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[005] Vol 02. Contradiction 04
Since she said those words, Kurosawa Lanhua has given Yukimura a hard time.
"Lanhua, you haven't given me an answer yet." Yukimura returned the schoolbag with a smile.
"What?" After taking the schoolbag, Kurosawa Aihua wanted to pretend to be stupid, but when she received Yukimura's eyes, she became serious, "Oh, I know, that confession... of course... you have to think about it."
Originally, she wanted to refuse directly, but Yukimura's eyes were too scary, so she turned a corner when she spoke.
After returning home that day, Aihua Kurosawa thought a lot.
She thought, she likes Yukimura, she likes him very much, she likes him so much that she can only rely on him for everything, without him, she probably would have collapsed long ago.But she didn't want to forget the past, the past that was so precious to her.
Accepting Yukimura is tantamount to accepting this world, then she really can't go back.
The time with Yukimura can only make her more uncomfortable at this moment, and the closer she gets to Yukimura, the more confused she becomes.
So she returned to the original rooftop, trying to get back the original feeling.
At that time, she only thought that as long as she could go back, she would try any method, and she never considered staying here to slowly adapt to this new place.
But she met Yukimura.
Yukimura pulled her down from the height.
In fact, she may not be able to go back for the rest of her life, but she is really very, very unwilling. There are her family, friends, and classmates there, and she is most familiar with everything.
Favorite voice actors and animations, favorite singers, movies that make me cry every time I watch them.
There are also all kinds of memories that she cherishes and cherishes.
Why can she really only remember now?Obviously there are still many opportunities to create new memories, and there are still many, many promises that are too late to be fulfilled.
The character song she has always liked can no longer be heard, and that voice can only be heard in reality now.
Why do these things make her so sad...
"Blue flower!"
Along with the sound of the gate opening that day, Yukimura's nervous shouts also reached Kurosawa Lanhua's ears.
Yukimura hadn't seen Kurosawa Lanhua since he came back from the tennis club's morning training this morning, and the teacher didn't say a word when he called the roll, but silently noted her absence on the roll.
No one asked her whereabouts.
He didn't understand why the students in the class didn't pay attention to her, she was obviously a lovely girl.Everyone seems to think that her existence is dispensable, maybe one day she will be gone, and no one will feel sad.
not in...
Yukimura quickly thought of the place where the two first met.
As soon as he opened the door, he found the figure of Kurosawa Lanhua.
Although she didn't stand very high this time, she was still very close to the edge. Yukimura was afraid that if he came late, other things would happen that he didn't even want to think about.
"Sorry, Lanhua." Yukimura approached her, "If my confession yesterday made you feel uneasy, then don't think about it."
Kurosawa Lanhua wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then she dared to look back at Yukimura, "No, this is something I have to think about, but I really don't know what to do..."
Only for a moment, fortunately, the village also saw her wiping tears behind her back.
Most boys probably have a girl in their hearts that they absolutely don't want her to cry, and the one in Yukimura is undoubtedly Kurosawa Aihua.
"Can you tell me, what are you thinking?" Yukimura took her hand, pulled her to sit on the bench, and stood in front of her, "I'll help you solve something, okay? "
Completely gone from the usual thick-skinned and sharp-tongued mouth, Yukimura's gentleness was at its maximum at this moment, making Kurosawa Aika really want to tell him everything like this.
Tell him that he is not Kurosawa Blue Flower.
"You will definitely think I'm crazy." Kurosawa Lanhua was a little shaken, she bent down and put her head on her lap.
Seeing that it was too hard for her to bend over like this, Yukimura helped her sit up and let her lean on his body, "No, even I will go crazy with you."
Kurosawa Aika tightly clutched Yukimura's vest sweater, and her voice began to choke.
"It's impossible. You like tennis and gardening so much. You won't be willing to give up these things." Kurosawa Lanhua's voice changed a little because she was crying, "I don't want you to accompany me either."
Yukimura patted her on the back to comfort her and said, "I won't give up on anything, whether it's you or tennis, I won't give up on everything, because I'm a greedy person."
She doesn't deserve that Xicun treats her so well.
There are a lot of girls who are better than her, why is she the one who is particularly troublesome?There are many problems, the popularity is poor, and the brain is not very good, and even loves to think and be pessimistic.
"Seiichi..." Kurosawa Aihua cried, "I am not Kurosawa Aihua at all, I am just another person who replaced her."
She finally spoke up.
Tell this truth that no one will believe.
"I want to go back... I want to be with Jingshi... Neither side wants to lose..." She said intermittently, "But I don't have the right to choose, and I can't go back...I don't want to forget my parents..."
Yukimura didn't know what to say.
Even if it was such a phenomenon that was difficult to explain scientifically, he didn't intend to doubt her words, but...he didn't know how to comfort her.
What she lost was the whole world.
No wonder she has no common topics with Mizuhashi Shiori, because she doesn't know anything about it.
The song she hummed when she was sent home for the first time was probably not a song from this world, so no matter how hard he searched on the Internet, he couldn't find it.At first he thought it was a song written by her, or it was some unreleased or unknown track.
"I won't let go."
After that, the two went back to the classroom for class. When Kurosawa Aihua followed Yukimura in with red and swollen eyes, the eyes of the classmates focused on them again.
You don't need to think about it to know what they are thinking about.
Yukimura didn't let her make a choice right away, after all, no matter which side she chose, she had too many things to give up.Even after making a choice, the reality will not change in any way, but choosing means that she voluntarily gave up the other party, which means she lost.
If she doesn't choose either side, she will only be confused until she can't stand it.
In any case, it was enough to make her compare herself to the whole world.
During the lunch break, Yukimura wanted to find her, but Mizuhashi Shiori dragged her away first.
Kurosawa Aihua, who was more boring than usual, was taken away by Mizuhashi Shiori with almost zero resistance, and she only had time to get a lunch box and water.
Mizuhashi Shiori took her to the dining hall, the place recommended by Kurosawa Aihua at first.
There were a lot of students gathered there, and there were all kinds of noise, it was indeed not a suitable place to talk.
"Let's go somewhere else." Kurosawa Lanhua whispered.
Mizuhashi Shiori turned her head in front, "Oh, yes, yes, Kurosawa-san, where do you want to go?"
"God..." subconsciously wanted to talk about the rooftop, but that was where she and Jingshi were, so she changed her mind and said, "Let's go outside on the lawn."
There were rows of benches, and since no one was passing by, it was an excellent spot.
As expected, Mizuhashi Shiori was talking about her as soon as she sat down, and the bento was hardly touched.Kurosawa Aika, who only listened but didn't talk, quickly finished her bento, while Mizuhashi Shiori still had more than half left.
"Haha, Kurosawa-san eats really fast." Mizuhashi Shiori rubbed the back of her head, "By the way, my last class today is Mrs. Tanaka, and it is very likely that I will delay the class. Kurosawa-san remember to wait for me." .”
"Actually, why did you find me?" Kurosawa Aihua said rarely, "If you want friends, can't you just find them in your class?"
Mizuhashi Shiori took a big mouthful of rice while she was talking, and she swallowed it right away after chewing for a long time, rushing to answer her question.
"Well, actually, I just transferred from high school, and I didn't get along well with those students who were directly promoted. Most of the girls have their own circle of friends. But I found that Kurosawa-san is also alone, so I thought Let's get along well! We are all alone, so it must be easy to be friends!"
After hearing Mizuhashi Shiori's words, Kurosawa Lanhua's eyes faded, "So you can't get into other circles, so you want to find someone who is also alone as a friend?"
"Well, we don't have any friends anyway."
"Maybe she wants to be alone, not because she can't make friends."
"Well, it's almost the same anyway, it's just that you miss someone if you don't have friends?"
"Don't you think you're a little disrespectful?"
"Haha, Kurosawa-san is my friend, you won't mind."
Sure enough, they couldn't get along at all.
She didn't know why the former Kurosawa Aihua was alone, but at least Mizuhashi Shiori just wanted to find a random girl to fill the vacancy of friends, and that person was the former Kurosawa Aihua, not her.
Unlike Yukimura, it was her that Yukimura first saw.
She put on the skin called Kurosawa Blue Flower.
"I think I still can't get along with you, so don't come to me in the future."
Kurosawa Aika left this sentence and was about to wash the bento box.
Originally, she didn't want to talk about it so badly, but Kurosawa Lanhua was afraid that the other party wouldn't understand what she said, so it's better not to leave too much hope for her.
"What what? Kurosawa-san, aren't we friends?" Shiori Mizuhashi stood up holding the lunch box.
"It's just that you keep coming to me." Friends usually hang out together.
"That, that..." Mizuhashi Shiori was a little at a loss, "But, but I have paid so much, every time I find you, I always accommodate your time, why..."
"Who said there must be a direct ratio between giving and receiving? Besides, your so-called 'accommodation' is only for yourself." Kurosawa Lanhua simply broke up with her, "I have something to do, but you insist on pestering me, this It’s not called accommodation.”
Mizuhashi Shiori blinked her big eyes as if she was about to cry.
"Doesn't Kurosawa-san need friends? It would be lonely if you're alone." She trotted to Kurosawa Lanhua's side, "You don't have any friends, do you?"
It is true that Kurosawa Lanhua has no friends here, and neither does she, who is her substitute.
"But I won't find someone who hasn't looked at me carefully to be my friend, and making friends is a two-way process, it can't be decided unilaterally... When did you come and ask my opinion first?"
It was her fault for not telling Mizuhashi Shiori what she thought immediately, but even if she did, it wouldn't make the relationship between the two of them better.
They didn't get along.
Shiori Mizuhashi still didn't seem to want to give up, and looked at Aihua Kurosawa with dry eyes, "But we can get along slowly, everyone will have a fight once or twice when we quarrel with friends."
But they weren't friends.
Kurosawa Lanhua didn't need to explain to her again.
"Jingshi alone is enough for me."
The author has something to say: The main drama is back, hey~
"Lanhua, you haven't given me an answer yet." Yukimura returned the schoolbag with a smile.
"What?" After taking the schoolbag, Kurosawa Aihua wanted to pretend to be stupid, but when she received Yukimura's eyes, she became serious, "Oh, I know, that confession... of course... you have to think about it."
Originally, she wanted to refuse directly, but Yukimura's eyes were too scary, so she turned a corner when she spoke.
After returning home that day, Aihua Kurosawa thought a lot.
She thought, she likes Yukimura, she likes him very much, she likes him so much that she can only rely on him for everything, without him, she probably would have collapsed long ago.But she didn't want to forget the past, the past that was so precious to her.
Accepting Yukimura is tantamount to accepting this world, then she really can't go back.
The time with Yukimura can only make her more uncomfortable at this moment, and the closer she gets to Yukimura, the more confused she becomes.
So she returned to the original rooftop, trying to get back the original feeling.
At that time, she only thought that as long as she could go back, she would try any method, and she never considered staying here to slowly adapt to this new place.
But she met Yukimura.
Yukimura pulled her down from the height.
In fact, she may not be able to go back for the rest of her life, but she is really very, very unwilling. There are her family, friends, and classmates there, and she is most familiar with everything.
Favorite voice actors and animations, favorite singers, movies that make me cry every time I watch them.
There are also all kinds of memories that she cherishes and cherishes.
Why can she really only remember now?Obviously there are still many opportunities to create new memories, and there are still many, many promises that are too late to be fulfilled.
The character song she has always liked can no longer be heard, and that voice can only be heard in reality now.
Why do these things make her so sad...
"Blue flower!"
Along with the sound of the gate opening that day, Yukimura's nervous shouts also reached Kurosawa Lanhua's ears.
Yukimura hadn't seen Kurosawa Lanhua since he came back from the tennis club's morning training this morning, and the teacher didn't say a word when he called the roll, but silently noted her absence on the roll.
No one asked her whereabouts.
He didn't understand why the students in the class didn't pay attention to her, she was obviously a lovely girl.Everyone seems to think that her existence is dispensable, maybe one day she will be gone, and no one will feel sad.
not in...
Yukimura quickly thought of the place where the two first met.
As soon as he opened the door, he found the figure of Kurosawa Lanhua.
Although she didn't stand very high this time, she was still very close to the edge. Yukimura was afraid that if he came late, other things would happen that he didn't even want to think about.
"Sorry, Lanhua." Yukimura approached her, "If my confession yesterday made you feel uneasy, then don't think about it."
Kurosawa Lanhua wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then she dared to look back at Yukimura, "No, this is something I have to think about, but I really don't know what to do..."
Only for a moment, fortunately, the village also saw her wiping tears behind her back.
Most boys probably have a girl in their hearts that they absolutely don't want her to cry, and the one in Yukimura is undoubtedly Kurosawa Aihua.
"Can you tell me, what are you thinking?" Yukimura took her hand, pulled her to sit on the bench, and stood in front of her, "I'll help you solve something, okay? "
Completely gone from the usual thick-skinned and sharp-tongued mouth, Yukimura's gentleness was at its maximum at this moment, making Kurosawa Aika really want to tell him everything like this.
Tell him that he is not Kurosawa Blue Flower.
"You will definitely think I'm crazy." Kurosawa Lanhua was a little shaken, she bent down and put her head on her lap.
Seeing that it was too hard for her to bend over like this, Yukimura helped her sit up and let her lean on his body, "No, even I will go crazy with you."
Kurosawa Aika tightly clutched Yukimura's vest sweater, and her voice began to choke.
"It's impossible. You like tennis and gardening so much. You won't be willing to give up these things." Kurosawa Lanhua's voice changed a little because she was crying, "I don't want you to accompany me either."
Yukimura patted her on the back to comfort her and said, "I won't give up on anything, whether it's you or tennis, I won't give up on everything, because I'm a greedy person."
She doesn't deserve that Xicun treats her so well.
There are a lot of girls who are better than her, why is she the one who is particularly troublesome?There are many problems, the popularity is poor, and the brain is not very good, and even loves to think and be pessimistic.
"Seiichi..." Kurosawa Aihua cried, "I am not Kurosawa Aihua at all, I am just another person who replaced her."
She finally spoke up.
Tell this truth that no one will believe.
"I want to go back... I want to be with Jingshi... Neither side wants to lose..." She said intermittently, "But I don't have the right to choose, and I can't go back...I don't want to forget my parents..."
Yukimura didn't know what to say.
Even if it was such a phenomenon that was difficult to explain scientifically, he didn't intend to doubt her words, but...he didn't know how to comfort her.
What she lost was the whole world.
No wonder she has no common topics with Mizuhashi Shiori, because she doesn't know anything about it.
The song she hummed when she was sent home for the first time was probably not a song from this world, so no matter how hard he searched on the Internet, he couldn't find it.At first he thought it was a song written by her, or it was some unreleased or unknown track.
"I won't let go."
After that, the two went back to the classroom for class. When Kurosawa Aihua followed Yukimura in with red and swollen eyes, the eyes of the classmates focused on them again.
You don't need to think about it to know what they are thinking about.
Yukimura didn't let her make a choice right away, after all, no matter which side she chose, she had too many things to give up.Even after making a choice, the reality will not change in any way, but choosing means that she voluntarily gave up the other party, which means she lost.
If she doesn't choose either side, she will only be confused until she can't stand it.
In any case, it was enough to make her compare herself to the whole world.
During the lunch break, Yukimura wanted to find her, but Mizuhashi Shiori dragged her away first.
Kurosawa Aihua, who was more boring than usual, was taken away by Mizuhashi Shiori with almost zero resistance, and she only had time to get a lunch box and water.
Mizuhashi Shiori took her to the dining hall, the place recommended by Kurosawa Aihua at first.
There were a lot of students gathered there, and there were all kinds of noise, it was indeed not a suitable place to talk.
"Let's go somewhere else." Kurosawa Lanhua whispered.
Mizuhashi Shiori turned her head in front, "Oh, yes, yes, Kurosawa-san, where do you want to go?"
"God..." subconsciously wanted to talk about the rooftop, but that was where she and Jingshi were, so she changed her mind and said, "Let's go outside on the lawn."
There were rows of benches, and since no one was passing by, it was an excellent spot.
As expected, Mizuhashi Shiori was talking about her as soon as she sat down, and the bento was hardly touched.Kurosawa Aika, who only listened but didn't talk, quickly finished her bento, while Mizuhashi Shiori still had more than half left.
"Haha, Kurosawa-san eats really fast." Mizuhashi Shiori rubbed the back of her head, "By the way, my last class today is Mrs. Tanaka, and it is very likely that I will delay the class. Kurosawa-san remember to wait for me." .”
"Actually, why did you find me?" Kurosawa Aihua said rarely, "If you want friends, can't you just find them in your class?"
Mizuhashi Shiori took a big mouthful of rice while she was talking, and she swallowed it right away after chewing for a long time, rushing to answer her question.
"Well, actually, I just transferred from high school, and I didn't get along well with those students who were directly promoted. Most of the girls have their own circle of friends. But I found that Kurosawa-san is also alone, so I thought Let's get along well! We are all alone, so it must be easy to be friends!"
After hearing Mizuhashi Shiori's words, Kurosawa Lanhua's eyes faded, "So you can't get into other circles, so you want to find someone who is also alone as a friend?"
"Well, we don't have any friends anyway."
"Maybe she wants to be alone, not because she can't make friends."
"Well, it's almost the same anyway, it's just that you miss someone if you don't have friends?"
"Don't you think you're a little disrespectful?"
"Haha, Kurosawa-san is my friend, you won't mind."
Sure enough, they couldn't get along at all.
She didn't know why the former Kurosawa Aihua was alone, but at least Mizuhashi Shiori just wanted to find a random girl to fill the vacancy of friends, and that person was the former Kurosawa Aihua, not her.
Unlike Yukimura, it was her that Yukimura first saw.
She put on the skin called Kurosawa Blue Flower.
"I think I still can't get along with you, so don't come to me in the future."
Kurosawa Aika left this sentence and was about to wash the bento box.
Originally, she didn't want to talk about it so badly, but Kurosawa Lanhua was afraid that the other party wouldn't understand what she said, so it's better not to leave too much hope for her.
"What what? Kurosawa-san, aren't we friends?" Shiori Mizuhashi stood up holding the lunch box.
"It's just that you keep coming to me." Friends usually hang out together.
"That, that..." Mizuhashi Shiori was a little at a loss, "But, but I have paid so much, every time I find you, I always accommodate your time, why..."
"Who said there must be a direct ratio between giving and receiving? Besides, your so-called 'accommodation' is only for yourself." Kurosawa Lanhua simply broke up with her, "I have something to do, but you insist on pestering me, this It’s not called accommodation.”
Mizuhashi Shiori blinked her big eyes as if she was about to cry.
"Doesn't Kurosawa-san need friends? It would be lonely if you're alone." She trotted to Kurosawa Lanhua's side, "You don't have any friends, do you?"
It is true that Kurosawa Lanhua has no friends here, and neither does she, who is her substitute.
"But I won't find someone who hasn't looked at me carefully to be my friend, and making friends is a two-way process, it can't be decided unilaterally... When did you come and ask my opinion first?"
It was her fault for not telling Mizuhashi Shiori what she thought immediately, but even if she did, it wouldn't make the relationship between the two of them better.
They didn't get along.
Shiori Mizuhashi still didn't seem to want to give up, and looked at Aihua Kurosawa with dry eyes, "But we can get along slowly, everyone will have a fight once or twice when we quarrel with friends."
But they weren't friends.
Kurosawa Lanhua didn't need to explain to her again.
"Jingshi alone is enough for me."
The author has something to say: The main drama is back, hey~
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