has affected the emotions of the students.However, basically according to Shen Jiayin's control, things passed smoothly.

But Shen Jiayin didn't expect that she didn't want to talk to Long Junheng, but it was Long Jun who came to her.

When Long Junheng went to find Shen Jiayin, he was a little embarrassed to speak at first.Shen Jiayin thought that he was guilty of causing a love scandal, so she smiled and comforted him, telling him that even though it would be troublesome, artists still have the freedom to fall in love.

Long Junheng was touched by the vice president's attitude, but he didn't mention his love affair, instead he asked Shen Jiayin if he could still contact Huiyin.

Shen Jiayin froze for a moment, remembering what Hui Yin had said the night before she left for Los Angeles, when she had a heart-to-heart talk with her all night.Actually, Hui Yin usually wouldn't talk so much with her sister, but it was Shen Jiayin who was very worried and asked a lot before Hui Yin spoke up.

Of course, Shen Jiayin asked Hui Yin if she wanted to leave because of this scandal.

Shen Huiyin laughed when he heard it, and said calmly: "Maybe. But I might just be tired. I want to leave now, but it has nothing to do with him, but I don't want to live like this anymore. We have known each other for a long time, and many things have come together. But now, I want to try a life that has nothing to do with him."

Although Shen Huiyin said this with a smile, Shen Jiayin could still hear how sad her sister was.Shen Jiayin didn't say another word, and the next day, she and her parents sent Huiyin to the airport without mentioning Long Jun's matter again.

Shen Jiayin opened her mouth, and said to Long Jun, "She went to study in the United States, and she left early to stay for a while."

Originally, she planned to only say this sentence, but seeing Long Junheng's shocked and flustered expression, she paused, and told Long Junheng what Hui Yin said that night.Then, she saw that Long Junheng lowered his head slumpedly.

Shen Jiayin curled her lips, scolded this kid in her heart for being useless, and her tone became stricter, saying: "Now, don't be sentimental, and don't be indecisive. Since you have been reported, just fall in love and stop messing around. Yes One girl is a jerk, but don't be a jerk to another girl."

Yong Joon-hyung, of course, also felt that he had messed up everything.

He felt that he didn't even have the right to be sad.Who made him feel that there would be no possibility with her, so familiar with him made an invincible reason.Who made him always think that she would find a better person, and fooled himself and others by thinking that he and she were no longer the same.He knew that he deserved it.

He felt that it would be good to find a colleague to fall in love with, and he felt that he would gradually discover that this was a wise choice.

However, Shen Huiyin was too neat, she didn't bother her at all, she blessed her thoroughly, and then thoroughly let him understand that she has a temper, she has always had it, but she never really bothered with him.

Long Junheng went to have a drink, and the brothers who accompanied him thought he was impatient because he had been exposed.Yao Xie was already a little angry because of Yong Jun's carelessness, so he gave him a few words.Long Jun accepted all the orders and said a lot of sorry.

Everyone saw that he kept drinking and apologizing, of course they all knew that he was having a hard time, so they comforted him and told him to have a good relationship.

Until he was blind from drinking, and said vaguely, "Hui Yin is gone, she doesn't want me at all."Everyone was stunned, and fell silent for a while.It was Dou Jun who reacted quickly, stretched out his arms to embrace Long Jun, hugged him, and said nothing.

It was the chilly spring, and Shen Huiyin left alone.Unlike every trip in the past, she left completely.

No more postcards, no more SNS updates, no more news, no contact with Long Jun at all.

It is of course not credible to say that she has not cried.

But only when she heard the news from Shen Jiayin, she cried for a long time.

After that, really never again.

That year, there was a quote from a movie saying that self-esteem is the dirtiest thing.Shen Huiyin was shocked when she saw it, but after thinking about it, she realized that she didn't run away suddenly because of her pride.Just because, seeing, is inappropriate.I saw that he was already moving forward, but he himself stopped.

She held that she might be able to live a life without him, that her liking was just inertia, and that maybe they would be better after many years, and left with this idea.

The schoolwork is very heavy, she has met new friends, and she can still laugh every day, so she has survived like this.

Long Jun, on the other hand, has a heavier workload than Shen Huiyin. He keeps rushing to make announcements and maintains the relationship as a couple.His tour has gone to many countries, and every time he arrives in a city, he always wonders if he will meet Shen Huiyin who came to travel by chance.However, neither.

People may not be able to escape the cheap point, that is, they want to get it back after losing it.

What Yong Jun despises about him is that one day when he was drinking with Dou Jun, Dou Jun asked him if he could give up everything he has as a star and be with her if he could get Echo back.

He didn't speak because he knew immediately that he couldn't let go.

Dou Jun put down a very serious sentence that day, saying: "Shen Huiyin is a woman who will not compromise. She is a very good girl, but you are not suitable."

Long Jun remembered this sentence deeply, but he couldn't cut off his thoughts neatly.

More than a year later, he went to New York to shoot an MV, and met Shen Huiyin, who happened to be her birthday the next day.

Shen Huiyin still has long hair, but it seems to have been cut short, and it is no longer waist-length.She is thinner, and her clothes are still the same simple style as before.With a backpack on one shoulder and two or three thick books in his arms, he looks like a student.

When Long Jun saw her, he thought about his purple-dyed hair and exaggerated hip-hop street style, and felt embarrassed.

She was still calm and calm, and of course greeted her like an old friend.

Say a few words of pleasantries, and leave in a hurry.

When we meet again, another two years have passed.At Shen Jiayin's wedding.

Shen Jiayin suddenly married a banker in a flash. I don't know if she didn't care about it. She didn't even invite her parents who had returned to the United States to settle down.Instead, all the friends in the circle went, and everyone in the company was invited.

Shen Huiyin broke in hurriedly, walked quickly to her sister with long legs, handed the box and a letter in her hand to her sister, and said something.

When Shen Jiayin saw it, she lifted her skirt and ran away, escaping marriage.

The groom who immediately made a gesture to chase was stopped by Shen Huiyin.Shen Huiyin said: "I'm sorry to make you lose face. However, you don't want to marry a woman who doesn't love you. What's more, any man has never hurt a few women. My sister hurt you once, it's not a capital offense .”

After she finished speaking, she bowed to apologize to the groom and his parents, then turned around and left. The wedding scene, which was originally in chaos, was shocked by her.

Long Jun watched from a distance, and Dou Jun and the others were also stunned.

She appeared suddenly, she still did such a thing and said such a thing, he was really at a loss.

This was the only two times they met before Shen Huiyin returned to work in China.

See you again, too much time has passed.

When I saw you, I greeted you like an old friend.After careful calculation, I sighed how it took so long without knowing it.

His girlfriend has long been different from the one who was exposed at the beginning, but there are still women who go away every now and then.

Shen Huiyin's temperament seems to be not as cool as before, probably after all, he is working hard outside, no matter how good his family background is, some trials and tribulations are inevitable.

Once, at the celebration banquet when he came back from the tour, she was probably drunk, and suddenly asked Long Jun directly why she pretended not to know that she liked him.

Long Junheng didn't say a word, she also smiled and fooled, saying that she was just joking.

Seeing her acting casually after such an instant agitation, he became angry and asked her provocatively if he wanted to start getting together now.

She laughed and said he was insane.But tears welled up in his eyes, and before he dared to delve into it, she had already left without a sound.

Not long after, Shen Jiayin's real husband, Kevin Tuan, came to China for development, and they held a big party.

When Kevin announced his marriage, when everyone was applauding, they bumped into each other in the crowd.

Seeing Shen Huiyin raising her hand, Long Jun thought she was going to slap him.He braced himself for a beating, and even took a step forward.

But her friend came to stop her, but she laughed and comforted her friend, saying that she would not hit him.

Long Junheng thought, he will always remember——

Under the complicated crystal chandelier, the yellow light is actually unclear. She is still cool and beautiful, and her tone has not changed since she was a girl.

She smiled and said sincerely: "I really wanted to hit you just now. But in an instant, I felt that it was just being hypocritical. A slap is just a ceremony, as if this is what makes me stupid for so many years .But come to think of it, I have nothing to wrong. I did it all myself, and I deserve it.”

Shen Huiyin looked away as he spoke, still smiling, his originally crying tone calmed down after a self-deprecating "heh--".

Long Junheng wanted to interrupt her, but he said sorry, and even asked her again if he wanted to be together.

But she was the first to say, "I keep cutting off some hair, which is actually an act. But I really figured it out, and it turns out that the wrong people came."

Long Junheng was choked, and his breath was stuck in his throat, which made him almost suffocate.

He could only just watch, she suddenly looked straight at him with clear eyes, smiled and said: "ByeBye" lowered her head, turned and left.

For a long time after that, Long Junheng guessed that maybe Shen Huiyin, like himself, would consider their possibility at a certain moment.

However, until one day——

He recalled Echo's words at that party again, and he realized that that was the end of his story.

Since then, there has been no echo in his life.

The author has something to say:

☆, written after "Echo"

Echo, which started in the summer of 2013, is over.

Sorry for the hasty ending.

The last chapter, I wrote very quickly.From the beginning, I had the ending in mind.But until now, I have made up my mind.

This article is very heartbreaking.Because when I started to write, I was very confused about the industry I would be engaged in in the future and the circle I might be involved in.Therefore, the large dialogues and psychological activities in the article are actually my own confusion and thinking about this circle.

Perhaps the joy of writing a novel is to borrow characters to say something and tell your own story.

There are three points I want to make.

First, this is a first love story.I told this first love very piecemeal, because I always have a concept that different people tell the same story, it will be different.

Maybe in the story after Echo, mentioning the 17-word written matter, the sentence "I was stupid at the time, but I really paid a lot" can be skipped.Her future boyfriend will be the protagonist, and everyone will call this story her past.

What I want to express is that maybe in future stories, the ex who seems to be in the way was once the protagonist of the story.Perhaps in future stories, it seems that an emotion that should be let go as soon as possible has been expected by many people.

We don't meet anyone at fault, it's just that in each episode, the main character inevitably changes.Some people will accompany you to the end, and some people may only appear in our lives for so long, after which there will be kisses and quarrels with others.He exits on time, and we don't have to think he's the wrong guy just because he didn't make it to the end.

Second, many episodes are indeed some of what I have experienced, and I forcibly wrote them on the two of them.Lizi always said that my first love was amazed at the talent of that person and somewhat dissatisfied, almost with the emotion of wanting to compete but was completely convinced, and confusedly thought it was called liking.

Well, whatever.I hate to be taken seriously.However, in fact, not all things, never forget, have an echo.I give such a disillusioned ending, not to deny the role of persistence.It is hope that we hold such a clear understanding and persist.After all, you become truly stubborn when you are not afraid of futility.

Third, in the past two years, my thinking has changed a lot.In the past two years, I met a very good teacher, Lao He, and gained a deeper understanding of the industry I want to work in. I did a lot of internships, met many people, and experienced many things.

Of course, people's values, views on love and many other ideas may change throughout their lives.But now I, I think I let it go completely.

I am determined to do what I really love, and no longer cringe because of the pressure of reality and all kinds of trivial cowardice.I'm not bothered by status, fame, or anything else that used to tire me out.

I will not be too serious about emotions anymore, Lizi woke me up by scolding me.I used to always hope that everything between us will be natural, without painstaking efforts, and without compromise.I used to always hope that if we agree, we will come, if we don't agree, we will separate, and everything will be cool.But now, I don't want any promises anymore, and I don't ask any reasons anymore, I just want to feel comfortable.

To pursue it, it still lies in that point.I used to be obsessed with rigid excellence, and I didn't understand why he fell in love with such a girl.But later I realized that this is not the TOEFL test, and you will be favored if you score [-] points.If you really fall in love with someone, he may break all your preconceptions, he may not hit any of your points, but you are still moved.

I always feel that whether it is a novel or other works, the protagonist must change, not necessarily growing up, but at least she must complete her task.

Pain once, stupid once, the echo is complete.

Thank you for "monstar" two years ago, and thank you to the two children who have been reading the article for the past two years, especially the one who graduated from high school this year.Thank you Huiyin and Yongjun.