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"I don't know when I got lost on the road, and I let go of the hand I was holding. Even if the day comes when I can't move forward, I will definitely make a choice...I have decided."

"Then I will die."

After bidding farewell to Kurosawa Lanhua, Mizuhashi Shiori went to the tennis club, intending to tell Nioh that she could go back to school.

When they arrived at the tennis court, Nioh happened to be taking a break, so she called him over through the barbed wire.

"Speaking of which, I met Kurosawa-san just now, and she looks weird." While talking, Shiori Mizuhashi recalled meeting Aika Kurosawa just now, so she mentioned it to Nioh.

King Ni was a little upset, "Girl, didn't I tell you not to bother her anymore?"

Shiori Mizuhashi hurriedly explained excitedly, "I didn't bother her, I just picked up something for her when I saw her drop it, but she ignored me completely, talking to herself... It's also very bad to have a complexion."

Yukimura has not been with Kurosawa Blue Flower recently, and everyone in the tennis club agrees that they have fallen out.Nioh thought for a while, wondering if he should tell Yukimura about it.

"Do you want to tell Yukimura-kun?" Mizuhashi Shiori asked when Nio didn't respond.

Before Nioh could speak, Yukimura had already walked towards them.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Yukimura approached and asked the two with a smile, and then said to Shiori Mizuhashi outside the barbed wire, "Is Mizuhashi-san okay?"

Mizuhashi Shiori was still a little afraid of Yukimura, and every time she saw him, she would think of his serious look, "Well, it's okay..."

When Nioh met Mizuhashi Shiori just now, Yukimura was actually not far away. I don't know if it was because he was particularly sensitive to the words Kurosawa blue flower, but he caught the name between the two of them in an instant.

Even though he didn't hear the whole thing clearly, he still decided to find out.

In fact, Yukimura and Kurosawa Lanhua didn't quarrel at all, it was just that she resisted him unilaterally.

On the way home the day Shiori Mizuhashi was injured, Aihua Kurosawa chose to reject his confession, but he didn't intend to take it seriously.It's just that arguing with her at that time would have no result, so he pretended to compromise.

Unexpectedly, she didn't even want to be with him during the usual school and lunch breaks, and he would be shunned when he went to her.

So he had no choice but to see her less frequently for the time being, in order not to put too much pressure on her.

"Ah, I just ran into Kurosawa-san over there, but she seems a bit out of place." Shiori Mizuhashi repeated what she just said, "Does Yukimura-kun know?"

Yukimura silently analyzed what Mizuhashi Shiori said, but finally did not draw any conclusions.

"No, I don't know, thanks for telling me."

To put it wrong, Kurosawa Aika has been on the verge of collapse since Mizuhashi Shiori's time, so Yukimura doesn't quite know what's going on.

Usually, she only smiles more in front of Yukimura, and is always expressionless at other times.

And now she even refused Yukimura.

Before she knew it, her normal state had turned into a frown, and the occasional smile became extremely precious.

Still worried about Mizuhashi Shiori's words, Yukimura decided to go find her anyway.

"Sorry, I'll go out for a while."

Before he had time to ask anything, Nioh watched his minister leave in the middle of training.

Sanada, who noticed the movement here, and the other main candidates all came to ask Nioh, and he only told them that Yukimura seemed to have something to do, and he should be back soon.

The first time Yukimura left the tennis club was to go to the classroom to look for her, but unfortunately there were not many people there, and she was not there, and there was no schoolbag on the seat.

Then she should not have been to the classroom yet.

Kurosawa Lanhua doesn't go to many places in school, basically she just stays in the classroom when there is nothing to do.Then... if it is not there, it should only be on the rooftop.

At this time, Yukimura suddenly had a terrible guess in his mind, so he had to quicken his pace.

Yukimura pushed open the door of the roof more violently than usual, but Yukimura did not see Kurosawa Lanka.

Just in case, Yukimura walked around the rooftop, but luckily he couldn't see anything.

He couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Ah—"

Just when Yukimura was about to leave, a girl screamed from below.

Looking out from the edge, he finally found what he had been looking for, but it was in the way he least expected.He also saw her schoolbag and various items scattered around her, which seemed to be dropped by her.

He is late.

hateful.

The morning training time of the tennis club was relatively early, and there were not many students on campus at this time. When Yukimura rushed downstairs, there was only the girl who just screamed there.

"Classmate, do you have a phone?" Yukimura asked her with a trembling voice, "Call the emergency number, please."

The girl was obviously seriously frightened, and she nodded after being dazed for a few seconds, then she turned around and dialed the phone.

Approaching her warily, Yukimura didn't know what else he could do besides staying by her side.

The teacher's office was far away, and Yukimura didn't want to leave her at this time, so he didn't notify the teachers.

So before the teacher came to control the scene, the members of the tennis club who finished the practice early due to the absence of the minister also found this place.

Because Yukimura blocked Kurosawa Lanka's figure, Marui didn't notice her existence when she approached.It wasn't until half an hour behind Yukimura that he backed away in fright, and knocked down Kuwahara who was walking behind him, and the two fell to the ground together.

"Hey Wentai, what's wrong with you..." Kuwahara only cared about the place where he was injured, but he didn't see the scene yet.

Marui opened his mouth, "That, that guy..."

Not knowing how to describe the bloody scene, Marui simply pointed at Yukimura with his finger.

To be precise, it was pointing at the girl lying in front of Yukimura.

This time, not only Kuwahara, but also other people walking behind saw it.

Mizuhashi Shiori, who came with Nioh, screamed immediately when she saw it, even though she only saw Kurosawa Aihua's lower body because of Yukimura's back.

King Ren hurriedly pushed her to turn around, not letting her see such an overly horrifying scene.

I believe this scene will linger in the memory of these teenagers for a long time.

Sanada was no less frightened than the others, but he still moved forward and patted his friend on the shoulder.

"Yukimura..." But apart from calling his name, Sanada had nothing else to say.

Feeling the strength on his shoulders, Yukimura turned his head to look at Sanada, but Sanada was startled.

His face was too pale, just like when he was sick.

"It's all right...an ambulance is called...it must be all right..."

Sanada pulled the hat on his head, and while avoiding looking directly at Yukimura's expression, he accidentally saw Kurosawa Aihua lying on the ground.She was lying in a pool of blood, with one of her legs turned outward, in a horrific condition.

He didn't dare to guess Yukimura's mood.

Yukimura's most important person is lying here.

"It hurts...it hurts..."

The height here didn't seem to knock Kurosawa Lanhua unconscious, and the intense pain made her wish she could just die like this.All kinds of big and small pains came from her limbs and various parts of her body, and she didn't know where she was injured.

Seeing her mouth move slightly, Yukimura quickly knelt beside her to listen to what she said, not caring that his pants were already stained with her blood.

"It hurts...it hurts..." She just kept murmuring the word.

"Blue flower..." Because she was hurt too badly, Yukimura did not dare to touch her, nor could he share the pain for her.

Soon the ambulance came, for the second time this month.

Kurosawa Lanhua only knew that Yukimura was crying in his eyes before he was sent to the hospital.

Is it her illusion or reality, she has no energy to distinguish.

Fortunately, the operation was a success.

Although she bled a lot, she didn't fall to the most important head, so she saved her life, but she had to rest for a long time because of the broken leg, and she couldn't return to the same state before the injury after recovery.

Yukimura thought he would lose her forever just like that.

After this incident, Kurosawa Lanhua’s parents realized the importance of their daughter. They came to visit her every day, and their relationship with her improved a lot. Schoolmates, especially the tennis club members who saw her that day also often came Visiting her, with them, every time the ward will be more lively.

And Yukimura visited her more frequently than her parents. During these days, he got to know her parents well, and they even acquiesced in the future son-in-law of Yukimura.

There was no deliberate agreement, but everyone never mentioned the "accident" that day.

Looking at the increasingly cheerful Kurosawa Aihua, Yukimura also felt that what she thought at that time was no longer important.As the only insider, he was going to keep this secret to the end.

Since she thinks so.

Although he felt a sense of disobedience, Yukimura didn't want to take the risk to ask Kurosawa Aihua about the past.

She seemed to have completely forgotten what she said to Yukimura.

──That unreasonable thing.

At first Yukimura thought it was a memory disorder, she might have lost part of her memory.But she completely remembered what happened between herself and Yukimura, except that she didn't mention what she said.

She remembers her quarrel with Mizuhashi Shiori, she also remembers being misunderstood by Nioh, and she also remembers pulling Yukimura off the edge of the roof for the first time.

But there is always something very strange, but fortunately the village can't tell what it is.

"Lanhua, would you like an orange?" Kurosawa Lanhua's mother asked her, "You used to like it the most."

She shook her head, "No, I don't like sour food."

After Yukimura changed the water for the vase, he heard such a conversation as soon as he came back.

Kurosawa Lanhua will be discharged from the hospital soon, and Yukimura also comes to help.Sitting in her father's car, she sneaked into Yukimura's ear, saying that the four of them are like a family when they are together.

She said with a happy smile.

that's enough.

……

Kurosawa Lanhua didn't wake up until she was discharged from the hospital.

No one noticed her existence, and no one was willing to look at her. She was like a transparent person, and she couldn't get a look from anyone when she walked there.

Relying on her memory, she groped her way to Kurosawa Lanhua's house alone, and she saw a car parked at the door.The three members of Kurosawa Lanhua's family got out of the car, and they would chat from time to time, as if they were very close.

Even Yukimura was among them.

Those four are like a family.

She didn't belong there, so she turned silently.

"Jingshi, who is that girl?"

"Where?" Yukimura followed Kurosawa Lanka's gaze, "I didn't see anyone."

"Lanhua, what are you still doing standing at the door?" Kurosawa Lanhua's mother shouted from the house.

"coming!"

As soon as Kurosawa Lanhua responded to her mother's call, Yukimura reached out to help her into the house.

Looking back, there was no one there anymore.

The author has something to say: How strange it is for me to write an afterword for a short essay of tens of thousands of words.

Although there are no comments from readers, I think this ending should be very cheating.

This article is actually written just to fill in the pits, because I think it would be a hindrance if each of the short stories had its own pit.

There are a lot of columns, but there are not many novels. I can already foresee the future.

At first, I had a headache for a long time, worrying about what story could be finished within tens of thousands of words (I will definitely be distracted if this article is not finished for a long time! After all, there is still a serialization pit)

The initial idea was time travel, and I wanted to write a story about a girl who has time traveled but can't accept the reality.

In many time-traveling novels, regardless of whether the protagonist returns in the end, I believe that most of them will live well in the new place, or at least get used to it gradually.

But there are also people with poor adaptability, can they really settle down there after crossing?

However, the extremeness of Lanhua is not only caused by time travel.

She has never encountered a time-traveling god, nor has she received any notifications, but when she woke up, she found that she had time-traveled, or her soul was transmigrated into another girl's body.

Such a blow should not be small.

Moreover, "Kurosawa Blue Flower" does not have a diary, maybe there is one on the Internet, but she doesn't know it, so she has never known the owner of this body.

Living a mediocre life, she has always been afraid that others will expose her and find out that she is not Kurosawa Lanhua, but contradictoryly wants others to question her, so that she can live without fighting.

But even if the temperament of the people around her changed drastically, no one would suspect that there was a change in her, let alone Kurosawa Lanhua who didn't have a high sense of existence.

After transmigrating, she was also unfamiliar with this world and didn't know much about this body, so she kept keeping a low profile.

Both the original owner and she were just high school students, and it was normal to be uneasy at that age, so she once thought about suicide.

In her heart, she probably hopes to use this action to attract the attention of other people.

Then Yukimura got fooled (hey) she knew who that person was, it was a character she liked very much in Two-dimensional.

Because he is the only one in this world who understands her and sees her as an independent person instead of the former Kurosawa Aihua (Xingmura didn't know the former Kurosawa Aihua well, and he couldn't even remember the name, although later Remember she is a classmate)

Then it got tangled up all the time.

She wants to get used to this kind of life, and wants to return to the original world.

If she knew that she would never go back, she would probably give up and try to adapt here, but she didn't know if she would, so she kept thinking about what she should do.

At this time, she fell in love with Yukimura.

My goddess is of course charming!

So she got even more tangled =="

She doesn't want to part with everything she had before staying here, and she doesn't want to part with Yukimura when she leaves.

Not just family, friends, etc., but all of them.

If only the environment is different, in the same world you can at least find common ground.

Movies you’ve seen before, songs you like to listen to, TV shows, etc., you can always find a sense of familiarity; but she can’t, there is nothing in Wangwang’s world, if you want to count, there is only Yukimura.

Under various factors, she became more and more dependent on Yukimura, but at the same time, she was very afraid that if she got used to him being by his side, she would not be able to choose which side to stay with when she had the chance to go back.

In the later stage, she still thought about giving up Yukimura.

But if she gave up Yukimura, she would have no meaning in this world.

No one would care about her, even her parents and Mizuhashi who were quite indifferent to her, they just regarded her as "Kurosawa Blue Flower".

いつか道に追ってつないだ见が力れて立ち攻まる日が来ても必ず选ぶよ

At some point I got lost on the road I let go of the hand I was holding so long Even if the day comes when I can't move forward, I will definitely make a choice

She was completely at a loss, unable to find the direction and reason to move forward, and even Yukimura pushed her away with her own hands.

She wasn't standing at a crossroads and didn't know how to go, but she was in a fog and could only keep walking in place.

There, she didn't know what was going forward and what was going back, and it seemed that she didn't need to do anything, so she wanted to end it directly.

"Is it true that you said you wanted to die...?"

"it is true."

Then you go to die now.

The first two sentences of the copy are her recall of the conversation she had with Yukimura, and the last sentence is the answer she made up in her own mind.

In the end, she was rescued successfully.

But instinct told her that she couldn't just go on like this, so she separated the self with old memories and formed two personalities.

One has the memory of two worlds, and the other only has the memory of Wang Wang's world.

I don’t know if everyone will misunderstand that Kurosawa Aihua, who came from the cost, is back, but it is not.

Because she is not the original owner, she doesn't like the fruit that the original owner likes.

And at the end she asked Yukimura if she had seen "her", which was like a confirmation option when deleting data.Yukimura doesn't need her anymore, then she has no meaning of existence, and she retires.

In the end, only the newly formed personality is left, living happily with Yukimura~HAPPYENDING~~

This is the story of the lord trying hard to save the girl from the edge of BE but failed in the end.

Even though Yukimura always wanted to help her, he was powerless, and it was his failure when she chose to commit suicide.

In the end, it was only because of her own efforts that she got HE.

PS Although this is just a novel written to fill in the gaps, the more I write, the more I like this story (I would say that I wrote the interaction between Yukimura and Lanhua until my heart is sweet? Yukimura can’t afford to be hurt.)