Narcissistic after his death

Su Shiyuan could only vaguely remember that he had suffered a huge blow in life and became such a nerd.

Of course, it is said that the house is still beautified, but in fact it is because I can’t face the reality, so I temporarily become withdrawn, withdrawn and withdrawn, and suddenly realize that I have lost the ability to get along with others.

This is really another shocking reality.

But this made Su Shiyuan slightly relieved.

Because this means that he can temporarily shrink for a while.

After all, it is impossible to change immediately. You can only take it slowly and get used to it. Only when you are not in a hurry can you eat hot tofu.

what?

You want to ask what is the huge life blow that Su Shiyuan suffered, and you don't care about the decadent life behind him?

Su Shiyuan was actually thinking about this question too.After all, if he can successfully get out of that blow, losing the ability to get along with others will become a small problem.

More than anyone else, Su Shiyuan wanted to know what happened back then, but he didn't know.

Maybe it was because he fell and hit his head in the past, so he forgot?

Or his subconscious mind erased that painful memory in order to protect himself.

Anyway, just forgot.

Su Shiyuan had no choice but to live in a daze.Because life is pretty good, there is no shortage of food or drink, and there are many books and Internet information to watch, so for a long time, he felt that there was nothing wrong with living in a daze.

But it's not working now, the main reason is that he may not be in contact with popularity for a long time, and he is stuck at home. He has the ability to go to hell.

Ghost, it's really scary.

Ever since he was able to see ghosts, Su Shiyuan discovered that sometimes they would watch you silently outside the window, sometimes let a certain part of their body pass through the wall to test you, and sometimes they would make terrible noises, making you even close your eyes. and the eyes are restless.

All in all, although there was no direct confrontation, it really disturbed people's peace.

But Su Shiyuan is a particularly timid human being.Don't talk about ghosts, when I was a child, I could scare myself for many days when I heard a ghost joke.

At this time, the benefits of friends are revealed.

If he has been in contact with people, not to mention his body is full of energy, it will be much better if he just stays with someone casually and has a companion.

But he went to the streets during the day when the gang of ghosts disappeared, because he was not good at communication and did not know how to speak, no matter how many gentle words he said, no one would pay attention to him.

At night, I was too scared and mustered up the courage to look for people on the street. Maybe because my eyes were too eager, or I was dressed too dead, and there was no sunlight at all. Those people always fled before they approached.

Tortured by ghosts day and night and ignored by others, Su Shiyuan used his own experience to tell people that they should never be separated from human society for too long, no matter how lonely they are, they should go out for a while to socialize.

But...ah...he has no friends to pass on the lesson.

It's really pitiful, I finally got a life motto that I thought was as precious as gold, but I didn't even have a chance to say it.

This embarrassing and sad situation makes Su Shiyuan sad and self-pitying like a poet from time to time, and it also forces him to change.

Of course, the time to change is usually when he needs not to be sloppy. If he can be slack, of course he is enjoying life.

Last night, there was a sound of chains dragging Su Shiyuan all night. Su Shiyuan was afraid and hated that ghost. As soon as the sound disappeared at dawn, Su Shiyuan tidied himself up angrily and prepared to go out.

The place where he lives now is a two-story villa surrounded by walls. There is a garden in front of the villa, which can guarantee personal privacy while ensuring comfort.

Su Shiyuan brushed his teeth, washed his face, and picked out clothes in the closet for a long time.

He is a person who is a combination of perfectionism and pragmatism. His clothes are good-looking, practical and durable. Even though he has not gone shopping outside for so many years, his clothes are still bright and beautiful.When I wear it out, I can see that not only is the style not outdated, but it also has an artist-like retro beauty.

When Su Shiyuan first went out, he was complacent about his discovery for a long time.

After changing into a set of black clothes, Su Shiyuan stood in front of the full-length mirror, and took care of his hair to match the clothes.

He himself likes long hair, his face is more delicate and feminine, and long hair can better express his temperament, so in his memory, he always keeps long hair.

But long hair can still be worn at home, it is best to tie it up when going out, otherwise it will easily look sloppy and incompetent.

Su Shiyuan carefully combed his hair smooth and tied all the hair behind his head.

His hair is black, high on the crown, full at the back, and has a normal hairline, so it looks good even when it's combed tightly.

It's beautiful, it's beautiful, it's beautiful.

Su Shiyuan indulged in his own beauty for a long time, and then hesitantly questioned "it shouldn't be very weird" in his consciousness, but this question was also a very uncertain question, so he quickly He was almost forgotten by Su Shiyuan.

Su Shiyuan left the villa with only the keys, mobile phone and a black umbrella.

Pushing open the door is a vibrant garden world.Although the flowers are few and small, this is a very worry-free variety. It doesn't need much care at all and can live on the rain, so Su Shiyuan especially loves these seemingly ordinary but caring plants.

He stayed in the garden for a while, taking pictures with his mobile phone, and then he went out of the gate that became the security barrier of the villa together with the high wall.

Although there are villas here, they are not villas in the suburbs, and the surrounding area is quite lively, but it is noon and the sun is too dazzling, so there are few people on the road.

Su Shiyuan was a little hesitant to go out, because he might have stayed in the villa for too long, and had not been exposed to the sun for a long time. If he was exposed to direct sunlight, his exposed skin would easily dry out and burn.

Although there is an umbrella and the clothes you wear are not exposed, but if you encounter wind or something, or accidentally bump into someone on the road, the umbrella leaves and your body is exposed to the sun, it will be bad.

No matter how many layers of wrapping, I'm afraid of what happens.

Fortunately, the sky seemed to know his mood. After a while, thick clouds covered the sun, and the sunny day turned cloudy.

Su Shiyuan, who didn't need to worry anymore, opened the black umbrella in satisfaction, held it high habitually, and went out happily.

Wo Zining is busy with business, and when he is finally free, he always has to carefully prepare food for his deceased lover.

Sweating profusely, I stir-fried some of my lover's favorite oily and salty stir-fry dishes, decorated them with beautiful plates, wiped off my sweat, and changed into clean and loose home clothes before carrying the food to my lover's spiritual seat in the house.

Light a few sticks of incense in the incense burner, smell the mixture of food and incense, watch the white smoke curling up from the incense burner, and sit for a long time.

Replace the incense sticks immediately after burning, because he always remembered that his wife was in poor health and ate very slowly.

He didn't feel bored, because being by his lover's side was the best thing.

By the way, his lover is Su Shiyuan.

Today is also when he is free, he wants to go back early to be with A Yuan.

In the years before A Yuan's death, he was not around all the time, which was the greatest regret in his life.

So this mistake cannot be repeated.

Just looking at the flow of people and traffic outside the car window, he suddenly wanted to... want to go to the area where A Yuan lived before his death.

It has been six years, and A Yuan has never entered his dream. He always suspects that the Taoist priests he invited are useless, and the spiritual seat placed cannot bring A Yuan home.

So, after a long time, he wanted to go for a walk.

The driver had already driven the car to the neighborhood where Wo Zining lived now, and he had to divert to leave after hearing Wo Zining's temporary order.

The car drove for a long time under the scorching sun, and when it reached an uphill area, the driver stopped the car skillfully on the side of the road.

Wo Zining got out of the air-conditioned car and was exposed to the scorching air. He felt a little uncomfortable.

In the past, he must have liked the sun, but since being with A Yuan requires a cold environment, he gradually hated the sun.

I forgot to open the window to check the weather in the car.

He can't enter A Yuan's house. The house has been surrounded by A Yuan's elder brother Su Guangshan, and he is strictly guarded.

So if you can meet A Yuan, you must meet him outside. It is absolutely impossible to go to a house that can block the sun to find A Yuan.

How could Ah Yuan appear outside in such a temperature?

Wo Zining felt a little regretful.

But just take a look around when you come, or it will be in vain.

Wo Zining, who wanted to see Su Shiyuan very much, still walked up the long slope.

In fact, the driver can drive uphill, but it is not far from A Yuan's home. Wo Zining thinks that if A Yuan takes a walk, he should pass by here. If he took a car at that time, he might wait until he can get off the car. Yuan has already passed.

And he was used to being in the shade in the back row of the car, so if he looked at the car window, he could only look at one side.

So get out of the car anyway.

He walked up the slope slowly, his temples were sweating a little, and his back was a little sticky, but he still walked, although he no longer had any expectations in his heart.

Fortunately, God still seemed to be merciful to him. After walking a few steps to a flat place, thick clouds blocked the golden and annoying sunshine, and the sunny day suddenly turned cloudy.

The corners of Wo Zining's mouth turned up slightly, but the upturned corners of his mouth quickly solidified, because Wo Zining only felt as if his mind was suddenly dazzled, and a person suddenly stood in a place far away on the street where there was no one.

That person was very weird, holding a black umbrella, wearing black clothes, his face was dead white, his eyes were red, and there was no shadow of him on the ground.

After looking at it for a long time, it seemed that his red eye sockets were faintly bleeding bright red blood, but the blood disappeared before it flowed to his cheeks, as if it was absorbed by the cold white skin right now.

He was so disharmonious with his surroundings that it made people's backs numb and their scalp tense.

But Wo Zining remembered that person's face, and also remembered why that person held his umbrella high.

Because they grew up together, and Wo Zining was always a head taller than that person, and this city loves to rain. When it rains, Wo Zining holds the things of two people, and that person holds the umbrella high , the height is just right for Wo Zining to see the road ahead clearly while walking.

The two have teamed up for years during the city's long rainy days.

That person has developed the habit of holding the umbrella high.

The author has something to say: Wo Zining: On May 5th, the sun turned to cloudy, and I actually saw him again when I was alive.