A true hero marries a man by his appearance [Comprehensive]

It's only two steps...one step away.

The place where Roman stopped was the last steep slope before the top of the mountain.

He was very tired, as if he couldn't even cross the last distance, but he seemed to be able to cross it.

What really made him stunned for a moment, unable to move forward, was the gaze cast on him by the man in front of him.

Not disappointed.

Even if he made up his mind and cruelly revealed the fact that Roman definitely didn't want to face it, he still wasn't disappointed with such a weak man who could only move forward under his urging.

"..."

"Eddie..."

From those golden eyes, apart from the gentleness towards him that seemed to never disappear, all Roman saw was peace.

Because Eddie delivered everything he wanted to say.

As I said before, Jedidiah who has become a human makes him gratified, but at the same time, the characters that Jedidiah has added as a result make him very helpless.

Only by forcing him can he have the heart to move forward, and at other times, it is impossible to guess what he is afraid of.

Eddie had pulled him a few times, pushed him a few times.

Logically speaking, there seems to be nothing wrong with continuing this pattern, and it won't take much time.

But he didn't think so.

This is not good for Roman, but harms him.Moreover, it completely contradicted Eddie's expectations of him at that time.

——Find what you really want, and what you really want to do.

Roman may have found it, but for various reasons, he was still unable to take that most critical step.Eddie saw it, even if he knew what he wanted, he couldn't just give it to him like in the past.

Poor Jedidiah, if he doesn't speak out and take the initiative, he won't be able to break the last layer of bondage that "God" has set for him.

Eddie still wished he could step over.

So, this is the last chance.

This is the last chance.

Roman seems to be aware of this too.

Confused, flustered, shaken, fear... All these emotions flooded into the green pupils at a certain moment, and neither sweat nor the hazy morning mist could cover them up.

so terrible.Roman thought.

It's not just the current situation that's bad, but also - himself.

While staring blankly at the man's gaze, he also saw more words that he didn't speak directly from those calm eyes.

Eddie seemed to be telling him that he didn't like cringing and indecisive people, but would stay for him alone.

He didn't have that much patience, but he was the only one who gave all his patience.

He hoped that he could become a real person, he did most of it, and the last bit was left, so why hesitate.

he--

"It is true that I can always follow you and lead you to do things that you cannot do by yourself. But, Jedidiah, if you can only get what you want in this way, you can only let me help you get what you want , when will you grow up."

"You are still a puppet being controlled. It's just that it was God who controlled you before, but now, it's me again."

Roman's heart was stung by the still flat tone of the voice, but his gaze seemed to have forgotten to be retracted, and he was still moving forward in a daze, looking at the golden eyes that should have been avoided.

Eddie sighed.

He didn't want to be so direct if he could.However, this method seems to make Roman suffer a direct and unobstructed blow, making him have to think about the problems he is facing now.It is equivalent to the last "persecution".

He must know that there is no other choice but to face it.

"As long as you are obedient, I will always take you with me, right? For you, Jedidiah, no one wants you to be happy and happy more than me. You don't want me to leave, but if you behave Let me decide that leaving is better for you than staying, and of course I will leave you and leave without hesitation."

"I let you down... no, Eddie, I know... just because I know, I—"

"why."

Eddie asked abruptly.

"Why do you have such a painful expression. Tell me, what are you afraid of?"

"........."

It is conceivable that almost all the sadness that has been suppressed in his heart for so long will be revealed, how embarrassing this man who is most "good at" patience looks at this moment.

He didn't want to say it.

He made up his mind that no matter how much Eddie asked, he couldn't say it.

Because——that was his own business.He himself fell into a vicious cycle of brooding and unable to let go, so why should he speak out.

but……

The danger of "not telling" made him fear like never before.

"Really, will you leave me?"

"If you remain unwilling to change, I will."

"It's the self-inflicted consequences that I'm afraid of."

"Besides that, what else?"

And—what?

It can't be counted as "fear", more, it should be "uneasy".

Stopping a step away from the man, Roman still looked quite embarrassed, but for some reason, his eyes slowly settled, and fainted into an obscure darkness.

"and also……"

—He has gotten too much favor.

Encouraged patiently and tolerated gently, even the bold wish of "he is what I want" can be acquiesced.

This is a man who should be free and unrestrained, and Roman has left this impression in his heart early.He never complained that this man left him without hesitation at that time. Instead, he thought, if such a good person, the man he likes and loves, is going to be weighed down by the so-called guilt and do things that are not his own. matter of heart...

Even those things are the best things for Roman himself.

This is the reason for hesitating at the door of Chaldea.Roman felt that it was the right choice to separate his own desires and put them aside.

Because, he... can't do this.

It can't be regarded as unaware, it should be accepted so readily.

What the father said was wrong, Eddie has taken care of him for so long, and now, he is still willing to take care of him... His dedication and harvest are simply not proportional.

Eddie only regards Solomon—or Romani Akiman as his junior, a child he has grown up with since he was a child.

This child has many flaws, so many things happened, he couldn't bear to let him get hurt, so he could only bring him by his side.

Roman didn't want Eddie to just see himself as a kid.

However, without this identity, he would have no reason to make Eddie care about him.

Eddie didn't love him.

"I... really think it's right to stay where you are... Ah, ah, how can I tie you up. You treat me so well, I like you, and I want you to be happy, okay happiness……"

"So, that's what you thought."

Eddie said, "I don't know what to say .

"Since you don't want to embarrass me, I think it's better to stay where you are. Then, tell me, Jedidiah."

"—In that case, why are you crying?"

Perhaps it was sweating too much that caused the illusion that Roman was bursting into tears—but his eye circles were red again, and it was hard for him to speak out what was in his heart. Now he looks like a deflated balloon, listless and pitiful .

Eddie could only say again: "You just think too much about others, and you only overwhelm yourself. Human beings are selfish by nature, Yedidiah, you don't want to be mean to everyone. King of justice and justice."

Roman opened his eyes wide: "But, I don't want you—"

"No one can force you to do something I don't want to do. Why do you always fail to understand such a simple truth." Eddie interrupted him, thinking that it would take thousands of years of spirit to explain this silly boy. It's gone.

It seems that I need to explain more clearly.

"You feel."

Roman was so stunned that he forgot to blink.

"If I only treat you as a kid, I will talk to you so much, and allow you to kiss me sneakily at night?"

Roman: "...???"

"Don't understand? Forget it, I'd better leave you alone and go."

Roman: "......... Woo!!! Don't wow!"

It seems that I am not tired at all.

His mind was a mess, full of messes - mostly big surprises that would make him ecstatic and unbelievable.

But this did not affect his body moving ahead of his thoughts.

There is no need to be urged anymore, Eddie made a gesture to leave, Roman panicked, and immediately staggered to catch up, really only took a step, and was about to crash into the man's arms.

"Slow down."

Eddie took advantage of the opportunity to hug the silly child who was careless and almost slipped and fell down the mountain: "I really started to cry, did I raise a girl... Okay, cry, cry, say what you say, I don't care about anything!" did not see it."

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Just like that day, when Roman hugged the man he thought he would never see again, Roman cried like this.

It was lost and found before, but this time, it should be regarded as tears of joy mixed with grievances.

From these huh huh huh, I finally managed to make out the pronunciation of the characters.

Roman said that he wanted to write a love letter to him a long time ago, and there were many things that he couldn't say in person, but he wanted to write it in the letter, but once he wrote it, he would write it all night.

"I've read the love letter you gave me on Valentine's Day. Isn't it enough? There are still many, many unwritten? Hey."

Roman said that he misses him very much.I want him not to leave, with him by my side, thinking that I will be able to see him in the future, and he can persevere no matter how difficult the day is.

"These are the thoughts you have been holding back for a long time, I'm listening."

While talking, Roman asked again in a lower voice than before, what he said just now... was the sentence before "I don't understand", did he mean what he thought...

"That's right, uh...you, too, love..."

——Do you love me too?

"My answer may still be different from what you want."

Eddie answered.

"Before I knew your feelings, you were the child I loved the most. After that, my idea of ​​wanting you to be free has never changed, but... you should understand what I mean, and know your thoughts. After reading If I pretend not to know about your letter and treat you like before, it will be too much."

"You are very cute, and your feelings for me also touched me, which cannot be denied."

"After these days, I probably have a little liking for you."

It's just "like", not "love".

Eddie's feelings will not come so turbulently, the initial sprouts are very shallow, and only when they are slowly warmed in the subsequent long streams of water, will the sprouts grow.

Regardless of whether the budding of this feeling was born based on the heart of guilt and compensation, in short, he does have a good impression of the child he loves now.

With such a start...

Not bad.

It has already got an extremely rare good start.

"..."

Roman must have thought of this too.

It was not easy, he was already satisfied, and his heart was full of unspeakable joy.

However, he still didn't raise his head.

His face was buried in the man's neck, and a lot of moisture was all over it. Perhaps it was for this reason that he didn't speak for a long time.

The corners of Eddie's mouth curled up slightly, he wrapped his arms around him, patted the back of this man who was about the same height as himself a few times, and said, "Be more courageous, work harder, and make me like you more."

"like……"

The sound, which was not much louder than the buzzing of mosquitoes, came out close to his neck.

Unable to see the expression - but Roman, who must have blushed, whispered: "I like you... Eric."

"Eddie, I love you."

said it.

Everything that was worried, feared, and hidden was poured out at this moment.

This step collapsed, and it seemed that it was not as difficult as imagined.

After all, someone was standing not far away, reaching out to him without giving up.

"Well, I see. It's just right, look over there, the scenery you can only get by climbing up yourself."

"Although it was a bit late, I missed the sunrise. However, the sun has just risen, and the morning light that has not yet dissipated is also worth seeing."

……

……

It finally worked.

After spending so long, doing so many troublesome things, procrastinating and intimidating, finally the cowardly Yedidiah made tremendous progress.

Although Eddie was tired, he was still very relieved.

Ok……

and many more.

In addition to being tired and relieved, he seemed to have a headache after a while.

This "huge progress" is really too big to exceed the standard. It's like dragging a person who was unwilling to move away from the starting point all at once, but the result is too much force.

After Roman knew that Eddie "has a crush on him too", apart from drifting like in a dream, his face was red and yearning.

He was deeply impressed by Eddie's "be brave" and engraved it in his heart, as if thinking about it every minute and every second.

What does it take to be "courageous"?

He has already got the most desired confession (semi-finished product), what else does he want to do?

This... that... what should be done at this stage, could it be... woah, how could I have thought that this would definitely make Eddie angry!

Eddie: "..."

Eddie: "What are you thinking about?"

Roman was a little irritated.

After several days of psychological struggle, his courage was finally stimulated several times.

One day, after taking a bath in the evening, Eddie, who was about to hold the wobbly Jedidia in his arms as usual, suddenly found that when the silly child swayed over, his face was redder than before, and it was more than red a shade.

At first, he pretended to be calm and didn't speak, but he was soon educated by Eddie.

"You started again? Just say what you want, and say what you want to do, don't dawdle."

"Uh……"

"hurry up."

"I--"

One nervous.

an excited.

With long and curled pink hair loose, Roman clenched his fists, closed his eyes, and made up his mind...

Finally, he took the initiative to bring his face closer.

The corner of Eddie's mouth was pecked like a dragonfly, and the messy hair swept across his face and ears.

It's itchy, and those are the spots where he doesn't like being touched.

It's just that Eddie didn't care about these details for the time being.

In the middle of the line of sight, the eyes flickered in the pair of very close green eyes. The man who carefully kissed him looked very nervous, and his lips could not help but purse.

"Uh, uh uh uh... sorry, don't know why I suddenly wanted to do this, I won't next time- wow!"

Before the incoherent words were finished, the speaker was slapped on the waist by the lying man, and the appearance of bluff was immediately broken and cut off halfway.

Roman first spread his arms to support Eddie's head in a very imposing manner, but his posture was wrong and his strength was not enough. He was exposed with just one slap, and his upper body fell miserably on Eddie's body.

Judging from the momentary expression of grief and indignation, Roman was in despair: "..."

He buried his face into the neck of the man's pile of silver hair again, as if he was not slowing down and did not raise his face.However, Eddie did not laugh at him, but was very happy: "Not bad, Jedidiah, you have improved again."

"However, why is it just the corner of the mouth."

"Ah, other places... can it be?"

"Okay." Eddie smiled, and suddenly became interested in teasing him again: "Where do you want to kiss?"

Roman: "..."

flushed.

Steam rises overhead.

If Eddie wasn't cold, he'd be vaporizing himself by now.

"Jedidia?"

"..."

"Tsk, I was scared again."

Eddie was a little disappointed, but he thought that it would be fine if Jedidiah could make progress, and he couldn't be forced to develop from small steps to long strides all at once, so he understood.

The result, unexpectedly.

He was thinking so, planning to push Roman aside to sleep.

"I think……"

The man who thought he would keep silent suddenly spoke, and before speaking in a low voice, he swallowed a mouthful of saliva as if to cover up.

He had kissed the corner of his mouth before, and now, Roman buried his face in his neck, just enough to let the wet lips with soft heat stick to the curved arc near the shoulder.

He still kissed carefully, then raised his head and looked at Eddie with his green eyes that seemed to be wet: "Is it okay?"

"can."

After the kiss, there is tentative sucking.He was still asking, "Can I?"

More cautious than before.

The apprehension and longing revealed in his eyes had already reached the point where if Eddie said no, he would immediately roll to the corner and sit in a daze overnight.

Eddie couldn't understand Roman's little thoughts.

But just because he understood, he was not angry, but could not help but feel distressed.

With Roman's temperament, if it wasn't for finally getting permission and seeing hope, all the heavy feelings that had been suppressed for too long and suppressed too deeply burst out uncontrollably——he would definitely endure it.

He likes him so much, and has suffered enough despair and pain. At this time, he will be so cautious, as if if he touches him too much, the beauty in front of him will leave him.

How could such a child not feel distressed.

Eddie sighed again: "Didn't you say it, just say what you want. The things you think I would mind, in fact, it doesn't matter to me, there is nothing to mind."

No matter how bold and selfish he is, wouldn't it be a good thing if someone is willing to tolerate him.

Where Eddie couldn't see, Roman slowly clenched his fists.

"I see."

At this moment, his deepest desire is to kiss his love.

Kissing, touching, and the next steps all came naturally because of the man's acquiescence.

The darkness like a curtain slowly enveloped them.

……

"I really don't know what to say."

"Obviously, this kid took advantage of all the advantages, but he was the one who cried so loudly, and he was the one who fell asleep from exhaustion after crying..."

Forget it, the two of them are simply incomparable.

Pet people to pet to the end.

*****

Two "foreigners" who strayed into the forest stayed in this village for half a year. Everyone liked them very much, and they seemed to have a colorful life.

The silver-haired foreigner led the children in the village to do this and that, playing with all his heart, and occasionally helping a group of villagers.

The pink-haired foreigner simply went to the village hospital to do a free clinic. He couldn't tell that he was still a good doctor, and it didn't take long for him to gain enough favorability.

If the silver-haired foreigner hadn't said that they would leave after staying here for a month at most, everyone would have thought they would stay in the village for a long time.

There is still one month...

It just so happens that one month later, it will be the biggest festival of the year in this country, which is the Spring Festival holiday.

During the holidays, many people who usually live in the city will return to their hometowns to celebrate the New Year, and this year is no exception.

Among the group returning to the village for the New Year, there was a very unremarkable young girl.

She is 20 years old and is still in college. This year, she just goes back to her hometown with her parents for the holidays.

"Mom! Is the wifi at grandma's house installed? Although it is okay to use traffic, the signal in the village is too bad."

"It's on, it's on, why do you talk so much!"

I can't blame her for thinking about wifi. Let me introduce, although this girl is a student, after entering university, she started writing novels on a certain website.

Authors, especially those who have to code words during the New Year and have not even saved a chapter, will die if there is no Internet in their place.Therefore, the author girl whose pen name is Dake Zhuwanzi is very concerned about this issue. Fortunately, the wifi is really installed in the village.

Internet is good, hey.The codewords definitely need the Internet. Besides, her favorite Krypton Gold mobile game is in an important period, and the final chapter will start in a few days. How can I draw Merlin without the Internet? But the plot!

That's it, with a relaxed and happy mood, Dake Zhuzi came to the small village hidden in the mountains.

After getting out of the car, she stretched herself, really wanting to feel the great changes in the small village under the blue sky and white clouds, when something seemed a little strange appeared in her vision.

"...Mom!"

"Your mother is here, what are you doing?"

"...Mom, mom? Mom, did I play too many games and have hallucinations? Please help me see, the fan who is carrying this vegetable basket over there to buy vegetables-is he a fan with stupid hair?! "

"Yes, yes."

"..."

"There is also a silver-haired one. Young people nowadays are really non-mainstream. They not only dye their hair, but also keep their hair so long. Oh, girl, do you know each other? The silver-haired one looked over and nodded at you."

"what?"

……

"what???"

"Help!!!?????"