[Assassination Classroom] Dimensional Wall

The author has something to say: It's finally over...

Speaking of this article being liked by so many people, I am still very scared [Hey] How should I put it, the Dimensional Wall is a hateful and beautiful thing, what do you think?

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**[I only hope that you will be treated with tenderness by this world. ]**

The breeze gently blows the curtains, and the curtains playfully raise their bodies and dance in the wind. The sunlight leaks into the room through the gaps, and the warmth usurps all the coldness on the skin. Every pore on the body is relaxed to the extreme. Bit by bit, the body curled up on the bed did not unfold because of this.

My stomach was throbbing, my forehead was covered in cold sweat, my hands and feet were all icy cold, and the clothes on my back were soaked in sweat, sticking to my back, which was very uncomfortable.Su Qiong curled up, like a wounded kitten, trembling with her eyes closed, and her upper and lower jaws trembling unceasingly.

The trembling voice sounded so clear in the room.

The chill in her body could not be dissipated no matter what, it was obviously summer, but Su Qiong was wrapped in a winter quilt, but even so, she still felt bone-chilling cold.Xiaoyou stood nimbly on the desk next to the bed and looked at Su Qiong quietly, with imperceptible distress in her wet eyes.

It jumped down suddenly, and landed silently on the side of Su Qiong's pillow with his eyes closed, stretched out his thick fleshy claws to rest on Su Qiong's forehead, the scalding heat made it withdraw its claws almost immediately .Silently, Xiaoyou gently rubbed Su Qiong's cheek, and gently licked away the tears that flowed out of Su Qiong's eyes with his tongue.

It must be painful.

It must be hard.

But there is no way, it is something that will inevitably be experienced when traveling through time and space-how many traversers break the dimensional wall to go to the Two-dimensional world, but in the end they can’t even let the other party see themselves; how many traversers, in that world They won't be able to stay for a few days and they will come back automatically; how many other traversers... After returning, just die in such a painful way?

In contrast, Su Qiong was much luckier.

Su Qiong met Chibane as she wished, even though no one in that world could see her except Chibane; Su Qiong stayed with Chibane for such a long time, even though she had to separate in the end; Su Qiong is still alive and well , even though she is suffering so much that she would rather die at the moment.

Going from one world to another is like a sudden dissatisfaction with the soil and water, or it may be explained as God's deliberate punishment for those who break the dimensional wall and break the balance of each world.Xiaoyou, who has met many, many people like this, feels sorry for Su Qiong.

Perhaps it was because of his soft heart at the beginning that Xiaoyou couldn't help but take over the job of the postman and sent all Su Qiong's letters to Akabane... If he didn't do that, Akabane wouldn't know that there was Su Qiong Su Qiong would not be able to use that opportunity to break through the dimensional wall and stand in front of Akabane, and it would not be as painful as it is now.

Xiaoyou asked in a low voice: "Xiao Qiong, will you regret it?"

Su Qiong didn't answer, maybe she didn't even hear it, or maybe she heard it but couldn't answer.

In fact, there is no need for Su Qiong to give an accurate answer at all, because Xiaoyou knows that if Su Qiong is awake, he will smile and say: "How can I regret it? If I can meet Yejun in this world, it is already me." The greatest luck in life."

Su Qiong, a child, is kind, soft, sensitive, and fragile. She doesn't like to communicate with others. She has always locked herself in her own world and lived a life without being disturbed by anyone.Over time, loneliness hits, which is an unavoidable problem for Su Qiong as a human being.So she chose to construct an illusory world, and hid in it to find herself.

Su Qiong found Akabane in "Assassination Classroom", and even found himself in the letter.

What is self to her?The loneliness with nowhere to confide has a place to rest, the unspeakable emotions have a sustenance, and the unfulfilled wishes make it even more beautiful... Unreal imagination is always more confusing than cruel reality The eyes are also more deceptive.

It is precisely because of this that there are so many people chasing the illusory world and enjoying it.

Obviously, the two-dimensional and three-dimensional gap lies there, blocking the communication between people in the two worlds.But in this world, there are always people who don't believe in fate, trying to break the dimension wall time and time again: whether it's writing fanart, writing letters to them, or even thinking quietly in the dead of night, those emotions and forces are always impacting the dimension wall.

Obsession is the most powerful force in the world, a force so powerful that it can break the wall of dimensions.

Su Qiong, who seems weak, is like a spring. The more oppressive she is, the more she can burst out with amazing obsession - it can be seen from the fact that she wrote a letter to Akabane.

The chaotic thoughts came to an abrupt end when Su Qiong opened her eyes. Xiaoyou watched Su Qiong blinking in confusion and then staring at the ceiling in a daze: her eyes changed from chaotic to clear and then changed again. into doubt...

In the end, it turned into unconcealable disappointment and sadness.

Along with the memories flooding my head, there is also a deep reluctance deep in my bones.

Su Qiong, who just woke up, still had a fluttering voice as if she was stepping on cotton, and she murmured helplessly, "I... have I come back?"

"Yes," Xiaoyou wagged his tail faintly, "You have returned to your own world."

Hearing the affirmative answer she wanted, Su Qiong lay down on the bed as if she had lost all her strength, with her right hand resting on her forehead, her eyes full of tenderness on weekdays did not have a gleam of light, as if she had been drawn away by something. Like a soul.Slightly closing his eyes, warm memories hit every nerve in his body, his fingertips trembling almost beyond the normal frequency still betrayed his pretended calm breathing, and his whole heart was aching.

It was as if it was suddenly torn apart by something, and then it was poured fiercely into the bone-piercing ice slag. The sharp front end scratched the heart, which was so soft that it had no protective layer at all, and the unspeakable pain swept away all thoughts.

Su Qiong thought that she was very strong, but at this time she truly realized what some people said: "It is more painful to have a good thing and lose it than never to have it at all."

The regret of not getting it, or the pain of losing it after getting it... Which one is more unbearable?

Su Qiong had no way to answer.

Tears wet the pillow along the corners of her eyes, Su Qiong covered her eyes and shook her shoulders, all the tears ran out disobediently, the suppressed crying echoed in the room, even in the most secret corner of the heart.

Sure enough, it's still too greedy.

The me who always wants to ask for more... It's really inappropriate.

Xiaoyou comforted in a low voice: "Xiao Qiong, you are a very lucky child, there are not many people who can pass and come back safely like this."

"...Hmm." Su Qiong wanted to twitch the corners of her mouth, but couldn't smile at all.

Sighing softly, Xiaoyou continued: "This time, I have something to tell you. First, after you come back, that world will start to revise Akabane's memory. You stayed there for 34 days. Every day that passes, his memory of you will be one day less. After 34 days, Akabane will completely forget you."

The light in Su Qiong's eyes had already gone out, the corners of her mouth were tugged like a puppet, and her voice was crying: "That's...that's fine."

"Secondly, I was the one who brought your letter to Akabane." The moment Su Qiong raised her eyes, Xiaoyou turned her head away, "Don't thank me in a hurry, because there is one thing I have hidden from you, starting from the fourth letter, Akabane replied to every letter of yours, and tried every means to send it to you, but I didn't do that."

Su Qiong was silent for a moment: "Why?"

"Because I don't want you to know that the world really exists, just passing your emotions to him is enough to satisfy you."

"Well..." Su Qiong still smiled gratefully at Xiaoyou, "Anyway, thank you."

Xiaoyou was noncommittal to Su Qiong's thanks, and looked at Su Qiong with dark eyes: "Third, you must really want to know what Akabane wrote on the paper, right? Let me tell you, what he wrote is 'How much I want Everyone knows, the little secret between Akabane and Su Qiong'."

Su Qiong wrinkled her nose, mentioned Akabane Ye, her heart fluttered between the warmth of the tide and the biting cold: "Does he want to tell others about my existence?"

Xiaoyou shook his head, stood up and shook his tail, a pile of letters appeared on the desk: "The answer is in his reply letter, you can read it yourself."

Su Qiong sat up, pursed her lips and carefully opened the letter. The familiar words on the letter suddenly blurred Su Qiong's eyes. She finally bit her lower lip to hold back the mist. A reassuring breath seemed to linger around. It made Su Qiong feel as if he had returned to the time when Lai was by Akabane's side.

When she saw the last sentence on the letter, Su Qiong covered her mouth in disbelief, and couldn't hold it anymore, tears fell down, blurring the handwriting of the black pen——

"Su Qiong, your secret is to write to me, so in exchange, tell me a secret: I like a girl named Su Qiong, but she is in a world I can't see."

Secret love has always been two-way - when Su Qiong's letter came to Akabane Ye, it was already destined to have such a situation.

"Xiaoyou..." Su Qiong closed her eyes, raised her head, and refused to let the tears flow down, "Can you tell Yejun a word for me?"

Listening attentively, Su Qiong's choked up voice makes people have to agree softly——

"The sentence I wrote means..."

"—I only hope that you will be treated with tenderness by this world."

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Xia Feng brushed his face with a trace of hotness, and the third-year junior high school students who had finally finished their senior high school entrance examination ran out of the examination room cheering one after another, throwing themselves into the arms of their parents and acting like a baby.Su Qiong also slightly raised the corners of his mouth in the joyful atmosphere, the sun poured down, Su Qiong raised his hand to block his eyes.

It was as if someone familiar appeared in front of him again.

The young man standing in front of him had red and arrogant hair, and the scarlet under his eyes was infected by crushed viciousness and surlyness. He was tall and slender, holding a bottle of strawberry milk in his right hand. He simply squinted over with one look, and suddenly his whole body was full of excitement. Brighten up with something.

Akabane chuckled lightly: "Su Qiong?"

Su Qiong smiled, smiled and laughed, and suddenly burst into tears.

No matter how much I deceive myself, I still cannot deceive my instincts.When I walked out of the examination room exhausted physically and mentally, the first thing I wanted to see was not my father, but you, who I have always liked.

But, I will never, never see you again, Mr. Ye.

I have never regretted breaking that dimensional wall to come to your side... Even in the end, you can't even keep my memory, but it doesn't matter, as long as I remember you... as long as I remember you.

Enough.

The humming of cicadas gradually sounded, and Su Qiong walked in silence on the way home, the dust rising from the soles of her feet blocked all memories and the past.

I know that I will continue to walk with the memory that belongs only to me and you.

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