[Assassination Classroom] Dimensional Wall

【02】36.2℃

**[Even if I want to break that dimensional wall, I want to take a good look at you. ]**

The light floating on the half-closed eyelids is like soft fluff.

The warm sunlight seems to have a strange magical power to make every cell in the body slack. Even a person like Akabane who can't calm down can't help but doze off under the sun.

The feeling of using the sky as the bed and the earth as the bed is very good, especially when he skipped class - the more he is restrained, the more he wants to break free. This kind of rare holiday makes the second class rebellious Akabane felt even more happy.

The wind that is close to the temperature of the body, which is pressed against the skin, blows up the smell of green grass around me, and the light and shallow smell easily stirs up the softest and most touching memory in the brain.Akabane was lying on the lawn under the big tree, his whole body stretched out comfortably, with one arm resting on his forehead, no matter how he looked at it, he looked calm and relaxed.

The white doves in the park fluttered to the sound of the school bell of Kunqiu Middle School, leaving no trace on the clear blue sky.

Perhaps, no one will remember that they flew by here; but the sky is the most loyal witness, and it has never collapsed for millions of years. Little birds in the sky.Because it encompasses all things, it understands the principle of equality of all things better than any human being.

The relationship between humans and humans, and the relationship between humans and other species, from a certain point of view, "communication" or "encounter" itself is a very magical thing.

There are tens of billions of people in this world, each of whom has a different life trajectory.When different people enter other people's worlds, their trajectories partially overlap, and then become the same as usual as time goes by.Encountering, getting to know, making friends, making friends, getting bored, and saying goodbye are in themselves an inescapable cycle of knots between people.

Teenagers with secondary illness never like to communicate with others. The reason is naturally arrogance, and more of them are Akabane who has the attributes of "secondary education" and "venomous tongue" and suffers from "the disease of not causing trouble" Ye can't communicate well with normal people at all—people who can communicate well with him probably have a strong mentality that can keep calm when they see Halley's Comet flying towards them.

There is no familiar person around, and in the class, there is only one boy named Nagisa Shiota who has a good relationship.Akabane, who likes to be alone, occasionally puts down his favorite game controller in the dead of night, and quietly looks at the night sky in a daze.

Man is born alone.This sentence is absolutely true.

He obviously feels that the word "loneliness" has nothing to do with Akabane himself, but the sensitivity to loneliness that the Creator has engraved in his bones always tortures him terribly.And this feeling is most obvious at night when everything is quiet.

Feelings of powerlessness, loneliness, and bewilderment often run into the defenseless left atrium at such a suitable moment, screaming and jumping like a little devil, carrying a destructive force like a sponge that absorbs water. Lose the power of every human body and keep expanding.

That's awesome, everyone.

Everyone who endures the loneliness that can drive people crazy is so powerful that people can't help but admire the existence of singing.

——Whether it is a carefree elementary school student.

——Whether it is a junior high school student who is starting to worry about going to school.

——Whether it is adults working hard under social pressure.

——Whether it is those who have studied autism and have gone crazy.

They are the loneliest and strongest heroes in the world.

The sun slanted westward, and the temperature of the warm light seemed to be cooling down.Akabane opened his scarlet eyes in a trance, sat up with his body half propped up, slipped down with this movement, raised his right hand and rubbed his temple that was aching from sleep, half-closed his eyes for a while After opening his eyes, he got used to the strong light that hit his face.

"Ah, I actually fell asleep..." Akabane scratched the back of his head and muttered, without any real emotion in his voice.When I turned my head, the setting sun had already climbed half of the sky, and the magnificent red was dyed on my hair, which kind of complemented each other, "Well, it's time to go home~"

Seeing that it was already getting late, Akabane simply got up from the ground, humming an incoherent tune and walking happily on the way home.

it's saturday...

It's Saturday.

That letter that appeared in the mailbox on time every Saturday after school at sunset, should also obediently stay where it should be, waiting for Akabane industry to check and accept the goods, right?

Ah, I don't know why, but somehow I am looking forward to it.

Akabane stepped on the setting sun that flowed all over the ground, and his pace involuntarily quickened.

****

"Yejun:

Hello.I'm sorry to bother you again, but writing to you has become an indelible habit in my life, so I still can't hold back my waywardness. Please forgive me if I waste your precious time.

I didn't expect the days to pass so quickly.In my opinion, I have already completed the second year of junior high school when the hour hand turned a few laps lightly on the clock.After attending the school suspension ceremony today, after the summer vacation, I will officially become a junior high school student who is about to face the senior high school entrance examination—ah, although the teacher said, we are already junior high school students.

Thinking about it this way, I still feel a little bit sad.It seems that the picture of just entering the school in the first day of junior high school is still vivid in my mind, and I will wave goodbye to everyone again in a blink of an eye.But... I won't be sad, just like I know that life, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, I can also accept the separation from my classmates calmly.

Just like I will not force to go to your world to meet you, I will not force to be with you forever. The word "forever" restricts not only the physical distance between classmates, but also the psychological distance.All things must be reversed, and getting along too much will only make people feel disgusted... I don’t know if such a strange idea can get your approval?

Looking back at the way I came here, before I knew it, Mr. Ye, I have been writing to you for nearly a year—the frequency of one letter per week is like doing weekly homework... Ah, of course, I didn’t Treating 'writing a letter to Yejun' as homework is what I want to do from the bottom of my heart.

This year, Mr. Ye, what kind of things have happened in your world?You, who live freely, must have a very happy life.If you don't mind, can you listen to me talk about what's going on here--well, I've already written it down anyway, so you can't do it if you don't read it, right?

I'm not doing well here - since the first time I wrote to you, the girls in the class have often ridiculed me with the Two-dimensional people, saying 'those are all fake'.But, can what they like become a reality?Is Han Xing really within reach?

... Sorry, maybe the words are not nice, but I really can't help it.

The Two-dimensional people who can bring me so many indescribable emotions, how could it be fake!I have always, always believed that you live happily in places we cannot go, and live the same exciting and wonderful life as us.

It's already twelve o'clock in the evening.Every time at this time, endless thoughts surge up in my heart, flowing on the tip of the pen, and the desire to see you becomes more and more urgent.

Yejun, unknowingly, wrote such a long letter again.I hope you won't think I'm too wordy, and I hope you won't hate me for being so timid and cowardly.

Good night, Mr. Ye.wish

happy everyday!

苏琼

2014.6.25 "

After reading the letter, Akabane let out a sigh of relief, and the tiredness in the corners of his eyes disappeared.

As always, the comfortable writing style and writing style, as always gentle brushwork, come from this Chinese girl named "Su Qiong" who is as old as him... Well, maybe it is from someone from a different world from him?

This person named Su Qiong started writing to Akabane not long after he was in the second year of junior high school. Originally, writing letters was not a big deal, and Akabane didn't want to pay more attention to people he didn't know.However, the contents of the letter made him curious about the owner of the letter——

Su-joon says that she and Akabane-ye are not in the same world.

ha?It was like a fairy tale, how could it be possible to send the letter to him if he was not in the same world?What made him laugh so hard was that Su Qiong also said that Akabane was a character in a comic called "Assassination Classroom"...

Help!Can you stop making trouble!Speaking of manga, Akabane read a lot, but suddenly one day, someone came to tell you: "Actually, you are manga, your life is already decided, do you believe it or not?"

Akabane would definitely grab that man's face with a smirk and paste him against the wall.

After reading the first letter, Akabane jumped out of two big characters in his mind - "bullshit"!

Originally thought it was just a prank deliberately created by someone to play tricks on him, in order to find out the "real culprit" behind it, Akabane even came back from school early on Saturday and waited for someone to put the letter in the mailbox before catching him.Then... and then something very mysterious happened:

Under his nose, a letter floated leisurely from the air into the mailbox, and appeared in front of Akabane who was stunned.Akabane looked up at the sky with a distorted expression, the sky was blue and cloudless, the weather was better than any other day, and the chance of seeing a ghost in broad daylight was extremely low.

This kind of thing beyond the scope of science is obviously not within the scope of Akabane's worldview, so Akabane took the letter away in silence.

Accepting such fantasy things obviously requires a very strong ability to bear, and it happens that Akabane has such an ability.After meeting the "ghost" N times, Akabane, who had calmed down completely and still had the energy to film the process with a DV, no longer struggled with the source of the letter, but began to study the contents of the letter.

According to Su Qiong herself, she is from Zhejiang, China, and she is an extremely ordinary student.Weak and timid, unable to communicate normally with the people around her, because she always feels that she is not in the same world as them.The only hobby on weekdays is watching anime and manga, so I got to know Akabane.

Su Qiong said: "From the first time I saw Yejun, I liked Yejun very, very much."

This sudden and inexplicable confession made Akabane blush with embarrassment, even though he didn't even know what Su Qiong looked like.But from the lines in Su Qiong's words, Akabane could feel Su Qiong's tenderness, delicacy, and care. Every trivial matter written in the letter could make Akabane calm down.

——It seems that Su Qiong himself has the magic power to calm people down.

Akabane, who had never met Su Qiong before, believed so firmly.

Over the past year, Akabane's attitude towards this letter from another dimension has changed from disbelief to belief, from indifference to habit to later expectations. These changes made Akabane feel very strange, after all, he himself is not People who like to communicate with others.

However, when Akabane came up with the idea of ​​replying to Su Qiong's letter one day, he was taken aback.

Is he crazy?Want to write a letter to someone who says he doesn't exist?Akabane laughed at himself like this.

--but.

——If only he who "wants to reply" is a lunatic.

--So……

——What kind of existence will Su Qiong, who has been writing letters without reply, be in the eyes of others?

Su Qiong in that world endured the loneliness that no one could understand, and she loved Two-dimensional deeply. In the eyes of others, she was like a different kind of existence.

Akabane suddenly felt panic and distress at a certain moment.

I feel sorry for that gentle Su Qiong who is always rejected and misunderstood by others, and fear that Su Qiong may not be able to hold on one day and give up writing to him.Uneasiness lingered in his heart like a thin thread, and when Akabane finally made up his mind to write a letter to Su Qiong, he suddenly discovered that he didn't have Su Qiong's address at all.

But what does it matter?Doesn't Su Qiong still have his address?Didn't you send the letter to him anyway?

The final result made Akabane very disappointed.

Those letters that Akabane wrote with full of expectation, those letters that he deliberately made his handwriting look correct and beautiful, those letters that gently responded to Su Qiong's feelings, were not sent.

... none of them.

There was no way to send the letter—whether it was sent or burned, Su Qiong's letter never mentioned the fact that "she received a reply".

Akabane had never felt so frustrated in his life.

Just like only Su Qiong can see Akabane industry, just like only Su Qiong understands Akabane industry, just like Su Qiong's feelings are one-way, the direction of that letter is also one-way: only from Su Qiong Joan's world came to Akabane's world, but he couldn't go from Akabane's world to Su Qiong's world.

After a long time, Akabane could vaguely feel that the failure to send the letter was not because of anything else, but because his feelings for Su Qiong were far less warm and profound than Su Qiong's for him.Knowing this, Akabane no longer does useless work. He writes a reply every time, but never sends it.

Akabane remembered that once Su Qiong wrote in a letter: "There is always an insurmountable distance between the world and the world, which prevents people from different worlds from communicating with each other. However, Mr. Ye, I have always believed that , all my feelings can be conveyed to you."

Since the dimensional wall is too thick to break, how much emotion does the girl named Su Qiong carry in this letter that broke through the dimensional wall?

Akabane closed his eyes and raised the corners of his lips slightly: Don't worry, I have received all your feelings.

When 14-year-old Akabane was blowing out birthday candles, he made such a wish in his heart:

"Even if we can't meet, please convey my heart to you."

——Su Qiong, I really want to see you.

——Even if I want to break that dimensional wall, I still want to take a good look at you.

【TBC】

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