【07】36.7℃

**[In this world, only I do not exist. ]**

The windows of the supermarket are bright and clean, and the ground is so clean that people can almost be seen.There are all kinds of goods neatly placed on the shelves, ranging from food and snacks to daily necessities. Compared with Chinese supermarkets, there is not much difference at first glance. The air is much fresher. I don’t know if it is. Mood problems.

Su Qiong has never seen many products on the shelves. Occasionally, when she sees products that are also available in China, she will stop and look at them carefully for a while, and miss her own country... Really, it’s only been so long since I’ve been here, and I’m actually starting to miss it I started my own home, but this is inevitable, after all, that is the place where I have lived for more than ten years.

Just holding the package, my heart softened unconsciously.

Staying in a strange place, standing beside a strange person, breathing a strange air, experiencing a strange life... Everything made Su Qiong feel a little uneasy.The joy of traveling through and seeing Akabane for the first time has faded away, but deep thoughts follow closely, like a sponge that has absorbed water and continues to swell.

Su Qiong squatted on the edge of the shelf in a daze, staring at her hands in a daze, until she suddenly came back to her senses when Akabane Ye's voice came.In response, Su Qiong stood up, but her legs were numb from squatting for too long, she couldn't stand firmly for a while, her body swayed and bumped into the shelf, and the snacks fell to the ground with a clatter.

A staff member rushed over upon hearing the sound, Su Qiong shrank his shoulders, his face was full of embarrassment, he squatted down hurriedly to help pick up things, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I was careless..."

"It's strange," the staff didn't even look at Su Qiong, and muttered strangely alone, "Why did things fall by themselves? There is no one around..."

Su Qiong's hands hanging in the air as he went to get things.

The body stiffened involuntarily, the dazed Su Qiong suddenly realized something and waved tentatively in front of the staff: "Hello, can you...can you see me?"

The staff didn't shift their eyes in the slightest, he concentrated on picking up things with his head down, and turned a blind eye to Su Qiong.

"Su Qiong?"

A pair of familiar shoes appeared in the line of sight, and the sight moved up, and the red-haired Akabane industry appeared in the line of sight.He scanned around the goods that he had picked up almost, raised his eyebrows at Su Qiong in doubt, and stretched out his hand to her: "Quickly stand up."

Su Qiong looked up at Akabane, without speaking, his eyes filled with a lot of things that Akabane couldn't understand.

Being watched by those eyes, an ominous premonition gradually surfaced in Akabane's heart.

After just a few seconds, the staff member who finally picked up everything rubbed his sore legs and looked at Akabane strangely: "My guest, who are you talking to?"

He followed Akabane industry's sluggish gaze, and all he saw were small stalls with promotional advertisements in the distance.

Akabane still looked at Su Qiong, dumbfounded: "I..."

The staff smiled and walked away.Akabane took his hand back in a daze, Su Qiong stood up slowly, staring at the clean floor with ecstatic eyes, which clearly reflected Akabane's handsome shadow at any time... But only Akabane's, Without Su Joon's.

The warm morning light sprinkled on the floor, reflecting every figure clearly.

Everyone trampled their own shadows under their feet, but there was nothing under Su Qiong's feet, only the floor that was so clean and clear that people's shadows could be seen.

Nothing at all.

The two looked at each other quietly for a long, long time, Su Qiong's eyes were terribly dark, she turned around and ran forward without saying a word, after seeing the first middle school student who was about the same grade, Su Qiong stepped forward to grab her, but found that her hand Passing through the girl's shoulder like a ghost, his hand turned from solid to transparent, and became solid again after letting go.

"Hello" was strangled in the throat like this.

Pursing her lips, pursing her lips, pursing her lips, tightly pursing her lips into a line, Su Qiong did not give up and went to find the next passerby, her hands and feet were trembling but she still tried to force herself to calm down.The scene in front of him gradually blurred, and Su Qiong couldn't see the distorted world at all. He kept running forward, and Su Qiong deliberately made a loud noise to try to attract everyone's attention.

No one looked at her.

No one can hear her.

No one paid her any attention.

Su Qiong is like a lonely ghost from another world. He came to this world by accident, thinking that he was alive, but in fact, he never thought that people in this world can't see at all—— Because they are people from different worlds.Su Joong can't touch them, can't disturb their lives, because Su Joong simply can't do it.

She herself is someone who does not exist in this world.

The original beautiful dream was shattered by such a sudden fact, and what appeared in front of him was a torn wound, dripping with blood, reminding Su Qiong that everything was just a false existence.

There has never been such a cheap thing in this world, and this is the price to be paid for crossing.

Leaving home, enduring the loneliness that no one can see, only relying on Akabane, unable to truly integrate into the world as an individual... This is the first lesson taught to Su Qiong by this experience.The world itself is fair, and if you want to get something, you must pay the same price.

It's fair.

But why is Su Qiong still so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she can't even control her tears?This is obviously a very normal thing, isn't it?

don't cry.don't cry.don't cry.

No one can see your tears, and no one will come to comfort you.

You are all alone in this world.

The rapid running was stopped by a pair of arms behind him. The other party firmly held Su Qiong's arms and forced Su Qiong to turn around and look at him. The moment he embraced him, hot tears wet Akabane Ye Clothes on the chest.Su Qiong tightly grasped Akabane's arm, biting her lower lip to keep herself from crying.

"Hey, it's okay," Akabane caressed Su Qiong's back, comforting in a low voice, "It's okay, I can see you, it's okay."

With tears in her eyes, Su Qiong saw that the originally bright sky outside the window was suddenly covered with dark clouds.It didn't take a moment for the bean-sized raindrops to jump down from the clouds and hit the glass, leaving marks one after another, like ugly scars.The thunder roared, the wind was strong, and the sound seemed to be the mourning of wild animals.

If even the sky can understand my pain and make it rain, why can't the people here see me?Am I destined to only live in Yejun's memory?

Su Qiong closed her eyes quietly, and murmured: "In this world, I am the only one who does not exist."

Akabane clenched his arms wordlessly.

****

The rain was heavy, but summer rains come and go quickly.

After a while, the sky cleared and returned to its original clear blue color.It was as clean as the purest sapphire, pure blue reflected in Su Qiong's eyes, an extremely gentle color.There are birds flying by, and the sound is refreshing.The air after the rain is fresh and natural. Taking a deep breath seems to clear away all the filth in the lungs and the unhappiness in the heart.

A cup of warm milk tea was held in front of her eyes by a slender hand, Su Qiong's eyelashes trembled, she reached out to take it, and said in a low voice: "Thank you." But she didn't drink it, she just held the milk tea in her hand to keep herself cold My palms are a little warmer.

"Su Qiong, don't think too much." Chi Yuye looked at Su Qiong who was sitting on the steps with his head bowed and silent, and dryly comforted him, but knew in his heart that it would not be of any use at all.

Just now, Su Qiong, who learned that only Akabane could see him, fell into a deadlock of fear and panic. With nowhere to go, he looked like a legendary wandering spirit.However, Akabane Ye's hug and the sudden rain washed away Su Qiong's uneasiness and fear more or less, and now Su Qiong, who had almost calmed down, was just sorting out his thoughts.

When sending Su Qiong across time, Xiaoyou hardly told anything, but a sentence from the past came to mind in racking his brains - "Maybe Akabane can't even see you at all."

Whether you can see it or not is something that even Xiaoyou doesn't know, that is to say, it's up to her to decide.

Maybe, like savings in the bank, enough money to buy a car but not enough to buy a house.Su Qiong's affection for Akabane has accumulated enough for him to see himself, but not enough for everyone in this world to see him... This is the same reason.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ye," Su Qiong rubbed his sore knees, and forced a smile, "I lost my composure just now, I'm really sorry for making you worry."

Akabane shook his head and said it didn't matter.

Su Qiong stood up and patted the clothes, dust off her body: "Let's go."

I dare not say "let's go home" because that is not my home at all.How can I, who can't even integrate into this world, dare to shamelessly call Yejun's home my own?It came up again, feeling empty in the bottom of my heart, with no sense of belonging at all... It was really terrible.

There was a sudden itching from the ankle, and the wet fluff lightly rubbed against the exposed skin of the foot.Su Qiong looked down, and there was a black kitten shrunken into a ball at his feet. It was stretching out its pink and tender paws to make a footprint on Su Qiong's instep. It was very cute in black and small.

"Yejun, please wait a moment."

Su Qiong knelt down, touched the kitten's head carefully, and watched the kitten squint its eyes comfortably. The big yellow eyes were half-closed, which almost warmed Su Qiong's heart.He dug out a box of small dried fish from the things he had just bought, and Su Qiong tore it into small pieces and handed it to the kitten's mouth.

After eating, it licked its lips and continued to look up at Su Qiong.

Its eyes clearly reflected Su Qiong's figure.

Su Qiong's nose was sour, and she felt an urge to cry.

Putting his hands on the kitten's back, it didn't resist, and the half-wet hair also stained Su Qiong's palm.Carefully lifting the kitten up, Su Qiong asked gently: "Little cat, would you like to come with me?"

It meowed obediently.

Su Qiong smiled happily, turned her head to look at Akabane Ye, her eyes were full of expectation: "Ye Jun, can I take it back?"

After nodding in agreement, the sky was clear.

The author has something to say: Believe me, this is definitely my malice.

An unexpected person appears in the next chapter, manga party guess what?

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